Thoughts of writing long novels

Maybe I am very arrogant, but I am very confident. I have been studying writing for a long time, and finally I have not achieved much, but I am not discouraged; Because I like literature and regard literature as life; I often think that maybe I won’t be famous for writing for my whole life, but at least after a hundred years, I will have no regrets, because I have struggled; Life is to strive for a goal, otherwise, what is the reason why people live? This proposition will always bother many people; When people around me heard that I was writing a long novel, some people were surprised; Some people laughed at me; Others joked with me, “Did you publish it? Can earn royalties? But I can’t answer to others. What do you think these people say? You can’t say that people ask wrong questions, they are very realistic; Labor is for gains, I understand this truth, but writing novels does not require physical labor, she and this matter are different things, you tell others that it is unnecessary, They would laugh at you even if you don’t mention it. Sometimes they call you both funny and annoying. Only people who like literature can know the bitterness. I have been fond of literature since I was fifteen years old. When I was in high school, I wrote a reportage named blood debt, which involved love issues and was widely spread among my classmates, but in the end, I was criticized by the principal; At that time, I thought I was right. After I entered the Normal School, I am was assigned to the Chinese class because my Chinese scores were higher than those of other courses, I was in charge of the school’s publication “seeking”. After graduation, I voluntarily signed up for the Qinling Mountain area. That was because my family lost the chance to go to college and was unwilling, so I signed up for the mountain area, many people don’t understand and say that I am in the limelight. In fact, how do they know me? Finally, I worked in the mountainous area for three years and taught myself Japanese. I wanted to take part in the college entrance examination again, but in the end, because of the policy of education and the shortage of public teachers, I was not allowed to apply for the university; in fact, I was too honest at that time. I didn’t have to say hello to the education bureau and sign up secretly. But I was born honest, but I wouldn’t do that. As a result, I couldn’t talk about college entrance examination; at that time, I was already a 28-year-old boy, and my peers had already married, Some children who got married early were just a few years old, so my family members were anxious and neighbors all talked about it. The pressure of public opinion forced me to consider marriage. I went to find a lover according to my own ideas, I am very simple person. Although it is romantic for me to write novels, I am indeed conservative in real life, which may be due to the influence of Confucian culture. I always think that my wife is in good health at first. She is a man of good health and has a heart-to-heart discussion. She is gentle, virtuous and hardworking. Other so-called common language, cultural level, whether she has a job or not, it doesn’t matter; You should know that we paid attention to dual employees at that time, but what I thought was that my parents had only one son. If they left home, who would support their parents? This is not something you say. If you eat the food of the country, you must abide by the rules of the country. It will be difficult to be honest and filial at that time! So I chose my present lover. She is gentle, virtuous, hardworking, beautiful and dignified, and now she is fat in middle age. Married life is real, I can’t tolerate romance again, Although I still like literature, life forced me to go to sea, so I went to sea, but I still wrote in Shenzhen, and in Linhai, Zhejiang, I still wrote, of course, I was amateur; later, I went to Lianyungang. I was still a household secretary, and I still couldn’t leave writing. After experiencing a lot, my mood was very complicated. The society had entered the era of money, your poor people will laugh at you. Isn’t there anyone who satirizes that poets starve to death sitting on the moon? This sentence impressed me very much. I crawled and fought in the business world, experienced all the ups and downs in the world, and learned a lot of knowledge that I could never learn from textbooks, that is the continuous enrichment of social experience. There was a period of time when I was obsessed with mahjong. I was so obsessed that I forgot to eat and sleep, which made my family and unit leaders dislike it. I was extremely depressed, once in a while, I had a chance to meet a literary friend around me. She even hadn’t married for her whole life for the sake of literature, but she was setting up a literary newspaper alone. We felt very anxious to meet each other late, she smiled and said to me, why didn’t you come before? I said that if it weren’t for me running away for my father-in-law to send calligraphy works, maybe we wouldn’t know each other for life. She enthusiastically asked me to join the literary society and serve as the deputy editor-in-chief, and I readily agreed; from then on, I lived again and my soul revived. Returning to the world of literary creation, is this called