2011, thank you for having you all the way

It is said that Wuhan was covered by heavy fog on the first morning of 2012. I don’t know if this indicates anything. I just know that I opened my tired eyes, when I climbed up from the shallow consciousness in my dream bleary, the strong light of the fluorescent lamp made my pupil wet. The first thing I woke up, I used to find out my mobile phone from the soft, hot belly of the bear. Several unread text messages flickering on the screen, which are blessings from friends, from the heart and sincerity. The mobile phone time showed that 1.1.12:59, 2012. I was not sensitive to numbers, and only at this moment did I realize that the new year really began. The Pointer of time did not stop moving because I passed by in a muddle, the annual rings of time begin to leave marks on some tiny parts of your body ruthlessly. I don’t know whether the old time has pulled out my bones or added frightening crow’s feet in the corner of your eyes. Staring at a few numbers on the screen, I was dumbfounded, trying to recall what kind of mood and posture I was passing by yesterday. The picture in my mind quickly went backwards at the speed of light. The clock turned back to 1: 30 on December 31, 2010. I was wandering on the way to the boys’ dormitory with my work permit. The atmosphere of festivals permeated every corner of the campus, colorful Balloons, red Chinese festivals and small and lovely red lanterns are wrapped between trees, surrounded by every lonely little atrium. The thick atmosphere of New Year’s Day evokes my heavy homesickness plot. The deep pool that I don’t want to be touched is still confused. Is it okay for relatives in the distance? I heard that it snowed at home, and the snowflakes covered my hometown White, will there be swarms of sparrows coming for food after the heavy snow? Does dad still like to go out early and come back late? Does mom still prefer the small cards of Hatchet? Does the egg-pouring ghost go out cleanly and come back dirty every day, is the reservoir in front of the door still rippling? Is there still a crowd of people talking about life on the long dam every night? Is the sunset on the top of the mountain so beautiful that people are intoxicated? I am a little sensational, it is always easy to be touched by some small things. The tears enchanted by 37 degrees Celsius in the corner of my eyes look up at the sky from the perspective of 45 degrees. The tears flow back to my heart without moving, which is just right. The uncle in the boys’ dormitory on the first floor, who was so familiar with every wrinkle, said hello to me straightly and quickly finished the registration, as if it had become one of my habits. Shuttling back and forth in the boys’ dormitory, it automatically blocked every surprised expression passing by, stepping on my high-heeled shoes without changing color, humming a song and passing. Unfortunately, maybe it was because of this that I missed a handsome guy who looked more beautiful. The number of times of being anthomaniac became less and less with age. Maybe I was really old. He played paper cutting art with Xixi, Xiaoxue and pig. In front of my little assistant, except for the meeting, I was a little bit like a senior student. Every moment I met, I was as stupid as a child. In the empty activity room, I was scared and quiet, singing habitually, and the sound of single cycle reminded me that I was not alone all the time. Recently, I fell in love with Liu Liyang’s “The Queen”. I am jealous of your love, which is as vigorous as a Queen, like a queen with high personal spirit. But he was strangled by the hateful xixi. He who liked to pretend to be an adult could never get rid of the image of a child. Zhu (Zhu Lingning), I always say that he is like a girl. Recently, he has suffered a little love injury. It seems to be less lively, but he is still as cute. He, who was never used to using full stop, had the same habit as me. Every text message was full of ellipsis. I heard that such a child had great kindness in his heart. I knew, his heart was very soft. Xiaoxue (Wang Yuxue) confused me in a moment with a lovely word. This child was too lethal to withstand. TVXQ took root in every cell of her. Characters like gods fascinated this girl like fans. For the first time, I have experienced the inner world of the star chaser. This little kid, who doesn’t know how to say it, can never say it clearly, maybe he knows it too well, maybe I was too ignorant of the fact that after grinding in the activity room for about three hours, I finally ended up with a board covered with yellow strips. The preparation work on the second floor of the second canteen was coming to an end. Looking at the busy figures of all kinds of people, standing in the middle of the crowd, I was at a loss immediately. Holding my computer with Mao Mao, I experienced the fun of a silent movie in the uproar. At last, I had to give up my beloved computer reluctantly. When the boys started dancing with CF fighter planes all night, I was pulled to interact inexplicably at the forefront of Carnival. It was the first time to dance in front of many people, with the music, I am not as shy as I imagined. The more lively it was, the more afraid of loneliness. He grabbed his furry hands and played around. I like to stand on the stool and stand on tiptoe to watch someone singing affectionately under the neon light. I like the feeling of holding Mao Mao’s hands and shuttling back and forth in the crowd. I like the joy of holding a large number of white stripes in the lottery, I like the spectacular passage paved by thank you for participating in the note to the door. I like the joke with Xi Xi when I am tired. I didn’t go back to the base camp until I feel pain in my legs. I stole a lot of sugar from pigs, he and the pig were so bored that they played the game of mental retardation, but they were defeated by one to two. Baboon (Fei Yuefeng) bullied others with his altitude, and his language attack power was 100%. He forced my internal injuries every time. When my head was knocked by him as a wooden fish, I followed the TV, let’s count down five, four, three, two together. First, with the explosion of balloons, we welcome the coming of the new year together. After the break, I held my instant noodles and computer, looking for peace in the restless night. Tomorrow, maybe everything will return to zero again. 