Mood · sketches

Before the Spring Festival, I really wanted to have a holiday. I packed up my complicated and complicated mood and waited for the day I expected disappointedly. That day finally came. I didn’t know where the courage came from and left everything behind. One person went to buy a ticket, one person went to a distant place, and later we realized that we still had two exams. I received a phone call from my roommate and a text message from the learning committee member on the train that nearly arrived at the destination ten hours later. At that moment, my expression was too slow to be horrible. Going back home, she hugged her carefully for a moment in a hurry two hours later, hearing the moment when the train door was closed and her tears slid down with an expression of reluctance and resentment. I sat in the examination room breathlessly at five or ten in 21 hours, and my deskmate handed me a pen and paper. Curls, exam. I went back and got a warm sleep. I saw my classmates, friends and roommates dull and surprised. I smiled calmly and went to buy the next ticket. The train number and location were the same. Three days later, I returned to the seat again, handed in my papers, packed my luggage, and finally went home. After a very long year, my grandmother was ill and hadn’t come home after five children. I waited anxiously for a moment to get better. Grandma hadn’t had dinner for several days. On that day, she was playing infusion which seemed to never stop by the fire. She said she didn’t dare to sleep. I told her a joke. She reacted so fast that she suddenly smiled. My heart was full. I got that joke from my friend’s space. Thank him. Grandma went to bed, with a faint smile, I finally breathed a sigh of relief. Silently pray! In a railway station in Wuhan, a few figures suddenly appeared in the sea full of people. They all stared at the display screen helplessly rolling, and didn’t say anything for half a day. Suddenly I burst into tears. I called my parents a few days ago. Today I must go home. Two days later, they finally got home in the evening without knowing how to do it. They made a decision to send grandma to the big hospital that night. Later, I met them once eight days before the Spring Festival. Twenty-seven, twenty-eight, twenty-nine Uncle Aunt blocked the car for two days and one night finally arrived home one after another, just like stepping on the feet in front of the back, taking charge of the housework. The grandchildren also went home. Grandma was happy to see the most lovely Sister Furong also went home. Furong was close to the limit during the nearly 60 hours of turbulence. Carsickness is not acceptable to every courageous child, but the desire to go home. Twenty-nine, in order to go home, grandma went to have a group with everyone to see the children she loved and worried about. Two days later, she went back to the place where there were many angels in white. Later, I went to school and talked with my grandmother for a morning. I almost didn’t catch the train, but I was very satisfied, because she is in a better spirit, talking and laughing. I just didn’t know what she thought when I turned around and waved, because every time the children left, she would cry secretly for several