Reading too late

People, when you don’t want to read books and don’t have enlightenment, you can’t read books by death. Carrying a schoolbag is just a decoration. When I want to read books, I feel that books are full of golden houses, and books are as bright as jade, so that I can get twice the result with half the effort, get through a little and never forget what I have seen. The family is not scholarly, and there is no book or shadow. I don’t know the habit of reading since I was young. My knowledge is shallow and I haven’t studied for a few years. I can’t remember the articles I read when I was a student. Maybe I haven’t read any. After years, I began to fall in love with reading. Books are the ladder of human progress. I climbed too late, but reading is not limited sooner or later, and there is no limit to learning. Reading is not necessarily called reading at school. Only when I can read it in my heart, readout feeling. Reading without purpose is real reading, not for fame, not for fame, and without pressure. When you are free, you can read it at will and enjoy yourself in the world of words, forgetting all the troubles and worries of the world, which is wonderful. It seems that I don’t dare to expect the school gate I am studying. It is depravity! If you defeat yourself first, there is no medicine to save. Maybe it was too late to get enlightened when I was young, and I didn’t think I was stupid, but the book was really disgraceful. I didn’t lay a good foundation. At first, I was neglected and denied by my teacher, which hurt my self-esteem in my young heart. Until now, I still have the plot of fearing teachers, especially when I met a primary school teacher, in fact, going to junior high school is still concerned and watched by some teachers. I, who can’t read books, also take up the breath of words. Maybe it is God’s arrangement. Shallow youth will not mature until I have experienced it. The end of a relationship, it made me less impetuous and reckless of newborn calf, becoming calm and even dull. I was lucky to start another journey of sailing quietly, and there was always a window open for me. The failure of emotion gave me the opportunity and energy to step into the threshold of reading and find another realm. The deep pages of the book were full of fragrance. At that time, it just ended a period of bleeding, but there was no painful emotion. I spent ten years of youth from the beginning to the complete end. To say something about harvest, the sick and sickly self and the little girl who didn’t understand the world were the concerns and pain points in my heart. It was quite strong. I propped up my own small world. I could have food to eat and heal my wounds. Then I lowered my head and buried myself in the piles of books to dispel loneliness and confusion, of course, I also want to enrich and improve myself. I feel a little ignorant and at a loss if I don’t read more books. Since I walked out of the school gate, I basically had no contact with books. In addition, I spent more than 10 years as a student. I spent a chaotic life without much ink in my belly and was empty, I don’t even know whose articles and words I have read in Chinese during my school days. When it comes to geography, I can’t tell the direction clearly. I’m afraid I can’t even find my home when I turn around. Speaking of history, I can’t distinguish the generals of dynasties from the three thousand ancient countries. The superficial youth was left by the coarse love. After people have experience, they can understand that they are young and don’t know the taste of sorrow, and they are eager to say sorrow to make new words. Now they know the taste of sorrow, and they want to say nothing. My eyebrows were filled with worries. After sitting alone behind the door at dusk, I said it would be a cool autumn. I began to force myself to read books in order to dispel the depression of emotions until I enjoyed it. I found silent fun and edification in the book, and no longer felt at a loss, which strengthened my hope of life. When reading books, you can’t stay in the story. If you don’t experience the fun of the words, the flexibility of the words can hardly make you take advantage of your aura, and you can see the graceful dance of jumping words in the empty spiritual world, through words, we can travel through time and space, feel the moon and breeze thousands of years ago, comprehend the true meaning of life one by one, and the talent and poetry of ancient ancestors through words. This is the realm of reading. Reading some crude magazines is not called reading, but reading stories at most. After reading, there will be no sense of coolness in the deep heart. I was recommended to read by readers very early. I like the philosophy in it. It is true in the ordinary and profound in the simple. I can always feel my soft heart and inspire my admiration for words. There is a road in the mountain of books. I think this road will never go to the end. The more I look at it, the more I feel that knowledge is simple and the vast sea of books. At that time, I still began to drink a mouthful of sweet water, which is very. Reading Song poetry is a teacher’s recommendation. Tang poetry is good, and Song poetry also has artistic conception. Therefore, I added a set of Tang Poetry and Song poetry Yuan Qu in my bookcase, and began to taste Song poetry. Whether the