Leaf fall winter

I looked up at the top of the tree, with faint sunshine. Through the sparse branches of the leaves, there was a thin mist floating in the air. When the wind blew, a few leaves fell down. After a few rounds of feeble beating in the air, they finally landed, make a clear collision sound. There is a cold breath in the air, which is trying to erode my remaining warmth. There is a grove behind the village. I like the feeling of walking in it, stepping on fallen leaves and listening to the sound of broken dead leaves. I once doubted whether I had a tendency to destroy myself, but it was just that kind of feeling. In the sound of blade fragmentation, I once felt the joy from my heart again and again. Yes, it is joy, not melancholy. Until there was only a field with withered leaves and withered brown weeds left in my eyes, there was no such joy in my heart. Maybe I was tired, or I was sober. In short, at that moment, it was extremely sad. As if, I was once a leaf on that tree, falling helplessly after a cold wind, together with my dreams that I once thought proud of myself. Then, they collided and broke in the interlaced branches at the moment of landing. The mottled wall vaguely depicts the handwriting of yesterday, and the immature strokes and pairs of innocent eyes. Among those messy Nicks, there was a delusion that I was once at a loss. But now, where are those playmates who have left traces? Will they return to the place where they left at first when the last leaf of this year fell. The intoxicating melody is floating around my ears again, but why is it so sad now? Looking back on the invisible place, there is the rhythm we used to sing together. In the winter of that year, in the snow field of northern China, I looked at each other silently, staring at the cold ocean, and the song I liked at that time was played on my mobile phone. There was a lot of snow in that year in my memory, and finally it was in a day when snowflakes flew down, one side of each other. Then, the memory becomes long, with the flavor of Durian Candy. Memory is not a happy or sad thing, but recalling those broken chapters that cannot go back is a melancholy dark sorrow. Fortunately, there will be news from each other in our memory. What we miss may be just the past and each other, not the present. Now, we have already been different. The words lightly knocked down by the fingertips are like fragments stripped from the memory. We try our best to restore a perfect past. However, it failed after all. Perhaps, we can choose to draw a perfect outline, but we can’t fill in the color during the period. We can create a perfect past, but what can we do? Now we are not in the end of the world. Whether we restore the past or create a past, it is our own wishful thinking, nothing about the present, not to mention the future, what we have, it is still a moment that has become a reality without change. Then, the words at a loss are some vague words. There must be cause and effect when everything happens. It has its beginning and its end. If spring is the season of vegetation recovery, then we can regard spring as the beginning of a cycle, and then winter is the end of that cycle. While summer and autumn can be counted as the development of reincarnation, prosperity and recession. In this way, winter is a season suitable for making a summary. The End of completing a reincarnation is to drink a bowl of Meng Po soup and forget all this reincarnation. Just like those leaves, they will eventually fall out in winter and then spread out in the next spring. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I lost consciousness

I got up in the morning and touched the bandage on my head, feeling my head still slightly painful, thinking of the shock last night. At 12 o’clock in the middle of the night, I suddenly felt that my stomach hurt badly, which was like a storm. I also felt that I wanted to vomit. If I turned on the light, I felt that my face must be very pale at that time. I didn’t eat anything! I muttered, and there was a feeling that I couldn’t stick to it. I am busy calling my husband, I have to go to the bathroom, I am going to vomit! My husband was busy getting out of the way, but I lost consciousness after saying this! Because it was too late to turn on the light, my husband didn’t know my specific situation either. I don’t know how I got off the bed or how I got to the door. My husband said, I heard that I was twisting the door, and then there was a splash, so I didn’t make any noise. My husband jumped off the bed hurriedly, turned on the light, and saw me lying on the ground with my head against the wall, shocked! My husband wanted to carry me to bed, but my pajamas were wet. It turned out that even my urine was incontinent! At this time, my husband was really frightened and called me. I just hummed faintly, so I didn’t know anything. I only vaguely felt that my body was heavy and heavy, my husband is holding me on the bed hard. I don’t know how long after that, I finally got a little conscious. I heard my husband calling me: Han Shuang, Han Shuang, where is your clothes? Let’s go to hospital! Where is my clothes? What did you say? I don’t understand. I said to my husband weakly. Where is the clothes you used to wear? Your clothes are wet. I’ll change them for you