Daughter brought tears to my eyes

My daughter is in the fifth grade of primary school, and the school has to arrange an open class every semester. Parents can learn about her daughter’s study all day in school. This is a teaching routine, and I don’t have much hope, out of caring for my children, I can listen to two or three classes every time. But last Wednesday’s open class was different. After the two Chinese math classes, the head teacher arranged a parent-child activity class: knowing how to be grateful, the two student representatives first recited the great lines to praise their parents, then the class teacher asked the students to give their parents gratitude cards to express their kindness to their parents. The children moved quickly, cutting, drawing and writing —- finally finished. The teacher in charge of the class showed the gratitude cards made by the children in multimedia. There was no doubt that the children’s passionate feelings were revealed, and the immature words were deeply touching. It was my daughter’s turn. The card was typed out and the teacher asked her to read it out. Her daughter looked at me silently. She blushed her eyes first and began to sob. Everyone present here was confused, what’s wrong with this child?. The teacher in charge read her daughter’s card. It turned out that her daughter drew a set of comic books, which described her mother’s life track for a day. The first picture: The car drove out of the residential area (Text Annotation: my mother sent me to school before going to work); The second picture: The car drove away from the primary school (Text Annotation: my mother took me home); picture 3: kitchen at home (text note: Mom is busy cooking); Picture 4: a desk and a desk lamp (text notes: my mother tutored me in my study). General note: This is my mother’s hard day. Mom, you are too hard. I must repay you when I grow up. After reading my daughter’s card, the gate of emotion flooded out. Tears couldn’t stop filling my eyes. A drop of tears slipped down my mouth and tasted sweet, astringent, bitter, salty —- I am always rational and strong, and I really want to find a place to escape, so as to cover the collapsed emotion. The birth of my daughter brought me great happiness. My child became everything to me, and I also became the shadow child slave of my child. Maybe from then on, I began to plan my daughter’s future, put your dreams on your daughter. I attended the best kindergarten, and also enrolled in interest classes such as dance, music, calligraphy and so on. I am looking forward to my child’s future and happy with his happiness. I enjoy this process,. But when I went to primary school, my scores began to control my soul. I thought I would accompany my children to walk the road built by exam results. I accompany my children every day, endorsement, dictation, SIGNATURE—–. My daughter’s grades should be good, as well as the top few in the class, moral education and physical education. But sometimes I should have passed the exam better, but I could have been better. Because I was not serious and didn’t examine the questions carefully, I made some mistakes. Every time my daughter holds an unsatisfactory test paper and asks me to sign it, I will be furious, taunt my daughter and even tear up the test paper. After many rounds of reincarnation, I become more and more numb, my daughter sometimes fights with me. Take the teacher’s words: The teacher said that I am good in all aspects, not just looking at scores. I have the most stars, and I am more presumptuous, no matter what I said to my child, I couldn’t listen to it. For several times, my daughter was scolded and cried loudly by me, but I was indifferent and indifferent, which made me extremely scared. The excessive expectation for children’s scores made me almost crazy, and the smile on my daughter’s face gradually disappeared. We began to fall apart. The night before the school’s open class, there was another war between my child and me. The vicious language stabbed the child, and even threatened the child not to attend the parent-teacher meeting the next day. The cry of my daughter made me angry, and sent out a request to beg you to go. Is my daughter’s silence in class a silent revolt against me or a awe-inspiring majesty? I don’t know. The greeting card made by my daughter made me ashamed. How can I face my innocent and pure daughter with naked soul and ugliness? How tiny I was at this time, how noble my child was, and only I could feel this kind of emotion. My daughter taught me a lesson, spreading God’s will like an angel, the most important thing in life is to care for each other, warm and happy, rather than dignified, reprimanding and sarcasm-a parent-child lesson makes me think for a long time. Fortunately, my daughter’s mind was not changed by my torture. She still knew how to be grateful and pursue progress. I should thank God. What I am ashamed of is that what I did once hurt my beloved child. She made me understand the true meaning of life. I should be more grateful to my child and the teacher who planned parent-child classes. Sadly, what tied us to the chariots of exams, from birth to college? What makes us pay too much attention to achievements and ignore children’s thoughts and ordinary happiness. Premier Wen said: a good university lies in its own unique soul, which is independent thinking and free expression. When can our education enable students, teachers and parents to express freely and think independently? We look forward to the persistence and innovation of many educators. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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为了追求心中的梦

