Inventory 2011

The silence of the night deeply impressed my heart, and the depth of the night tightly fastened my heart. Fall in love with the mystery of the night, review the past steps, and lift up the calendar of old dreams. The same wayward, the same temper, but things are different. Times have changed. In the last day of 2011, I will also take care of the theme unexpectedly. Lamenting life, why do you want me to ask? Half a year of craziness, enjoy the happy time and shed tears of joy. Caught in the struggle of three months, it was neither warm nor hot, and finally came to the intersection, running to each other, and there was no intersection. In the remaining two months, one is used for recuperation and the other is used for repairing. If misunderstanding can be digested, I just want to knead it into a pastry and swallow the incandescent light, and knock the keyboard lazily, melancholy was firmly pressed in my heart, lingering in the huge walls, leaving the puppet without thinking to hold the cold face. It was still the taste of missing between gain and loss, and what was left was empty thoughts. Suffering from gain and loss has tortured a person to the extreme. If there were more warmth in the world, we wouldn’t hold hands and see each other with tears. Can the innocence and cuteness, the expectation and missing be recovered? Family reunion festival, everyone reunion dinner, leaving dazzling pale cry under the walls. The heart of asking for help can no longer stand the wind and rain, longing for the caring and attentive in the happy circle! There was no hope and no end. The burden in the journey could not be removed and could not be carried. It was hard to breathe under the shoulder. The end of yesterday was shot by happiness, and the end of today was abandoned by irony. In contrast, life is meaningless, and the results that are barely earned lack aura! Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Heart determine true and false

Mr. Lu Xun once said that when disillusionment comes, we don’t see the truth in the false, but see the false in the true. In real life, the truth and the false exist at the same time, such as real goods and fake products, truth and lies, real People and stone statues, flowers and plastic flowers.? Are all fakes bad? The play is fake, but there is truth. White lies are fake, but they can benefit the patients to recuperate. In the battle, the enemy was defeated. Some words are true, but it sounds fake. The world is very big, facing countless true and false, some helpless, some at a loss. Absolute truth does exist, but life can only get relative truth, maybe we can get the final truth, but we can never get absolute truth.? We often hear people around us say that this is true, that is true. I often hear people say that this is false, that is false. I think the truth and falsity here are only the truth and falsity of life. For the universe, there is only one state, and there is no truth or falsity. That is to say, there is no difference between true and false in the universe. Only for life can there be a difference between true and false, and it is necessary to discuss true and false. So, for life, what is true and what is false? I think it is true if the understanding of life is consistent with the absolute truth, and it is false if the understanding of life is inconsistent with the absolute truth.? People without pollution are very real. People who have been polluted but have been bleached are also very real. Childhood inexperienced, so really. When we were old, we had no strength to deal with the world, so we were very real. There is a kind of person who is fake because he sank with the society. In fact, sometimes, fake is also a means to protect oneself.? We can look at the current network. The meaning of net words, Xinhua Dictionary said, is a fishing and bird catching instrument made of rope and so on. He also said that things like the Internet, such as network pockets and wire mesh; Events like the Internet, such as recruiting talents; Organizations or systems like the Internet, such as communication networks and publicity networks. Thus it can be seen that the current information network is a virtual network woven by radio waves. It can be seen from this that what is commonly referred to as surfing the Internet at present is to use communication devices and devices with communication functions, such as computers, mobile phones and so on, to connect with the network organized by radio waves of terminal devices, it is like a motor vehicle driving on the traffic network woven by roads, heading for the designated platform. However, the traffic network is a visible and tangible entity. The information network is invisible and invisible. In the real society where people live, there are still fraud events, let alone in the virtual network world. There is a report that two online lovers meet each other in a small town. The woman is a young woman and the man is a 60-year-old old man. The young woman asked to buy expensive gold and silver jewelry before opening a house. This strange condition was obviously premeditated, but the old man was obsessed with sex and turned a blind eye to the clues of fraud. So he gave all he had and generously bought a pile of gold and silver accessories. Unexpectedly, after receiving the property, the lover and the