Photo-evoke warm memories

In everyone’s heart, there will be a desire to leave traces in the years. When the long years are getting farther and farther, when the yellowed photos are listed in front of us, it is a sad look back, revealing the vicissitudes of happiness, every photo carries too much weight, just like the years in my heart. Through the traces of time left in different periods, reliving the passing tomb, a kind of warmth came to my heart. Open the photo album, photos of different periods appear in front of us, familiar smiles bloom in front of us, and a kind of happiness comes to my heart. Looking at the child, he had not only raised his head when he was in his infancy, but also played with his skin when he crawled, he was also cute when he was a toddler, and he also had the vigor when he was carrying a schoolbag. In primary and middle schools, he suddenly. A sense of pride overflows my heart. I saw myself grow up from a childish Taobao girl to a quiet student, then I joined the work later, and stopped working in different places with different colleagues, it seems that a picture of my life is displayed in front of me. There are photos taken in front of historical sites, bright smiles swimming in the sea, which are both joyful and a little sad, it was basically a true portrayal of the mood at that time, and some smiles were forced to smile. I recall some beautiful memories. I think that in the past decade or so, I have met so many colleagues in several work units. Now some of them go to other places (some go abroad, some go to other places), it is not easy to meet each other, which makes me not only sigh that it is really a fate to meet and work with the vast crowd of people! Some of them swam among green mountains and rivers, leaving their footprints in different cities, including Ningbo, Wuxi, Hangzhou, Shanghai and Luoyang. Enjoy the tour between famous mountains and rivers, Mount Tai, Yangtze River, Longmen Grottoes and Shanhai Pass. There are also some black and white photos, which record the traces of an era. Looking back at those years, I was so young and vigorous. Even though taking pictures in the same place, the scene is completely different, and I have truly realized the connotation that people can’t step into the same river twice. There are not only innocent childhood, childish teenagers, young, naive, mature, but also middle-aged people who gradually become mature. What remains unchanged is the years, and what changes is the appearance. Especially for the photos taken at the Shanghai World Expo, the bustling scene is still in my sight. With the scorching sun, the crowds of people and tourists, the Japanese Pavilion, the Saudi Arabia Pavilion and the British Pavilion seem to appear in front of us. There was also a big group photo at a meeting in other places, from all over the world, with different accents, gathered together in a group of people, a short-term reunion, and a permanent affection. Wandering in the Plum Garden in Wuxi when the peach blossom was blooming, soaking in Beidaihe in the hot summer, enjoying the red leaves in the mountains in the late autumn, and stopping in the Sun Island in the season of snow flying. Drifting, riding a horse, driving a boat, rippling among the green mountains and rivers, shuttling back and forth in the cold water cave. Breath heartily in the great forest of Changbai Mountain, stand on the top of Mount Tai, witness the magnificence of the Great Wall and the sparkling of Taihu Lake. Photos are also from black and white, colorful, to today’s digital, no matter how its form changes, its bearing meaning and connotation are the same, recording a person, the footprints of a family and even a society concentrate the ups and downs, freeze the beautiful moments, and leave warm memories for the future. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Lonely Soul

In reality, like ordinary people, I went to work on time, making jokes, eating, drinking, pulling and sleeping. However, when there is no one or alone, my soul seems extremely active, I can think about things that others never think about, and think about things that others think are alarmist, because deep in my soul, there is always an impulse, that is, I like to record my feelings about life with words, too much attention to reality aroused my deep thinking and I couldn’t help telling stories to interpret my life. If you fall in love with literature, you will fall in love with loneliness; If you fall in love with literature, you will fall in love with loneliness. When I was wandering around the world in those years, I was more sober when I was confused. Now I am rushing back and falling in love with literature, and I am more confused when I am sober. The more sober people are, the more lonely and lonely they feel in today’s society. Those friends who entertained with me in those years went away because of my leaving; Those friends who talked with me in those years went away from me because of my depth, not that I left them, but that they had a distance with me. I often look at them with the eyes of observing life. Apart from feeling sad for them, I am inevitably afraid of the Society killing humanity so much. What disappoints me is that there are very few people around me who can have a fair dialogue with my soul; This does not mean that I am