Several moments of meeting Haizi

In I xi shi beginning, have countrymen poet to me a deep influence extremely, the effect is almost into the blood. Two men, one of them is once participated in the first youth poetry poet chen suo ju, another is growth in Huaining county of Anhui province Haizi. Haizi effect on me, and from what time to start? Now back to retrieve, have unclear, perhaps this influence from I write the first line verse writing when into. Now, already xi shi years of I, of Hai Zi’s poem still is my source of inspiration, rarely depletion source. The deepest impression is, 2008 nian 3 yue 28 ri, I wrote a song called “North pain of the poetry: I infinite love of living with the present, and pain/wind how good, Sun how good, land how good/seed how good, north of rain how good/lyrical feelings depletion, in a spiced room/I am really love Midnight/spring evening, ants and moon and wind/disease spread sadness I was still alone/lonely the people of the North, in 120 degrees north latitude/in plain, oh, wealthy life, poor Life // wheat dry ground, weeds all thin/Distant Black Mountains, sun and rain/instantly sank to melancholy, to sleep/wake up, no sun no wind no all vitality/illusion, maybe everywhere illusion/life are very busy reconstruction their homes may be happy/from tomorrow to do a happy person/spring, ten Haizi go far, oh, ten Haizi/Woods shapes moving footsteps and giraffes/All in busy, busy people is happy/Mountain only a tree, thin are long four years/bearded face never changed/silent copper and Tongzi mountain then reality/Only I or you, san yue and si yue all is illusion. After writing, feel is good, relatively comfortable with, inner inevitably some complacent. Sent to some poetry forum after, Shiyou also has been applauded, And even several Shiyou for this poem wrote comments. But, when I have the first Haizi’s poetry, when I saw Haizi written 1987 nian of poetry “happy day induced Autumn Rowan Tree”: my Infinite Love the New Day/Today’s sun today horse today of Sorbus pohuashanensis/Makes me healthy abundance-in-a-lifetime // from dawn to dusk/sunny/more than anything past poem/Happiness found I/happiness said: look this poet/He than personal note happiness // in split my autumn/in split my bones autumn/I love you, Rowan Tree. After watching, I know my that bring own self-congratulatory poor of fundamental is imitation of it works, but also parody. And actually, in writing the North pain, I remember I am not seen “happy day induced Autumn Rowan Tree of the, is it have seen and impressed without knowing it? I only put it down to of Hai Zi’s poem has been deeply integrated into my veins, or I and how to explain that casual imitate it? Since I own the first haizi poetry, it almost became my daily-read. Once I could only dream a Haizi friend Nishikawa series of The Haizi poem whole series “, of course I know that also and dreaming almost. An accidental opportunity, I in Urumqi four-know house at very bought the Luo Yihe poem whole series and GE Mai poem whole series “, then I am How hopes miracle can appear, there the Haizi poem fully compiled” shelf corner of the waiting for me. 2009 nian, Haizi dead for twenty anniversary of. In this year, all over the country hold various memorial Haizi activities. Which Writers Publishing House on flower efforts published by Nishikawa series of The Haizi collected poems of, thick 1200 multi-page. When I heard it already on the market when, for I have live Yili also did not sell, I please first time in Urumqi Xinhua International Book City snapped up a. Now, this than a brick also thick of complete poetry replaces that books of poetry, became my daily-read, no matter again busy, every day must have to read a few pages. In the Haizi collected poems of publishing, by Haizi’s fellow poets, writers jin tai frequency depleted blood, lasted for several years Selected made of thick four copies of the Haizi Essays in Honour also by Hefei Industrial University Press published. When I in jin tai frequency blog See related courier书讯score after, through the network, telephone and jin tai frequency contact on, also to mail order bought the Haizi Essays in Honour of… In subsequent months, I repeated reading this Festschrift, although read lake poetry not short of time, but preliminary understand it, seems is that when just began. 2009 nian 3 yue 26 ri, is Haizi twenty anniversary of. That night, I with some colleagues sitting to Urumqi learning of the bus, looking out for sporadic bursts, night I a sleep-like like Wake Up, also had a strange dream, dream I sit in Haizi’s grave, is and his chat, around which, full blooming in my hometown everywhere you tong hua near night shi er dian, I was on the phone wrote poetry “and a dream independent”, remember is dream Haizi about. As the saying goes, riyousuosi, night has a dream, at least that time is true. In fact, I am afraid to Haizi tomb. His grave, distance I Growth nineteen years of village only thirty kilometers of travel, I told myself and plays idea want to see, where he now lives, but are again own rejected this idea, because I’m not ready, haste: down to a martyr, how unforgivable. And of the previous year with day namely 2008 nian 3 yue 26 ri afternoon, we several from across in Xinjiang school young poetry writer aggregation in Urumqi water park near a cramped bedroom, imagine year Haizi, Luo Yihe, Nishikawa et al for poetry and Poly when, then with dry Nang drink beer, recitation Haizi’s poetry, until early morning of the second day. And now, when we in university after graduation, also for a living each rush thing. But a year of 3 yue 26 ri, seems to have become a we between conventional greet each other day and immediately, and a 3 yue 26 ri is coming. 2009 nian 8 yue, when I stand Turks County qiapuqihai alpine lake, foot is rolling several hundred mu harvest out of wheat, front is of deep blue water, I again thought of the write facing the sea, spring of the poet, land of son, lifelong singing all the wheat singer Haizi. Back after, I respectively wrote with the title poetry and prose “in qiafuqihai kind of a wheat” Which in prose, I to this text ji dao he: into wheat, my steps circumspectly, fear awakened that sleeping poet, this year is just he sleep twenty anniversary of. If he’s alive, or sitting or lying qiapuqihai around Medina on, read aloud the just poems as facing the sea, spring “when I sneak into corn field hinterland, I think of my that passing away after prestigious write poetry from home, I’m sure, if he came to Xinjiang, came Yili, seen qiapuqihai, he would love it here, might eventually settled here, lived in it a feeding horses, chopping wood, sheep around the world face the sea, Spring of Life. Here, his those aspirations will one one realization. And hope, after all, just wish. Luo Yihe in Haizi died of 1989 nian 5 yue 13 ri wrote “Haizi tenure as said, Haizi’s importance especially in: Haizi not an event, but a tragedy. Haizi is not only a tragedy, is school spirit atmosphere and Nishikawa written 1990 nian 2 yue 7 ri of the Miss “also wrote: poet Haizi’s death will be myth of our times one. As the years passed, we will be even more apparent to, 1989 nian 3 yue 26 ri dusk, we lost a how precious friend. Lose a real friend losing a great inspiration, lost a dream, lost part of us, lose a Echo now, twenty years have passed, time proved their vision, also proved Haizi value. And lost, permanently lost. With his meet, also only through his poetry, or only in my dreams Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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