我的几篇文章,在几家网站发表后,有不同的反应。我本想及时回复,但是,我却想听听不同的心声。同样属于具有重要影响的网站,对于同样一篇文章,不但会有不同的反映,而且还会有巨大的差别。有的网站,管理员、编辑、版主喜爱,会推荐置顶,称为 编辑置顶 或者 版主推荐 ,或者评为 精品 ,或者评为 优秀 ,受到网站管理员、编辑、版主的推荐与好评。有的网站,可能没有回应。令我欣慰的是 我的几篇文章,在几家发表后,引起了编辑、版主的关注,各自发表不同的看法与意见。那样很好!令我非常感动。 中国的网站那么多,就网站的性质来说,包括官方性质的的网站与民间性质的网站。官方性质的网站又包括综合性新闻类网站、综合性文化类、综合性科普类网站、综合性社科类网站、综合性文学类网站、专业文学类网站、专业性军事类网站、专业性经济类网站、专业性商业类网站、专业性学术类网站、专业性教育类网站、专业性应用类网站等。民间性质的网站,大都是个人网站。就网站的影响和大小与知名度而言,包括具有全国性与全球性影响的的中央级(国家级)顶级著名的权威性大型网站(譬如说 新华网、人民网、央视网、中国广播网、光明网、中国青年网、中国教育网等)、具有地区性和全国性影响的省(自治区、直辖市、国家特别行政区)级著名的权威大型网站(譬如说 南方网、北方网、东方网、红网、东南网、凤凰网、北京作家网、湖南作家网、浙江作家网等等)、具有地区性影响的地市级网站(譬如说 湖南株洲网、广东深圳特区网、浙江绍兴网等等)与县市级网站(譬如说 湖南省湘潭市天下韶山网、湖南省湘潭市湘乡网、湖南省长沙市宁乡网等等)。每个人由于具体情况不同,有的人从事行政领导工作,有的人从事文艺工作,有的人从事教育工作,有的人从事新闻工作,有的人从事学术研究工作,有的人从事理论研究工作,有的人从事企业管理工作,有的人从事实际商贸工作 由于每个人的职业与工作环境不同,每个人生活的地域环境不同 有的人生活在大都市,有的人生活在小县城,有的人生活在中心城市,有的人生活在偏远乡村 有山区、有高原、有平原、有湖区、有海滨、有岛屿 但是,由于共同的爱好与兴趣,我们有缘在网络上相会,网络成为联想我们的纽带与桥梁。 中国的文学类网站很多。从性质上讲,包括官方文学网站与民间文学网站两大类。官方文学网站是中国文学网站的主流。中国的官方文学网站,从内容上讲包括综合性文学网站与专业性文学网站两大类。所谓综合文学网站,就是指那些涉及到文学的不同领域和不同内容。既包括文学创作,又包括文学批评、文学评论、文学研究等各个方面。那些专业性文学网站,往往侧重于文学的某一方面或者几个方面。譬如说:中国作家网、北京作家网、湖南作家网、人民文学网等都是综合性网站,中国散文网、中国诗歌网、中国杂文网、中国剧本网等都是属于专业性文学网站。就中国的文学网站的影响和国家主管、主管机构的行政级别而言,有中央级(国家级)文学网站、省市级文学网站、地市级文学网站、县市级文学网站等几种级别。就知名度而言,既有著名的文学网站,又有知名度不高的文学网站。就中国的文学网站的主管、主办机构、职能部门而言,包括党委宣传部门、国家文化行政部门、文艺机构、文艺团体、文学期刊杂志社、报刊杂志社、出版公司、大专院校、文化机构等等。另一类是属于民间性质的文学网站,往往由国有或者民营企业单位、民间团体、私人组织、个人主管、主办。在中国众多的文学网站种,能够在网络上相会,也是缘分。我们天各一方,生活于不同的地域环境,从事不同的职业,各自都有不同的生活经历与人生感悟,网络将我们联系在一起,文学将我们联系在一起。也许我们并不认识,并不了解和熟悉,但是,文学将我们相连。文学成为了我们共同的语言。我非常感谢那些关注我、支持我、鼓励我的友好人士 他们中,既有网站的管理员、编辑、版主,又有全国各地的热心读者。他们中,既有作家,又有业余作者,既有网络作家,又有网络写手,既有党政机关的官员、国家公务员,又有企业单位的管理员、职员,既有高级官员、高级知识分子、大学教授、研究员、专家、学者,又有基层干部、乡村教师,既有城市的职工、农民工,又有乡村的农民、农民作家、农民作者、农民网络作家、农民网络写手。在文坛上,在网络上,我们的身份都是作家或者作者、网络作家、网络写手,而忘记了本身的职业。 我经常想:每个人,都是为了追求一个人心中的梦。只是每一个的命运有各不相同 有的命运好,有的命运不好。每个人追求的梦想各不相同 有的人,理想崇高,抱负远大,心怀天下,有志于改变世界面貌,让全国人民与全世界人们都过上幸福与美好的生活。他们的梦想是成为伟大的思想家、政治家,领导人民过上幸福与美好的生活。他们的梦想就是成为标榜史册的历史伟人与时代巨人。有的人,志高远存,有志于成为了杰出的文化名人、文学名家、学问大家、专家、学者,成为推动社会进步与社会向前发展的指导者与创造者,成为时代英雄与精神富翁。而有的人,梦想是从事实际工作,成为实业家、企业家、实干家,以实业让更多的人过上富有的生活。他们都是一些有远大理想和抱负的人。他们都是属于精英。他们都是属于大人物和名人、名家、明星。其实,社会上,更多的,还是那些普普通通的实干家与实际工作者。一个人的梦想,有时候不但可以决定一个人一生的命运,而且有可能改变一个家庭、一个家族甚至很多人的命运。那些具有远大理想与志愿的有志者,小时候的梦想,不但能够改变一个人的命运,而且有可能改变千万人、亿万人的命运。有时候,为了心中的梦想,而追求和奋斗一生。譬如说,有的人的梦想是当思想家、革命家、政治家,从而一辈子投身于革命生涯。有的人的梦想是当文学家、艺术家,为了追求成功,一辈子默默坚持。有的人的梦想是成为富豪,可以为之奋斗一辈子。社会上,有的人,为了一个梦想,不断的寻找新的途径 寻早最易于成功的捷径。而有的人,为了一个梦,有可能就有了坚守于一辈子的追求。事实上,世界上,到达成功的彼岸,并没有真正的捷径可走。所谓成功的捷径,关键在于两个方面 一个敢于坚持的信念与勇气,不管遇到什么困难,都决不放弃;二个就是敢于钻研的精神,不管有困难,都要敢于去探索和研究,只要敢于进取,不管什么难题总会有解决的时候。事实上,那些科学家、理论家、发明家,为了发现一条科学原理,往往要经过成千上万次甚至几十万次、几百万次、及千万次的探索与研究以及各种各样的试验与实验。那些文学家、艺术家,之所以能够在文学、艺术上作出巨大贡献或者到达登峰造极的地步,除了他们那超人的天赋、智慧与过人的才华与渊博的学识修养外,其中一个很重要的原因,也是历经多年勤于坚持的结果。其实,那些干出了巨大成就的企业家、实业家、实干家同样是靠自己的聪明才智多年打拼的结果。 不管是专业性还是非专业的作家、网络作家、自由撰稿人、自由写手,不管是有有权的、地位高的、影响大的、名声响的,还是无职无权的的、默默无闻的,只要是爱好文学,从事文学创作,就是文学作家或者文学作者、网络作家、网络作者。有幸已经成为著名作家或者著名诗人、戏剧家、剧作家的,可以发挥名家的自身优势,大展宏图。社会上,名家具有令人意想不到的先天优势。著名作家与无名作家和业余作者是有着天渊之别的。一个作家,没有出名的时候,也许会无人理睬,地位卑微,有如草芥一样无关紧要,而一旦出名,成为了有影响的著名作家,就会出人头地,成为精英,受人尊敬。这也是众多的作家、作者有志于成名成家的原因所在。如果一个文学爱好者或者业余作者经过自己的努力在文学上成功了,成为了著名的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家,步入文坛,跻身于著名作家或者文化名人、文学名家的行列,那么,地位、职务、名望、财富也就随之而来了。进步一步,进入文联、作家协会,担任专业作家,从事专职创作。同时,身兼文艺领导职务。并且有可能参政议政,当选为人大代表、政协委员等社会职务。退一步,可以进入文学期刊、报刊杂志社从事文学编辑工作,或者自己从事专业创作。一个作家,只要出了名,就会有用武之地。作家成名后,稿费为生是绰绰有余。同时,当一个作家还是无名作家或者业余作者的时候,可能会被爱情遗忘的角色 也许远离爱情,不知爱情为何物?而当一个作家一旦出名后,就会有天翻地覆的变化 不但会有美好的爱情降临,而且很有可能成为爱情的幸运之神。很多作家出名后,被成为了那些美女青睐的对象与追求的目标。当然,并不是每一个作家、诗人、戏剧家、剧作家有那么幸运,都能够具有重要影响的著名作家。事实上,能够有幸成为著名作家的都是属于杰出人物。当然,著名作家的成功,除了作家本身所具备的先天素质与自身优势外,一个更为重要的原因就是要有机遇。古今中外,有许许多多伟大的文学家、艺术家,都是出身于名门望族书香世家。事实上,中国文学史上的许多文学家,都是出身于名人之家。譬如说:苏轼是中国历史最为伟大的文学家之一,不但是中国历史上极富盛名的唐宋八大散文家之一,而且是在文学的多个领域都作出巨大贡献,既是杰出的散文家,又是杰出的诗人和词人。同时,还在书画很自然科学也做出了重大贡献,是杰出的书画家和自然科学家。而苏轼出身于名人之家。苏轼的父亲苏澈、弟弟苏洵都是著名文学家,都是唐宋八大家之一。更有民间流传的苏轼的妹妹苏小妹,才华还是在苏轼之上,只是由于时代的局限,没有发挥和利用。相传聪颖过人、才华盖世的苏小妹在新婚之夜,为了试探当时的著名文学家、才子秦少游的才气,苏小妹在晚上的洞房花烛夜,竟然将新郎官推出了新婚的卧室里,要考考新郎官的才华,才让新郎官进入洞房内。新郎官当时是著名的文学家、才子,面对新娘的霸道,只有忍让。作为著名文学家、大才子的苏小妹的哥哥、秦少游的舅子苏轼,看到小妹如此,也不被多说。苏小妹关了门,推开窗户,看到天空中一轮明月,照在窗前的池塘里,碧绿、平静,被随口吟道: 闭门推开窗前月, 作为才子的秦少游一时竟然没有对出来。不知不觉,已经夜深了,秦少游还没有对上。苏轼被向屋前的池塘里投去一颗小石子,只见小石子飘飞而过,碧水映月,景色宜人,秦少游灵机一动,被对出了下联: 透视冲开水底天。 苏小妹才让秦少游进入洞房。可见,苏轼家的家庭成员,都是很有才华的人。其实,就是现当代很多文学家、作家、诗人、理论家、学者,都是出身于名人之家。譬如说中国现当代杰出的文学理论家、文学研究专家、作家、学者钱钟书,被誉为中国的 文化昆仑 ,是中国学术界少有的大学者和著名作家。钱钟书就是出身于名门望族。钱钟书的父亲钱之博是中国近现代的国学大师。能够出身于名门望族、书香世家,当然都是命运。幸运者毕竟只是一部分,更多的人,并没有那么幸运。但是,总的来说,一个人出身于官员家庭、知识分子家庭、富有家庭,由于家庭优越、经济条件好,不但更加容易成为学有所成的专业人才,而且有更多的机会和条件去施展他们的聪明才智,从而更加容易实现他们的人生理想与追求目标。不管是作家也好,诗人也好,专家、学者也好,实业家、实干家、实际工作者也好,首先要有一个比较安定的生活环境与物质基础,才会有从事文艺创作与学术研究的客观条件。如果一个人生活有了保障,那么,就有了施展才干、发挥潜能的机会。从而,各尽所能,成为各自不同领域的杰出人物与作家、艺术家、专家、学者或者专门人才。而那些条件不好的人,也可以把握机遇,寻找与选择适合于自己成功的职业、专业以及外部环境。这对于那些正在文学的旅途上奋斗的作家、作者,可以把握机遇,走向成功,成为著名的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家,也具有重要的指导性与启迪作用。至于说那些身处社会底层的小人物、文学爱好者、业余作者,现在成才的机会,对于每一个人都是公平的。只要有勇气、有毅力,就有成功的希望。 不管在任何时代,都是强者生存,弱者淘汰。那既是社会发展的必然规律,也是人类社会竞争的必然结果。历史创造英雄,时代造就名人。英雄是历史的沉积 或者位高权重,身居高位,担任高级领导职务,成为领袖人物,譬如说一代伟人毛泽东先生是伟大人民领袖,既是历史伟人,又是时代英雄,或者声名卓著,成为精神领袖。譬如说鲁迅既是中国 五四 新文化运动的先驱者,是伟大的文学家、思想家、革命家,又是时代英雄。或者影响的很大,但是,地位卑微,是普普通通的小人物,譬如说雷锋先生,是中国的英雄,雷锋先生就是小人物。或者默默无闻,不为人知。很多无名英雄,不为人知。而名人是属于时代的产物。每一个时代,都会名人。有的名人,永垂青史,有的名人,红极一时。当然,名人都是在不同领域有所突出贡献的杰出人物。名人总会有独特的过人之处。不管怎么说,成功者就是英雄。成名成家就是英雄。不管是什么出身,在文学上做出了贡献或者干出了成就,创作了有影响的作品,出人头地,成为了有影响、有名望的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家,就是英雄。