Thoughts of writing long novels

Maybe I am very arrogant, but I am very confident. I have been studying writing for a long time, and finally I have not achieved much, but I am not discouraged; Because I like literature and regard literature as life; I often think that maybe I won’t be famous for writing for my whole life, but at least after a hundred years, I will have no regrets, because I have struggled; Life is to strive for a goal, otherwise, what is the reason why people live? This proposition will always bother many people; When people around me heard that I was writing a long novel, some people were surprised; Some people laughed at me; Others joked with me, “Did you publish it? Can earn royalties? But I can’t answer to others. What do you think these people say? You can’t say that people ask wrong questions, they are very realistic; Labor is for gains, I understand this truth, but writing novels does not require physical labor, she and this matter are different things, you tell others that it is unnecessary, They would laugh at you even if you don’t mention it. Sometimes they call you both funny and annoying. Only people who like literature can know the bitterness. I have been fond of literature since I was fifteen years old. When I was in high school, I wrote a reportage named blood debt, which involved love issues and was widely spread among my classmates, but in the end, I was criticized by the principal; At that time, I thought I was right. After I entered the Normal School, I am was assigned to the Chinese class because my Chinese scores were higher than those of other courses, I was in charge of the school’s publication “seeking”. After graduation, I voluntarily signed up for the Qinling Mountain area. That was because my family lost the chance to go to college and was unwilling, so I signed up for the mountain area, many people don’t understand and say that I am in the limelight. In fact, how do they know me? Finally, I worked in the mountainous area for three years and taught myself Japanese. I wanted to take part in the college entrance examination again, but in the end, because of the policy of education and the shortage of public teachers, I was not allowed to apply for the university; in fact, I was too honest at that time. I didn’t have to say hello to the education bureau and sign up secretly. But I was born honest, but I wouldn’t do that. As a result, I couldn’t talk about college entrance examination; at that time, I was already a 28-year-old boy, and my peers had already married, Some children who got married early were just a few years old, so my family members were anxious and neighbors all talked about it. The pressure of public opinion forced me to consider marriage. I went to find a lover according to my own ideas, I am very simple person. Although it is romantic for me to write novels, I am indeed conservative in real life, which may be due to the influence of Confucian culture. I always think that my wife is in good health at first. She is a man of good health and has a heart-to-heart discussion. She is gentle, virtuous and hardworking. Other so-called common language, cultural level, whether she has a job or not, it doesn’t matter; You should know that we paid attention to dual employees at that time, but what I thought was that my parents had only one son. If they left home, who would support their parents? This is not something you say. If you eat the food of the country, you must abide by the rules of the country. It will be difficult to be honest and filial at that time! So I chose my present lover. She is gentle, virtuous, hardworking, beautiful and dignified, and now she is fat in middle age. Married life is real, I can’t tolerate romance again, Although I still like literature, life forced me to go to sea, so I went to sea, but I still wrote in Shenzhen, and in Linhai, Zhejiang, I still wrote, of course, I was amateur; later, I went to Lianyungang. I was still a household secretary, and I still couldn’t leave writing. After experiencing a lot, my mood was very complicated. The society had entered the era of money, your poor people will laugh at you. Isn’t there anyone who satirizes that poets starve to death sitting on the moon? This sentence impressed me very much. I crawled and fought in the business world, experienced all the ups and downs in the world, and learned a lot of knowledge that I could never learn from textbooks, that is the continuous enrichment of social experience. There was a period of time when I was obsessed with mahjong. I was so obsessed that I forgot to eat and sleep, which made my family and unit leaders dislike it. I was extremely depressed, once in a while, I had a chance to meet a literary friend around me. She even hadn’t married for her whole life for the sake of literature, but she was setting up a literary newspaper alone. We felt very anxious to meet each other late, she smiled and said to me, why didn’t you come before? I said that if it weren’t for me running away for my father-in-law to send calligraphy works, maybe we wouldn’t know each other for life. She enthusiastically asked me to join the literary society and serve as the deputy editor-in-chief, and I readily agreed; from then on, I lived again and my soul revived. Returning to the world of literary creation, is this called the world of returning? I walked out and communicated with the vast number of literary friends. My horizon and mind were broadened. I got acquainted with many literary friends and got acquainted with Mr. Zhao Feng, the proses of Hu