Unfortunately I am Pisces

When you have time, you will no longer have enthusiasm for those things you once wanted to do. The funny thing was that the desire at that time was so strong that it seemed that what would happen if we didn’t do it. Now. How to explain your changes and how to comfort yourself will make you guilty. Spirit collapse. World is gray. If there is one day, death will become a necessity. No one knows how to face it. Sometimes, you really feel that the world is against you. There are so many people, why are you living such a mess and down? Why are you in such a mess and so miserable spirit. Maybe this is the foreshadowing of the cold and warm self-knowledge. No one can truly experience the happiness and sorrow of another person. Behind the seemingly monotonous fortune, it is still complicated and difficult to sort out. Please embrace your tears and welcome the next storm. All of a sudden, life is perfect without complaint. But happiness did not come as scheduled. I have been thinking about why I can’t live a relaxed and happy life even though everything I want is already in my hands. In this middle zone, if you can’t go back to the past you miss and fear the unpredictable future, you can’t put your heart somewhere. You should not fear. But you are still scared. You look at strangers in fear. You expect to get some rescue, but you won’t. No one can live for you. Even if you tremble with fear, some things will still sweep your world. Overturn your imagination. In this way, I fought with myself and chased the time step by step. [Tears are my favorite] I know my nature is hard to change. Sorrow lives in my body. No preparation, no wake-up. Tears are just a decoration. They are already cheap. But I still insist that no one can see through my sadness. No one could see my tears except the empty room, the tired light and the quiet night. Maintain a sense of pride among the crowd. No matter how many changes there are, the cloud and the wind should be light. You can’t see my mood, think I am rude, hate my cold heart. Good. I know my passion and don’t want it to burn anyone. So I don’t want anyone to approach me. The defects in my heart are destined to be hurt by those who are close to me. Although I am very sad, I will not give up, but the nature is hard to change. Always forget to grasp yourself at some time. Do you think I will live a unreal life like this. Every second I want to control my posture and keep pride. Don’t be so tired, OK. But only in this way can I protect myself. Sensitive and fragile heart. No matter how many times it has been injured, it will still be easily believed, and I can only protect it extremely. Who knows just counterproductive. I am very casual and alive. But it will also deliberately alienate. For those who want to get close, they will definitely explain frankly. However, everyone has rebellious mentality and has to do things that others have warned. So I was stupid and broken. What else can I do. The tears of my life are all flowing. [Nostalgia] a lot of thick feelings are hidden in such a narrow heart. So I often feel full of emotions. Need to vent. Some very subtle things can make you fall into the plot of feelings. Unable to extricate themselves. Hunt him down no matter where. Feelings always make you weak. See a book. A film. Listen to a song. Through Street. Those vibrant plants. A heavy rain that made people embarrassed. A strange game. Some nouns once mentioned. When did I whisper too much with you. The content penetrates into the memory. But the whole scene cannot be found. One piece by one, you can’t piece together a complete you, and you can’t restore a happy self. Once heavy sigh. Now it is just silence. Thank you for accompanying me to imagine and be crazy together. This paragraph can be written. Replace each other with memories and accompany you to the end of the world. Escape After. Return to each other’s belonging and track. I also have my own position. I can feel the existence. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The great whys of life

People who know me all say that I am a cheerful, humorous and carefree person with a full face of smiles every day. It seems that I never know what annoyance, pain, stress and tiredness are. Who knows that I am also a sentimental woman, but I hide my unhappiness and unhappiness in a place where no one can see. I don’t want to bring troubles to others because of my unhappiness. When suffering, I will shut myself in the House and cry silently. I like being lonely, thinking quietly by myself, staring at the vast sky in a daze, and writing down the things that cannot be told to others. Sometimes I also think about it, thinking that I will never wake up after sleeping like this, and I want to find a lonely life in a place nobody knows, I want to shut myself in a small room and be isolated from the world …… maybe I am really tired, maybe I am not strong enough, maybe I escape from reality, or maybe I am mediocre, maybe I am a weak woman, maybe I expect too much, maybe I also want someone to share my responsibility, maybe I am really bitter and want to release myself, maybe it is too much pressure that makes me confused and confused. What we see is always the beautiful sunshine side of people, is it? Who has no pain, who is not tired, who has no pain that cannot be told, who has no helplessness and disappointment. You see, why do those stars and celebrities choose suicide if they are successful in their careers? What we see is just the halo above their heads. Who can really understand their inner pain and despair?. We persuade and enlighten others to be open to everything. Life is too short, laughter is also a day, worry is also a day, why not live happily every day. Can we see through the world of mortals, be carefree and laugh at life? Can you really afford it? We are not gods. We are just ordinary people. We are people with joys and sorrows, seven emotions and six Desires. We have thoughts and hopes. Maybe this is the real life, colorful life. This is the real us.. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…