separated from the masses, or I look down upon them, but the social atmosphere is getting worse and worse, it makes most people have to adapt to it, so the elegance and edges of intellectuals are quietly worn out by the heavy pressure of life; In order to promote their professional titles, they do not hesitate to resort to deceit, ask others to be humble, bribe secretly and flatter their superiors, do something against your conscience. There is no difference between daily life in school and reality. All kinds of unhealthy tendencies are still prevailing in the society, and it is inevitable that someone will play tricks in front of leaders, attack others and raise himself. I paid close attention to all these calmly and looked at them with a calm mind. They were just for their own interests, but I didn’t understand them. They couldn’t harm others for themselves? I do some boring things every day. No one really does work. They are all for dealing with the superior examination. You coax me, I coax you, and see who coax who can sleep. Leaders who like to flatter themselves like them, and leaders who do practical things don’t like to brag because you don’t flatter him and feel bored with you! What social? Every day after work, I sit quietly in front of the screen, writing my feelings with words, and presenting my life with stories. I am lonely, because I have thoughts, I am lonely, because I want to write; I can’t write profound words in the lively life, let alone dig out inspiring articles. After writing these words, my lonely soul feels relieved, there is an impulse to sing a song, cheers! To have my own apartment for my lonely soul Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Poor children of diamond

Every time I look up at the starry sky, I will remember the deep night sky. Through the stars, the gray figures in the distant wheat field were looming. In the dim night, the sound of insects around my ears was deafening. On such a quiet night, the touch between our soles and the land was full of ambiguous smell, and the gentle grass gently stroked our ankles, A green coolness rose along the trouser legs, but we did not dare to move our bodies easily, not because we were afraid of disturbing the silence at night, our every move like peeper, they will wake up the gray figure inadvertently. They are lovers, or else, how can they go out for several nights. They would appear in my wheat field at a fixed time every night, just like someone has set the alarm clock for them. For so many days, haven’t they found the danger lurking not far away from them? Is it because they focus too much on their love and love, and have no time to understand everything around them? Or is it because their home is nearby and there are still starving young children to take care? I don’t know all this until now. Because when the two homemade muskets in my companion’s hands flashed sparks at the same time, their lives had been fixed on this night forever. In a flash, the air was frozen. I believe that in the perception of those two rabbits, time and Kong’s family had been torn apart. Turning on the switch of the flashlight, the snow-white light penetrated through the darkness of the night like an arrow. The faint figure became much clearer instantly. Uncle Liu with sharp eyes suddenly called out, hurry up, those two guys haven’t died yet. I don’t know what caused us to break out completely. Nearly away, we arrived unexpectedly in less than one breath. At that time, I found that the two rabbits had already lost the ability to escape. Thanks to the shooting method of their companions, both of them were shot to the deadly part. When I returned, the big guys were all in high spirits, but there was an uncomfortable feeling in my heart. Through the flashlight, I saw the rabbit’s blood still dripping. Looking at the bright red liquid as my blood, I unexpectedly had an inexplicable fear. When arriving at Liu Shu’s house, everyone suggested to cook these two rabbits immediately. Somehow, I unexpectedly resisted the rabbit meat that I had been expecting for a long time. I just found an excuse to go home. Because of one person, the road was much quiet. Looking up at the starry sky, I found that there were much more stars than usual. In order to calm my mood, I turned off the flashlight. When the Darkness gradually dissipated at the beginning, I raised my head to look at the sky again. I found that the Cowherd and the Weaving Maid were so far away from each other. Maybe because of the sunny weather, the stars in the sky were much brighter than before, every star is shining like a diamond. However, on this night full of diamond rays, we unexpectedly wiped out a love with our own hands. The lovers who love each other will become the sacrificial relics of our love by accident. I don’t know how many massacres are going on at such a night, but I believe that this kind of massacres will stop one day because of the shining of diamonds all over the sky. The life of Ershan village is monotonous. Facing the cycle of no new ideas year after year, everything people do is insignificant. Like my parents, farmers who work at Sunrise and rest at sunset cannot feel this kind of monotony. For an ethnic group who digs food in barren land, there is no time and no need to enjoy this kind of luxury pain. After school, I went