不管是从事纯文学创作还是通俗文学创作,不管是从事纸媒文学创作还是网络文学创作,只要有作品出版和发表,作品出版和发表后能够受到读者的欢迎,那么,就是好作品。有实力的、有潜力的作家,就是优秀的作家。有实力、有潜力、有那能力成为专业作家或者职业作家、职业写作者,当然最好,即使由于多方面的原因还不具备从事专业创作的条件,能够从事兼职创作或者业余创作,成为一个兼职作家或者业余作家,也是很好的。即使是从事专职或者兼职网络文学创作,也同样很好。其实,现在,从事职业化网络文学创作的机会越来越多。如果具有了一定的实力和能力,那么,就有成为专业网络作家或者职业网络作家、职业网络写手、自由撰稿人的机会与条件,从而从事职业化网络文学创作的可能。 当然,不管是从事专业文学创作还是兼职文学创作或者业余文学创作,还是从事专业性网络文学创作还是兼职或者业余网络文学创作,都是一步一步的走出来的。首先,是以创作为生 说到为生,不同的地位、身份、家庭环境、经济条件,有不同的生活标准 中国最富有的人与最贫困的人,是相距天壤之别的两个世界 现在,中国最有钱的人,都是以亿万作为财富的单位。中国有许许多多的亿万富豪。作家中同样有亿万富豪。亿万富豪,住豪华的高档别墅,坐在豪华的高档小轿车,享受高生活的物质水平。中国最贫困的人,至今住的是危房 破旧的土砖房子,家徒四壁,连基本的温饱问题都没有解决。最贫困的人,有几百元、几千元,就是非常富有了。当然,造成贫困的原因是多方面的。不过,在当今世界,越是强者,越是有钱人,越是受人尊重,越是弱者,越是贫穷,就越是被人歧视。虽然经常富人搞慈善,但是,只要是正常人,具有正常的头脑与生活能力,受人施舍毕竟是令人难堪的事情。自强自立、自食其力,依靠自己创造财富才是光荣的。作为一个作者或者网络写手,其实是大有作为的。如何能够以稿费为生?是文学作者或者网络写作者最为关注与思考的。当然,作为一个文学作者,不能仅仅局限于纸质媒体的或者网络媒体,为了生存与发展的需要,可以相互兼顾 那样,既可以拓展更加宽广的门路,为走向文学的成功奠定坚实的基础, 毕竟门路越宽,成功的机会就越多 同时,可以得到更多的稿费收入。 稿费收入是为生的经济来源。一个作者,可以分几步走 首先,是维持生计。不管是专业的文学作家、文学作者,还是兼职的或者业余的文学作家或者文学作者,生计、身存、生活是前提。生活条件好的,现在居住条件很好,住豪宅、坐豪车,手中有大困困的钞票。条件差的,居住条件一般,没有车子。条件最差的,处于贫困战线上挣扎。首先考虑稿费收入,解决最基本的生活保障,才有从事文学创作的条件于能力。否则,首先要为生活而奔波与忙碌。现在,机遇很多。这既为有志于成为职业性文学创作的人走上职业化作家之路提供成功的机遇,也为他们的成功提供了物质保障。现在,从事文学创作,不管是立志于纯文学创作还是通俗文学创作,都有很多机会可以提供选择 一是众多的出版公司需要有质量的作品。只有作品质量上过得拗,出版的机会很多。二是众多的文学期刊、报刊杂志,为作家、作者提供了发表作品的机会。三是众多的文学网站,尤其是众多的经济实力雄厚的商业性文学网站,为众多的网络作家、网络作者、网络写作者、自由撰稿人提供成功的机会。应当说,一个文学作者或者网络文学作者,只要敢于坚持,就有成功的希望与可能。一个有志于从事专业性文学创作的作家或者作者、写手,如果有了稿费作为生活保障,就有了真正从事专职创作的条件了。这样,就能够维持生计的前提下从事文学创作。其次,是拓展门路,坚持创作,增加稿费收入,让生活过得充实一点。一切都是在于实力。实力当然很重要。所谓实力,包括文学修养、才力、影响、声望以及社会关系等诸多因素。另外,就是作品的水准与质量问题。说到作品的水准与质量,见仁见智,因为出发点不同,认识的角度不同,看法就不会相同。一个作家、一个作者,待到真正发表了一定的作品,有了一定的影响以后,对于作品的水准与质量就会有所提高。总的来说,写作还是不要过于讲究速度。写作过快,是难以有佳作问世的。现在,有很多网络作家,写作速度很快 以日写上万字甚至几万字的高速写作,那当然很难有伟大作品诞生的。作为商业写作,固然要讲究写作速度,但是,更要讲究写作质量。不管有名还是无名,作品的水准与质量还是经过几经雕琢练就的。不但要力求多产,而且更加要力求高产。高产不仅仅在于数量上的字数,更加在于质量上的高度。一个作家,或者一个作者,只有力求出精品、出佳作,才会有出名与出人头地的机会。只有出名了,成为了著名的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家,或者成为著名的网络作家,著名网络写手,著名的自由作家,著名的自由撰稿人,才有可能过上富有的生活。有了实力,有了名气,就有了底气。当然,路还是一步一步的走出来的。 赞 (散文编辑:可儿) 换个方式与这个城市继续厮守 早晨六点多出门,晚上快八点回来,至始至终迎接自己的只有静默;自从上了大学,周末的… 【原创随笔】弦言岁语 入冬以来,天干物燥,雪花缥缈,整个大地苍凉而且虚空。无论你的心情是度日如年,还是… 永远的军旅梦 永远的军旅梦 (甘肃康乐县 马晓春) 回忆像流星,划过无痕迹,模糊的眼睛,轮廓渐渐… 春雨 我像大地万物一样喜欢春雨。 新年刚过,天空就下起了丝丝春雨。我特别喜欢这江南的春… 弹拨梦想的雪花(修改) 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Days with kites ([folk art] solicitation)

Childhood experiences perhaps just to in my heart buried 1.1 drops of memory, happiness or, sadness or, in the future memories slowly, repeated chewing. The original memory can also be rumored. At that time, every spring, Grandpa would paste a kite by himself and take me to fly a kite in the wheat field in early spring. Now I can’t remember the color and shape of the kite. I only remember that there are only Grandpa and me in the broad wheat field, and only my kite in the vast sky, it seems that the vision that kites can reach is my world. I feel that my attachment to the Earth is like the yearning of kites for the Sky, which is the longing for spring and the pursuit of all beauty. So whenever I mention spring, I always think of the two men flying kites in the cyan wheat field. I stubbornly believe that the day when there are kites is spring. After growing up, those happy days faded away from my own hands. Sometimes I was not at home for the whole spring, and I could not see my grandfather, nor the kite he had painted by himself. I only occasionally pay attention to Grandpa’s increasingly stooped body and the paper and bamboo strips used to paste kites on the wardrobe covered by time, and then I think of the days when there were kites by accident. I began to hate the kite. I only wanted to break away from it and could only see the distant sky, but I didn’t notice that the person holding its thread standing behind the Earth was still looking at it., Hate it for taking away my childhood, and smoking Grandpa’s remaining life a little bit. I no longer yearned for spring, was no longer excited to see the cyan wheat fields, and did not deliberately recall the days when there were kites. I even liked the lonely autumn and quiet winter, but I didn’t like the spring that stole the time. Once I went out for a walk and saw a broken kite with a broken thread, so I picked it up conveniently. A boy of six or seven years old came to me in the distance, and said to me softly: Big Brother, this kite belongs to me. But it is so broken, can it still fly? Can! How do you know? Because it is a kite! Because it was a kite, I was shocked by this strange little brother’s answer. It seemed that I remembered something again. Because it is a kite, it can yearn for the sky, spring, freedom, life and all the beautiful things. Even if it breaks, even if it breaks, even if it loses everything, it will not lose its original dream. It turned out that spring was always beautiful, but I forgot to appreciate it and deliberately escaped. I will accompany grandpa in my spare time, paste a kite in Grandpa’s smiling eyes, and then accompany grandpa to fly kites in the cyan wheat field. Just like when I was a child, Grandpa took me to fly kites. I will slowly pick up my love for kites, my yearning for spring and my pursuit for all good things. In fact, spring is not just bright flowers, gorgeous rainbows and colorful dreams. He is more of a belief, a persistence, a natural smile after experiencing hardships and vicissitudes, A kind of desire and dream that will not be lost even if the land falls on the ground. A kind of quiet and good growth. Because spring is not the only spring in a year, and every spring goes through the cruel autumn and winter. As for people, there will not only be spring, but also more setbacks and trials. Spring always comes after these annoying things. I still think stubbornly like my childhood that the day with kites is spring. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Scattered time