County, and asked him to give me guidance, although he was very busy, he still helped me a lot, making comments and recommendations, which helped me improve my enthusiasm unprecedentedly; Since I bought a computer in March this year, I have been fond of it; learning writing on it has made rapid progress, especially making many friends. Most of these literary friends are literature lovers and have helped me a lot. He taught me to write articles and invited me to join the literary society, it broadened my horizon. Since June, I started to write the novella “soul broken Ma yingpo”. Unexpectedly, it took only 19 days to thank the work of 80,000 words, Regardless of the level of the work, at least writing so many words in such a short time is worthy of myself, and now it has entered the writing of another full-length novel “The flames of war in Guanzhong, this novel has been imagined in my mind for many years. It was in 1984 when I was still teaching in Qinling Mountain area. Once I borrowed a bike to go home because of the inconvenient transportation in the mountain area, I didn’t expect an accident on the way, due to the rugged road, I turned a somersault carelessly. When I found out, I had already sat on the edge of the deep ditch, and below was the bottomless Valley with fog floating, there were several GoHawks flying in the fog, but my bicycle was rolling on the hillside nearby, and finally it was placed on the tree branch on the hillside; I was in shock, I climbed up to the hillside and carried the bike back. I sat on the mountain road and had a rest for a while. At this time, I felt a little painful. When I took a photo of the bicycle bell, I found that I had rubbed off a large piece of my face, I endured the pain, stripped off the skin with my hand, tore the shirt and bandaged my face, and rode back on the car. When it was already dark in the county, I found my third uncle, Mr. Hui Dijun, He was writing county annals in the county at this time. I saw many memoirs on the limit of the first issue, which were about Zhou Zhi’s underground party. I was very excited at that time, I thought that one day I must write a full-length novel to build a monument for these people who once contributed to the liberation of my hometown. This idea has been bothering me for many years, I used to write some small length, but I always felt it was unsatisfactory, so these thoughts became regrets in my heart, because I and that one seldom wrote for a long time, and the words gradually left me, that kind of warm feeling almost disappeared; I also became the same as ordinary people, and my sensitive heart was numb. When I heard someone talking about my obsession with mahjong in beihou, my heart was bleeding, and I hated myself for being disappointing. I had something to be caught by others, so I left the gambling world cruelly and picked up the pen again, after finishing writing “The soul breaks Ma yingpo”, I have the impulse to write “the flames of war in Guanzhong”. I didn’t expect that it would be out of control. I think my writing is completely for the dream in my heart, I wanted to write a full-length novel to express my respect and memory for these revolutionary predecessors after reading the county annals in those years. Today, I have done it, and I write three to five thousand words every day. I have a good spirit and don’t feel tired at all. I talk to my predecessors in my mind, I poured out my infinite respect and admiration for them in my heart. Of course, many stories were made up by me, because I didn’t have any information in this aspect at all, so I just wanted to say it, there is one sentence that can inspire me, so I can use him to compose many stories and write a long novel. This sentence has I am been said, but it can at least express my writing passion, I think I may have really come to the time when the passion of writing is burning. I have a lot of words in my heart compared with literary friends. Don’t feel inferior, be confident, and we can do what others can do, work hard, friends, let’s work together silently. I believe that Chinese literary circles will not forget that we stick to it silently, because the literary circles seem to be very depressed and silent, only we, nobody, are worrying about the Chinese literary world! I am person who tells the truth, the character is not only a literary character, I will use silent cultivation to make my life more beautiful and fulfilling in the latter half of my life. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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Say something for “sycophane”

In life, there are often people talking behind the back that so-and-so flatter is a typical sycophant, and his disdainful expression shows his contempt. I often take part in similar judgement, but calm down and think about it, I still feel that people who flatter themselves have their own difficulties and hardships. Therefore, I think it is necessary to say something for the sycophones here. It is really helpless to flatter. The flatter I am talking about here should happen in public institutions with strong business. As for the flatter in the administrative officials’ field, it should belong to the basic skills of officialdom. I suggest not to comment for the time being, and I will write an article to discuss in the future. In some enterprises and public institutions, leaders often sigh like this: Zhang San still has a hand in business, but he has a thorn on his body, which is not easy to control; These four Li people are not bad, but it’s just a bad