young woman had already run away before opening the house and living in the store, and a poor old man even had no money to go home to buy train tickets. There are a lot of frauds on the internet. When chatting, the cheap expressions and the promise of love can be seen everywhere. What makes people sad is that many people, especially some muddled old people, are fascinated by lust and easily cheated. In fact, it was not difficult to identify the true and false of it. Just believe in one principle, that is, those who neglect promises are not trustworthy. No matter what the other party said, everything would be fine only if his promise was nonsense.? This requires a person to have a strong sense of discrimination. Discrimination comes from careful observation. No man dressed as a woman or an old man dressed as a man will be regarded as a woman by the audience, or a woman is a man. Because the physique, psychology, language and habits of the actor who plays Hua Dan are essentially male attributes, which are changed for a while and difficult for a long time.? That is to say, after a long time, the solid state will reappear; If you say more, you will lose something. Of course, people and things on the Internet tend to be virtual and invisible. It is more difficult to distinguish them than in real life, but it is not indistinguishable.? The so-called words are too much. Take blog as an example. He always posts and logs, and often writes comments and replies. This is the internet dialect. Although the Internet conversation is silent and can be distinguished, it has the imprint of male and female attributes. After careful scrutiny, it is not difficult to see that men and women are coming. Unless he does not leave any information and specializes in reposting, it will be more difficult. But it is not that there is no trace at all, because his behavior often has gender emotion, how much can he find out some clues from the tendency.? Besides gender, age is also the same. Parents and children, because of the differences of times and experiences, are often unable to talk about each other. This is the generation gap. Therefore, from the perspective of each person’s habit of posting and commenting, and from the perspective of discussing things, like wrinkles on the forehead, it is also an obvious actual age.? Although fake works are more terrible than real ones, as long as you study carefully and observe carefully, there is no false appearance that you can’t see through. Therefore, the Internet can’t scare people. As long as you have profound observation, it is just like in the classroom, in the Teahouse, in the bar, talking about things in the world, or in the cloud. This is the complex of Zhen Shiyin in Jia Yu village in A Dream of Red Mansions. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Only if the first sign

The heat of summer is mixed with the cold of winter inside. Use extreme contrast to show your inner abundance. Anyway, I also had a smooth life. I met you in a hurry. Familiar with side face. But I can’t remember the last time I saw it, the season and the smell in the air. I am miss you like this. I didn’t even feel it myself. There is no word between us. The consistent silence is opposite. There are flowers blooming in my heart. Beautiful and tranquil. Just happy. Just a silent smile. Do you know that I like you so much. Do you know that after so many years, I still admire and admire you. It was you who led me to another paradise. My sleeping consciousness was awakened one by one. The once naive wish gradually came back to Earth. Can you keep following behind you, just like before, don’t be too far away from me. Stay in my sight for a long time. Let me love you regardless of or even greedily. Even if this life will end after one second. Long time no see. My Love. In so many days after leaving you, I thought I had forgotten my dependence on you very well. Forget I am willful and silly child in your arms. But why? As long as I see you, I will think of the gloomy loss in my heart. Don’t want to leave you. Don’t leave you. Although I stay sober and do not insist on destiny, I really hope that God will allow me to be greedy once. I can rely on you at any time to save my loneliness and loneliness and my ignorance, save my innocence. Although there are few opportunities like this. Love the traces left by time in your heart. I smiled and said that you are getting old again. You said it was normal. There is a slight pain in my heart. Want to Cry. Every time I think of these changes, I will feel empty and unacceptable. How long did it take to count these tiny changes. Our universe is invincible good boss, can we not grow old. If you can accompany you, you will be lucky. My thoughts roll and I can’t stop. In fact, you are a key, aren’t you. Open all my hard closed memories. Your appearance is to remind me of what I did wrong and which step I took. So I want to return my freedom. A field misunderstanding. But it is treated wrongly as a very important thing. I thought it was my own advantage, but actually it was the fool of myself. Write some temporarily to record the general feeling. Every detail, when I recall it, becomes the reason for smiling. I don’t know what I think of you either. I don’t know. But you must be the medicine that can cure me no matter what happens. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Clear

