Collapse of core wall

The sky is so blue that I can’t bear to see more. The wind is so warm that I hesitate to move forward. It is not because I am less curious about spring, but because my heart is filled with haze. I am afraid that I will obliterate the color that I can be proud of in this spring. I had no choice but to look at this broken wall, which was my collapsed heart wall. For so many years, I have been telling myself that I have to bear all the helpless things and live a happy life. Maybe most of the time I am cheerful, but the I am deep inside is so depressed, sensitive and fragile. I am not the kind of person who can put my sadness in the sun to dry, and I am not willing to spread my depression to others. I believe I can digest all the unhappiness by myself. I have never believed that someone can give me a fulcrum to rely on. It seems that there has never been a person who can understand me in my world, so the expectation of those young years has disappeared until now. Many people told me that it was my wrong idea. I hope I am wrong, or I hope I am really wrong. I know that most of the time I worry too much in my heart, and that dark cloud is always in my heart. In a sunny day like this, I had expected to collect more warmth, but I couldn’t let go. Those bright beauty always exist, and I believe that one day I can also truly own it. I accidentally heard a very touching and beautiful sentence. If I miss it in this life, I will no longer be there in the afterlife. I asked myself in my heart, will there really be an afterlife? For the time being, there is an afterlife, if there is an afterlife, I am not willing to recall my life, right? We missed a lot of people in a casual moment, and the right and wrong have become the scenery behind. Therefore, in the afterlife, I would like to turn into a wisp of breeze. I don’t need to rely on or think. No Depression, no annoyance. Passing, just passing, how good it would be. The warm wind is always outside, but now I am not in the mood to feel it. Listen, my dog is yelling again. It is yelling loudly towards a group of chirping birds. Maybe the birds laughed at its lack of wings? For me, a person who likes quietness and staring at the sky alone, its name is not pleasant. However, the existence of its voice has become my habit. Just like I am willing to become a wind, no matter how it blows, it has become a habit. I don’t want to repair my collapsed heart wall. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Marriage like Battlefield

Not long ago, I talked with a friend about how to get along with each other, which was quite similar to her. In fact, the most important contradiction between each family is how to get along with each other. From two strangers to sharing the same bed, to mutual help, even holding hands to the white head. Its simple words contain how many contradictions, quarrels, adjustments and run-in experiences in the process of getting along. It can be said that no couple is born with each other. The couple move forward in contradiction and grow up in struggle all their lives. If marriage is a war without smoke of gunpowder, it is not false at all. In fact, the relationship between husband and wife is very subtle. If one word is wrong, it will make their morale rise and cause war. Don’t fool people with tacit understanding. In fact, you will never know the real thoughts in the other person’s heart! So I never advocate the happiness of my marriage. Because happiness is just a kind of mood behavior, a temporary feeling. However, contradictions always occur. They are not in your plan, but always out of your expectation, which makes you unprepared. What couples pay attention to is art, skill and wisdom. Only by being able to control the other side and be convinced by the other side can such a marriage last long. This is the case for many couples whose appearances do not match each other. Even though the appearances of the two are very bad to outsiders, the thoughtful side will use wisdom to win the favor of the other side, play a trick or a white lie, then further grab the other’s heart, and finally surrender it. This is a type I admire. I admire people with brains and wisdom! Marriage is not a concession. Being kind and accepting blindly will only make the other side look down upon you. Once you succeed, you will be pinched as a small fish in your hands. Therefore, marriage sometimes needs to fight back. Fighting back timely is to regain dignity for oneself and better step forward for the other side. The premise of a good marriage must be both parties’ sense of responsibility and tolerance. Only with these two magic weapons of determination can marriage move forward towards a great goal. Its purpose is that I am willing to accompany you slowly until you grow old! On this premise, all the wars happening in marriage, regardless of the level, will not damage the normal track of marriage operation. Because the purpose of the quarrel between the two sides is also for the peaceful coexistence of two people, the emergence of contradictions and the solution of ideas, so as to reach a unified consensus. Even though marriage is bumping into each other’s body and mind, I am willing to go with you, my heart is pure and inarticulate, and now I am thoughtful, articulate, dear. I only know that marriage needs perseverance, patience and waiting. I don’t know if you have dreams, dear, I only know that I will still wait for you at the intersection of every dream. When you hold my hand to the white head! Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The lifeline of the blue coastline years

