Beginning of the end

I don’t know when it will start, and the days will become so endless. Things happened at the end of last year seemed like yesterday. The Bell of this year was ringing again. Habitually, at the end of each year, I would write a text, which was the end of the old days, and on the other hand, I would also cheer for the new beginning. After careful calculation, I have been with words for some time, but my level is limited and I have never written a valuable article. Yesterday, when I talked about writing with my friend, my friend encouraged me to submit more articles. I said, my words are not good, and no one wants them even if I vote. My friend said, how can you know if you don’t vote. I am very grateful for my friend’s encouragement, but I really understand in my heart that my words are just the real records of my life, just a way to vent my emotions, and really have little reading value, I don’t want to stain the readers’ eyes. Because of self-knowledge, I always write quietly and calmly. I won’t be ecstatic because of someone’s beauty, nor will I be hurt secretly because of someone’s disdain. In this way of writing, I think if there is not much change in real life and there are not too many restrictions on external conditions, I will stick to it all the time. Isn’t it said that everyone’s life is a wonderful book? In this case, let me lay paper and grind it, and copy it on the long scroll of life. Just like my indifferent character, in general, it was quiet and peaceful in 2011. There is no great sorrow or joy, nor any ups and downs. If there is any aftertaste, could it be in the spring day, together with my brother and sister, to help my father set up a birthday party; In summer, I took my son alone and walked in the colorful streets of the capital; In autumn, I lived outside, a little plantain, and a little smoke and rain, which added a bit of sleepless pain; In winter, I finally got a driver’s license with all my efforts. If there is any regret, it may be that there are some dreams. If they do not bloom, they will become a wisp of residual fragrance embedded in the deep soul, which makes the bones look bleak; Maybe it is impossible to spend the time in Beijing, record it in the form of words. I always felt that it was a different period of time, mixed with all kinds of feelings such as sorrow, relief, bitterness, relief, surprise and so on. I have a long-cherished wish that one day, one month, one year, one day, I will carry my luggage alone, pick up the camera, put down the hubbub, and walk on my life in endless boundless and distant places. Although the trip to Beijing was not suitable for both climate and atmosphere, the brand-new environment still made my thoughts as distant as smoke. I remember that at that time, I especially liked walking on the street, watching the blooming locust flowers, condensed into rain, falling on the platform, the roof, even the clothes and hair of pedestrians; I also liked in the Temple of Heaven, surrounded by the ancient and vigorous pine and cypress, I was stunned, imagining and sighing; In the Imperial Palace, in the ordinary family, I tried my best to take photos in close to the camera in front of the pane and roof; In the depth of the hutong, I was facing the courtyard, after all, the capital is a place where history and legend are embedded in brick cracks and glory and time are melted into oil paint. Here, no matter it is the moonlight night, walking alone in the deep hutong, or in the afternoon, the stream of people flowing in like water can feel the smell from the other end of time. Apart from this comfort and regret, the rest of the days were plain, like lakes in high mountains, Misty, cold and quiet. Diagnostic handbooks, gone. Inadvertently, a new year has come. As usual, I will still go back to my hometown to celebrate the new year, and enjoy the bustle and busyness of the new year in the joy of tired birds returning home and reunion after a long separation. Coincidentally, 2012 is also my birth year. Like many friends who have entered the year of birth, in order to achieve happiness and well-being in the coming year, I am also preparing some red clothes for myself, such as red scarf and red ultra-short down jacket. As for the coming year, I don’t know whether it is as prosperous as wish. What we can do at this moment is probably at the edge of the end of the year and the beginning of the year, to clean up the lead, smile lightly, and make ourselves bright and healthy for a lifetime …… also wish all friends healthy and happy! Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Natural cheap life