thing. In! A leader is a leader, and a little sigh is the essence of flattering in a word. Think about it. Zhang san has excellent business. Is it necessary for him to bow around the leader all day? Outstanding work performance should contribute to leaders and the unit itself! But Li Si, who is not able to do business, can he not flatter? If the work task is not completed, the thunder of personnel system reform in the unit is endless. If this flatter doesn’t show its level and make the leaders happy, can this job be stable? Besides, if the flatters are classy, If you shoot professionally, you may be promoted. Compared with those colleagues who work hard, who is a bargain? In order to stabilize your job and develop yourself, even if you sometimes lose a little personality in order to flatter, the advantages are greater than the disadvantages. You said, can you not flatter this? 2. How difficult it is to flatter people everywhere without benefiting themselves! In order to flatter, the leader flattered him, while others passed him by, but he had to come forward properly, racking his brains and naturally commenting on the many benefits of fart for fitness and environmental protection, to always comments leader-ship nodded; Leadership High Fever Suspected SARS. Others escaped away, but they had to see the disease as if they were going back to the ground, affectionately preaching to the leaders that SARS was not terrible and the theory that SARS benefited a lot, regardless of their isolation, the consequence of being scolded by family members; When fresh fruits came on the market, I had to carry fruits to the boss’s home with a full face of laughter, and when I came back home, I had to wipe away the saliva of the whole family when facing the fruits silently; it was hard to find out that the boss’s wife liked a style of leather bag, so she had to give everything to the boss’s wife in time, even if her son had no money to see a doctor and groaned in pain; In order to please the leader, obviously, he was five years older, so he had to ask his son to call the leader as his uncle, even his grandfather. Grandpa Mao said: it is not difficult to do a good thing alone, but it is difficult to do a good thing of a generation. And I think: it is not difficult to flatter once in a while, but it is difficult to flatter once in a while. Do you think this flatter is easy? 3. If flattering is not good, the person who is patted is more responsible. Everyone knows that flattering is not good and will be spurned. As the saying goes: What kind of soil is there and what kind of grass is there. Without the favor of leaders for flattering, can we have the bad habit of flattering? Think about the first time when we kowtowed tentatively, if not the leader smiled so brightly at his Flatters, if not the leader emphasized and promoted the flatters so much, can we make such great progress in flattering skills? Therefore, I think: only when you despise the sycophants, you should criticize the leaders who like to flatter. To sum up, it is necessary for me to strongly appeal here: in the future, when discussing who is the flatterer, you must add a sentence which is not simple! 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Half-and-you

When my sister came back to visit her mother, she talked about the old things, which were always vivid, making me far away from my childhood, with ups and downs in heart and sleepless all night. I couldn’t help thinking of the past, those unforgettable days, the class where the book was loud, and you who were once classmates. I am no longer young, and my heart is filled with happiness and sweetness. I. Xiaoyi went to my grandma’s home to study, which made me lucky to know you. I can’t remember your appearance, whether we have deskmates or whether we are the same year. Because there was only one big classroom in the village at that time. The old man in his forties, with dozens of children, shook his head all day and read unintelligible texts. The first time I played hide-and-seek, I hid in your home. People outside want to come in, while people inside want to keep secret. Both sides were facing the door with great strength. Everyone pushed and pushed, only hearing a roar, the door plank fell down. In the face of this sudden situation, let the children who played as much as possible be scared to death one by one. At this very moment, only you stand up bravely and say that it doesn’t matter if the door falls down, because it is easy to install. This makes me, who is still young, have a little respect for you. When I just returned to my hometown in Hebei, I didn’t know why. My whole body was covered with yellow water sore, and there was pus flowing everywhere. I couldn’t wear clothes and couldn’t learn. For a long time, under the arrangement of your teacher, you came to my home every day after school to help me with my lessons and guide me to finish my homework. Your patience and carefulness, your carefulness and thoughtfulness, and your initiative and enthusiasm have given me a lot of care and care, encouragement and encouragement, happiness and touching. Every thirty nights, you will invite some girls to help my family make dumplings. Watching you rolling the dumpling skin with your dexterous hands while chatting with Grandma, I was clumsy and didn’t know what to do; Watching your concentrated expression, I can imagine that the burden of life falls on your shoulders too early when you are so skilled in doing work that you feed pigs and chickens at home, wash clothes, wash vegetables and