times. I don’t know how she is now? This year has been so long, never so long, what am I thinking about! How reluctant it was to leave and how painful it would be. My parents wanted to stay with me for another day, but I left without hesitation. What a disappointed look after looking at the window glass. Back to school, everything starts again. Everything is the same, even I don’t know how to start. Standing at those forks, which side am I looking? A week later, I sat on the bed aimlessly. During this period, Mommy made several phone calls. Sometimes she just wanted to tell me what happy things she had encountered, or what the weather was like. I knew it was she who missed me and even missed home. Home, maybe it makes people feel warm, happy, happy, and sweet in heart. Thousands of miles away, in any case, I want to go home, even if there is nothing in my bag, maybe it is just a little Velvet Doll, maybe only a little concerned. Pack up your mood and set out simply. The three children hurried to the school gate suddenly agreed yesterday and smiled at each other. The flying snowflakes have added many mysterious colors of expectation to us. This hand was once warm and could not care so much, so let’s start like this. No one remembers how many miles we have traveled from here to here, from there to there. Seeing those snowflakes rushing to the window so enthusiastically, I couldn’t help getting off the car. On the mountain of Qi Yue, how much fun did the rose in her hand add, named Snow rose. No one remembered where we were, where we were going, and forgot all our troubles at that moment, even if our hands were cold and our faces were red with cold. It arrived unconsciously. When we saw the ancient village standing on the top of the mountain and suddenly became sunny under the sky, we were all happy three children. I knew that at that time everyone thought of her or him, without saying anything. Thirty-six hours later, we saw the street with interlaced neon lights again. We knew that the road was not easy to come, and we were filled with gratitude. The two-wheeled vehicle had four shadows, and the last bus didn’t miss it because it took a few more steps, so it was contented. Fetch water, take a bath and sleep. Pack up your mood and prepare for class tomorrow. I caught a cold, tired, and couldn’t fall asleep. Both of the two children encountered the same troubles, but they still couldn’t fall asleep back and forth. They got up at six to listen to songs, and at eight to have a good class. We have to continue what we should do. Just cheer up. On the road of love, we were all confused, and we also had the illusion. We kept our hearts together when we were dead, but we found that it was not one day or two days. We all know what life is for us, but we did multiple choice questions and short answer questions like Marx. After all, Zou Chang filled in the questions, which were irritable and tasteless. What are you still escaping from? It is still a child who feels that life will hurt and then escapes. Or do you think too much in this class? Hello Tomorrow, or will we be happier? Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Not brave enough