the world of returning? I walked out and communicated with the vast number of literary friends. My horizon and mind were broadened. I got acquainted with many literary friends and got acquainted with Mr. Zhao Feng, the proses of Hu County, and asked him to give me guidance, although he was very busy, he still helped me a lot, making comments and recommendations, which helped me improve my enthusiasm unprecedentedly; Since I bought a computer in March this year, I have been fond of it; learning writing on it has made rapid progress, especially making many friends. Most of these literary friends are literature lovers and have helped me a lot. He taught me to write articles and invited me to join the literary society, it broadened my horizon. Since June, I started to write the novella “soul broken Ma yingpo”. Unexpectedly, it took only 19 days to thank the work of 80,000 words, Regardless of the level of the work, at least writing so many words in such a short time is worthy of myself, and now it has entered the writing of another full-length novel “The flames of war in Guanzhong, this novel has been imagined in my mind for many years. It was in 1984 when I was still teaching in Qinling Mountain area. Once I borrowed a bike to go home because of the inconvenient transportation in the mountain area, I didn’t expect an accident on the way, due to the rugged road, I turned a somersault carelessly. When I found out, I had already sat on the edge of the deep ditch, and below was the bottomless Valley with fog floating, there were several GoHawks flying in the fog, but my bicycle was rolling on the hillside nearby, and finally it was placed on the tree branch on the hillside; I was in shock, I climbed up to the hillside and carried the bike back. I sat on the mountain road and had a rest for a while. At this time, I felt a little painful. When I took a photo of the bicycle bell, I found that I had rubbed off a large piece of my face, I endured the pain, stripped off the skin with my hand, tore the shirt and bandaged my face, and rode back on the car. When it was already dark in the county, I found my third uncle, Mr. Hui Dijun, He was writing county annals in the county at this time. I saw many memoirs on the limit of the first issue, which were about Zhou Zhi’s underground party. I was very excited at that time, I thought that one day I must write a full-length novel to build a monument for these people who once contributed to the liberation of my hometown. This idea has been bothering me for many years, I used to write some small length, but I always felt it was unsatisfactory, so these thoughts became regrets in my heart, because I and that one seldom wrote for a long time, and the words gradually left me, that kind of warm feeling almost disappeared; I also became the same as ordinary people, and my sensitive heart was numb. When I heard someone talking about my obsession with mahjong in beihou, my heart was bleeding, and I hated myself for being disappointing. I had something to be caught by others, so I left the gambling world cruelly and picked up the pen again, after finishing writing “The soul breaks Ma yingpo”, I have the impulse to write “the flames of war in Guanzhong”. I didn’t expect that it would be out of control. I think my writing is completely for the dream in my heart, I wanted to write a full-length novel to express my respect and memory for these revolutionary predecessors after reading the county annals in those years. Today, I have done it, and I write three to five thousand words every day. I have a good spirit and don’t feel tired at all. I talk to my predecessors in my mind, I poured out my infinite respect and admiration for them in my heart. Of course, many stories were made up by me, because I didn’t have any information in this aspect at all, so I just wanted to say it, there is one sentence that can inspire me, so I can use him to compose many stories and write a long novel. This sentence has I am been said, but it can at least express my writing passion, I think I may have really come to the time when the passion of writing is burning. I have a lot of words in my heart compared with literary friends. Don’t feel inferior, be confident, and we can do what others can do, work hard, friends, let’s work together silently. I believe that Chinese literary circles will not forget that we stick to it silently, because the literary circles seem to be very depressed and silent, only we, nobody, are worrying about the Chinese literary world! I am person who tells the truth, the character is not only a literary character, I will use silent cultivation to make my life more beautiful and fulfilling in the latter half of my life. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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From Here to There