The gentle smiling face of the sunset glow spreads out with the quiet sigh of dusk, the setting sun is the hanging loneliness, and what remains is the silent narration of the night. The Dawn is struggling in the dark long night. People who drive the sea and those who drive the sea all think that they can hold the romantic time and rush into the boundless sea from the beach to clean up too much floating dust and sand in the world of mortals. Happiness is rippling in the Blue Wave and sunshine. In the wave, there is only a baptism of all rivers in the sea. Leaving the waves of the sea, only men and women can feel the smell of the sea. Ebb tide is coming and going, the cycle of time. Taking away a lot of unknown love and destiny, youth and dreams leave the naked shell without flesh on the beach, the accumulation of years receded like the tide, and the life was clear at a glance. The high tide boat ran aground on the beach by the sea, restricting the vast and free sea. If it was anchored and renovated on the continental shelf, the high tide would be an opportunity to leave the ground listening to the sound of the tide. Don’t stay for a moment and sail away. The tide will bring unrestrained news of life. The colorful clouds accompanied the seagulls waving to the sky. The colorful clouds left the seagulls, and the sea was still calm. In the sky without floating clouds, the seagulls flew freely in the wind and waves, and the waves surged towards the beach. In the night sky without stars, the navigation mark far away is hope. The blue coastline walks into the beach, looks straight at the vast and infinite horizon, and stretches along the boundless coastline. After a group of trendsetters driving the sea, the lifeline of the endless years, the tide rises and falls. When you heard vows, seen Mirage, said haikushilan, to later Floating Life fate blot out. Love is the wave that cannot be kept after all. Love is the starting line of long years. There are always people rushing against the wind and breaking waves in the storm, rushing back in the surging waves. Life is also like this. Some people come and go, and some people go and disperse, some people disappeared in the sea wave. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Don’t let troubles cover your smile

Sometimes one’s own eyes will deceive oneself. This kind of deception and deception is the most difficult to be found and the easiest to leave scars. The spread of time makes the depth of thinking deepen gradually, and only in a quiet and free time can we think about these problems. Therefore, most of them are cheated when they are busy during the day, and they find it is the case when they have time to think about problems at night. Social attributes make it impossible for us to get rid of such a relationship network. Sometimes we have no choice but to accept it, whether you are willing or not. Everyone’s outlook on life is different. When the current situation coincides with it, it will reach the peak of happiness in life. However, in most cases, they are separated. Social ever-changing, half-truths, false true. Facing such an elusive environment, only the body and soul belong to themselves. Therefore, we have reasons to choose happiness, not to let troubles cover our smiles, to choose optimism, not to let setbacks kill our will. It is not negative, pessimistic or extreme to deal with anything. Sometimes it requires a peaceful attitude to face everything. I have a friend whose smile lingers in my mind. It is so sunny. Every moment, his smile is hanging on my face, showing a positive and optimistic attitude. I always try to be a person like him, optimistic, warm and open-minded. Smile to everyone, no matter whether he treats you well or not, and treat everything with enthusiasm, no matter whether he is good or bad to you, living with a grateful heart all the time, you will find that life is not as boring as you imagined. There is no need to be demanding about things outside, but it is not without pursuit. Pursuit needs the support of thoughts, and achieving the pleasure of life is the supreme truth and goodness. Letting nature take its course is not a negative attitude, but a choice. Sometimes the fake will become real, and the real will also become fake. However, there is only one thing that is not false, that is, human feelings are in the heart, just like the beating of the heart, which will never deceive you. If real things must be good and beautiful, and fake things must be ugly, who will watch Korean dramas? There was also the match between China and Thailand in previous years, which was fake. Let alone the discerning person, you can also see the sight of the eye. How to say it is fake? Because all the way was hyped and planned. Therefore, some people criticized that they seemed to have unique insight. Otherwise, even if they are sold, they will count money for others. In this sense, there is nothing wrong with fake ones. What have you lost? The movie is still fake, don’t you still watch it? It will cost a lot of money. Fake, not terrible. What is terrible is to cheat with a false attitude. For example, let’s talk about the match-fixing of Chinese football! In fact, the whole world is playing fake games. Why do they look better than us? Why is it not easy to see through people’s anti-counterfeiting ball? Because they are seriously fighting fake football. Under normal circumstances, the fake ball is harder to play than the real ball. If the fake ball is better than the real ball, it is definitely a good player to play the real ball. Why can’t Chinese football work? Because we don’t even take the fake ball seriously, but we can’t take it seriously when we play the real ball. At the beginning, fake goods were rampant in Japan after World War II, but the attitude of others was serious, and soon the fake products were the same as real ones. Further, the fake one is better than the real one.? Cao Xueqin early made thesis that jia zuo zhen shi zhen yi jia, now said to solid motions, conscientious engage form. Back to the match between China and Thailand, the fake match is not terrible, as long as the match is the same as the real one. American professional wrestling is fake, but the audience are like clouds. As long as you like it, why do you care about the true and false. If you don’t like it, don’t worry about the true or false. It doesn’t matter whether it is true or false in the match between China and Thailand. They have worked so hard to plan whether to earn money or shouting, which depends on luck. At least they paid, but we looked at it for no reason, and also scolded them for fake beating, which was not kind. One hand, jia zuo zhen shi zhen yi jia; Other hand, everything need not be too serious. After several fights, some people were excited to promote our country’s prestige and our country’s skills. This is also very silly! People live in the world, which is to seek a happy mood. From the perspective of a person’s life, fame and fortune are all passing. Therefore, it is the most important thing to find a kind of life and make your mind peaceful and happy. On the journey of life, there is wind in the rain, tears in the wind, sorrow in tears, sorrow in sorrow, don’t be afraid, don’t care, open your eyes, you will find that the sea of life is full of happy spray, and we have no reason to look for troubles. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…