Balcony

The sun is going to set. It seems that after a whole day’s consumption, the light is not dazzling, dragging a slightly tired body and slowly sinking. I am leaning against the balcony, enjoying the residual temperature left by the sunshine, looking at the old “besieged city”, there were several Fawu standing silently beside the road in dilapidated disguise, with sad low-back music beside the ears. The sun still rested on the top of the mountain, but now the sharp spirit which was completely polished became round, shy and at a loss; The sky was very pure and quiet, and the clean contiguous clouds could not be found. Finally, it felt really bored. It didn’t endure the loneliness any more. The Blush on its face disappeared quietly, leaving only a piece of Western Sky blushed by it. The night took this opportunity and came secretly. Balcony, or that balcony. I often wonder: why is it called balcony? Now that crescent moon has appeared, it should be called platform. If it was the night of the full moon and the moonlight on the balcony, I would feel uncomfortable and poetic. Probably the function is that most people who have balconies are used for drying clothes. It would be more awkward if you could show your clothes on the platform. I had to enlighten myself like this, so I felt much better. In fact, the balcony is not easy either. It carries cool clothes and sundries throughout the year, plants flowers and plants, and the sun is just fine. It has to go through the torture of wind and rain, and I will be misunderstood by unreasonable people like me. At the beginning, calling the balcony may also have a yearning for beauty, making this platform full of sunshine and warmth, less obscure and hostile, and the place with light should be transparent even if there is shadow, you can always see the truth. Therefore, no matter in the daytime or at night, I am still very attached to this balcony. I often look at the bustling smoke and clouds through the balcony, the Four Seasons scenery outside the window, and the hurried passers-, and the joy and pain behind them. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Also said confusion haha

Confucius was not confused when he was 40 years ago, but today’s people, let alone 40, still have a lot of confusion and confusion. Many people can’t even live to death. Is the ancients too wise? Or is today’s society too complicated? Confusion, in my understanding, is that my heart is not clear enough about things from the inner and external world, so it can not achieve the smoothness of thought and the freedom of soul. No doubt, it is natural to know all the things from the outside and the inside, so the whole person is in a state of unobstructed freedom. I always associate confusion with one’s soul. Zhou Guoping said that if one’s mind collapsed, one can rebuild, and if one’s heart collapsed, one can also rebuild, but if one’s soul collapsed, one can no longer rebuild. In today’s era, how common people with collapsed souls are! You see, he thinks himself a good person from the inside, and he always thinks that society is unfair to him. He did nothing without the participation of his soul, because his soul collapsed; He also did not have the basic principles of belief and viewing things. He always looked at the present world with a cynical attitude, and thought he had already realized! This is the characteristic of this kind of people. However, some other people lost themselves in the complicated real world. These people always do some strange things involuntarily and involuntarily. In fact, this kind of people’s mind is extremely soft and kind. However, it is precisely because they have a soft and kind mind that they are always controlled by those dignified and cynical people. Therefore, their originally beautiful mind changes because of external things, even these kind-hearted people have a cynical attitude towards the real world later!? In this quiet night, for confusion and confusion, I fell into a strange meditation: Your heart is looking for something to rely on, what you are looking for is to place your soul, or spiritual sustenance. If it is love, if you can’t actually own her, your soul will float; Your heart will be empty. However, if you have him, even if you don’t live with him, your heart will be full, and you will feel that life is real. This has nothing to do with one’s quality and morality, but comes from the search and support of life itself. Life itself is superior to morality, quality and all other things. It is the best thing for you to be with the people you love; However, sometimes life cannot let two people in love be together. The reason why you feel tired and confused lies in the conflict between your inherent thoughts and real life, that is, each of us originally hoped that our lives could be complete and unified. However, life is not like this. Life interprets and interprets different life values and meanings in other forms. To some extent, this is exactly the charm of life. If life is as perfect and unified as we hope, then life will actually become dull because there is no suspense and variables. Then, what we live is not human life, but God’s life; But God’s life is actually boring and meaningless. Therefore, when we are faced with troubles, we tell ourselves that the reason why I am like this is that I am a living person.. People’s life is always full of troubles. Moreover, the more people know, the more troubles will be; The deeper the degree of troubles will be. People who know more; The only way out is to know more; In order to relieve their inner troubles. But the fact is that these troubles can never be eliminated. People are so strange that he should work hard on things that he knows there is no result! And this is exactly where the greatness of human beings lies; It is because human beings have the spirit of pursuing diligently that they call them human beings. Human beings have been able to break through the defects and troubles existing in human beings little by little in the accumulated years, thus making human beings themselves constantly perfect day by day. When human beings break through a bottleneck, they will always be suddenly enlightened in their hearts and indulged in the narcissism that they are gods for a short time. However, it is always like this. Troubles have never been completely eliminated in people’s hearts. Because you are a person, you will have troubles; Because your heart is full of troubles, you are a living person. Perplexity and confusion are the unique group characteristics of human beings. My fantasy is illogical and worthless. When we encounter troubles and obstacles from our hearts, we are always easy to lose our minds. I think one of the most important factors is the proof of the general lack of faith in people’s hearts. If a person has a clear belief in his heart, then he may also encounter short-term troubles and confusion. However, the belief in his heart can finally lead him out of the maze, return to a peaceful and peaceful state of mind. On the contrary, if a person has no faith in his heart, then he is completely likely to be lost in himself and walk through his inner maze endlessly, even his cynical attitude towards the outside world is completely unknown. I don’t know how to judge such a person who holds a cynical attitude towards society in a lost state. But I can be sure of one thing, that is, a soft and kind-hearted person should keep alert to such kind of person and keep distance. You know, he is a person whose soul collapsed, not what you can save, what you can do, It seems that I just keep a distance from him so that I don’t suffer unnecessary injuries from him. If you have already started to be cynical, then. Nothing I say is useless. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Lakes life