In the morning, a classmate called me and told me about her drunken experience yesterday. What a pity, you said. It was not easy for me to eat such delicious fish for the first time, and to drink such high-end wine for the first time. You should know that it was my favorite blue wine bottle, which was as blue as the sea, and there was also a burst of fragrance of music, of course, there was also a strong friendship among classmates. Unfortunately, I wasted all of them. I was deeply touched. After a few cups, I immediately broadcast them live. You can’t be cunning. You can spit wine on the tea cup or wipe your mouth with a napkin, and then spit it on the paper. They are all classmates who haven’t seen each other for a long time. They would rather hurt their bodies than their feelings. I just regretted that I couldn’t drink alcohol and wasted those good wines and dishes. I couldn’t sleep all night. I had a headache and was sober to death. I was still dizzy the next day. It seemed that I was really not the one who could enjoy this kind of blessing, even if there are good wines and dishes every day, I can’t get rid of them. It is better to drink some vegetable soup at a reasonable price. It seems that I am is born with a cheap life. The same feeling, it seems that we are not people who will enjoy happiness. We can only imagine those prosperous and bustling splendors, but cannot enjoy them. I really admire those who are good at drinking. It is really hard to imagine how painful people who do reception work every day. Others only know that they eat and drink well. Who knows that eating and drinking well requires not only wisdom, but also good health and good drinking capacity. Otherwise, people who don’t know how to eat and drink just suffer. Shengju, do you know? Fortunately, you didn’t go that day, or you would be the same. It must be live broadcast, because we will not refuse that classmate friendship. What impressed me most was a self-deprecating cold joke he told. He said that at first, his wife didn’t understand why he was drunk and dreamless every day, and sometimes he was at odds with him. Once he directly arranged some of his friends to take charge of getting his wife drunk, when he was drunk, he took her home, and when she came home, she was so drunk that she knew nothing about it. She was not sober the next day, just as he described that she was drunk like a dead pig. Later, she finally understood the taste of drunkenness, and then, no matter how drunk he was, she wouldn’t say a word, because she finally understood that sometimes, drunkenness was compelled. Even if you are more cunning than me, I will certainly not be better? You don’t know, I’m also most afraid of having dinner with my classmates. It’s not good not to drink or toast. If you don’t toast, male classmates dislike you for not being diligent, more diligent, my stomach is uncomfortable. And every time my classmates get together, there are many drunk people, so I remember to drink a lot of wine, knowing nothing about anything else, and having no impression. Can we go to a place far away from the wine in the future party, just to catch up with the old days and review the pure friendship of our classmates. I chatted with my classmates one by one, and finally understood the meaning that the leader needed to check in when he was informed of the meeting and eating, and finally understood the feeling of being born to be cheap. I didn’t quite understand the taste of drunkenness before, and I didn’t understand the reason why my husband drank well. It was not until I got drunk that I realized that some people were allergic to wine like me, and no matter how good the wine was, it was a waste; Some people were born with a little drinking capacity; Some people were forced to associate with wine; some people can only feel the beauty of living under the paralysis of alcohol; Some things can only be done well on the wine table. China has been the birthplace of wine culture since ancient times. The various emotions of Chinese people towards wine show different implications in different regions. Many people drink with the lofty sentiments and romance of literati, there is also the purity and reality of the earthly fireworks. People are in the wine, words are in the wine, wine is in the heart, and friendship is also in the wine. Therefore, chinese people continue to inherit and develop the wine culture, which makes it unique with Chinese characteristics. Most of the time, no matter men or women, they should have their own preferences, just like some people like gambling, some people like drinking, some people like smoking, some people like reading, and people are alive, there must be something to calm your mind. My husband is just an ordinary clerk. He doesn’t have so many social parties, but there are still a lot of troubles in his life, which makes him still need to paralyze himself with alcohol sometimes, in my memory, I can only see his long-lost smile when he drinks with his friends. At this time, he likes to recall the scenes when he was young, which makes me feel the beauty of those simple times in the past, nowadays, most people are disturbed by common things. Most of the time, they are not willing to look back on the past and even have no time to take care of the pure friendship