The weather is very depressing, just like the mood I used to have. A little tired, a little painful, because I didn’t want others to find my vulnerability, but pretended to be strong. Stop the tears, let the depressed feeling manyan. I remembered the black memories in those gloomy times, which covered the beauty cruelly without seeing what color happiness was. It is said that most people who like words are sad. Yes, words and sadness always hug each other tightly. Even if at some point I decided to throw it away and live a good life, my nose was still sour when I lifted the pen again. I was afraid to pick it up and let it express my feelings, but I didn’t know what to rely on except it? My life is always shuttling between heaven and hell. There are not many happy times, but countless sad things. Others cannot understand my expression, others cannot understand my story, so they cannot understand my happiness and sorrow. I am not a storyteller, and I don’t need to explain. Because I know, people can only save themselves. At noon, my brother said he ate a chicken wing when he saw it. He thought it was salty, but unexpectedly it was spicy. Uncle asked him: Who told you that you couldn’t stand the temptation? He replied: because it is chicken wings. Yes, life is like this. There are many temptations like chicken wings. We always have no reason to approach it. When we approach it, we are full of expectation, but when we touch it, we are covered with bruises. Imagination is different from reality. Only through personal experience can we understand what to pursue and what to abandon. I will always remember that day, February 17th, 2012. In school, my heart was broken. I really didn’t have the courage to live. It was my roommate who gave me a hug, my classmates wiped away my tears, and my teacher taught me to be strong. However, I finally left them and school, and decided that I would never go back. I bought a one-way ticket and came to Sanya, a place so far away. Hainan is my dream place. I used to dream of going far away, but now I finally come. This is my own journey, my own pursuit, and I became a dream Hunter. But this dream is no longer another dream. Life is like this. No one can predict what the future will look like. I thought my family would not want me, but in the text message, my father said: My daughter is so far away, my father is really reluctant, you will go to the society, and people’s thoughts and experience will gradually mature, dad believes that Li will seize the opportunity to create a better life. It turned out that my father would be reluctant to give up me and always encouraged me. A father who doesn’t use too many words to express his feelings is so distressed about his daughter. And my uncle who was always very dignified in my eyes, I dared not say anything more in front of him, but every time I rebelled, I would run to Shangrao, and he would teach me how to do and give me warmth. Let me say: what can I do for you? Although I shook my head, my heart was filled with gratitude. And the mother who never knew how to send text messages took a long time to type a few words. How is her daughter living there? It was sent to me. I was moved by only a few words. I knew that my mother spent a lot of efforts to achieve it. It was a love. Yes, no matter what, relatives can always understand the pain of children and always hope that children can live a good life. Although sometimes there will be blame and criticism, I still feel distressed. For so many years, I dare not admit that I have grown up. I still live in a world that needs human protection. But who will accompany you to the end of your life? My parents always grow old. I think the only one who can accompany myself to the end may be myself. Today, I came back to the office after lunch. When I bent down to help Tong carry the schoolbag, she looked at me naively and said to me: Sister, I don’t need any help, I will put my schoolbag on my back by myself. I have grown up… A sentence that I have grown up is said from the mouth of a three-year-old girl that I have never dared to say. It makes me feel so tiny that I can’t do what my child can do. Walking alone in the park, I saw a group of old people singing and dancing there. One of the songs is “if you are happy, clap your hands”. Watching them clapping their hands, the corners of their mouths rise, the happy appearance is enviable. Why are they so positive and optimistic about life? Why can’t I? In this place, there is a corner of happiness, where the breath is sweet, but I can’t absorb the depth of my soul. Is it true as mom said: people always don’t know life when they are young, and they will get old when they understand it.? Oh, wry smile. I promised to take a girl to see the sea with me before. I said I would go with her, throw all my troubles to the sea, and then have a broad mind like the sea, accommodate everything. On the night of February 29th, I went to see the sea for the first time in my life. I didn’t take her, nor did I throw away all my troubles. I, or is it me. Stubborn me, silly me, crying me. But I believe that one day, I will see through and ignore it. Seeing others happy, I don’t feel painful. Happy or unhappy, is the same expression, don’t cry or laugh. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…