I am afraid that the days are empty, and the people around me can’t speak together. Their growth hides the unknown wounds of each other. I am only sad occasionally, sorry for their contribution to myself. Always like this, don’t guess how good it should be to wear, say love that I like but can’t reach, forgive me for owning it selfishly all these years, too far and too close, silent happiness and love. All of a sudden, it became fragile, and I felt uncomfortable for a long time because of one word. Those wounds were obviously old and old, leaving scars in the years. I once recovered and was really good. There are still a lot of things that I don’t believe. I am still stubborn and don’t want to worry too much. I am a little tired and tired at first, but the road to dream is still farther than I imagined. Some people are getting farther and farther. They feel hopeless even if they try their best to catch up. Finally, they have to persuade themselves to let go. What they miss is not only the present, but also a certain position in the future. When I was too tough, my heart became indifferent. What would I look like when I was alone behind the sunshine? Anyway, whether to hide or not, that person can’t see it, so sad and happy can never see the difference. I started to suffer from insomnia at night without any reason. I remembered a lot of things but couldn’t understand them. In the end, only headache became entangled day and night, but there was still no answer for those wild thoughts, there is nothing left. No computer, no mobile phone, no book, no person, life is only eating and sleeping, and it becomes no different from pigs, but people don’t understand the sorrow of pigs, just like I said a lot, I finally confused myself at the end. I cut my hair and dyed the color. Who knows that it can’t be completely remoulded, just like loneliness is my destiny, and you can only see me who smiles very well and lives very well, people are used to living with masks. After a long time, they forget that there is a real face under the mask. I became more and more afraid of running around. I did too many stupid things to punish others. Finally, I even felt tired of myself. Finally, I gradually became immune to filter the hurt. It turned out that except myself, no one can give such love. Looking at a face, I felt like crying inexplicably. I remembered that he had treated you heartily and that he had been waiting for you for many years willingly. After all, those things could only be remembered, will your soul be relieved when I think of one day? Winter seems to have passed all the spring, but I want to climb the highest mountain in my home to see the snow. The remaining snow can no longer be as lively as when I was young, however, I still accept the blessings of the new year in this way. There are still so many people who have no time to meet that I feel it is a pity. Forgive me for not doing what I tried so hard to do. There are so many friends, but it seems to disappear when I am sad, maybe I really can’t speak, which scares you. I have never changed the one I used to be! But you don’t know what happened later. At first, I didn’t want to trouble and just wanted to be simple. I married myself at some time. I just wanted to marry and have children like every ordinary girl and fulfill the necessary obligations for