2011, thank you for your 2012 all the way. It is not the end of the world, but the beginning of the world and happiness… Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Heart determine true and false

Mr. Lu Xun once said that when disillusionment comes, we don’t see the truth in the false, but see the false in the true. In real life, the truth and the false exist at the same time, such as real goods and fake products, truth and lies, real People and stone statues, flowers and plastic flowers.? Are all fakes bad? The play is fake, but there is truth. White lies are fake, but they can benefit the patients to recuperate. In the battle, the enemy was defeated. Some words are true, but it sounds fake. The world is very big, facing countless true and false, some helpless, some at a loss. Absolute truth does exist, but life can only get relative truth, maybe we can get the final truth, but we can never get absolute truth.? We often hear people around us say that this is true, that is true. I often hear people say that this is false, that is false. I think the truth and falsity here are only the truth and falsity of life. For the universe, there is only one state, and there is no truth or falsity. That is to say, there is no difference between true and false in the universe. Only for life can there be a difference between true and false, and it is necessary to discuss true and false. So, for life, what is true and what is false? I think it is true if the understanding of life is consistent with the absolute truth, and it is false if the understanding of life is inconsistent with the absolute truth.? People without pollution are very real. People who have been polluted but have been bleached are also very real. Childhood inexperienced, so really. When we were old, we had no strength to deal with the world, so we were very real. There is a kind of person who is fake because he sank with the society. In fact, sometimes, fake is also a means to protect oneself.? We can look at the current network. The meaning of net words, Xinhua Dictionary said, is a fishing and bird catching instrument made of rope and so on. He also said that things like the Internet, such as network pockets and wire mesh; Events like the Internet, such as recruiting talents; Organizations or systems like the Internet, such as communication networks and publicity networks. Thus it can be seen that the current information network is a virtual network woven by radio waves. It can be seen from this that what is commonly referred to as surfing the Internet at present is to use communication devices and devices with communication functions, such as computers, mobile phones and so on, to connect with the network organized by radio waves of terminal devices, it is like a motor vehicle driving on the traffic network woven by roads, heading for the designated platform. However, the traffic network is a visible and tangible entity. The information network is invisible and invisible. In the real society where people live, there are still fraud events, let alone in the virtual network world. There is a report that two online lovers meet each other in a small town. The woman is a young woman and the man is a 60-year-old old man. The young woman asked to buy expensive gold and silver jewelry before opening a house. This strange condition was obviously premeditated, but the old man was obsessed with sex and turned a blind eye to the clues of fraud. So he gave all he had and generously bought a pile of gold and silver accessories. Unexpectedly, after receiving the property, the lover and the young woman had already run away before opening the house and living in the store, and a poor old man even had no money to go home to buy train tickets. There are a lot of frauds on the internet. When chatting, the cheap expressions and the promise of love can be seen everywhere. What makes people sad is that many people, especially some muddled old people, are fascinated by lust and easily cheated. In fact, it was not difficult to identify the true and false of it. Just believe in one principle, that is, those who neglect promises are not trustworthy. No matter what the other party said, everything would be fine only if his promise was nonsense.? This requires a person to have a strong sense of discrimination. Discrimination comes from careful observation. No man dressed as a woman or an old man dressed as a man will be regarded as a woman by the audience, or a woman is a man. Because the physique, psychology, language and habits of the actor who plays Hua Dan are essentially male attributes, which are changed for a while and difficult for a long time.? That is to say, after a long time, the solid state will reappear; If you say more, you will lose something. Of course, people and things on the Internet