About Family affection: in the morning, I am wake up in a state of silence. I don’t have to get up early for more than half a month. Without the constraint of time, it is really easy for people to be distracted, I feel that I have been in this state for a while. I came back late last night and went to my parents’ house to see my sister. I knew she would go back this morning and didn’t want to stay. Let’s go. Come when it’s time to come and leave when it’s time to go, let it stay in the bottom of my heart quietly. I have always been in the care of my relatives, and I always love them in my heart. The ignorance in youth and recklessness in youth make people calm down and think carefully when they reach middle age, all of which are inseparable from such a heavy emotion. My sister often says that I am too simple and immature like a child, maybe! My emotions always fall out of control in the family affection, which seems like my grandmother. In my childhood, the person I saw most tears was my grandma, no matter when she worked silently or when she was scolded by Grandpa for no reason, grandma had always been the one who shed the most tears among my relatives. Later I had a family and a daughter. It seemed that I really grew up day by day, and then I realized that sometimes the tears were sweet in my life, but sometimes it is sour. Ha ha, it seems that yesterday’s tears made me look so different from being a sister. Ping was most ashamed of my tears. She has always been like this. Thinking about this day, it was still true. When the door was opened, people went to the building. Only this family affection could keep warm in people’s hearts for a long time. About Parents: I liked my father when I was young, and I hated my mother in my heart. My mother was irritable and easy to slap me. There are three children in my family. I am older, but I am too big to look big. Maybe it is because of the first child in my family, or maybe it is because of my inherent domineering, in my impression, I really didn’t look like a sister. So at that time, my mother would beat people like being mad, and it would be my disobedient child who was beaten in general. I once thought that my mother didn’t love me and treated me badly. Sometimes I even hated her, which seemed to last for many years. Now I think, in fact, my mother is always my mother. Only when I was very young, I developed this kind of wayward and strong character. When things happened, I would not detour, and I didn’t understand the reason of enduring a calm moment. I feel that once a woman becomes a mother, the world and people seem to be changed under the shadow of maternal emotion. It was also at this time that I realized that the word maternal love can contain many things. It is true that a mother loves children. Only a mother who loves children, and no child who is not a child, I became a middle-aged man after a few years, it goes without saying that parents are old people. They start to feel that no matter life or other things, they are not what they once thought in their hearts. They have the heart to give up, but he was afraid that no one could lose his parents in his whole life. What’s more, his life was not so dull that he would be knocked down by life if he gave up lightly. I have always respected my father very much, and I once wanted to be a person like my father, because I like to be a teacher, but it is a pity that I can only travel like this in my life, it seems that hope and disappointment always pass me. But it doesn’t matter. I vaguely feel that my father’s trace can still be seen on my body. When I was 40 years old, I only hoped that I could spend more time with my parents. My parents could be healthy and happy, that’s all! About friends: I think of my friend Hong in my school days. On the evening of early winter, when the last ray of light of the Sun cleared away, Hong and I walked in the campus hand in hand, and we shouted hard, in the open field, the Echo reminds people of the children’s radio drama “The story of Taro” on the radio in childhood. I was sixteen years old that year, and red was my best friend. Later, I went to high school and went to technical school. Gradually, we had little contact, so many years later I didn’t know where she was. Later, many people looked like my friends, there are also many emotional details between us. Several people often talk and laugh together. At that time, I was still a music teacher in middle school, and then we all had children, some people’s careers began to be divided into Huang Tengda, some people’s lives also began to have some subtle changes, and some people also began to be driven by personal interests, it makes the emotion between friends become a little vulnerable under such circumstances. I miss that period of youth, and at the same time, I also think of many people at that time. I just gradually find that some tacit understanding in the past is no longer there, and some feelings in the past seem to be gradually far away from my heart. I would not seek it deliberately any more, but occasionally I would think of some people, some people that seemed to have nothing to do with