women. However, but I can’t do it, because I care too much about dreams, more than life. Listening to the care of friends will still be warm, but they will not tell the other side to know. It is really bad to understand a person. Who will understand such pressure? Pretending to be true on one side, I can’t say it after seeing it, how sad it can be! You don’t believe it anymore, and I’m too lazy to make yourself embarrassed. I think I am not brave enough. I am scared. The Dream of the future becomes heavy, the wings are burnt, the tears are burning, at least you can complain occasionally, but it is not easy to have temper, and you really become not brave enough. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Like a Song

On a long rainy day, there is finally a sign of sunny today. On a mediocre day, a little orange powder was exposed. But there was still a cold wind coming into the window, soaking in the cold inside, which made people shiver with a chill. The sky in the distance gradually cleared up, the white walls, the bright light, and the green light of the leaves of green bamboos standing outside the window edge, and the eyes of the people who were obviously shaking happily. The passing pedestrians were crowded, the parked vehicles had a faint sound, and the sound of the motor sounded. People’s hearts were no longer confused. The weak wind blew his face. The melody in the trumpet was so melodious. What else could not be forgotten. Sitting on the string of the window lattice, opening the webpage home in the space, narrating the feelings in my heart, feeling the beauty and transformation of the day, it seems that there will be a new voyage. Listening to the sound of Lang Lang, feeling the cool melody, silently blending into the comfortable movement, it seems to have a faint fragrance like blue breath, which makes people’s breath so clear and comfortable, it was because I had not been here for a long time to fall asleep like this, or because I had not classified the past years for a long time. However, the login time presented in front of the facts is also to show people clearly. In fact, people are doing the same past every day, and they are narrating their new career like this every day. The song with a cut of Plum has been in its age, and the melody is melodious and clear. Listening to it, people will feel a little absorbed in the remote thinking, as if going back to the past. I still remember that every night when I was still young but passed the first stop of my life, I would work with my colleagues in the company, the master of the canteen, there was also the scene when the workers in the workshop gathered together and grabbed the microphone to sing karaoke. Everything was unexpectedly happy and amusing. But I don’t know when this kind of happiness will no longer be possessed, but this kind of happiness will not come again. It is difficult to give a detailed and detailed judgement to roles of different ages for a while with the growth of age, the transformation of roles with female experience, or the fetters of family, but there is one thing that must be recognized as that women have a home. It seems that they have everything at the same time, but it also reflects from another aspect that women have a home, it also means that you will lose everything you originally owned. However, on the contrary, a man has a home, not only having everything, but also having nothing does not mean having nothing. Perhaps, this is where the differences and differences between men and women lie. Although the present era is changing, is there any change in whether the status of women has been promoted to another class in people’s hearts, but still need to stay in the long river of time to seal and research. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

一个人的梦与一个人的路

人生如梦。每个人,从小都有美好的梦想 或者梦想成为受人敬仰与爱戴的革命家、思想家、政治家、理论家,或者梦想成为维护世界和平、国家安全与领土完整、保卫人民生命和财产安全的军事家、战略家、军人、武警官兵、警察以及保安人员,或者梦想成为推动社会向前发展与时代进步的科学家、发明家,或者梦想成为为国家和社会创造物质财富、改变贫困生活,过上富有生活的的企业家、实业家、资本家、金融家、实干家、实际工作者,或者梦想成为创造精神文明的文学家、作家、诗人、文艺理论家、戏剧家、剧作家、艺术家,或者梦想成为外交家、外交人员,成为维护世界和平的使者,或者梦想成为教育家、教育工作者、为国家和社会培养有用之才 每个人的童年都是最美好的。童年留给我们的,既是令人美好的回忆,又是令人纯真的记忆。当一个人童年的时候,虽然有梦想,但是,并不会明白梦想的含义。一个人从童年进入学校读书后,接受了教育。由于每一个人的命运不同,每一个人的家庭出身不同,家庭环境不同,家庭经济状况不同 或者是出身于帝王之家、将相之家、高官之家,或者出身于名门望族、豪门世家、书香世家,或者是出身于普通的官员之家,或者是出身于普通的知识分子之家,或者是出身于富翁之家、富商巨贾、富豪大亨之家,或者是出身于经济条件较好的殷实人家,或者是出身于经济条件很差的贫困人家 一个人的出身,都是命中注定的 不管是出身于高贵的富有家庭,还是出身于卑微的贫困家庭,都不是自己所能够选择的结果。出身于富贵家庭,古人说命运好,出身于贫困人家,也无法改变。一个人的家庭出身,与一个人的成长环境与成长之路,与一个人的个人出身,虽然有着相当重要的联系,但是,一个人的命运好不好,能不能有所作为,干出一干事业,成为令人瞩目的有用之才,起决定性作用的是一个人自身的勤奋和努力与拼搏精神。家庭环境虽然是外部因素,都是个人的发挥才是内在根源所在。外部因素,只能起到推动作为,起决定作用的内在因素人为本身的原因。因此,最终决定一个人命运的最为关键的因素,当然并不是在于一个人家庭出身好不好,而是在于一个人本身的命运所决定。当然,不管怎么说,一个人的命运都与家庭出身与家庭的成长环境有关。一个人,出身于高官家庭与平民有所不同,一个人出身于高知家庭与出身于文盲家庭有所不同,一个人出身于富有家庭与出身于贫困家庭有所不同 一个人出身于富贵家庭,不但从小高贵,生活在优越的环境之中,从小就读书还和学习,而且具备各种各样的优越感与机遇;而一个人出身与贫困人家,不但没有优越感,而且会读书还和生活问题而发愁。由此可见,一个人的出身于一个人的成长环境有很大关系。 总的来说,一个人的出身与成长,只有两条途径 一是走读书成才之路。凡是真正有所作为的人才 不管是顶尖人才、高端人才,还是中级人才,普通人才 ,读书成才,都是最为主要的途径。 不管是伟大的思想家、政治家、军事家、战略家,还是杰出的文学家、艺术家、科学家、发明家、实业家,不管是顶尖领袖人物、高级管理人员,高级理论研究人员,还是各行各业的学有所成的专业技术人才以及从事科研与生产、经营的实际工作者,几乎都是通过学校读书的成长之路。他们首先是通过读书学习,接受高等教育,从而成为不同领域的专业人才。大学是培养专业的重要场所。 尤其是顶尖人才、高端人才最重要的场所。那些顶尖人才、高端人才,除了极个别例外外,几乎都是通过学校里培养成才。高等学府是培养和造就专业人才的殿堂。当然,社会上,到处都有杰出的人才。虽然有的人,既没有进过名牌高校,也没有进过普通的大专院校,而是通过自学,同样成才,了杰出人才,受到众人的敬慕,但是,那毕竟只是极少数。绝大部分的顶尖人才、高端人才,都是通过高等教育而学以所成的。顶尖人才、高端人才,都具有很高的学历与渊博的学识修养。他们不但毕业于国内的名牌高校,具有本科、硕士研究生、博士研究生、博士、博士后等学历,而且往往留学于国外的名牌大学,学贯中西。他们往往既是某一方面的专家,又是通晓多种学科的学问大家。另一条是自学成才之路。社会上,自学成才的很多。他们中,既有文坛上著名的作家、诗人,又有学术界有贡献的专家、学者,既有企业家、实业家,又有不同领领域的专业技术人才。但是,自学成才是一条充满着艰辛和曲折的成长之路,没有一定的经济条件和生活环境是很难的。社会上,有许许多多的有志者,希望能够自学成才,但是,真正能够走上自学成才之路,走向成功,出人头地,有所作为,成为有贡献、有成就、有影响、有名望的有用之才的人,毕竟很少。 二 李白说: 生不用封万户侯,但愿一见韩荆州。 李白既是唐代最有影响的伟大诗人,又是中国历史上最有影响的伟大诗人之一。李白的诗歌,穿越了时空,一千多年来,至今被人众口相传,妇孺皆知。而如果不是因为李白的诗歌,谁又知道韩荆州是谁呢? 其实,一个人的成功,与命运有着很大关系。 不管是是革命家、思想家、政治家、军事家、战略家、理论家,还是文学界、作家、诗人、戏剧家、剧作家、艺术家、科学家、发明家、企业家、实业家、实干家,成就一个人的最为关键的是决定于两个方面的因素 一个是要命运好。一个人的命运好,是一个人成功的关键因素所在。另一个就是人为的力量。那就是一个成功者,包括几个方面的因素 首先要有过人的胆略与远见卓识,具有过人的战略眼光,把握前进的方向,认真目标,大胆追求,坚持走下去,被有成功的希望与胜利的喜悦。另一个方面,要有过人的创造力、组织能力与管理能力,能够组织和团结一支具有战斗力、凝聚力、影响力的团队,并且成为团队的核心。其实,每一个人都希望自己能够自学成才,但是,自学成才也需要有别人的理解、支持和帮助与扶持的。有时候,一个人的力量是远远不够的。那些成功人物的背后,往往有很多人在默默地支持与贡献。科学家、科研工作者,进行科学研究,往往进行科研试验与实验,一个发明家搞产品开发,同样需要进行各种各样的实验,搞科研实验,有时候,需要有很多的专家、学者、科技人员、辅助人员,去共同完成。因此,搞科研、搞发明,一个人的力量非常有限,都需要有团体的力量。即使是搞文学创作,属于个人职业,一个作家,或者一个作者,只要手中有一张纸和一支笔,或者手头有一部电脑,就有了进行文学创作的条件了。但是,一个人的力量非常有限。一个作家的成功,仅仅依靠自己的努力还远远远不够。也需要能够得到别人的支持与扶助。一个文学爱好者、文学写作者自学成才,成功后,成为了名震文坛的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家,受人尊重,受人喜爱,成为新闻媒体报道的主角,成为新闻记者采访的焦点,成为众人心中的英雄,有可能名利双收,风光无限。