When I read martial arts novels in my childhood, I admire all kinds of heroes! Those stories of happiness, kindness and hatred are vivid in my mind. I often dream in my sleep that I have learned a good martial arts, a sword at my waist, a jade flute in my hand, a white dress, and stride on the jianghu Road, I came to a misty mountain and looked at the floating white clouds under my feet. A breeze blew my clothes. I played a jade flute against the dreamy mountain, the melodious and melodious voice passed through the mountain and drifted to a distant place where a beautiful woman was dancing. I smiled happily. My mother woke me up and asked me what I was laughing? I said: Mom, I dreamed of a very beautiful woman! My mother teased me and said: Don’t be shy! Only 13 or 14 years old, I dreamed of having a wife! I couldn’t help laughing. Although life was hard at that time, the dream of martial arts had already rooted in my heart. Now I have grown up, experienced too many wind and rain in the world, and suffered all the sufferings that ordinary people can hardly imagine. For my dream of martial arts, I studied hard to make up for the situation that forced me back then, the regret brought by dropping out of school too early. In the days after returning to school, I often stayed up late to read books and do exercises. For this reason, I got a strange disease. It is difficult to stop my nosebleed every time. This strange disease unexpectedly lasted for many years. I remember once when I got up in the middle of the night and found that there was nosebleeds. I was very scared and ran to the medical station to seek a doctor. At that time, the doctor was the neighbor’s sister Cai Ye, not long after she entered the medical station, she didn’t know how to treat it. She just knew that there was an injection called ephedrine, which could stop bleeding. He injected an injection into my nostril, and I felt a burst of cold in my nostril, but before long there was still bleeding from my nose, so I had no choice but to plug it with cotton balls. However, I didn’t expect that the blood from my nose could not flow out of my nostril, and it unexpectedly flowed out of my throat. That time scared me, and at last. At that time, I was just 16 years old, and I was in puberty. My nosebleeds were due to blood fever. This is what I heard later from Yangmin, the authoritative doctor in the village. Yangmin elder brother used to work in the county hospital. Because his parents accepted one of his sons, they were called back by their parents and treated the villagers in our village medical station. His medical skill is very high. My nosebleeds are the prescriptions specially prescribed for my body after he carefully developed Chinese herbal medicine, I didn’t expect that a rural doctor had cured my persistent illness for many years. I was in the same generation with him and often joked with him: brother Min, you are the God doctor Hua Tuo alive! Brother min thought highly of my illness, so I made continuous progress in my study. Finally, relying on my own efforts, I was admitted to the National School and became a national staff who was extremely admired by the rural people at that time. In my opinion, the rural medical practice of brother Min was like walking around the world. He was using his wisdom and kindness to relieve the illness for the common people Day by day, what is the difference between this practice and the medical sage walking in the arena in ancient times? Now I am over fifty years old and have experienced too many vicissitudes. I have already seen through the world of mortals. Just like ordinary people, I lived a normal life after getting married and having children, but deep down in my heart, I still had my own ideals and pursuits! The reason why I took pains to write a lot of long martial arts novels is that I was fascinated by my dream of martial arts in my childhood. I often imagine such a picture in my heart: a strange peak stands up, in the Valley, a few birds circled leisurely on the white clouds. At this moment, on the mountain path, a handsome young man, with a blue cloud sword on his waist and a jade flute in his hand, stood in the wind, facing the blue air towards the valley, the beautiful and melodious music of the player a large group of martial monks were fighting in the distance. The Shouting went through the valley and went away with the wind. The handsome boy jumped down and slowly landed in the deep of the valley, bend your hands down and reach into the clear stream, which reflects the handsome eyebrows and eyes of young people. In fact, where is life? But since ancient times, there have been rules of playing games. 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