And loneliness

Loneliness gives many people a negative and pessimistic feeling. Lonely people have no friends. They are used to being alone. They come and go alone with their own shapes and shadows. They are quiet and don’t like the life of having more people to join in the fun. For me, it becomes more and more natural. Most of the time, I am a listener. Words became luxury, silence became gold. I wanted to say something, but the words came to an abrupt end. I accepted others’ kind words with a smile, but they were still so silent, so quiet and so casual. When this kind of life has been for some time, I have quietly liked the lonely life. Without one’s company, life has another elegant demeanour. I choose to exist alone, not because of the misfortune of life, nor the complaint to the society, nor the dissatisfaction to the people around me, which changes with cognition, I think it is natural. One’s own life is not out of the normal life track because of less contact with the outside world. On the contrary, a solitude person’s understanding of life, society, work and other aspects will be deeper and deeper, and will not be confined to the surface of prosperity and bustle, the sublimation of thought is a valuable treasure. Perceive others, gain insight into the society, enjoy the scenery, no longer linger in forms, do not let kindness go cold, and do not let indifference possess. In a quiet environment, I can think quietly about the experience of a day, a week, a month and a year. Distinguish between right and wrong, how to prevent mistakes from happening, how to make things better, and how to grow in things. Thinking about all kinds of things, the more you benefit. Only with thinking can more regrets be avoided. In the past, things that were going to be done were often messed up because of impulsion and impatience; Because they are always indecisive, they lose precious opportunities; Because of the spattering of saliva, they often say too much gain and loss to people, because they hate each other. Being alone makes me think back. When I am alone, it often makes me have a kind of purity of soul, and my heart has no distracting thoughts, so that my body and mind can be completely released. Everything is quiet, everything is vast, everything is clean, painless, no pain, no worry, no gain or loss, no success or failure, this time makes people feel comfortable. Little by little thoughts brought me back to the past, and brought me to today. After that, they took me to an unknown piece of silk, piece by piece, and slowly woven into a outline, sparkling in my mind, then I was beaming with joy and suddenly enlightened. Then, I made a pot of green tea, poured a cup of it, and tasted it slowly. The taste was not astringent or bitter, floating from my mouth to the five Zang and Six Bend. The whole body and spirit were refreshed, lasting for a long time. When you taste tea by yourself, your taste is not only the taste of tea, but also the rare freedom. Leisure time is relaxing and pleasant. A cup of ordinary green tea can be your favorite. I don’t like the noise outside any more and prefer to stay at home quietly. Reading books has become my favorite thing. I regard books as my bosom friend, although she doesn’t understand the amorous feelings. Obsessed with her, she was deeply attracted by the exciting and flying words, the beautiful words, the gripping sentences, the magnificent, carefree, sad and euphemistic and touching chapters, all the ripples in my heart. Walking into her world, I found countless past lives of you, me, him, her and the unreachable afterlife. This wonderful world can only be experienced in it. In every day and night, in the bright sunshine, in the soft moonlight, I am accompanied by incense books and ink, green trees and flowers, small bridges and running water, vast sea and blue sky. I am the only one in the world, accompanied by loneliness, and lonely for friends Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Northern love, our love

Ashamed to say, after several days of bloody battles day and night, the journey of Northern love finally came to an end. Every time I watched a play and closed the computer with both hands, there will be an inexplicable emptiness in my heart. The stool was still as cold as water, and my feet were numb and unconscious. Only the verdant potted plant at the corner of the table reminded me that the story was over and life had to continue, from the moment I closed the computer, everything had nothing to do with me. I am just a actor, and I shed tears in others’ stories. But to be honest, after watching Northern love, I have gained a lot. The success of a TV play does not lie in its high audience rating, instead, its ending left us in a daze period, unknown future and bohemian us with one and another question and answer that can only be relieved by ourselves. About Life, about youth, about bread, about love, about family affection, about friendship to live like Lin Xia, simple and Frank. Only by living in this way can you live freely, stick to your love and guard your faith, even if the road ahead is rough, even if one day, the person you love with all your strength, it will also become the Prince of others and the spoils for others to show off their youth capital. But at least, that person has appeared, maybe he just played the role of passer-by, maybe he just rode past your window with yellow mirror decals, maybe it is just a beautiful fault in your life, but that person accompanied you through youth, through love, into maturity, and met the most beautiful you in your most beautiful years. Every kind-hearted girl like Lin Xia would meet her own big medicine bottle, which contained all kinds of medicines. Although there was no forgetful water or regret medicine, there