so that we can go to the hospital. My husband repeated it again. Where is my clothes? Where is my clothes? I said to myself. Why don’t I understand the meaning of this sentence? I thought hard and didn’t come up with anything to say. Then he said, let me think about it! After thinking for a long time, I still didn’t understand the meaning of this sentence. At this time, my husband had woken up a pair of sleeping daughters while I was thinking. They all rubbed their eyes and didn’t know what happened. The boss responded quickly. When he heard that his mother was going to the hospital, he put on clothes hurriedly and then helped to put on clothes for the second child. However, at this time my husband had turned on the light, but I couldn’t see their faces completely. I just felt a Blur shaking in front of my eyes. At this time, although I couldn’t understand what others meant, I was already a little clear in my heart. I said: Destroyed, finished, my eyes can’t see! My husband shook in front of my eyes with five fingers, but I tried to open my eyes wide and still couldn’t see it. At that time, I suddenly had a very sad feeling, so scared! I don’t know what kind of strange disease I have! I still have two children, how will I live in the future! Thinking in my heart, I just want to cry. My husband advised me to go to the hospital to have a look. We are young, what disease can we get? Both of my daughters were well dressed, and my husband also found my clothes and helped me put them on. In this way, there were four people in the family. My husband was holding my little daughter, and my eldest daughter was holding my hand, following her husband. My legs were soft, and I stumbled all the way to find a car. We walked on the street in late autumn. It was already over 12 o’clock in the middle of the night. Fortunately, there are drivers in the city. I was taken into the hospital by my husband like a nerd. The doctor first asked about the condition, then asked us to do CT. Did you say that you hurt your brain? The result of the inspection came out quickly, everything is normal! My husband breathed a sigh of relief and said, as long as the brain does not fall, it is good! Maybe it was because of the cold wind blowing, maybe it was because my illness was not severe. I slowly woke up and thought normally. After nearly three hours, the doctor bandaged the wound and finally returned home. My husband found that the door suction in the corner of the wall was knocked off by me. No wonder my head was broken! The doctor didn’t find any substantial illness either. He said, maybe it was because of my weak body, low blood sugar and fierce rise, so I fainted. However, this false alarm indeed sounded the alarm for myself. My body is so important! It seems to be strong, but it is also very fragile! It is not easy for people to reach middle age! In the few minutes when my life lost consciousness, it really made me realize the value of life and how good it is to live healthily! I just want to say to everyone: Please cherish our health, and please cherish our life! Don’t know its value until it is lost! Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Women need to care, men also need to care

Hello, I don’t know your name, let’s call you that for the moment. First of all, I want to thank you for the happiness you have brought me over a month. Your net name is that happiness goes with each other. If you get good, you will be as famous as others. Although we have never met before, I can feel what kind of woman you are. That day, I said you were a woman like water, so you said you could do it. You should know that water is soft and rigid. Water can not only moisten all things and make them grow as much as possible, but also not fight for utility with all things. It can be said that it is the most gentle and kind. At the same time, it is also the strongest and most aggressive. That day, after you told me about your confusion, it was always entangled in my heart. Because I had already treated you as a friend, your business became my business imperceptibly. From the contact with you, I know that you are a capable, beautiful, enthusiastic and generous person, because of this, there is no lack of admirers and pursuers beside you and as I told you that day, you are at the age of charming and dignified. In addition, you have nothing to blame for your family contribution. No matter relatives or friends, you have handled it in good order. In the eyes of all, you are virtuous, gentle, and knowledgeable. Secondly, you still have a relaxed, appropriate and profitable business to do. Maybe you will say that all of these come from your years of hard work. Yes, a little more, you are still a strong woman! When you leave, the car will fly, and when you enter, the servant (at least there are waiters) will serve you. How noble. In addition to the particularity of your career, as time goes by, it is inevitable that you don’t have any complaints or unhappiness in your heart. Unconsciously, he wants to talk to you without hesitation, because you always have your reasons and explanations. However, once a man is annoyed, he just wants to drink and make himself confused. In fact, he loves you, but his love is slowly hidden in your every confident (or high above) words. There is a sentence that