tend to be virtual and invisible. It is more difficult to distinguish them than in real life, but it is not indistinguishable.? The so-called words are too much. Take blog as an example. He always posts and logs, and often writes comments and replies. This is the internet dialect. Although the Internet conversation is silent and can be distinguished, it has the imprint of male and female attributes. After careful scrutiny, it is not difficult to see that men and women are coming. Unless he does not leave any information and specializes in reposting, it will be more difficult. But it is not that there is no trace at all, because his behavior often has gender emotion, how much can he find out some clues from the tendency.? Besides gender, age is also the same. Parents and children, because of the differences of times and experiences, are often unable to talk about each other. This is the generation gap. Therefore, from the perspective of each person’s habit of posting and commenting, and from the perspective of discussing things, like wrinkles on the forehead, it is also an obvious actual age.? Although fake works are more terrible than real ones, as long as you study carefully and observe carefully, there is no false appearance that you can’t see through. Therefore, the Internet can’t scare people. As long as you have profound observation, it is just like in the classroom, in the Teahouse, in the bar, talking about things in the world, or in the cloud. This is the complex of Zhen Shiyin in Jia Yu village in A Dream of Red Mansions. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. 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Nostalgia

Since then, I have become a traveller in my hometown. Although I looked back frequently, it still forced me to marry far away. When I go back, I can only be regarded as a guest. Besides the warm reception, it has already been silent to my daughter who has already been urbanized. My hometown is already strange to me. In that spring, I read for the first time in the back of the house with [A Dream of Red Mansions] in my hands, feeling the little sorrow of flowers and flowers; On that summer afternoon, the little girl who picked mushrooms slowly came from the pine forest, carrying bamboo blue, with a smile, it was like a lotus in the water; At that autumn dusk, at the moment when I looked up in the mountain stream, I looked at the girl with Reed and sexy fox tail on the rock; That winter, because of jumping rubber bands until it was dark, when I went home, my mother was full to play with the leather doll. Just like the new year pictures on the wall, you can only view from afar, not near. I will be hypnotized by it in the near future and take back the past. It is not easy to dream back to hometown beautifully. You need to sit lazily on the chair in the study, hold an open book in hand, and make a pot of green tea. I was tired of reading the book. I took a sip of tea and narrowed my eyes. My hometown was just like hanging orchid climbing down the high platform, touching me with its gentle hands. Therefore, I became a demon and turned into a Chihiro waterfall. I ran away singing songs and threw myself into its arms. The years of living in the city are so lonely that looking back at hometown can give some comfort. When I was wronged in the city or under heavy pressure at work, I would always buy a ticket and go back to my hometown regardless of the barrier of water and land transportation. Then he integrated himself into the pine forest in the back mountain, and used his bracelet to look at the forest beside him, which was much thicker than last time. He picked up the pine cone waiting for me like a treasure hunt. Fold a shrub into a ring and wear it on my head, so the noise of the city is far away from me. At that time, I was like a fragrant Bud, loved by my hometown so much that I could not see the sky. My hometown always wants to go back. My mother has already gone back. My mother had no job when she came out and supported her by her father’s salary. She admired people who had jobs all her life. It can be imagined that a rural woman suffered grievances at home. In the end, her old man turned herself into a steamed bun at the entrance of the village, realizing her wish of not having people to support her. Looking at the photos taken in the young age on my mother’s tombstone, the White Lotus and yellow chrysanthemum in my arms were scattered one after another. Touching my mother, it is my first time to find that my mother can also look so watery. Swallow saliva, look up at the sky, don’t let tears fall down: mom, my daughter has come to see you. In the next world, I hope that you will be born in a rich family, have a good relationship, and never cook for anyone like a servant for the rest of your life. Three years ago, my mother also walked into my homesickness. When I go back, I always buy a hug of White Lotus and yellow chrysanthemum and sit quietly with my mother for a while. The home of the city has become totally irrelevant to me. With tears in my eyes, I turned the sorrow for my hometown into thousands of poems in my heart, which were written in the sky with light clouds and breeze. Not big tears. Hometown, you must go back. It always sends its children out and welcomes them back in the form of suona publicity. Homesickness is a book that I read and read; It is also a landscape painting that I often recall at midnight, deliberately use thick and heavy colors to trace and trace in my heart, and it is difficult to trace authentic works. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…