然而,一个自己的成功,背后可能有很多热心的编辑的扶持、关怀与无私的奉献。作家成为了英雄,走到了舞台的中央,成为了顶梁柱,成为了众星捧月的名人和明星,而编辑在幕后不为人知。 三 在实际生活中,任何人都很讲究利害关系。世界上,并没有永远的敌人,既没有永远的朋友,只有永远的利益。大至一个国家与国家之间,地区与地区之间,小至单位与单位之间、部门与部门之间、行业与行业之间、邻里与邻里之间,都只有永远的利益。 现在,中国富了。中国的富翁、富豪、富商多了。领导干部、国家公务员、精英、文化名人、文学名家、实业家、企业家、资本家、金融家、专家、教授、影视明星、歌手、电视台节目主持人等成为了中国最为富有的人群。尤其是一些娱乐明星与电视台节目主持人,名气越大,身价就越高。那些娱乐明星、歌手,频频出现于公众场所、电视台,不但架子大。出场费高,而且声望高,影响大。那些娱乐明星、歌手,参加一次文艺晚会或者音乐会,唱一首的影响,要比很多杰出的科学家、技术专家的影响大得多。 而中国的文化名人、文学名家,作为社会上一个特殊的群体,一直同样受到公众的关注,而且期望很高。那些影响大、声望高的文化名人、文学名家,都是具有上亿万的身价。他们不但出版公司出版一部著作、文学期刊、报刊上发表一部作品,可以得到巨大的经济回报,就是他们的博客收入甚至的微博收入,就足以让那些普通的小人物惊讶了。那就是文化名人、文学名家的效应。 中国的文化名人、文学名家主要包括作家、诗人、戏剧家、剧作家、文学评论家、文学批评家、文学理论家、文学研究专家、文学管理家、文学教育家等几种不同类型。他们有的供职于文联或者作家协会,担任专业作家,从事专职创作,有的供职于出版公司、文学期刊杂志社、报刊杂志社担任专职编辑,从事文学编辑工作,有的供职于党政机、职能部门、文艺机构、文化团体、文艺团体,担任文艺官僚或者文化官员,从事文化或者文学领导或者管理工作,有的供职于国家文化机构、科院院所、大专院校、文化系统、文化单位、文艺单位,从事文化和文学研究、教学等相关工作。譬如说,有的作家,供职于省文联,担任专业作家,身兼省文联主席、党组书记,是国家一级作家,属于国家创作一级。有的作家供职于省作家协会,担任省作家协会主席兼文学期刊总编辑,属于国家一级作家兼编审。有的作家供职于省委宣传部,担任省委宣传部部长兼省文化厅厅长,属于国家一家作家兼高级官员。有的文学研究专家供职于省社科院,担任省社科院院长兼省社科院文学研究所所长,是高级研究员。有的作家供职于名牌高校,担任大学里的校长兼大学里文学院院长,身兼国家一级作家、国家一级教授博士生导师。有的作家供职于省出版集团公司,担任省出版集团公司董事长、总经理、总编辑,身兼国家一家、国家一级编审。 中国的作家,在出名前,可能的普通的小人物,有可能供职于企事业单位,从事业余文学创作。他们曾经在文学创作的道路上苦苦挣扎。而他们一旦出名后,就有机会进入文联或者作家协会工作。他们进文联或者作家协会后,或者当专业作家,从事专职创作,或者当文学期刊编辑,从事文学编辑工作,或者担任文艺领导职务,从事文艺领导与管理工作。一个作家,成名前,可能既要忙于工作,又要忙于创作,深受重荷。而他们一旦成名后,有可能工作很轻松 一个作家成名后,进入了文联或者作家协会,当了专业作家,就并没有具体的工作时间了。如果作家希望上班,那么,可以到文联或者作家协会报到 反正并没有具体的工作。时间完全可以由作家自由支配。一个作家,成名后,成为了国家重点保护的作家,属于有突出贡献的专家,享受有国家有关部门提供的相当级别的生活待遇和工资标准与津贴。有了优越的工作环境与良好的经济条件后,心中考虑的,可能并不是文学创作创作,而是与文学创作并不想干的晋级、职称、名分。一个作家,为了地位、身份、职称、职务,有可能去找关系、套热情。当一个作家还没有成名的时候,有可能被人瞧不起,甚至被人冷落与打压,当做茶余饭后的谈资。而当一个作家一旦成名后,就会成为受人敬重的英雄人物了。 四 现在,中国文坛上的作家,包括具有全国性影响的重要作家与具有地方性重要影响的作家,包括中国作家协会会员与全国各地的省市级作家协会会员,数以万计。如果加上全国各地的那些地市级作家协会会员,就更多了。总的来说,中国的作家,从个人的文学成就、影响、名望、地位、身份等多方面考虑。大致可以分为三种类型 是属于在全国具有重要影响的著名作家。他们往往具有国家一级作家或者研究员、编审、教授等高级职称,担任高级委员领导职务或者文化行政领导职务或者有关领导职务。他们是属于高级作家。他们在文学上作出了巨大的贡献或者干出了重要成就,是文坛上最具有影响力的著名的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家。他们往往供职于大都市、中心城市、重要城市,在中央和省市级党政机关、社会团体、文化团体、文艺机构、文艺单位、大专院校、科院院所、新闻媒体、企业事业单位从事文化、文化以及相关的工作。包括官僚作家、文人作家、学者型作家、明星型作家几种类型。他们大都非常富有,属于作家中的富有阶层。他们的属于富有作家。他们往往担任高级文艺领导职务或者文化行政管理职务或者相关的领导或者管理工作。他们往往生活于上流社会,属于文化名人、文化名流、文学名家。他们属于高知阶层。他们往往位高权重,声名显赫,身兼作家、官员、富豪、社会活动家等多种身份。 二是属于在地方上具有一定影响的著名作家。属于中级作家。他们在文学上作出了较大的贡献或者干出了较大的成就。他们往往供职于地市级或者县市级城市,他们具有较高的身份与地位。他们大都是在当地具有重要的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家。他们与高级相比,虽然没有那么崇高的地位和显赫的声望与巨大的财富,但是,他们大都是当地文坛的领袖与富有阶层。 三既没有影响,有没有声望的作家。他们都是无名作家或者业余作家、业余作者。他们往往既没有地位,有没有金钱,是中国文坛最为贫困的作家。因为他们大都生活在社会的最底层,因此,他们又可以称为是低级作家或者生活型作家。包括那些读书人出身、具有大学学历的的知识分子、没有进过大学的农民工作家、农民作家、工人作家、军旅作家等几种类型。除了少数家庭条件相对较好的地低级作家经济条件比较好外,绝大多数的低级作家都是属于无职无权的贫困者。 五 我不知道现在是怎么定位一个作家的?我想:所谓作家,当然就是指搞文学创作并且在文学创作具有一定的贡献或者成就的人。对于作家的定位,有狭义与广义两种概念。狭义的作家,是指从事文学创作并且在文学创作具有成就的人。从文学的变现形式看,作家包括两大类 一类是从事纯文学创作的作家,包括小说作家、散文作家、诗人、剧作家等几种类型。另一类是从事通俗文学创作的作家,包括通俗小说作家、通俗散文作家、通俗诗人、通俗剧作家等。从文学的传播媒体而言,包括传统的纸媒文学、影视文学、广播文学与新兴的网络文学两大类。有的作家,着重传统的纸媒文学创作,有的作家着重于传统的影视文学创作,有的作家,着重于传统的广播文学创作,有的作家,着重于网络文学创作。狭义的作家,一般是指那些从事传统的纸媒文学创作的主流作家,主要包括中国作家会员与全国各地的省市级作家协会会员。另外,还有全国各地的地市级作家协会会员与县市级作家协会会员。另外,还有文坛上,还有两类作家 一是著名作家,原来加入了中国作家协会或者圣十字架协会,是中国作家协会会员,或者是省市级作家协会会员,甚至在中国作家协会或者省省市级作家协会担任文艺领导职务,后来,由于多方面的原因,自动脱离了作家协会,但是,他们是文坛上有影响的著名作家。另一类同样是很著名的作家,他们在文学上有成就,在文坛上有影响、有声望,但是,既没有加入中国作家协会,也没有加入省市级作家,但是,他们的属于著名的自由作家。