me. After decades of life, there are already few people who can go together now. However, these are the only people that make me truly understand what friends are from the bottom of my heart, what is daughter easy to get, confidant hard to find. Gradually, I found that I was not a person who was good at making friends with others. I had been running a kindergarten for some years, but I was just circling around in the same place, it’s not bad or bad to manage this so-called business, which is hard-working but does not have much benefit. The big deal is to live a life. There are not many people I meet every day, but it is really not too few, it’s just that I don’t have any friends among them. I just know someone. It’s ridiculous to think about it. When talking about friendship at the age of nearly four or ten years old, it could be regarded as an age that can be seen clearly. Fortunately, I can still have a heart-to-heart person. Although there are few people, I feel that this is enough in my heart! About Love: typing these words seems to make me feel a little old-fashioned in my heart. This eternal topic is not strange to even the children in kindergarten. But here I still want to say, even if I take a look at my life, when I sit here typing, my lover is busy in the kitchen with sweat all over his head, the dish washing basin in the kitchen is leaking all the time today. This guy is always the one who takes the lead in such trivial matters as life at home. A man who has seen his middle age has gone through, and we have been with each other for many years, love or not seems not very important, but I know that this man will not be happy when I cry, and he will be happiest when I laugh. He and I have an extraordinary tacit understanding. When I was young, I thought love was beautiful and romantic, so that I had deliberately pursued this kind of emotion in my heart. Living with my lover in these years, I still feel the feeling of happiness in the tense life and not rich life. Sometimes, each other keeps warm, which is especially important in love. Thinking of that first love many years ago, my heart became very calm and calm, and even had a feeling of complacency. If it weren’t for that love, or in such a state, my lover can’t walk into my life. A gambling marriage has made my life happy without thinking. About a beautiful woman: I am not a beautiful woman. There is no doubt that I am not a woman who can dress up. In fact, most of the time I can’t do that of some people, stick to it for your appearance. Over the past few years, with women, the most frequently talked topics were nothing more than beautiful clothes and beautiful faces, which I really didn’t have, but in my heart, I could not have them, it’s just that I can’t live like a person. I am a person, nothing else matters. There are too many beautiful women around me, and there are also many people I can call friends. I like the beauty of women, but most of the time I find that under the beautiful appearance, the heart is not bright, even a little filthy. If I live in such beauty, I would rather have nothing. Ha ha, let’s talk with a smile. For me, a woman who is less than 1.6 meters tall but seriously overweight, there are also people who say I am beautiful, that is, my parents and lover, my parents said to me: the big girl is beautiful, and I am still the same as before in the knowing smile of his rich lover. This is an expression that I can see even if he doesn’t say anything. Time goes away and love is in my heart. In the scattered time, check the trivial matters of the fleeting time. Everything comes from love. In the days of love, life itself is a scenery. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Woman bones of desolation

The quiet afternoon, the lazy sunshine poured over the whole cabin through the window, the warmth spread all over the body instantly, and the messy thoughts wandered around with the disordered mood. The desolation in the bones that women are born with finally makes women more miserable because they meet love, move love, sink in love and destroy love. The wounded woman’s sadness and reluctance at this moment are pale. The helplessness and weakness at this moment are unnecessary. It is said that a woman is an angel. Only men who are attracted by her own heart have tears, fall into the world, and become ordinary people. Epiphany, women are born with desolation in their bones, and everything comes from love! Women in men’s eyes like noise, pursue prosperity and desire to play coquetry. However, the delicate, straightforward and exposed beauty often makes men confused and fascinated. But that kind of feeling often only exists in the moment in men’s heart, exists in the moment, and what women gain after passion is only pain and bitterness. Men don’t know. More often, in fact, women prefer solitude and peace. Although the silence like death will make people slightly depressed, the woman alone is the most abundant and tough moment in her heart. The agitation and panic accumulated by all kinds of trifles in daily life gave women the meditation of perfect blend of reality and ideal in the moment of solitude, so the silent woman after solitude was Anyi and tranquil, it is dense and intelligent, flying and wise, elegant and calm. So the woman who was alone finally found the outlet of vent. Although there are thousands of twists and turns, the desolation in the bones still lingers in the end. As long as you don’t touch love easily, the desolation in women’s bones will be less domineering and less intrusive. Life is a permanent topic. People have elaborated such a long history, but they can’t talk clearly or argue thoroughly. Love is the eternal theme in life, and it is the origin of women falling from Angel to Earth. Women are always as weak as water, and as desolate as ever. Women always have the desolation in their bones, everything is for love! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