home, finished my meal and finished my homework. I started to do nothing. Seeing the sun getting lower and lower and the light getting darker and darker, I knew that this day was about to reach the end. My activity space will be compressed again. Maybe it is Epiphany. I think I should make good use of the time that my parents can’t supervise to find happiness for myself. Under my request, my father promised to help me make the top. Looking at a dull piece of wood, which turned into a spinning top full of beauty between the ups and downs of my father’s hands, my heart was full of excitement. If I were now, I will certainly write an article to praise the greatness of people. It was the longest time for my father to make a gyro for me. When I thought that I would have a toy of my own, I could show off among my classmates, I was extremely excited. While imagining the appearance of this great product in my heart, I urged my father. My father made a spinning top for me and went down to work. I took this hard-won product, but I didn’t know how to make it rotate. Luckily, a cousin nearby came to my house to borrow a hoe. Seeing that I was holding a top but didn’t know how to play, he made another whip for me to turn the top. Finally, everything was ready. I learned from those senior students. First, I wrapped the top with a whip and twitched the whip hard. Under the effect of centrifugal force (which was known later), I made the top rotate, then he constantly lashed the top with a whip to make its rotation continue. Maybe it was because of too much investment. I didn’t feel it even when it was dark. When my father came back from the ground, the moon had already come out. Seeing that I was still playing, my father was very angry and took away my top. At that time, I had no courage to argue with my father at all, so I had to sleep alone. The next day when I went to school, when the teacher checked my homework, I was punished for not finishing my homework because of the top. Since then, I have learned my lesson and played spinning after doing my homework every day, so I have never been punished. Later, I learned to make the top by myself, and I also knew that if the steel ball inside the bearing was installed at the bottom of the top, the top would rotate longer. Also because of playing too late every time, Father’s blame sounded in his ears almost every day. The pressure of life is great, and many memories of childhood are already far away. I can’t remember when I started not to play spinning. But I always remember the concentrated expression when my father made me a spinning top, and the tone of hating iron but not Steel when my father blamed me for playing the spinning top for the first time. Looking up, the sky is still as blue as when he was a child, and the light of the stars is still as dazzling as diamonds. However, no matter how late I played outside, I seldom had the chance to hear my father’s blame. Walking into the present toy store, various kinds of spinning tops always make people shine at the moment, with sound and shining, but no matter how expensive or beautiful the spinning top is, when holding it in hand, it was not as kind as the simple wood top my father made for me that year. However, nowadays children don’t play that kind of spinning anymore, because of the monotonous appearance of that kind of spinning and the difficulty of making it, instead of spending a lot of time to make a simple lump of wood, it is much cheaper than buying it in a toy store. Third, the process of growth is extremely slow. Even we can’t feel its existence. Because of the slowness, when I began to establish my own gender concept and knew what boys should do, I had already fallen in love with girls’ games. This kind of love cannot be changed, just like planting seeds in my consciousness. When I found its existence, I tried my best to eradicate those seedlings, I feel it is deeply rooted. Just Like Love in the adult world, we know that it will exhaust our psychology, but we still have no hesitation. Jumping sandbags is a simple game. In the nine squares we drew, we repeated monotonous movements over and over again. In retrospect, the maze of life is just like this. Cycle your own cycle and repeat your own repetition. Every time you enter the space you Once entered, there is always some novelty caused by joy. Among a group of flowery girls, the distinctive I always give people a refreshing feeling, just like a little green among big and small flowers in the blooming season. Because I always like to hang out with girls, I was once dubbed as a fake girl when I was young. Many years later, when I entered puberty, I also had long hair because of my obsession with the gangsters explained by Yi Jian. Maybe it was because I often stayed with girls when I was young. If human life could be cut down, I would like to cut down my childhood memories and seal them in a box with only my own keys. When I grow up, I am used to seeing too many separation and combination in the world. Those sad stories of wind, flowers, snow and moon will be staged around us at any time, and I will feel numb when I see too much. In the adult world, what is wrapped by desire is not the relationship between men and women, the deception and betrayal under the tender appearance, let the already dirty world add more dirt. Some