Can’t Stop the Rain can’t stop the thoughts

It rained when I came out with an umbrella! Fortunately, I have formed a habit of keeping an umbrella often and preparing myself for more at any time. Maybe there will be some potential danger when you don’t realize it! I don’t know this is danger or misplaced! I like to hide under umbrellas and watch the crowd running through the rain, and see those strange backs blend into the rain from my sight. Sometimes I suddenly feel inexplicably lost, A lot of things are just like this strange figure disappearing forever. Maybe I say hello and then give him a small space under my umbrella with a smile, so I have one more friend, but I didn’t choose to do that. Most of the time I lost things, which was my own fault. Just like teacher Tan said, there was no sense of struggle. But on the contrary, why should I fight for those? People are always controlled by two different thoughts and do not know how to choose! And I always choose the latter! It’s my first time to go outside last weekend, and it’s also my first trip. There are five people in a row who can’t tell the fun. When I took a boat, I remembered that I took a boat with several good friends in Fotan after the college entrance examination. It was the first time to take a boat. I couldn’t tell why I was so scared, this once became their laughing stock. But this time there was nothing to worry about. Maybe it was the second time that I had courage. Maybe it was just because of happiness that I weakened my fear. After all, it is a very happy thing to be with a group of people who have something to say, but I am is an extremely quiet person in today’s class, so it is not a happy thing. Sometimes I am afraid of stepping into the classroom, because I don’t know who will sit next to me. To be honest, I don’t like the college life without a deskmate. I will miss those deskmates in the past very much. I really want the deskmate who peeped at my diary, and the deskmate who hit me without saying a few words, I really wanted the deskmate who told me jokes and wanted to laugh at the end of seeing him, but when he came out of the store, he found that the rain stopped. The fact was: the rain that could stop couldn’t stop thinking…… Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

90, my mind, my time

We met at the crossroads that day without too much language. We passed by each other and were always expecting to let each other turn back, but no one turned back. We once thought that in each other’s world, we are just the only one. We just didn’t expect that reality would really change everything, such as a dreamy encounter and a dreamy departure. We were thinking about turning back, but it was really impossible. I remember you once asked me if life was not so unbearable without meeting. I didn’t know how to answer it. Maybe we were too selfish and selfish to never think about each other. Walking alone on the corner of the street, the shining lights were shining on me. At this moment, there was a feeling of relief. Maybe life was like this, tired and happy, as if getting used to this kind of life. Who has ever understood the helplessness in the heart, who has ever remembered the past, the loss of time, but the heart seems to be still, never change. I always thought that I could be really free and easy, at least I wouldn’t feel sad, but my thoughts were still the same, but the reality was not like this. In the world where a person likes sadness and loneliness, but there is always a wisp of waves rolling. I remember asking others if the meaning of life lies in enjoyment. So what is the meaning of happiness? Maybe there is no so-called enjoyment and happiness in life, just a kind of desire and satisfaction of human beings! There is not only one answer. Although I really want to find at least the answer I want, any answer is so far-fetched. Always too self-centered, always thinking that time can change everything, but in the end? See if you still can’t open it, can’t you? There is no so-called mistake or right in life, but everyone likes to give others a standard of judgment. In fact, I really don’t understand a lot. I just imagine what exists and doesn’t exist by my own feelings. Life has nothing to ask for, just for life, to comfort myself, and to create miracles, one day when I saw others’ stories, I felt that others were ridiculous, but I never thought that I was also ridiculous. I kept laughing every day, thinking that this could prevent my sadness. I just never thought that I was lonely and just pretended to give myself a mask in disguise in front of others. Silence seems to be a good method, but I don’t know when I have already liked not to be silent, thinking silently about those things that should have something to do, feeling empty in my heart, has anyone ever understood the hypocrisy after those blanks. Others never understand themselves and try to let others understand themselves, but I didn’t expect myself to be stupid. Everyone has everyone’s thoughts. Why should we impose our thoughts on others and try to make others understand ourselves? I have never understood why I am sad, but I have been used to such sadness for a long time. When I ask why I am sad, I don’t know how to answer it, as if it was an inherent ideological conflict. 90, a very fail me, thought and contradiction phase occupies, want to work hard, but don’t know what to do, Dream have thousands, but I had no idea of the tally is, confusion and annoyance are my only thoughts. Ice Butterflies Like (prose editor: yuiran) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Happiness is a feeling