everyone understands: behind a successful man, there must be an extraordinary woman. Similarly, behind a successful woman, there must be an extraordinary man. And he is willing to be ordinary. I have been supporting you silently behind you. And his love for home has not decreased at all, which is enough to show that he loves you and this family. Of course, no matter how beautiful a person is, there are many worries behind her, and no matter how annoying or worried you are, you will not tell your relatives and people around you, so sometimes you will feel inexplicable loneliness and loneliness. So you fell in love with bustle, or playing cards and dancing. Therefore, you like to chat with a group of people from all over the world who are acquainted or not, or to say that you like loneliness and loneliness. Many times you even don’t care that he is beside you, but you are happy in your online chat. Imagine that your love in those years was not vigorous, but also the appearance of a talented woman, free love. Do you know, maybe in your husband’s heart, he would rather live the day when he rode a motorcycle and you hugged him and sat behind him. How considerate you were then. Life is not as rich as it is now, but it is full of flavor. Each other is willing to make any sacrifice for each other, and the only desire is to make more money. Let the other party live a good life. For a long time, the secular concept is that men are the only ones, while women are the only ones, and you can say that you are running neck and neck, which is certainly very good. As you said, because of the geographical and human nature, you have succeeded and become rich people. You can spend a lot of money without beating your heart or blinking your eyes. In the eyes of many people, this society has everything if you have money. In fact, maybe your husband’s feelings are the most important. Of course, you always think so, but in the impetuous reality, it may be transferred slowly. Therefore, I hope you can care more about what he thinks and how he feels. Good? No longer talking about high and low for some trivial matters, Dispute win. Instead, keep silent appropriately or change the topic. Because maybe too many times, the adjustment of atmosphere is in women’s hands, or women can better grasp the atmosphere. Perhaps, you will feel that you are wronged. It is clearly that he is cold and hot to you. Why do you account for you. Yes, it is not easy for men to fight outside, let alone women to start a business, which is even more difficult, and they have also made their own careers and achievements. Only you can truly feel the taste of this. How sad and how difficult it is, is it because I can speak a few words! And after success, people will suffer from envy and even misunderstanding. As a beloved man, women certainly hope to get his care and support. Whether it is material or emotional, of course, from your current situation, it is more emotional comfort and sincere trust! However, he may travel outside most of the time. No matter whether you are tired or not during the day, he will go home to take care of the housework and accompany his son to finish his homework. When he is free, he also wants to find someone to pour out his joys and sorrows in his heart. At this time, he may be too busy to answer your phone, or he may neglect it for a while, the cellphone forgot to charge for several days in a row. If you encounter similar situations, you will surely think wildly and constantly upgrade and expand. Fortunately, your reason defeated your impulse, which didn’t make you bear the title of tigress. Here I would like to congratulate you on maintaining your good image in your life circle. When he was looking forward to his coming back, he looked at his busy life and looked at your man with smile and peace. How much love was in his heart. There is no question like the roar of a lion in Hedong, but only the expression of bitterness. Your man may be a rough man who doesn’t understand the amorous feelings, or a simple and honest man. And as long as you have him around, you will not care about all the previous assumptions, and everything will disappear. The family is talking and laughing, happy, this is happiness! Know? Finally, I wish you happiness forever and happiness forever! Your friend: like fire Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Tobacco avian fine fragrance

Inadvertently into lan mo blog, like her words of that simple and indifferent, clear text, peace of mind, let you inadvertently were negated Zen of quietly elegant and quiet the infection. Read the heading, just know she cites of Zhu Xi in the sentence tobacco avian fine fragrance, I also was immediately this sentence diffuse poetic attracted. Perhaps because home someone Buddhist reason, perhaps those free from reality ethereal brought me a different kind of feeling, even if I’m not like sister and mother devout Buddhist, but I still believe heart consonance artistic conception, also like in those Zen temporarily forget earthly distractions. Although I was not like tea, but I like smell-shrouded realm, as I like in free of a special day, piously worship to the gods, I also like smoggy state, dilute red earthly in all of the dirty and dark. Yunnan is Flower Kingdom tea and is the home. I honor growth in Yunnan