狭义的作家,主要是指主流作家,包括中国作家协会会员、省市级作家协会会员、地市级作家协会会员等不同的级别。广义的作家,包括传统的主流作家与新兴的网络作家两大类。除了作家外,那些职业或者非职业的自由撰稿人、职业或者非职业的网络写手,都是属于广义的作家。 根据中国作家协会的有关规定,能够有资格申请加入中国协会的会员,必须具备以下条件之一 一是在国家正规的出版单位出版了两部以上具有相当影响的的专著。所谓专著,当然就报包括了长篇小说与中短篇小说集、散文集、诗集以及文学理论专著、文学研究专著了。 二是在国家级以上文学期刊、报纸副刊上发表一定有影响的代表性作品或者在省级以上文学期刊、报纸副刊上发表具有一定数量的重要的代表性作品。 三是在具有重要影响的国家正规网站发表三十万字以上的具有广泛影响的网络文学作品。 四是文学上有重要成就的的管理者、编辑者、研究者、翻译者。 中国作家协会是属于全国性的作家的文艺团体,既是属于中央级(或者国家级)社会团体,又是属于中共中央宣传部领导的正部级国家文艺机构。中国作家协会会员都是在文学的不同领域做出了巨大贡献或者干出了突出成就的著名作家或者知名作家。他们大都是在全国具有重要影响的实力派作品与重要作家。加入中国作家协会的门槛高那是自然的。 省市级作家既是属于省市级社会团体,又是属于省级党委宣传部门领导的省厅级国家文艺机构。省作家协会会员,都是在文学上有一定成就和影响与知名度的作家。加入省作家协会的门槛也算比较高。加入省级作家协会协会,也必须出书或者在省级以上文学期刊或者报刊发表具有一定影响的代表性作品。因此,有能力公费出书者,都想方设法找关系公费出书。没有能力公费出书的,就自费出书。那些有能力在文学期刊、报刊上发表作品的,很有激情,频频在报刊上发表作品。那些没有能力在文学期刊、报刊上发表作品的,就从事网络文学创作,寻求出名与成功的机会。当一个作家,不容易。能够有机会成为作家、诗人的,都很幸运。我不是作家,连业余作者也不是。最多算是文学爱好者、网络文学爱好者、写作者。因此经常想在网络上发帖的缘故,时间一长,熟人就多了。从最初的发帖没有人回帖,到现在发帖后,经常有版主、网友的回帖。而我除了少数时间外,回帖很少。经常有版主抱怨说,我不回帖,不跟别人的帖子,缺少互动 其实,道理我又何尝不知道呢?我可能是网络文学爱好者命运最不好的人之一 当然,世界很大,中国很大,湖南很大,命运比我好的是亿万计,命运比我差的,也会有很多。虽然我贫穷,但是,我现在能够自食其力,可以靠脑力与体力劳动维持为生计。如果有可能,还可以尝试新的门路。 就我的个人爱好与兴趣而言,我最喜爱纯文学,最喜爱纯文学的爱情小说。但是,爱好与兴趣是一回事,真实的生活是一回事。搞纯文学,要想成功,只有几种可能 一是有钱。有钱就不用多说,没有什么办不成的事情。这对于我来说,希望是零。二是自己有媒体,尤其是出版公司或者文学期刊、报刊。这对于来说,不切实际。三是有很高的名望。这也是幻想,不现实的。因此,搞纯文学成功是不可能的。唯一的可能只有改变观念、改变思路,回归生活的真实与现实的真实。但是,不管生活如何变化,一个人的思想和观念,很难改变。我觉得:真理往往掌握在那些有权者手中。只有世界上还有贫富差距,就是强权的垄断是时代。至少在在一段相当长的时间内,强权时代不会消亡。文学同样如此。文学期刊都是官方的文联、作家协会、出版公司主管、主办,都是面向名家、名人的。唯一通向文学殿堂的的路,就是网络。 如果是仅仅将文学作为一种好自我娱乐的休闲方式,那么,最重要的就是在于乐趣。那么,玩是最重要的。如果是有志于纯文学创作,那么,要求与水准就相对较高。纯文学是将文学作为一门艺术作品,那么,当然就要讲究作品的水准与高度了。文学作品 既不管是长篇作品还是短篇作品,都必须具有一定的思想性与艺术性,才有文学的价值。而对于文学作品,不管是厚重的长篇小说,还是篇幅短小的中短篇小说、散文、诗歌,作品的价值观,最为重要的,表现在于两个方面 一是作品的思想性,对读者有什么教育学与知识性、启迪性,二个就是作品的艺术性。作为文学作品 不管是大部头的长篇小说、多卷体小说,还是中篇小说、短篇小说、散文、诗歌,不管是戏剧还是影视剧本、曲艺作品,不管篇幅长短,不管内容如何,文学作品的艺术性很重要。打个补丁恰当的比方,一部长篇小说,就好比是一株挺拔的青茂大树,那些多部曲长篇小说、多卷体长篇小说就会好比那些蓊葱茂翳的参天大树。越是挺拔的大树,枝叶越多的大树,越是高大的大树,根基也越深,生命力就越是强盛。文学作品的思想性,就好比是一棵参天大树的根基与主干。不管是多么高的树,首先在于根基牢固。一棵大树的根基越深厚,越粗大,主干越是粗大,大树就越具有旺盛的顽强生命力。如果根基不深、根基不牢,不管是多么高大的参天大树,都经不起风雨的侵袭。一部文学作品,尤其是长篇小说,思想性好,就具有阅读的持久性。没有思想性,作品就没有阅读的持久性。而文学作品的艺术性,就好比是一棵参天大树的枝叶 一株参天大树,没有枝叶,首先就没有美感 我们看到一株参天大树,没有枝叶,只有光秃秃的主干,呈现在眼前,不会引起我们的观赏兴趣与心中的激情。同时也就没有赏心悦目的心灵冲动了。一部文学作品,尤其是长篇小说,同样如此。作为一部文学作品,尤其是长篇小说,如果没有艺术性,那么,就不会有吸引读者的阅读兴趣与心中的激情。长篇小说需要思想性和艺术性,中篇小说同样需要有思想性和艺术性。即使是短篇小说、散文、诗歌,同样需要有思想性和艺术性。当然,对于那些厚重的长篇小和篇幅较长的长篇小说,反映的往往是比较复杂的社会生活的深化与思考,或者是对于未来生活的憧憬与展望,因此,长篇小说与中篇小说着重于作品的故事性与知识性,而对于短篇小说、散文、诗歌,因为篇幅短小,或者是取材于生活中的一个片段,或者来源于生活中感人画面,或者是有感于生活中的美好记忆,因此,题材新颖、情节离奇、巧设悬念、引人入胜,是吸引读者阅读的关键所在。如果是作为商业写作,以卖文为生的话,那么,就要讲究作品的商业价值。应当说,除了少数喜爱纯文学的作家、作者、文学爱好者外,爱好纯文学的人,毕竟相对较少。因此,很多人买书,并不是为了文学家、作家、诗人,也不是出于对文学的爱好与追求,而是出于消遣与休闲。众多的职业人士,在紧张的工作之余,上上网,看看书,放松一下心情。他们将看书当做是生活的一种娱乐方式。因此,作为商业性文学作品,就要与市场接近。市场就是作品的生命。有了市场,就有了生存的空间。商业性文学,就是市场文学。商业文学就要市场的需要。毕竟一个商业性作家,辛辛苦苦的写书,当然是为了名利。名声是利益的前提。利益是名声的实质。一个作家,写一部书出版后,要想让读者喜爱,乐意掏钱买书,当然就需要作家熟悉与了解读者的爱好与兴趣。一个作家要尽量满足读者的阅读需求。读者的阅读需求,就是市场需求。当然,每个人都会不同的爱好和兴趣。更何况,作家是个体,读者是群体,不同的读者,会有不同的爱好与兴趣。如何才能够成为一个真正受人欢迎的专职性或者兼职性商业性作家?商业性文学创作,如何能适应市场需求?如何才能够使商业性文学创作发挥最大的商业价值?这很值得我们去认真的思考。 为了适应生存的需要,我们应做多种准备工作。 一个人,没有梦,是不行的。没有梦,就没有追梦的信念与勇气。 一个人的梦多了,也不好。梦多了,就没有一个明确的目标了。 一个人有梦就好。一个人有梦,就想圆梦。要想圆梦,就会向前走下去。 赞 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Who is the friend deleted from your memory