bing zhong yin

(1) the sick heart is not at leisure, lying alone in the water and clouds. Misty without Dream, read pro separated ye yan. Yu Yu, the moon in the cloud, lonely to sleep. The lonely bird is still cold when crying down. I think I am in good health, but I don’t know why? I had a stomachache after dinner yesterday, which was very serious. It was so painful that I couldn’t fall asleep all night long. Sometimes it was too hot to sweat, sometimes it was so cold that I wrapped the quilt and shivered. Finally, I got up quickly and went to baokaishan Road baiguan health center for treatment. I went there earlier. There were not many patients in the hospital, and I was not too busy. After a doctor’s examination, it was confirmed that it was gastropathy, and the simplest way was used to hang salt water. At present, the medical staff in the hospital have a good service attitude. I lie on the bed with quilts, just like I am sleepy in the inpatient ward, quietly receiving intravenous drip for up to three hours. During this period, two doctors came to inquire about the changes of their illness, and two nurses took care of them. This has to make me, a patient who occasionally went to the hospital, not moved! When I got home, I was lying in bed, looking up at the monotonous ceiling. There was no warmth in this cold single house. If you want to drink a cup of hot boiled water, you have to cook it yourself! It reminds me of my illness when I was young. When I was ill, I always felt my mother’s concern and care, even the father who had always been dignified would be considerate and kind. But now it is already passing by. How good it would be if I could go back to the past and act coquettish with my mother! Although there is a lover in my dream who cares for me, I can live apart from each other. Thinking, thinking, suddenly I feel so helpless and sad in my heart. Because of my uncomfortabl, I was lying in bed reading newspapers such as old news, archives and references. At this time, I felt lonely. It is really tiring to live alone! Although someone cares about me in a distant place, I still feel lonely and melancholy, especially as I am sick today. This feeling is more real. People are in a daze, their hearts are in a daze, and their thoughts are also in a dimly discernible state. Regardless of the countless flowers falling into tombs in his dream, I dreamt that Duke Zhou fell asleep in a daze. At four o’clock in the afternoon, when I woke up feeling better, I opened the music and listened to the lingering and euphemistic music of “Two Springs reflecting the Moon. I thought about life quietly in the sad music, and I realized that health is the most important thing! 24 hours later, today I am still ill, and my health has not improved much, but I never went to the hospital to hang salt water. Instead, I went downstairs to the Western pharmacy and bought a box of domineolin. After taking the pills, I still felt uncomfortable lying on the bed and felt the heat on my forehead. The hazy feeling was that everything in front of me became dim and desolate, and my mood was really terrible. A person was really bored, and he was thinking wildly in his heart. Suddenly he thought of a Bing’s “singing in illness”, so he wanted to transfer his mood and change his mood. So I turned on the computer, turned on the stereo, and listened to this Erhu Song. I closed my eyes and half leaned on the revolving chair, listening to the music fluttering in the room. The leisurely music melody started from desolation, desolation, low mood to gradually cheer up. It can be heard that it is a sick person, from low mood at the beginning to gradually strong strength. Gradually, my people calmed down in the music. It seemed that my heart was no longer empty and my mind was no longer in chaos. It is hard for I am to listen to this kind of song, and they don’t feel much. Maybe today, as a sick person, I have a deep understanding of this song. In this way, till midnight, the night like water outside the window had washed away the noise of the day and precipitated the peace in the north of the city. My body has improved through pharmacology, and my unstable heart is still wandering freely on the Internet, I dragged my tired body and waited for you to appear in front of the screen. I remember the sound of your greetings on the phone during the day and the fragrance of tranquility once made me intoxicated. At this moment, it seems that I have too many words to say to you, but I feel choked for a while. I rang the flying characters on the keyboard in the entanglement and confusion of my half-awake and half-dream, but I really couldn’t swing my hand, because I was sick! I lived a lonely life alone. I once thought it was a style and also a kind of enjoyment. Since I chose loneliness, I suffered the bitterness and sweetness brought by loneliness. However, during the three days of my illness, I suddenly found that no one could take care of me. It was even difficult to pour a cup of hot water, so I had to quench my thirst