this rich and beautiful land, year round without big changes of climate, not only let me always ornamental forms and different types of colorful flowers, small can also personally feel tea garden refreshing breath, can see for various tea from germination to leaf even withered process, of course also know how they from tree picking and extracted. People often think of tea, tobacco, alcohol and mention. Maybe these words are commonplace, separate and not many novelty,-smoke two words together, have a different kind of charm, you think that ruoyouruowu black hair, that exceedingly sentimental sad, that melancholy unprovoked eyes, that thousand words dihuai, that Madadayo Nana of a lvhen whenever tobacco sell, always appreciate a limpid clean Zen, appreciate some as a mirage illusory helpless and melancholy, enough to let a person feeling smoke is a tempting words, can give a person a lot of imagination space. If not inadvertently read tobacco avian fine fragrance such poetic sentence, I don’t even know it is from how a complete quatrains? So this is from Zhu Xi of the cha zao “quoting them, you listen to, Xian Weng left stoves, the water in the central wan. Drink strike Ark to, tobacco avian fine fragrance. How amazing this slovenly triumph, charm Tiancheng quotes, after reading still feel lingering fragrance mouthful, boundless. If not inadvertently learned so a poem, I don’t know tobacco origin, more know the following about tobacco allusions. Seems at times, between people, between heart and heart, and soul to soul, do still have some same arguments that maybe it was ping chang dao unclear said of unknown reason. According to records: poetry have tobacco mapping Shanqi, wine flag near breakwater oblique (Lu You Hushan “), and outside no jiu zhai, mountains only tobacco (land treatment the problem tea cooking map”) tea and other tea alcohol and mention of verse, someone then thought ancients also like like us now enjoy tea, tobacco and alcohol, that’s wrong. Tea and wine has a long history in our country, smoking is modern things. In fact, poem in tobacco is ancients poetry commonly used words combination, refers to tea tea. Because, the ancients unlike modern people have boiling water convenient as, and like boil medicine general, first tea cooked grinding fine, boil water, then tea into water. The ancients thought tea fuel to Jian charcoal for on, and to first test fire, remove smoke, become live fire rear-tea. Tang Wen Tingyun the tea-picking recorded “load Tang Li Yao language cloud tea shall slow fire moxibustion, live fire fried. Live fire predicate charcoal of flaming. ming tian Yihong the cook spring pieces “cloud: test fire head in water. Test the water Open Book Xu times Shu “tea Shu” said carbon Cook it make red, to its yan yan. Bai Juyi “sleep after tea xing yi Yang state” has one red furnace carbon party blazing, mean this live fire tea cooking. Of the ancients experience is tea cooking most avoid smoke. tang su yi sixteen soup “will smoke boiled tea called Big Magic soup, is di shi liu and the worst. “Tea Shu” also think flue gas soup, soup will useless. Because tea in kao cha, test fire, cooking can not be separated from fire, because fire smoke, and tea also always with smoke together, as long as there is smoke, glance to tea, smoke in the poem has become tea activity of refers to substitute. Tang Qi Ji the taste tea “has one stone house late smoke, loose window Anvil sound, spirit the and hyperactivity lay green shan tan tea” has one wild spring fireworks to take the white clouds, sitting and drinking fragrant tea, love this life, Liu Yuxi the autumn have hong ju Mage Temple “has one passengers tea smoke, Qing Zheng Banqiao the small garden” has one zhu jian smoke call tea. Some people think that tobacco refers to tea floating gas, such as floating smoke. This is the ancient and modern tea method No difference clear of so. So, my mother myself at fires boil of tank tea would also well continuation of the ancient tea culture of traditional, just, because the changes of the times, tea drinkers gradually increased, quick method has increased that with fire warmth of tank tea also slowly become some long recollection. I know that tea actually drink of is a kind of mood, should and tea itself is good or bad has nothing. Although don’t understand tea ceremony,-I enjoyed reading understand this art of people the wonderful performances, I like watching tea in their hands changes into various color, smell different light scent. Sometimes, because of some trivia affects mood, but read some warm and elegant text, take your tobacco avian fine fragrance of poetic, let I also have stallion up making a pot of tea of impulse, made me want to this bright spring, feel a different kind of ethereal and beautiful, want those elegant fragrance slowly contaminated my soul, as if those unhappy suddenly into Yunyan, legacy a good mood such as that wisps of tea, gently floating, slowly deep soul depths. Such moments, I thought back to the crisp thick tea garden, as if in picking that risked cusp in tea. At this time, gently breeze, warm sunshine slip, slowly aftertaste their life, read the mood of the day, quietly filter out depressed and troubles, ordinary life can also so beautiful. 2012.03.18 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…