It’s Raining In My World

Standing in front of the window like this, looking at the world outside the window as if it was raining in my world. Rain, as if no one was around, willful doing, washing, washing. Seeing all this immersed in the rain, I felt an impulse to cry. Standing in front of the window for a long time like this, falling hand in hand with memory into an endless memory. The dark sky and dense thoughts record a period of lost like a tide. In the memory, there are always such and such figures emerging, passing by, deep-rooted and deep-rooted squeeze in, like fingers intertwined and twined between hair, in a state of confusion, the more you pull, the more you listen. The wind is far away. Who is whispering softly? It is the wet flowers soaking in the cold wind, singing in a low voice. But I think of the girl with a flower umbrella? When the wind blows, who is sighing? Is that you? Still in order to continue the lingering of mountains and rivers?! If you can’t put it down, you will be confused. Life is always entangled between choice and being chosen. But I forgot that I was just like a cloud, and eventually times would change. When time is like quicksand, missing from the fingers at an imperceptible speed, what can be grasped is just cutting my hair and the worry in memory. When you are struggling inch by inch, the feeling of heartache is as intoxicating as that cup of bitter coffee. The patter of rain woke up the sleeping dream and listened to the lingering whispers outside the window. Who else would sing softly for me? Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Thinking angle

In life, I always believe that the people or things I am most familiar with are better grasped than ordinary people, and conduct them in my own habitual thinking, in the usual way, however, sometimes in a different way, thinking from a strange angle and a brand-new thinking mode will approach the essence of things faster and more accurately. One day, my colleague was on a business trip to another place. He was going to visit an old friend who happened to be my classmate’s father. Although this classmate didn’t work in the same city with me, but I was so close that my colleagues around knew that I had such a good classmate, but now this old colleague couldn’t find his friend, so he had to call back for my help, his purpose is to get in touch with his old friend as soon as possible through the relationship between my classmates. When I knew about it on the phone, I knew that I had to find my classmate first and then her father. I didn’t stop for a moment and immediately called my classmate, but unfortunately, her phone was turned off, so I called her home at once. No one answered the phone at home, so I had no choice but to put down the phone. Thinking about it, it should be her working time now, I just called her office, so I picked up the phone and dialed the phone number in her office. Unexpectedly, there was a blind tone. I was a little panic and called again, still like this, it happened that the colleague’s phone call came in at this time. I knew that he might be a little anxious to wait. In order to appease his anxious mood as soon as possible, I said at the end of the phone: promise to find it for you. Don’t worry. Hang up the phone in a hurry. I suddenly seemed a little at a loss. When my sigh came to the ears of a new girl in the unit, she walked over from the desk at that end and asked, “What’s wrong? Worry like this? I said: I couldn’t contact a friend, and all the calls I could make were called, but there was still nothing I could do. She then asked: Does your friend have a unit? I answered hurriedly: Yes! So I told her the person she was looking for and the name of the unit she was in. After hearing this, she began to make phone calls with her mobile phone. After a while, she handed the mobile phone to me, I said proudly: I have contacted your friend, and I answered the phone doubtfully. My classmate’s voice really came from the other side: Little girl, the movement is fast enough. Recently, the unit is moving, I just installed a new phone and was about to tell you that I didn’t expect your phone call to come in. I really have a heart-to-heart connection! I shouldn’t ask back: Why does your mobile phone turn off all the time? The classmate said loudly: Ah! If you don’t say it, I forget it, just busy, the phone is out of power, I will charge it now, I said, why my phone is so quiet now, so I found her, I felt a sigh of relief in my heart, so I told me the reason why I was so anxious to find her. When she knew it, she told me: my dad’s mobile phone changed the number two days ago, his number was solved easily. I called the colleague who was waiting for some anxiety and told his friend the new number. Putting down the phone, the little girl who had been working in the company for only a few days greeted my face full of doubts and said with a little naughty learning from the voice in the TV advertisement: Please dial 114 phone number best tone if you need something! So, I hit this clever little girl gently with my notebook, and then I went to do my own thing. While doing things, I was thinking that I should wash my brain, it’s time to charge. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Birthday talk