was full of love in it, full of melted love. Although the big medicine bottle was given to Lin Xia, he didn’t have the same heart as a madman, the youth and blood he deserved after 80 s, and the kind of soul he didn’t keep when he saw a madman every time, but the big medicine bottle gave her lack of sense of security, a harbor of soul and a safe harbor of life. Every time being hurt by a madman or youth, leaning on the firm shoulder of a big medicine bottle, it seems that all the disputes of honor and disgrace in the world have nothing to do with oneself. When you are tired, tired, crying, and bitter, there is someone sitting quietly with you, share your happiness and sadness. Lin Xia said that the arms of the big medicine bottle were the warmest, because he gave this simple girl the power to continue living. Love like a madman, love, crazy. The Madman’s self-exile was only intended to revenge his father’s mistakes when he was young and his father’s escape from the responsibility of marriage. The night club is full of light and wine, the noisy and bustling mockery, the crowded men and women, and the Madman just soaks in the flashy night club every day. For love, he always has his own words, love, only after experiencing countless women, he was in over thousands of flowers, but the leaves were not touched. Love became the only prop to prove his life. He didn’t know until he met Shen Bing, he had never loved at all. He thought he knew everything, but actually he knew nothing. The madman has defined love a lot. Seeing Shen Bing’s first sight, he instantly made the madman understand the true meaning of love. In the basketball court of Norda, the madman said that in the eyes of Xiao Meng and Shen Bing looking at each other, I found that I had never loved him at all, buddy, shen Bing made the madman really become a madman, without reason and out of control, knowing clearly that Shen Bing is a good buddy’s woman, knowing clearly that he and Xiaomeng’s Brotherhood, they knew clearly that they would not break up until the end of the world in 2012, but the madman fell in love without hesitation, and he couldn’t go back if he fell in love. The madman is actually a very lonely person, who is afraid of the prosperity of the city. When night falls, the lights are on, standing on the bridge of people coming and going, and the lonely little heart, I was exposed ruthlessly in the night, and my worry was magnified infinitely. He was always looking for peace in the hustle and bustle, just like the dripping lyrics that had been written to Lin Xia. The rain was patting the water, patter, patter, patter, patter, patter, patter, patter, patter, patter, who do you talk to in the lonely night? Who will wipe the sad tears, will he still care about him… the sincerity of the madman finally influenced Shen Bing’s heart, or took out the marriage certificate from his pocket to Lao Wu on that empty basketball court. The madman said Love, it is at a certain moment in your life, somewhere, when you meet someone, at the moment of Shi Guang thermal power, your life has changed since then… the love of a madman is so crazy, regardless of this, it can’t be resisted, and it’s rain or rain. In front of her mother’s tomb, Lin Xiadao had the helplessness of growing up. Growing up was a phenomenon that violated the laws of nature. Looking at herself forcefully, she was torn to pieces by years, but he had to accept this kind of growth… the madman said that Lin Xia was a good girl. He swore to his underground mother that if he could meet Lin Xia in the next life, he would marry her as his wife. Yes, the hope that the madman gave Lin Xia was so desperate… to follow like Shen Bing, without complaint or regret. Xiaomeng’s rental house is small but clean, narrow but warm. Because of love, material wealth cannot compare with spiritual abundance. Shen Bing was a girl like ice and snow, glittering, clear, simple and clean. She was the kind of person who followed her and wouldn’t let her go for the rest of her life. The shallow dimples, intoxicating smiles, black hair and delicate figure are just so refined, just like those who walk out of the painting, spotless, like what a madman said, with Xian Qi children. Since July 6th, 2007, I, Shen Bing, have never given up the person around me. I will be wherever he is, unless this person tells me personally that I don’t love you anymore, I don’t want you anymore… this is Shen Bing’s will not leave, no car, no house, no money, no power, just follow as always, just for this man, for this love, for this heart that will never change until death. Xiao Meng’s words, she came, because Xiao Meng needed her, so she came. When Xiaomeng had nothing, she was there. When Xiaomeng was rich, she left. When a madman had everything, she was not rare. When the madman was on the verge of bankruptcy, she came. Madman, With you, I will have the whole world. I will only treat you well in my life, because I will not be complete without you, and I will not be myself without you, if I leave you, I will die. If I leave you, I will lose my goal to live… think like Lao Wu, for him and for her. Lao Wu’s love for Xiao Xi has never ended. The four years of college were inseparable, the three years of graduation were on call, Xiao Xi’s relentless betrayal, Xiao Xi’s wound words, Xiao Xi’s vanity, he ignored them, xiao Xi needed it. He must put everything aside and come back to her first. He loved her so much that he didn’t know how to love, how to give up and how to forget. He had neither grand goals nor ambitions. He just wanted to find someone to accompany him for a lifetime and live a peaceful life. In front of interests, Xiao Xi, Xiao Wu and Wu Wei, he had been sticking to his belief all the time. He even did not hesitate to turn