For a marriage, if two people live for a long time, love or not is no longer important. Because of family affection, each other’s concern will replace the original everything. Compared with pots and pans, love is a luxury after all! Although daily necessities are not really digging for love, love has to give up the leading role’s position relative to eating in clothes. Therefore, there is a certain gap between the reality of life and the initial wish. When the trifles of life and greater pressure make people physically and mentally exhausted, people will seek a way of decompression, and some people will shape another self from the virtual network with the help of the virtual network, although it has nothing to do with perfection, it is always ideal. Because of the virtual, the disguise of the past is no longer, and because of the distance, the heart is no longer fortified, the language is much warmer, and it is no longer the past gunpowder feeling that the heart is so close to the heart, as a result, men become fond of incense, and women are very considerate. It also creates a virtual identity, Lan Yan and confidante. The emergence of this group may bring temporary pleasure to people and relieve your temporary tension. It is like a harbor-type stop or a living service area on the highway, which can relieve your immediate needs, such as relieving the pressure of bladder, or buying something on the shelf, which is convenient and comfortable. However, you will continue your journey eventually. The gap between reality and virtual is, after all, an objective existence that cannot be exaggerated or narrowed. We should treat it correctly and do not indulge in virtual. Is it you who maximize the virtual Beauty and the trivial reality to compare a moth ending? Sometimes I am so skeptical! And maybe we should understand these so-called bosom friends in this way: your clappy horseshoe sound is a beautiful fault, you are not a return person but a passer-by! Life, sometimes should comply with the law of inertia. Just like one day, my friend explained my meditation like this: do not think too much about the muddled work. Isn’t this a scientific outlook on life? The future is unknown, and nobody’s road is paved. The brightness of the future and the twists and turns of the road often coexist. Life is confusing for everyone, big or small. For example, I often worry about the nutrition problems of my children, and I have positioned my children in a healthy position with low salt, low carbon and low sugar since childhood. Therefore, there are many taboos on food. But you can’t bear to see that they are hard to swallow the rich nutrition. There must be no happiness in it. I suddenly remembered the words of a doctor friend many years ago: smoking is harmful to health. Smoke, if you don’t smoke, you will only die healthily. That’s right. No one has seen monk Tang so far. Therefore, within the scope of health permission, I also eat some fried food of my own to find a feeling of happiness. Happiness is just a feeling. Not in your position and what you have, but in your perception of things, that is, your experience. Just like my daughter’s question to me: do you want to cry in a BMW or laugh on a bicycle? Can I laugh when I sit in a BMW car? No! There is no third possibility! Then I will ride a bike. This is a very big life proposition. Many people are talking about it, and few people really understand it. Just like me: although the vehicles I met were just four-wheel vehicles for me, I also had the impulse to be personally on the scene. After all, human beings are an animal, which is difficult to be promoted from the limits of instinct. I ‘ve seen it, and after that, I have nothing to do. I am still the same as always, following the track I have been following for many years. Just like in the afternoon of winter, I bought some daily things, stepped on the Sunshine of the west slope to go home, and watched my shadow changing with the light wave, no matter how beautiful or dressed, there was only a kind of light always accompanying from the inside out, walking on the street corner, I don’t miss others’ scenery, nor exaggerate my own amorous feelings. Seeing the happiness of others comes, it is not envy, but more gratitude: Did parents have such moments in those years, because of my own achievements at that time, I found a meaning and proof of living from gratitude. Happiness is actually a feeling! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