among classmates. Therefore, under the urge of wine, many long-lost touches can come back to my heart and feel the beauty of life again. It’s just that I don’t like the smell of wine or the strong smell of smoke. Although I have experienced the taste of drunkenness, I really know that I am just like what my classmate said, it is born to be cheap. It is not a waste to eat delicious food alone. If it is accompanied by wine, it must be a waste. However, there are a lot of people who can’t help themselves in life. No matter what kind of life, it is good for them. Behind those vanity and prosperity, there are many things that I can’t understand, there are also many things that I can’t pursue. I ‘d better be content with the status quo. I just hope that many people can consider for the people around me personally. If you don’t want to do anything to others, you ‘d better accept your fate, what kind of life is in life, I was just a simple woman. 2012.04.17 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Redneck country thing

Maybe it is the God of local customs, or the attachment of long separation. When I step on this kind land, I will feel relaxed and happy. The thick nostalgia, soft blood, rich and warm. My hometown is rich and beautiful, with luxuriant and unique scenery everywhere. Beside the road of the village, young Yang cuiliu Shuimu Tsinghua University, the chessboard on the field is inlaid with colorful colors, the mechanical ploughing and roaring water in the ditch, the smoke in the farmhouse is fragrant and elegant, and a piece of sunshine is prosperous. The uncle and aunt of my childhood have been in recent years, enjoying a peaceful and comfortable life. Wandering around the field in the early morning, picking green and sucking the harvest fragrance of golden rice ears. In the cool and windy terrace, my father sat around and chatted. When he was interested, he played a few cards and drank a few drinks. The innocent fun of the little baby made the old man laugh often. The setting sun was flowing with joy, intoxicated in the natural happy atmosphere. The peasant woman was busy with the trifles in the house, watching the children washing clothes and taking care of the courtyard with the stove, and flocks of chickens and ducks in the vegetable fields in front and behind the house, enjoying herself calmly. The aunts went to sing and dance when they were free. If someone shouted, they would go to have a competition. They dressed up in red and sang that the girls from the village came into the city, which was the natural and lively style of earthy color and earthy fragrance, airflow yet dashing. All the young people in the countryside were working outside, and the elder brothers couldn’t afford the three-quarter mu of land, so they worked hard to cultivate the family and had surplus food. When they were idle and boring, they went to the fields of specialized households to pick up cotton, harvest crops and grow vegetables, and went back and forth on motorcycles to go back to the evening. In winter, we invited several shanghuzhou to collect and transport reeds for more work and more money, and all of them were happy to earn their incomes. Spring, summer, autumn and winter all year round, villagers are active in the fields containing wealth. There is no need to worry about the big event of subsidies given by the state. The days are booming and rich. A side water and soil raises a side nostalgia, country folk habits nagging past aged past issues. I once remembered that in the sour years of poor life in the countryside, what the villagers were thinking about was the New Year’s Eve on the New Year’s Eve, with the whole family sitting around and guarding the age. The dry tree roots were burning red and hot, laughing at yesterday’s imagination of coming to spring, cracking and smiling to welcome the new year. On the evening of lunar January 15, every family lit the light of hope, and the light was as bright as the day. On the lantern festival night, villagers all came to attend the big party, and flowers and dragons, lanterns and drums came from all directions. A pair of three flowers, girls in red and green Dance twist rap is very happy, colorful dragon fly and dance, one after another lights reflect each other. On Daping, Baile is singing together, firecrackers are noisy, people are crowded and laughter is boiling. The life of villagers is rich and rich, and they pursue fashion and pay attention to style. Marriage, birthday, high school students, and the full moon of children are all big banquets, and relatives and friends gather together. Colorful door colorful shed colorful ball colorful lights are colorful, singing and dancing flowers and drums come to the door to cheer up, singing and laughing, happy and vigorous. I have several alumni in country Yinong also business, long-are fifty years old, speaking childhood old as yesterday accent not changed. The changes in rural areas are also changing