against his brother and alienate Xiao Wu, separated from Xiaoxi. He was always thinking of others. Lao Wu understood Xiao Xi’s leaving, because he couldn’t give her the luxury she wanted. Her dream was to be wrapped by Luxuries. He knew her, so he let her go because he loves her. Xiao Xi came back with scars and broken dreams. He accepted her without complaint or explanation, just because he still loved her. The madman was his brother. No matter the prosperity and loneliness of the Madman, he was always accompanied by him. Wu Di was just such a person who was persistent and invincible in the world. Regret like Xiao Xi, till death, endless. Xiao Xi is more beautiful than a flower, fresh and charming. In the simplest four years, she used to treat love as everything, just like all girls. But under the temptation of money, she gave up love and chose bread, which was good, the famous brand satisfied her original idea, but the truest one was getting farther and farther. Andy chose her just because she was beautiful and could handle it. After being exhausted, Yang Zixi left all kinds of famous brand shoes that she used to guard like her life, smashed her biggest dream of opening a flower shop, and harvested half-ripe youth everywhere. I thought that I would be the Changchun flower, and the flower would never be invincible, which would always be a dream; I thought that Wu Di would always stand on the cross road, waiting for himself to go home; I thought that money could satisfy all my greed, including happiness. He thought that Wu Di would come back to himself if he found the ring that died with love. But I forget that I am a flower, a flower that will wither and rot; But I forget that when you turn, he will also turn, the next intersection, you will not find his figure; But you forget that money is just something outside of your body, and you will not bring it to life or death. Lin Xia said that we thought we knew who we knew very well, but actually nobody knew. In fact, Xiao Xi was more stupid than anyone else… about Xiao Meng, this typical tragic figure, I don’t know how to describe him. It was the society that made him, and it was the society that defeated him. He is so cute that he has been guarding his cherry balls for seven years, but he has never changed his mind; He is hateful, hateful to abandon and forget righteousness, and he is captured by power; He is sad, it was so sad that even love could be marked clearly. Friendship was just a bargaining chip; He was so pitiful that he had everything, but nobody shared it with him. He always complained that it was the Bad World that changed him, the unfair world that destroyed him, and the world of fame and wealth that seduced him. But he forgot that it was your things that could not be bought with anything, and you could not keep them even if you didn’t try your best. Fairness and unfairness were just vanity that could not be changed at birth, but it can change the attitude of life. Xiao Wu’s motto is that his own tragedy is caused by himself and his responsibility is to the end. Life is based on happiness and love is based on reciprocity. Once upon a time, my dream was to become a woman like Xiao Wu, having her own career, being smart and capable, and living with knowledge and taste. However, it is difficult for me to become a climate with emotional nature. I know that being such a woman is just a superficial luster. Under a strong appearance, a soft heart is hidden, what you gain is not only the favor of others, but also the emptiness and loneliness of the whole night and the exhaustion of every moment. Wu Wei ignored Wu Di’s life belief at the last moment and at the end of his life, but his infatuation also touched everyone. Love turns everyone into a poet, cleanses the lead, he wrote that you are in New York and I am in beijing. I only do one thing. I love you professionally. If love can become a career, how good it would be. I will never leave early and I will never change my career. This is the term of office. The happiest job in the world is to be your professional lover. Do you want to cry, wu Wei has a thick diary, which records all thoughts and past. I also have a diary bearing my seven-year history. From the sixth grade of primary school to the completion of the college entrance examination, I was moved for the first time, holding hands for the first time, fighting for the first time, being brothers and brothers with boys for the first time, and I, it was the first time that I was criticized by teachers, and many of them were the first time that my childhood and youth became blank immediately after the college entrance examination. It seemed that I had never lived. Otherwise, please ask, what can I prove. The ending of Northern love was an ending without ending. The farewell letter sent by Lin Xia to the big medicine bottle had not been sent out yet. Fei Si was still spitting out cigarettes, and the whole picture was filled with smoke, da Hua was still drinking mineral water with his head carried, Lao Wu was still handing Xiao Xi the hot coffee, and the Madman was still waiting for Shen Bing to wake up with his special eyes. Everything is so static, everything is stopped like this, but the electronic watch hanging on the wall is still a countdown of one second. After all, time is not waiting for others, we can’t wait for others… we can’t go back after all. The ending of Northern love is decided by Chen Sicheng, while our ending is decided by ourselves. The ending of youth depends on the present, who will decide your ending. Goodbye, Northern love, goodbye, youth… (purely personal opinion, Beijing Love Story, worth watching, also worth waiting for…) Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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