pour Gardens; looking at your pretty little face and dripping sweat from time to time, I really want to wipe it for you, but I am afraid that it will be too abrupt to make you shy. In fact, such a life is too short. Before long, I went to the township central school to study, but you sacrificed yourself silently, took the initiative to look after my sister-in-law at home, and became a good helper for my mother, turning the pot for a lifetime; As we grew older, the distance between us, due to gender differences, it is pulled further and further. Second, because my two children were young at school, I was not tall in high school, so I was lucky to sit behind you. You, with a figure like a devil and an angelic smile, are graceful when you walk, singing and talking. What I envied was your white skin, delicate facial features, good speech and long braid. I just blame that I don’t have vivid words, describe your extraordinary beauty, praise your breathtaking surprise, and only hope that the young heart can stay by your side for a long time. Your home is very close to the school, so your seat is always empty when you study in the morning and evening. Facing such a scene, I feel lonely all the time; The way you walk into the classroom is like a swan dancing with a faint fragrance; When you sit down gently, you always pull the seat and brush the long braid, you are clever in lightness and capable in confidence; You are so concentrated in listening to the lecture, your eyes are smart in concentration, and your long eyelashes are glittering. To be honest, in the long two years, the only conversation between us may add up to less than ten sentences. Although we sit very close, we are psychologically far away. Because in your eyes, I am the kind of young man who has no temperament, no demeanor, no future, no great figure, no prominent family, and the yellow-mouth girl has not faded. How could you, who was arrogant in those years, notice that among the numerous admirers, there was nobody who knew me? It’s time to break up. You girls crowded together, crying with pear flowers and rain, holding hands and loving each other; Saying that friends cherish, the road ahead is high and dangerous; Holding back the bitterness in your heart, saying goodbye to your classmates! So after so many years, your charming figure, sweet smile and beautiful voice, like a beautiful rainbow, engraved a piece of beauty in my heart. III. Missing the rural areas of Hebei in those years, the native boys not only had the habit of early marriage, but also were very advanced in engagement. As long as the family is a little good and can guarantee to dress and eat, there will be someone acting as a matchmaker to introduce innocent girls to you like a few family treasures. In the eyes of the local people, my family should have good economic conditions because of the small population and my grandfather’s hard work; At that time, I was not tall, as slender as bean sprouts, as shy as a girl; I don’t know what the girl’s family likes, and the person who asks for marriage always comes without appointment, which makes your mind uneasy and makes you tired of it. For these, Grandma always told people that our child was still young, and his marriage should be decided by his parents, and we dared not and could not take care of it. Because of this, when I graduated from high school, I left my hometown without hesitation, leaving the poor ravine with barren land, high mountains and dangerous roads, lack of food and clothing, and no hope. What I couldn’t imagine was that my grandma didn’t know what to think about. She even wrote to her parents behind my back, saying that she wanted me to learn Carpenter, and someone introduced her to her enthusiastically. She said that the girl knew me, maybe my classmate, two years older than me. She didn’t want to come to my home, and even wanted to leave her hometown and come to the northeast with me. I don’t know what sister said, which originated from her memory and which were made out of thin air; I wanted to find my mother for verification, but I couldn’t get the desired answer because of too long time; I want to see my deceased grandma in my dream, recalling the misty past, and finally because of the separation of yin and yang, I can’t go back to the distant past. Such a result makes me very confused, and also makes me very regretful! IV. Unforgettable the past time passed, and 38 years passed quickly. I have gone through many ups and downs in my life from a young man, walking hard into the autumn of my life. The wandering and turbulent life made me lose a lot. I don’t know where the heroic words, old photos of my childhood and love stories were left? Will you remember the diary you wrote yesterday tomorrow? Will you still remember the one you used to cry most tomorrow. The teachers can’t think of you and can’t guess the problem; I also looked through photos by chance, and then I remembered you at the same table. This song “You at the same table” expresses my heart and brings me a distant past. I don’t know, among those vague figures, who once had me in my heart, who would like to be my confidante, and who deserves my cherish most? Such emptiness makes me full of helplessness for life. Who married you who was sentimental, who comforted you who loved crying, who rolled up your long hair, who made you a wedding dress? This may be the secret that I have been trying to uncover in my life, but I can never know! Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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