binding of books is not old, or I am not the material of reading. It is said that people who can’t read books don’t care about books, and the books have been broken several times. It is really a book that has been broken, and there is still grass inside. However, I was really attracted by the sadness and graceful sentences in the words. Zhu Fen is not deep, and the idle flowers are faint. The beautiful and refined sentences of spring are infatuated; The sand is on the pond, and the clouds are broken. The natural beauty of flowers and shadows is intoxicated. Words can play such a meaning, sigh unceasingly. Lonely boudoir, soft-hearted sorrow. When Spring goes, it will urge flowers and rain. Leaning against the handrail, just no mood! People in where? Groaning withered grass, monopoly return way. Such a feeling, read it to crush my heart. Feeling the charm or bitterness of words, I have forgotten my existence, indulged in the lines, indulged in the emotions of ancient beauties and scholars, either happy or sad. These are all incomprehensible and feelings when I was young. When I was young, how could I memorize those ancient prose by rote? It’s really hard to understand long live. Don’t be too late to study. It’s not too late to go to old school. After reading thousands of books, I am just a corner of my fur. But I still feel that books have saved my free soul, which makes me from confusion and ignorance to determination, superficial and empty to hidden inside, making me full of confidence without makeup. Women should read more books, which is more effective than any high-end cosmetics to wipe their faces, because only books can make your face never fade, and she will not fade with the growth of age. It is the nutrient integrated into the blood and has always been your most loyal beautician. It is also the shaper of your performance art, which is reflected in the elegance and calmness between one hand and one foot. A couplet is wonderful; Tea is also intoxicating without wine, and books can be fragrant without flowers. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. 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Those years

A long time ago, a friend told me that his biggest dream was just to be secretly loved by someone he had a crush on. Up to now, I have already broken contact with that friend, but I was surprised secretly that I remembered such a sentence so clearly, and I didn’t know whether his biggest dream had been realized. Life will never be like a movie, which is full of regrets and uncertainties. We have the shadow of male and female protagonists in the movie, but we may not have the ending like them. Suddenly I want to know what are you doing at the age of 17? Because when my friend said that to me, we were all 17 years old. At that time, were you in love at the beginning? Is it because that girl is struggling to fall asleep? Did you kiss her face and think you can stay with her forever? After so many years, after going through the university, we are about to graduate, and after reading so many stories of betrayal and separation, can we still swear for one person as before? Is the oath you said most seriously and muddled at that time precious, or is the oath you said to those who are hard to find after several years of wandering and struggling? I never got the answer to this question. In that year, you always complained about the poor food in the canteen, the endless homework and the occupation of PE classes by the head teacher. You liked someone that year. Maybe she was not good-looking and her grades were not as outstanding as Shen Jiayi. Maybe you liked her just because she smiled and said something to you at the school gate that day, that’s how you like it. In that year, you ran around for her birthday but didn’t let her know quietly; In that year, you talked with her on the phone until dawn. In fact, you were so sleepy that you couldn’t open your eyes; that year when you sent her home, she told you that we would be good friends for a lifetime, right? Shengsheng suppressed your confession. You always deliberately make all kinds of encounters in school, trying to make her feel that you are destined fate; You always pass notes to whisper belonging to you through half a class; when you hear the gossip about you in the class, you pretend to be angry but secretly happy that your names can be linked together. But then what? Maybe you started this relationship, maybe you didn’t, maybe there was another person around her, or maybe you spent your love with each other in your youth, but you didn’t get together. At that time, I always thought that I could be together after graduation, but when I really graduated, I couldn’t find any reason to be together. At a classmate party later, you finally told her that I liked you very much at that time. She stared at you and nodded hard and said, “Yes, me too. But you just smiled when you got the answer, I can’t tell whether I am sorry or sad in my heart. Time is a thief. I’m sorry that none of you can go back. You think she must have understood the time machine you ordered, and you think she must have heard the thank you in your heart, goodbye. After the news that “those years” was put on the screen came out, that friend even talked to me about the book that he secretly read in class at that time, and now it should be made into a movie. At that time, I never