You are gradually blurred, love is still clear

You and I once met in the season that never withered. Now there is a vast sea of people. You are no longer my return. The autumn wind blows the old fragrance and adds autumn frost. The night is so quiet, the Moonlight is shining in the dew, glittering, can you see it? It is not easy for two strangers to get to know each other. Knowing each other is not equal to knowing each other. Knowing each other may not be able to stay together. The whole life is too long and there are too many changes. If you miss each other, you will miss this life. When I decided to give up you, I let go of all my mistakes. Only in this way can I forgive you, and only in this way can I release myself. Some things are put there, it is impossible not to see them, maybe they are far away from nothing. How can my closest people hurt me recklessly? Love is the most serious emotion. How can I ignore everything that has happened, if everything can be tolerated, there is nothing worth cherishing in this world. Gradually moving away from each other, a burst of autumn wind blew, and also a faint past. The hair in the wind is like fallen leaves, and there is a sad past among the wisps. The far-away back has long been blurred, disappearing in the wind, flowers, snow and moon. The pain slowly settles, and the wound gradually heals. Time can take away all happiness and sorrow, leaving the mark of the past. The solemn oath of love and the oath of the sea and the stone are all born out of nothing. There is no eternal thing in the world. How can a beautiful oath stand the passing of time. When love is hurt, the oath is like falling flowers and flowing water. It is natural. Love can pursue purity without caring about length, because no one knows what will happen tomorrow. The origin and fate are gone, people gather together, and there is a thin love between crying and laughing, which always pays a thick price for it. The corner of happiness is sadness. Dream of edge nightmare, shade fine alternating, Samsara moon. A life that is neither happy nor sad is a plain life, real and tasteless. Without love, there is no pain, no dream and no color of life. Gray is actually the most beautiful color. She no longer has the fading of regret and crazy impulse. Quietly watching people come and go, flowers bloom and fall, and the prosperity and withering of the world are reflected in the firm eyes. Falling in love with gray is the color of wisdom. Gray is not negative, but calm and calm after great enlightenment. Love has life and has experienced enough. At least when you are no longer young, the memory is not pale. You gradually become blurred and love is still clear. 2010,11 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

My mother

I still remember when I was in primary school, the teacher asked us to write about a person around me, so I picked up the pen and wrote about my mother, who had a pair of big eyes. A big nose. The teacher next to a big mouth came over and looked at it. Asked me with a smile: Is this your mother? I also smiled slightly. In order to finish the homework, write something! Since then, I have never observed a person carefully and intently, but today is different, because I have been in this world for 18 years. After 18 years, I have stood in the classroom of high school, maybe it is too common for high school students to write about my mother, but I feel that this topic is so dazzling. Today, I want to write that I want to express my feelings to my mother from the bottom of my heart! My mother is very ordinary and great. Yes, he is neither a municipal cadre nor a lady. She is just an ordinary farmer, just a mother who is willing to give everything for her children without complaint or regret. I have no regrets to be her daughter. Being her daughter should be my pride. It is my blessing! Facing the loess and facing the sky. She never complained. I just hope that my brother and I will not be wronged! I still remember that one day during the summer vacation, I went to work in the field with my mother. After working in the field for a while, I didn’t want to do it anymore, so I quarreled with my mother. She said, “I’m tired of working, right? Then go to school! Yes, this is just an ordinary sentence. Just because of this ordinary sentence, I would argue with her if I failed, and I would not get along well. I don’t know anything. I don’t want to do anything with thorns. I want my mother to say it. But she was silent, but I was good, and I was always so naive. I felt happy and thought. Keep talking about me! She didn’t say anything about me for the whole afternoon. I didn’t say anything more, and my heart sank with it. I felt more and more empty and more uncomfortable. I had a strange feeling that I really wanted her to scold me. I really wanted. Yes, this kind of thing happened more than once. I don’t know why. I just hate myself for being too stupid and unenlightened. I know clearly that her heart is crying, but I still hurt her. In my opinion, her contribution is always due, always. However, she was still giving, never stopping. She had done all kinds of hard work, selling vegetables and seeds at the fair. Sell corn seeds and build roads! What on earth is the purpose of running on the track of time without stopping in this way? Is it just for my prickly words? Is it just for the sake of the ignorance of my daughter? Mom! Exactly why. Why do you endure my anger but not scold me. Hit me! Mom! You forgive your daughter for her selfishness. Forgive my daughter for her ignorance! Today, I want to bring my mother to the stage, whether shiny or not, I will bring her to the stage. Because from now on, I will try my best to be a sensible girl, because of my mother, because my mother’s daughter has plucked up courage to use her own language which is not gorgeous, let’s take my mother as the first contribution in my life. It may be very ordinary, but it contains the true feelings in my daughter’s heart and the courage you gave me, because you are so willing to pay for us, let alone me? I am willing to pay. No matter success or failure, I will try my best to pay this time. I believe that there will be rewards after giving. I believe in myself, and I believe more that I will succeed in writing! Because of you. With your support! Today’s mother is not there either. She has a pair of big eyes and a big nose. She has changed. Time has left a deep mark on her face, but her heart has not changed. Still paying silently! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…