with each passing day. Rural farmers’ markets are crowded with people. Jacky said, an obscure pavement business is booming, day Dawn get up month West-pulled up, hurry-scurry rare at leisure, busy for a year income also smallish. He said that the small business would not go up and down, that is, the price of goods would only rise but not fall. It was impossible to prevent fake and shoddy goods. There were also cheating and coaxing Miscellaneous guests wearing here, which made people nervous and bitter. The neighbor who was close to the old house was already an old man who was nearly 80 years old. His son and daughter-in-law had been choosing jobs to make a living all the year round. The old couple were just doing housework and living in plain life, and they were closely related to each. The old woman is a little sick, and when the weather changes, her waist aches and legs ache and she is restless, and her ears are not clear, which brings a lot of inconvenience to life. The old man said that his son and daughter-in-law went back hurriedly in a year. When they entered the door, they seemed to be a guest, and they stood aside and did nothing. I went to the party today and went for a tour tomorrow, but I couldn’t settle down to talk with my parents. The Old Man’s loving heart was thinking with worries, empty, lost and lonely. After listening to the old man’s talk, I immediately felt unspeakable. Rural people are simple and honest, living silently without extravagant demands. What they like is the excitement, what they hope for is reunion, what they need is warmth and what they value is family affection. With these, I was very satisfied and cheerful. Every time I went back to my hometown, I would like to go to my neighbors in the countryside to have a look. I felt quite emotional because of the great benefits. Rural people are friendly and generous, with hardships as well as efforts; Those ordinary and delicate rural affairs, sour and bitter, lingering and real attachment, simple and rich, are rural people, this is the business of villagers. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

A person’s instant noodles

I don’t know when I started, I gradually forgot myself, those worldly disputes, no longer care about gains and losses, no longer so passionate, no longer so sensational, so sentimental. Put yourself in a person’s world, eager for sunshine, but without sunshine, look forward slowly, don’t know what it is. Once, I tried so hard to learn a lot of things, and then let everyone see that I would not be worse than others. I had to try my best to learn something that children could do when they were young, leave everything behind. However, it won’t happen now. Slowly, it will be dull, hurt and grow up. Sometimes, when eating one’s meal, one will feel lonely and lonely as well. Looking through the canteen full of that person, he just didn’t meet the familiar one. Not now. I went back to enjoy my own meal alone, and then slowly thought about the next things, a bowl of soup and a box of rice, which sent me away. I don’t care about these anymore. I see more and see more, so I grow up. When I grow up, I can only run. I am afraid of falling down in the dark. I am losing while looking for it. What on earth is bravery? Hello tomorrow, those quiet music are the realm of watching mountains or mountains, water or water, indifferent attitude, height, world and everything like that seem to be very close, but there are so many things missing, I won’t run in the rain, stay in the rain, how can I get up if I fall down? Running with tears, the better you are, the more afraid you will get. Every day, there is something like an alarm reminding me. Every moment, when I stop doing nothing, that moment is the time when I am most afraid. So I kept learning, learning something messy. I wanted to go and do everything, but I couldn’t do anything and couldn’t do it well. I don’t know what I have done. Looking back, how sad and helpless it is. Looking at the silly hot air in instant noodles, I also saw my silly self. What can I do if I get used to this kind of life? I don’t know when it started to become so dull and sentimental. Habit is still a necessity. The world is very big. I am very small. I don’t care about these or everything here. At least I have it. I will study hard. Don’t want to eat anymore, go to sleep. Tired, lie down, everything is fine. In the early morning world, it is my first time to suffer from insomnia, and my first time to be so sensitive to sound, just like the sound of your uniform breath, that little change is just like the re-scale of time, the sound of electric current, the sound of the lamp was suddenly lit up, like desperately struggling and roaring, who was locked by the big lock who’s heart, my eyes looked at the world in a daze, curl up into the loneliness and loneliness under the thorn light, even if the whole world is sleeping, I wake up! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…