understood what Shen Jiayi said: There are many things in life that are useless, but we still have to experience. An instant already 4 years, year after year time flies to than to faster. After graduation, she went back to her alma mater. The previous classroom was still having classes, which was my biggest headache. The playground was crowded with people on the basketball court; Boys and girls were whispering secretly in the corridor; Canteen, conference room, the Red teaching building, everything is as usual. I suddenly realized that another name of youth was vain. It hasn’t changed all the time. It’s just a stop we passed by. We lost it after passing by, but there will be people passing by one after another. But we couldn’t go back after passing by. We had to look at it from a distance and miss it secretly. This kind of work was in vain, just as I liked her so much at that time, just as she waited for me in the cold wind for a long time, just as we still separated in the end. We finally went to see a May Day together that year. I couldn’t stay with you when you were the saddest. That year, you said we were not young and we couldn’t be capricious any more. On that day, I went to the concert alone; On that day, Chen Xinhong sang that gentle song again; In the early morning of that day, you called me, and I suddenly missed you when I heard that you were playing there, we didn’t say anything. On that day, my friend and I stood on the playground and sighed with emotion about the old days, but saw the younger we were squatting desperately. Another vain point of youth lies in that no matter how you live, you live through cherishing your heart, crazily and bravely. When you look back later, you will always feel that what you did was not good enough. Love will come again, but most of the protagonist is not the one you loved in your youth. When old friends leave, there will be new friends filling in, but the memories of youth can only be recalled together by former classmates and old friends. The most regretful thing is that youth will never come back, and the best days are gone. But I will still pay for those movies about the old days, because youth is just a rain and a cold, but I still want to go back and get it again. Even if we know that too many things are useless, even if we know that one day we will become quiet adults, even if we know that one day my ending with her is just separation, maybe even worse, we will become strangers, but we will still do it, and we will still start that relationship. After all, you are just willing to gamble. For that person, you are willing to bet and lose. In your youth, you can meet the person who you are willing to gamble for her and accompany you when you are the most ignorant and young. How lucky you are to meet that person, then why should we give up the rights we have for fear of losing? In this world, there is no emotion that is not ridged with holes. The only difference is how you treat it. Some people are destined to only put in your heart and disappear in your life. You know from the bottom of your heart that you love him, even though you can’t remember him. Because the love is so deep that you once thought you would never forget it. Until one day you find that those thoughts accumulated in your heart unexpectedly become invisible. At least she once made me feel that meeting her was a blessing. So, where will you be in the next four years? Youth slipped away quietly when I was still thinking about what youth was. I suddenly felt that the so-called 17-year-old, that tangled 17-year-old, that lonely and passionate 17-year-old, it seems like an illusion. Maybe one day you will suddenly think of him, who once made you look forward to tomorrow, but did not appear in your tomorrow at all. When you think of your 17-year-old relationship, you suddenly laugh out. How stupid you were at that time, but how stupid you were. If you miss that person, maybe it will be the same in your life. After the ebb and ebb, and after the sadness, May Day stayed, together with my so-called dream, accompanied me through every morning and every dusk. People who have lost their fate are not easy to meet even in the same city. Memories are becoming more and more beautiful, but the old days have trapped you inside. Yes, how beautiful the past was and how embarrassed it was to live. But when you were immersed in memory, you missed one person after another. How many people do you have to miss to meet the right one. Maybe one day we will find that what we miss so much is just ourselves at the beginning. Then, how many people guard a person in the name of friends in the best time of each other? That year, a tide named youth flooded US. When the tide ebbed, I sat on the beach with my whole body wet, watching my favorite girl waving her hands hard, happily wasting on the other side of life. The next time the waves come, they will take away the beautiful footprints that girls left on the beach, but I am still there. The girl’s appearance engraved in my heart will still be there. In those years, through the bitterness and simplicity of youth, your smile scattered in my eyes through the light, no matter how many years it will take to wait for the maturity of everything, at least I have always believed that meeting you, it is the luckiest thing in my life. 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