Half-and-you

When my sister came back to visit her mother, she talked about the old things, which were always vivid, making me far away from my childhood, with ups and downs in heart and sleepless all night. I couldn’t help thinking of the past, those unforgettable days, the class where the book was loud, and you who were once classmates. I am no longer young, and my heart is filled with happiness and sweetness. I. Xiaoyi went to my grandma’s home to study, which made me lucky to know you. I can’t remember your appearance, whether we have deskmates or whether we are the same year. Because there was only one big classroom in the village at that time. The old man in his forties, with dozens of children, shook his head all day and read unintelligible texts. The first time I played hide-and-seek, I hid in your home. People outside want to come in, while people inside want to keep secret. Both sides were facing the door with great strength. Everyone pushed and pushed, only hearing a roar, the door plank fell down. In the face of this sudden situation, let the children who played as much as possible be scared to death one by one. At this very moment, only you stand up bravely and say that it doesn’t matter if the door falls down, because it is easy to install. This makes me, who is still young, have a little respect for you. When I just returned to my hometown in Hebei, I didn’t know why. My whole body was covered with yellow water sore, and there was pus flowing everywhere. I couldn’t wear clothes and couldn’t learn. For a long time, under the arrangement of your teacher, you came to my home every day after school to help me with my lessons and guide me to finish my homework. Your patience and carefulness, your carefulness and thoughtfulness, and your initiative and enthusiasm have given me a lot of care and care, encouragement and encouragement, happiness and touching. Every thirty nights, you will invite some girls to help my family make dumplings. Watching you rolling the dumpling skin with your dexterous hands while chatting with Grandma, I was clumsy and didn’t know what to do; Watching your concentrated expression, I can imagine that the burden of life falls on your shoulders too early when you are so skilled in doing work that you feed pigs and chickens at home, wash clothes, wash vegetables and pour Gardens; looking at your pretty little face and dripping sweat from time to time, I really want to wipe it for you, but I am afraid that it will be too abrupt to make you shy. In fact, such a life is too short. Before long, I went to the township central school to study, but you sacrificed yourself silently, took the initiative to look after my sister-in-law at home, and became a good helper for my mother, turning the pot for a lifetime; As we grew older, the distance between us, due to gender differences, it is pulled further and further. Second, because my two children were young at school, I was not tall in high school, so I was lucky to sit behind you. You, with a figure like a devil and an angelic smile, are graceful when you walk, singing and talking. What I envied was your white skin, delicate facial features, good speech and long braid. I just blame that I don’t have vivid words, describe your extraordinary beauty, praise your breathtaking surprise, and only hope that the young heart can stay by your side for a long time. Your home is very close to the school, so your seat is always empty when you study in the morning and evening. Facing such a scene, I feel lonely all the time; The way you walk into the classroom is like a swan dancing with a faint fragrance; When you sit down gently, you always pull the seat and brush the long braid, you are clever in lightness and capable in confidence; You are so concentrated in listening to the lecture, your eyes are smart in concentration, and your long eyelashes are glittering. To be honest, in the long two years, the only conversation between us may add up to less than ten sentences. Although we sit very close, we are psychologically far away. Because in your eyes, I am the kind of young man who has no temperament, no demeanor, no future, no great figure, no prominent family, and the yellow-mouth girl has not faded. How could you, who was arrogant in those years, notice that among the numerous admirers, there was nobody who knew me? It’s time to break up. You girls crowded together, crying with pear flowers and rain, holding hands and loving each other; Saying that friends cherish, the road ahead is high and dangerous; Holding back the bitterness in your heart, saying goodbye to your classmates! So after so many years, your charming figure, sweet smile and beautiful voice, like a beautiful rainbow, engraved a piece of beauty in my heart. III. Missing the rural areas of Hebei in those years, the native boys not only had the habit of early marriage, but also were very advanced in engagement. As long as the family is a little good and can guarantee to dress and eat, there will be someone acting as a matchmaker to introduce innocent girls to you like a few family treasures. In the eyes of the local people, my family should have good economic conditions because of the small population and my grandfather’s hard work; At that time, I was not tall, as slender as bean sprouts, as shy as a girl; I don’t know what the girl’s family likes, and the person who asks for marriage always comes without appointment, which makes your mind uneasy and makes you tired of it. For these, Grandma always told people that our child was still young, and his marriage should be decided by his parents, and we dared not and could not take care of it. Because of this, when I graduated from high school, I left my hometown without hesitation, leaving the poor ravine with barren land, high mountains and dangerous roads, lack of food and clothing, and no hope. What I couldn’t imagine was that my grandma didn’t know what to think about. She even wrote to her parents behind my back, saying that she wanted me to learn Carpenter, and someone introduced her to her enthusiastically. She said that the girl knew me, maybe my classmate, two years older than me. She didn’t want to come to my home, and even wanted to leave her hometown and come to the northeast with me. I don’t know what sister said, which originated from her memory and which were made out of thin air; I wanted to find my mother for verification, but I couldn’t get the desired answer because of too long time; I want to see my deceased grandma in my dream, recalling the misty past, and finally because of the separation of yin and yang, I can’t go back to the distant past. Such a result makes me very confused, and also makes me very regretful! IV. Unforgettable the past time passed, and 38 years passed quickly. I have gone through many ups and downs in my life from a young man, walking hard into the autumn of my life. The wandering and turbulent life made me lose a lot. I don’t know where the heroic words, old photos of my childhood and love stories were left? Will you remember the diary you wrote yesterday tomorrow? Will you still remember the one you used to cry most tomorrow. The teachers can’t think of you and can’t guess the problem; I also looked through photos by chance, and then I remembered you at the same table. This song “You at the same table” expresses my heart and brings me a distant past. I don’t know, among those vague figures, who once had me in my heart, who would like to be my confidante, and who deserves my cherish most? Such emptiness makes me full of helplessness for life. Who married you who was sentimental, who comforted you who loved crying, who rolled up your long hair, who made you a wedding dress? This may be the secret that I have been trying to uncover in my life, but I can never know!

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