What should I do with the born lonely life?

Today, I accidentally saw a post about lonely life on the Internet, which suddenly resonated with me. Unconsciously, I was already an older man nearly 30 years old, it can almost be classified into the one who can’t marry a wife, but he is still looking for no direction. I experienced some emotional things in the first half of this year. Although it was over, I still haven’t recovered. I am a person who doesn’t believe in fortune-telling, but I still have to forget it, even if you give yourself some psychological hints. The fortune teller asked me for my eight characters, and asked me to throw three things like bronze coins six times. Then I looked at my palm, and the first sentence I said was that you were a lonely man, every time a friend is either tongue or empty, there is no plum blossom in the hit. After hearing what the master said, recalling the emotional events of these years seems to be like this. Every time when love comes, there will always be problems of one kind or another, then I would give up in the girl’s entanglement and sadness. In fact, there are not many older boys like me, and I am not that bad, but I always can’t solve the emotional problems. There is a boy around me who is very different from me. He has a special skill in coaxing girls. There are always many beautiful girls around me. Of course, he is much more handsome than me, but I really feel that he is not good at all except being handsome. Hey, when I encounter emotional problems, I will lower my IQ, which is almost zero, and it is at the mercy of others. What a trick, romance, all the tricks like playing hard to get and so on can’t be used, but even some sweet words feel that the vocabulary is limited, so I watched the girl run away after I was anxious. I am still very devoted to the girl I like. It is no problem whether it is love or spending money for others, but I always feel weak. I can’t tell what is bad on Earth. Anyway, it is uncomfortable, now I really hate why I didn’t have many objects in school at that time. I haven’t learned it well and I haven’t gained any experience of love. Now I am sad once, one of them ran away and thought that he would come back. There is a colleague who is two years younger than me in the unit who has been a girlfriend for five years. If there is no money, my girlfriend will get pocket money. What kind of clothes, razor and shoes are all given by my girlfriend, good, just like a person, so enviable, Why can’t I do it. Thinking about it carefully, I still lack the ability to fall in love in reality, and I always feel uncomfortable about those girls that make me excited. Even those girls that are interesting to me have been settled all of a sudden have not been maintained for too long, now I am kneeling down and begging others to love me, even if I don’t like it, I will have a look at me more. If I can master the soul-drawing technique and the technique of playing hard to get and then add the language art, I may be able to make a woman, both beautiful women and money women are attached to me. They want to be windy and rainy. But what I want is that reality is reality. When I am bored, I always scold the God why it is so unfair. Do you really give me a lonely life? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Can’t shake off these melancholy

Maybe it was because of the remote and backward countryside, without all the light thousand equipments, my only way to communicate with my friends was blocked. The day before yesterday, “prosperity is as sweet as the past” only left the end, but can not send out to meet friends, which regret and depression in my heart can not be said. In the face of helplessness, I am really helpless. I am not happy even though my words are beautiful and my passion is flying. Although it was sunny after rain, the sun was shining and the slight breeze was blowing slowly, the sky of my heart seemed to be overcast. Human is an emotional animal, I am a person who is too emotional; The diary in the heart of ordinary people is just for fun, but in my heart, I always feel that I don’t greet my friends, which is always a bad feeling in my heart. There are so many good friends caring for me in the space; The northeast, the capital and the grassland don’t give you a mood diary as a gift in all directions, which is very uncomfortable. When I was helpless, I had to comfort my lonely soul by adopting the hair that I had been used to for a long time. The habit of loving literature for many years has formed such a habit; That is to use my soul which I think is full of infinite imagination to let the wings of imagination fly to the fullest to make a great mood conversion. Lol. I will use the warmth of summer to dispel the cold of my body in winter; Use the enrichment of harvest in autumn to replace the barren years I once had; I often close my eyes in the scorching sun of summer and reverie: The beauty of spring is very charming, and those tender green leeks and fresh green grass make me feel relaxed and happy; And it seems to see early summer in front of the autumn wind Xiao Su, the season of red, thin, green and fat is so poetic. Sometimes I would make the sky of my heart show the bright moon in the long night, imagining that I was back to my youth, holding hands with my lover and strolling under the moon, the figure of the two people loved each other tightly. The refreshing glow of the warm moon of the bather was still used by my hair which was full of cakes to satisfy hunger. I used the method I invented to quench thirst, which was really great; spiritually enriched, no more hunger, no more sweetness in the mouth, no more thirst. Ha ha ha, I’m full of food and drink, and I’m full of energy. The sky of the soul is shining in the sun, and the Lake of the soul is full of blue and blue. The slight wind blows slowly and low, and the water and the sky are calm; I feel that my soul is high again, and the wings of the soul are full of tension, although there was no hope of Kunpeng, he also wanted to fly into the sky; The dark clouds in his heart had gone, and his depressed mood had disappeared. Well, my friends, I use flowers to present Buddha and others keyboard to make my mood happy. My soul dances with the beat of the keyboard. I use these not beautiful and gorgeous words to make my soul public; I use these simple emotions and the hair that I think is brilliant to replace, which can make my mood regain pleasure and happiness, and communicate with friends in my heart, looking forward to seeing your attention and care, I am satisfied. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…