On the way to work, I heard others say that today is lunar November 11, a special day that I have forgotten belongs to me-birthday. It is because I am used to doing anything is the reason of solar calendar. So slowly in my heart, I only remember the solar calendar December 26, the great birthday that I am proud of, hehe! This day was the birthday of the great man Mao Zedong. I often joked about hao yofol gas, my birthday 1.3 billion human write, and I I really enough happiness. The time of life in ignorance has been wasted more than half of the time. Looking back on the ups and downs I have gone through, my heart is filled with feelings that cannot be expressed. I remembered that when my mother was alive, she often said that she had asked someone to calculate my fate, and the fortune teller said that my fate was the best. In fact, on the contrary, my fate has gone through ups and downs. Taking stock of my past life; The most unfortunate thing; In December of 1995, the old man had a car accident in Mingquan, Henan. When I came to the scene of the car accident with the car owner, I saw the completely deformed front of the car, the fluke in my heart disappeared, and I burst into tears. In the hospital, we hugged and cried when we saw our husband who had escaped from death. My husband had been lying in bed for more than four months because of the fracture in this car accident, when her daughter just went to preschool. In the next few years, my husband had four major surgeries successively. The calamitous husband is 1.8 meters tall. The scar on his body is connected and exceeds his height. He has experienced the pain that others can’t imagine in his life. The most painful thing; My husband’s pain is physically and physically, while my mental and soul bear the shadow and pain that I can’t get rid of, and I live a fearful life every day, the pain in my heart tortures my fragile will all the time. The saddest thing; In 1998, my husband was fractured again and couldn’t walk. I remember that once my fifth grade daughter and I got the No. 1 disease because of eating unsanitary food, commonly known as {cholera}, no one told me that I was worried about infecting others. In the hospital, my daughter and I were lying on a sickbed with water hanging, watching the relatives around others caring and caring, while I was still worried that my son who was just over two years old was left unattended at home, there is also a husband who cares about lying in bed. No one can understand the sadness in my heart at that moment, and tears came out without competition. The most helpless thing; My husband has been doing white cement business all the time. After he can’t move, it’s natural that I should take it. Because big cars were not allowed to enter in the city during the day, they had to wait until the traffic police got off work. It was at night when they returned home after unloading more than 30 tons of goods on the bus, I felt warm and happy in my heart when I dragged my tired body back home and looked at my husband whose face was full of worries and love. The most helpless thing; When suffering comes, I can’t do anything but change, and only accept unconditionally. The warmest thing; When I was the most difficult, helpless, sad and desperate, it was he who helped my relatives and friends silently that gave me strength and confidence, let me know what is a friend, what is the true adversity and true feelings. The happiest thing; Now my husband has a healthy body, my daughter also has a job, and my son also goes to high school. I have a happy home from my heart. The most admirable words; Mo Bosang said, life cannot be as good as you imagined, but it will not be as bad as you imagined. I think the fragility and toughness of people are beyond my imagination, sometimes, I may have tears streaming down my face in a fragile sentence. Sometimes, I also find that I have walked a long way with my teeth clenched. Maybe God gave me a special gift, maybe I was an angel in my previous life, maybe it was a long distance brought by this unusual birthday, or maybe it was a secret arrangement, ji ren tian xiang, encountered trouble always head off in peace. Thanks to God’s love, thanks to my parents for giving me life, thanks to disasters for letting me bear, thanks to difficulties for making me strong, thanks to pain for letting me cherish, grateful life makes me understand facing, grateful family affection makes me understand warmth, grateful possession makes me understand happiness. On my birthday, I sincerely wish the people I love and those who love me health, happiness and peace; Wish all my friends happiness and well-being; Wish you today and today every year. I wish you a healthy body, happy and happy every day, and always have a sunny mood! Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…