people say that people who prefer words are incomplete, and without strength, a fragile heart is hidden under the sudden appearance, especially for women. Maybe for this reason, I was not as strong as a man recognized by everyone. In my world, I was always full of the sentimental feelings of this woman. Maybe, it is because of those childhood experiences. Maybe, in those childhood games, I was inadvertently infected with too much feminine belonging to girls. Every quiet night, when I pass under the dormitory building, I will always hear the sleepiness of those adolescent children. Maybe, in their dreams, there are also memories without male and female boundaries. Because the night sky above my head is still spreading quietly like when I was a child, and it is decorated with stars shining with diamond rays as many years ago. Fourth, I have never counted how many footprints I left all the way from the mountain to the river, because I always hate the monotonous work that is difficult to achieve the goal. Just like now, I have lived in this world for almost three or ten years. I have never sorted out how many people I have known and how many people I have forgotten. Countless days passed by me, and I almost forgot their existence. I, who lived in the track of life, was always the ignorant teenager at that time. When I was walking on the river beach, my eyes never left my feet, and I carefully selected the stones I needed. After a while, there was a thick pile of flaky stones. I held those hard objects tightly in my hands, grasped the edge with my fingers, then opened my arms and threw the stones out fiercely with the explosive power, looking at the parabola of stones gliding in the air, my eyes were full of expectation. It was different from what I expected. As soon as those stones touched the water surface, they sneaked in fiercely, leaving a splash and my disappointed eyes on the shore. Children’s nature is to have the courage to try, and I am no exception. Soon I adjusted my mood. Pick up the stone again, throw it again, and sink to the bottom again. I picked it up again and threw it out again. I don’t know how many times it failed. Finally, a stone bounced on the surface of the water instead of falling into the bottom of the water by Express, then slowly fall down, and then sink to the bottom of the water. Seeing my progress, my mood improved a lot, so I continued my throwing movement. Maybe because of the better control of angle and strength, the Stones I threw began to bounce on the water more often. After many efforts, the Stones I threw could finally jump over a dozen times to reach the other side of the river. I saw the Stones touching the opposite stone wall, when I made a clear sound and slowly fell to the bottom of the water, I felt a little satisfied in my heart. Children’s World, because of simplicity, does not have too much expectation. As I get older and older, the world I contact with becomes wider and wider, and my desire for the world becomes more and more. Because I want too much, but I often can’t get it, my heart is always filled with disappointment, I gradually forgot a lot of happiness in my childhood. Every time I walked the road I once walked, the original situation would appear in my heart again. But when I walked to the river again and picked up the stones, but there is no courage to throw it out. Although the spray on the water surface is still as white as before, under the sunshine, the water surface is still shining with Diamond light. I know that everything here has never changed. What has changed is myself. Walking in this troubled world of mortals, my childhood innocence has long been sealed up by time, there is no simple happiness as before. 5 in the silence of the night, I was always awake, counting those distant memories, and then eating one by one. I felt that my body seemed to expand a lot. Nothing is more interesting than sorting out memories. Seeing those scenes passing through in my mind, the unpleasantness shown seems to be much lighter. I don’t know what time has stolen from our hands, whether it is the drifting youth or the simple happiness in childhood. I don’t know. I only know that many things have changed, there is more indifference and suspicion among people. The once heroic words have been erased by life, and countless beautiful agreements have gone with the wind. What we can grasp is just this mediocre life. When washing clothes for my daughter, I found that I couldn’t wear the original clothes anymore, because she was growing up slowly. Because of selfishness, I fled from my hometown. Maybe she would never have similar experiences with me, but I knew that she would certainly have her own happiness,, I hope that those simple happiness belonging to her can accompany her for the whole life. When I opened the window, a cold winter that had not faded came to my face and I couldn’t help shivering. Looking up, in the distant sky, there was a star still shining, shining like a diamond, exactly the same as what I saw when I was a child. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Respect