with milk, only at this time did I really feel sad. I always thought that I was very strong and could get used to living alone. In my daily work and life, I return my bright smile to everyone who cares about me or tries to care about me every day. I tell everyone with a smile that I live well, but I always hope someone can see the loneliness behind my smile. Loneliness is a kind of enjoyment as well as torture; In fact, loneliness is also quite pitiful. I am an old man who was drunk with wine and meals, and long live the emperor. He was in good health and seldom got sick once a year. This year was also the first time he got sick, but it seemed to come earlier. These days, my waist aches and backaches, stomach aches and bloating, head-heavy feet and weak body have turned into a patient lying in bed. After suffering for several days, I picked up the phone several times but didn’t know who would accompany me? Why can’t I find a rightful and justified person to take care of myself when I am sick? Is this my lonely life with taste and style? Friends and hourly workers said on the phone that they would come to accompany me and take care of me, but I refused! They have their own homes. I can’t give them any trouble, so I refused! I feel uncomfortable and lonely because of the pain of illness. Since leaving my family and marriage, I have been living alone. I think I should be a very strong man after so many years of hardship. But in this spring sleep, I didn’t realize it, and heard the lonely spring night of birds everywhere. In this sick day, I still felt lonely. Now I know myself and feel tired when facing loneliness. I want to choose a new life again (middle) people look for diseases before 40 years old, and people look for diseases after 40 years old. With the increase of age, the body begins to become fragile and declining. Once you get sick, it will take some time to restore your previous state. Having been ill for a month, I really knew what the disease was like a mountain, and the disease was like a silk. The meaning of this sentence. The disease came like a mountain, people ate grains, and the disease was very fast. This time, the illness came fiercely, which pulled me from a lively person to the verge of death overnight. In fact, I also know that during this period of time, I have been working hard, writing at night for a long time, staying on the screen for a long time, and I am not in a good mood and lack of sleep. When I feel healthy, I have gradually overdrawn my physical strength. I think the internal organs and blood vessels of human body are all related to each other. When a small discomfort occurs in one part of human body, the whole body’s ability to resist viruses and bacteria decreases, as time, environment and human beings become weaker and weaker, they will burst out until one day they can’t bear it, which finally makes me sick! In response to an old saying of our officials: freezing for three feet is not the cold of a day. And disease to such as spinning refers to once the body uncomfortable have Fault, need and needed nursed back to health will have a long time, need 1.1 point the virus from the body clear net, until recovery Health. In fact, the patient is very fragile. When he is ill, many people will hold the doctor as a life-saving straw and often ask anxiously: doctor, when will my illness be cured? How much do I need to spend to get better? I fully understand the patient’s mood, but it is a little naive. Treating the disease is a complicated process, and the old doctor who really knows the doctor can’t say big words and answer your question immediately, most of them comfort you euphemistically to make you rest assured. Many people like to find someone who can guarantee him to cure his illness. As a result, they are the most likely to be cheated. They spend more money on their feet. Now before I cure the disease, I like to check and compare my illness on the Internet, then find an old friend doctor with good medical treatment to check and write a prescription, and then go to the designated hospital of medical insurance to see a doctor. In this respect, I have a classic medical case. Once I got acute jaundice hepatitis, I first went to Shangyu People’s Hospital for examination. After being busy with doctors and machines, the doctor asked me to be hospitalized for treatment, I asked about the cost of more than 10,000 yuan. I immediately went to Dongguan hospital to find my old classmate, because he was the chief physician of surgery, and introduced me to Vice President Zhao, the chief physician of Internal Medicine. Dr. Zhao tested my blood and made a biological index test, then I prescribed a prescription. Two bottles of salt water were only 19 yuan, plus several small bottles of liver-protecting and nourishing medicine, and took care of me to hang salt water from Dr. Chen in jinyuwan nearby, it took more than 30 yuan to cure my problem. However, the biological index of a person who sent the test form to kangzhou on the same day and the same problem with me was half less than mine, but because he could be reimbursed at public expense, the result of hospitalization transferred his registered permanent residence to heaven. This event left me a deep impression. I am very grateful to Dr. Zhao of Dongguan hospital for his help! I also have a medical case. Many friends and acquaintances around me have suffered from gout. According to them, since getting gout, we should not only avoid eating, but also many