One day, I suddenly picked up my mobile phone and opened the phone book. There were hundreds of people in it. I counted them carefully. There were only a dozen people I often contacted, who is the friend deleted from your memory. Our time is full of classes and extracurricular activities, and sometimes we even have to take the time to have meals to have meetings to do other things. One day was tossed to death, how could there be time to take care of those friends in the phone, when lying on that warm bed, just thinking about how to go to sleep quickly, wrap up a lonely heart and try to keep her warm. There was no purpose, no direction, and even thought it was torture. I had to admit that I was disturbed. When I suddenly remembered to talk with someone, I had not contacted for so many years. Was it appropriate? He is a friend deleted from my memory. Once upon a time, we sat in the same classroom, and you were my deskmate. Whenever I sang, the one who often made trouble with a pen as a microphone chased a girl together and ate a bowl of rice, the one who slept in one bed. I once thought about these, so close, but so far. I have to admit that when facing these, I lost a lot, always busy, forgot to take care of the people around me, and forgot to call my parents every week, I even forgot to take good care of my body. I often catch a cold, but I always don’t know. Looking back, I always ask myself: are you worth it! We were too young. Inadvertently, we spent twenty times back and forth. Spring, summer, autumn and winter, autumn and winter, spring and summer, we grew up slowly and got angry gradually. No longer so obedient, no longer so docile, no longer so cute, our life is full of too many bumps, ups and downs sometimes are nothing, but when falling down, we have to admit that this heart is really too small to bear so many blows. It is growth or something. We always forget the smiling faces around us, those who often smile at us, those who stand out first when you have difficulties, and those who stretch out their hands, we gradually learn indifference and forget. We can’t know how good the rainbow is after the wind and rain, because it fell in a hurry, but occasionally I will consider whether there is more speed under my feet, and gradually I learn to forget it, don’t take the indifference around you into consideration. Whether it is society or ourselves, we forget too much! Who would call me comfortably in my spare time, even if it was just a gentle greeting, I wouldn’t expect anything, because I have forgotten it for so long, and the time is too long, we grow up? Sometimes, I miss my friend very much, and then casually dial that number. When a sudden call, he would be surprised, inexplicably speechless and incoherent. Are we really apart for too long? Haven’t you contacted me for a long time? Sometimes I have to think about life like this. When I hear the special happy look at the other end of the microphone, I am happy and helpless. Who is the friend who has been deleted from our memory? How much has We Passed? The road is still too long. Sometimes I really think of a lot. Whether the full ones have learned to forget or not, and I don’t think of so much any more, be a simple ordinary person. Maybe, life can also be helpless. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…