That night, when I went to the class for tutoring, I found that Xiaoning was crying and asking her questions. The classmates around me felt aggrieved one after another and pointed the spearhead at me, saying that I hurt her, but they were still pretending to be confused. I was surprised, did I hurt her? Where does this start? Thinking about my teaching work, although it was not outstanding, I was also Diligent. I never dared to neglect the doubts of the students and always tried my best to answer them. In dealing with the relationship between teachers and students, I think I always treat the same person equally. Even if I study poorly, I basically don’t need sarcasm. She was still crying, and her shoulders fell down with sobs. I felt very confused, but she didn’t say anything when asked her why. After class, I called her to my office, and then I figured out the reason. New Year’s Day is coming. In order to relieve the pressure of students, the school is going to hold a poetry recital, and it will be broadcast live on TV, so that all teachers and students can see their elegant demeanour. For teachers, such activities have already lost much freshness. As for the students, they work hard at ordinary times and face the boring exercises every day. It is natural that they are excited to have such activities now. They have already been eager to try. Xiao Ning is gentle, quiet, virtuous and conscientious in study, which is deeply loved by teachers. She has read a lot of books since she was a child, and she has even read such a big part as A Dream of Red Mansions for several times, which even makes me sigh. Her composition was even more like flowing clouds and flowing water, with witty words. The expression of emotion was like a river flowing eastward, flowing thousands of miles. Due to her profound knowledge of literature, she also showed outstanding performance in speech and recitation, and the coordination of tone and emotion was just right. When it comes to emotional aspects, she even burst into tears, which moved the audience present. Last year, she had participated in a poetry recitation, but due to insufficient preparation, she did not win the ranking, so she was determined to win this recitation contest. After entering the third grade, the students paid more attention to various activities, which might be their curtain call performance. All classes registered enthusiastically. The whole grade enrolled 50 or 60 students in total, while the school gave us only nine places for the whole grade. It is indeed not easy to select nine outstanding people from so many people. Thanks to our young leader and rich experience, we decided to hold a preliminary match and then decide the candidate. The boss has always been brave enough to take responsibility, so she basically has the final say on important matters. I’m afraid we are tired. The things she decided were absolutely obligatory. On the day of the preliminary competition, we all went to be judges, saying they were judges, rather than spectators. In fact, I also knew that except for the boss, we were deaf ears and blind eyes. In this case, I felt relaxed instead. Holding a scoring table in my hand was just pretending that I didn’t listen carefully at all. When it was Xiaoning’s turn to play, I just glanced at her carelessly, then lowered my head and scribbled on the notebook. Because of this, Xiao Ning was very angry. She felt that we teachers didn’t respect them enough. We should know how many days they had prepared below, but they got a casual glance, then I hurried to the end. Teacher, I think you didn’t listen carefully. You are perfunctory to us, She very grievance. Yes, although it was just a recitation, they were trying their best, but we were perfunctory and felt a little guilty when thinking about it. How can I comfort her? No, in fact, everyone’s quality can be seen at a glance. I didn’t look at you at that time because I wanted to listen more carefully to your pronunciation standards are not standard and feelings are not rich, don’t think too much. When I was lying, my face was not red, my heart was not beating, and I was calm, which made her feel that I was really doing good for her. Later, we talked a lot about study and life, which finally made her feel relieved, smiled through tears, and finally left the office with satisfaction. Later, boss considered, in addition to let she teach classes multi-into 3 PCs, back to us left slots available, Xiao Ning also privilege to enter finals, and won school second place. Things passed like this, but my heart was not relaxed because of this, and even fell into deep guilt. Children are still young and simple. Should I exchange lies for their trust? Education is no small matter, and teachers have no details. In fact, they also have independent thoughts. Our every move cannot escape their eyes at all. Our every move, they are influencing them imperceptibly. From Xiaoning, I also have a deeper understanding of the connotation of respect. Sometimes, when I speak a text boring, she is still watching me and listening carefully. Isn’t this a kind of respect? However, we adults sometimes neglect our respect for children. Eyes are the window of the soul, and they will never betray the heart. Westerners once listed the communication of eye contact as their social etiquette. For teachers, a kind eye may make students feel infinite motivation, and a disdainful eye may hurt the fragile heart of children. Let’s observe our children more and give them more respect. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…