vegetables, what is more serious is that one must give up drinking. In order to treat gout, it almost cost several thousand yuan, and most of the treatment time is relatively long. In fact, I also had a Gout. It was more than ten years ago. The gout attack was really painful. I even hung my feet in the air, feeling a little painful. Later, I went to Xiaoyue bone injury hospital for treatment. President Shen gave me a prescription and got a small box of Western medicine, which was cured immediately. It only cost 24 yuan. I did not spend a lot of money, nor did I avoid eating and drinking, nor did I relapse. I have never had gout for more than ten years. So many people told me about gout, which I felt incredible. I kept this prescription for several years, but finally lost it because of moving. What a pity! But President Shen is still here, you may as well have a try! Human body is made up of countless cells. It is recorded that the life cycle of human epidermal cells is 28 days from generation to death, while the cell cycle that maintains our human life is 2 or 4 years, however, it can only be divided 50 times at most. Under all normal circumstances, we can live to 120 years old for a long time, but there are not many people living to 120 years old in the world, the most realistic thing is to pay more attention to your health and protect your body from viruses. We often try our best to earn money when we are young, while we spend our lives when we are old. In fact, health is the most important thing for us, and it is also the most worthy of our cherishment. Diseases come on wings and depart on foot. In the days of sleepless and full of pains, I felt the fragility of life. In the years to come, I should breathe more fresh air and feel more warmth in the world, taste the nectar of life more, cherish your own life, cherish every day, and let life have no regrets! (Below) sometimes people are really strange. I have stomach trouble this week, and my body is very uncomfortable; So I am in a terrible mood! I don’t have a good mood when I feel sick and uncomfortable. What affects my whole body is anxiety, fidgety, depression, sadness and loneliness. -Today spirit better, go out to commodity inspection bureau service, see blue sky, clear sky, see the Earth, shanqingshuixiu. I felt that there were invisible things clamoring in my heart. After thinking it carefully, I found that it was a kind of mood, which reminded me of many, many …… recalling the past and the eventful years. I think of my childhood, and I also think of my childhood. Because my father devoted himself to the cause of national defense, I got along with my parents for a long time when I was young, and stayed away from family ties, far away from thousands of mountains and rivers. I used to have misfortune with myself. At that time, my mood was also sad, but when I cried, I cried, when I laughed, I learned to fly tenaciously in loneliness. But happiness and joy always accompany me, and that kind of mood is golden, which makes me grow up healthily in the beautiful hope. When I think of my youth, although I was poor in material and lack of food, I was in a blue mood at that time. I relaxed freely, jumped for joy and built my beautiful dreams one after another happily, looking forward to the happy moment. When I think of myself as an adult, sometimes my mood is as scarlet as fire because of successful career. Sometimes the mood is as pale as paper, because of frustration in love. Sometimes the mood was as dark as charcoal because I attended the funeral of relatives and friends. When I think of myself, at the critical moment of life turning point, I once lost my partner to help each other, suffered from emotional damage, and once my business failed and my family was covered by the walls, I lost my grandmother who had raised me for fourteen years and passed away. When I think of my painful moments, I will reorganize my broken mood and life once, only silently shouting in my heart: let all the misfortunes come! Let all misfortunes go! My life is the process of sailing to a place full of mystery, temptation and light of hope in my own boat of destiny, however, in this journey of life, the layers of ripples appearing again and again are my own feelings. There are many unsatisfactory things in my life, which directly affect my mood. But I can always find my different moods, master my changing moods, adjust my good moods in time and laugh at life. It is not easy to forget the honor, disgrace, sorrow and joy in front of you and give yourself a good mood, which is created by your personality, quality, moral character and talent for many years. I believe in taking a step back and making everything calm. I often sit quietly and reflect on myself, soaking my impetuous mind in the soft music atmosphere, letting the throbbing of the sounds of nature and the fetal sound of the earth lead me to the nature. In order to adjust my mood, I will come to school to meet my life coordinates and give myself a good mood. In my life, from the day I was born until my death went to the Yellow Spring, nothing in the world belonged to me. I didn’t bring anything from my mother’s birth, nor did I take anything to heaven. I only have my own mood, and I only hope to have a beautiful mood to accompany my whole life forever. Today, I have given myself a good mood after my illness, hoping that tomorrow I can have a colorful life in the journey of life. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…