He picked up a newspaper which was placed on the desk and saw a piece of news about taking courage from a living bear. He couldn’t help feeling shocked, but also felt a little curious about the development of science nowadays, I can even develop and design such a high-tech technique of taking Gall and painless drainage. I don’t know who made such a wise decision, as a pawn of the poor, in secret, I really don’t know whether to celebrate for the intelligence of human beings or the development, glory and take-off of the motherland, or to feel more chilling pains. I just think that animals are a symbol of resurrection of life, and human beings are originated from the development of animal evolution. However, when animals get along with people, there are always some people who have a kind of hostility everywhere and want to plunder and harm them. I can’t remember where I read it, or heard a story, even if it is hearsay, it seems that when animals are killed and fought, it will release a kind of toxin, which will make people unknowingly eat, and play a certain adverse reaction. I don’t know whether this statement is scientific, what is correct and can be true and effective can be tested. However, I still believe a little bit that the words possess a certain reason, which may be due to the time when people were talking about SARS, later, I found out that the reason was caused by the germs of beaver. I don’t know whether these statements are correct or not. I have no evidence to test what I said, and my thoughts can be described wherever I think, because I have never heard of things outside the window, and it’s enough for me to have food and drink if I only sit at home. I never pay attention to the world outside myself, and what earth-shaking changes are there or not, only when I saw something that I was interested in, I glanced at it a lot and said a few words casually. As for the later article, I wouldn’t pay too much attention to it. Holding the newspaper in hand, I carefully looked at the whole process of the related report of the whole length of the living bear taking courage. As I saw in the newspaper, the general meaning is that when the black bear food is used, after a steel needle is inserted into the bear’s gall bladder, the bile is introduced into the bottle by a catheter, according to the view of the bystanders, the bear is still a meal in the original full plate, and the most obvious phenomenon is the appearance of breath, so there is no other abnormal situation. However, according to the relevant information and videos searched on the Internet one by one, it clearly shows that the black bear is the weak, and it is also the object that needs extremely protection, rescue and protection, moreover, black bear is also a national first-class protected animal, but when facing the use of human beings to choose benefits and efficacy, however, human beings still try every means to drain and draw their bile as a tool of medicine, which is abnormally used by human beings as the direct curative effect of medicine, regardless of the safety and pain of black bears. Speaking of this, when it was already ringing, there had already been a lot of refuting arguments about doubts on the Internet, which were not bears. Was it because of the joy of bears? Zi Fei me, I know I don’t know the joy of bear? The controversy has been one wave after another. It is like watching TV in childhood, which reminds people of the war era during the Revolutionary period, the world at that time and China at that time, but it is not like the current peace and harmony. Chinese people have to watch helplessly that Japanese kill our compatriots and plot all kinds of drug injection experiments in the basement, it was commonly known as the sick man of East Asia when he dared to be angry but didn’t dare to say the cruel form, but the life of robbing and shooting at random was fragile. Therefore, as for the rumor that Master Yu’s inscription is full of bears and poses, it is not difficult to understand that he is doing good deeds of human beings in different postures (taking courage from living bears and painless drainage), but it is hurting (caring for) the same kind of alien race. Of course, different people stand in different positions, situations and angles, and treat the same words with different understandings and understandings. Differences and disputes are normal, it depends on how people in the public opinion can conduct positive combing and guidance, so as to lead people to the true and pure single temperament that is upward, good and pure, this is just like the love and hate sung in Li Yugang’s song just in a flash. Another example is to respond to the saying that people have different hearts and different faces. Only when all people’s hearts are single and pure, kind, beautiful and noble, can the source of the river show a clear stream, only a harmonious society can sing a peaceful and peaceful situation with blue sky and white clouds, peace with sunshine, beautiful and peaceful prosperity. However, for a sentence, no matter how to understand and understand it, in a word, we still need to be kind, pure, innocent, and less intriguing desire for profit, disputes and jealousy, only in this way can we enjoy a harmonious, stable and peaceful harmonious and happy life, and we can only pay attention to the fact that an adult has reached the present and has become a human being; We can create wealth for the people and get rich for the hearts of all people to face everything in life, only in this way can we go further, walk longer and step longer, which can play a more positive and effective role in adjusting and promoting and narrowing the gap between the rich and the poor. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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