What should I do with the born lonely life?

Today, I accidentally saw a post about lonely life on the Internet, which suddenly resonated with me. Unconsciously, I was already an older man nearly 30 years old, it can almost be classified into the one who can’t marry a wife, but he is still looking for no direction. I experienced some emotional things in the first half of this year. Although it was over, I still haven’t recovered. I am a person who doesn’t believe in fortune-telling, but I still have to forget it, even if you give yourself some psychological hints. The fortune teller asked me for my eight characters, and asked me to throw three things like bronze coins six times. Then I looked at my palm, and the first sentence I said was that you were a lonely man, every time a friend is either tongue or empty, there is no plum blossom in the hit. After hearing what the master said, recalling the emotional events of these years seems to be like this. Every time when love comes, there will always be problems of one kind or another, then I would give up in the girl’s entanglement and sadness. In fact, there are not many older boys like me, and I am not that bad, but I always can’t solve the emotional problems. There is a boy around me who is very different from me. He has a special skill in coaxing girls. There are always many beautiful girls around me. Of course, he is much more handsome than me, but I really feel that he is not good at all except being handsome. Hey, when I encounter emotional problems, I will lower my IQ, which is almost zero, and it is at the mercy of others. What a trick, romance, all the tricks like playing hard to get and so on can’t be used, but even some sweet words feel that the vocabulary is limited, so I watched the girl run away after I was anxious. I am still very devoted to the girl I like. It is no problem whether it is love or spending money for others, but I always feel weak. I can’t tell what is bad on Earth. Anyway, it is uncomfortable, now I really hate why I didn’t have many objects in school at that time. I haven’t learned it well and I haven’t gained any experience of love. Now I am sad once, one of them ran away and thought that he would come back. There is a colleague who is two years younger than me in the unit who has been a girlfriend for five years. If there is no money, my girlfriend will get pocket money. What kind of clothes, razor and shoes are all given by my girlfriend, good, just like a person, so enviable, Why can’t I do it. Thinking about it carefully, I still lack the ability to fall in love in reality, and I always feel uncomfortable about those girls that make me excited. Even those girls that are interesting to me have been settled all of a sudden have not been maintained for too long, now I am kneeling down and begging others to love me, even if I don’t like it, I will have a look at me more. If I can master the soul-drawing technique and the technique of playing hard to get and then add the language art, I may be able to make a woman, both beautiful women and money women are attached to me. They want to be windy and rainy. But what I want is that reality is reality. When I am bored, I always scold the God why it is so unfair. Do you really give me a lonely life? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Good thoughts “literature monthly”

Because we set out late this morning, in order to be in a hurry, I said to my daughter: you go behind, I will run to the market to buy two steamed buns, let’s sit in the car and eat. My daughter asked: do we cross the road? I didn’t even think about what I didn’t need, so I responded casually while leaving her alone and running forward hurriedly. I ran to a restaurant market near the station at the speed of Sprint. Wow, the people queuing up to buy steamed buns have already stood around the desk, looking at the seller’s sesame cakes, they were so fast that they couldn’t wait to be cooked. I had to turn to another stall and bought a cage of steamed stuffed buns, so I hurried out of the market in a hurry, then run to the station. I thought my daughter would wait for me at the station, but when I looked around, I was dumbfounded. Where was my daughter at the station! Daughter? I was a little nervous. According to the time, she should have arrived here long before I went to the market. I waited and waited by the platform patiently, looking and looking at the direction we came from time to time, but I never saw my daughter coming. I think: did my daughter go to the next stop? Time was short, so I couldn’t wait endlessly like this. I ‘d better take a bus to go. Maybe I would see her on the next platform. I got on the bus with full suspicion. After getting on the bus, I chose a seat near the door and by the window, but how could I sit soundly with all my worries? I stared out of the window without blinking for a moment, hoping to find my daughter by the roadside. At this time, it was the working time. The pedestrians outside the car were bustling, and the passing vehicles kept flowing. Even though I looked through the autumn eyes, I could never find my daughter’s familiar back. All of a sudden, the bus stopped. I thought maybe the red light was on. Just when I turned my eyes to the front accidentally, my heart was so excited that I was about to jump out of my chest, yingying, I couldn’t help shouting out, and then rushed to the front door, with my hands on the door, making me anxious to get off the car. The driver turned around and looked me up and down with astonished eyes, as if looking at a mentally disordered person. I suddenly realized my gaffes and said shyly: sorry, the girl standing under the traffic light is my child. Can you stop at the opposite side? IMPOSSIBLE. You can’t park your car without arriving. The driver refused my request without hesitation. I was almost a little discouraged. Yes, this is not my special car. Besides, it is illegal to stop at the station. I am a little embarrassed for the abruptness just now. In this case, I have to look forward to coming back to find my daughter when the next stop Arrives. However, if so, anyway, I would be late for work today. I began to regret my vague answer. If I didn’t say I didn’t have to cross the road, my daughter might have walked across the zebra crossing boldly and waited for me at the platform where we often took the bus. Why should it be like this now. But then again, what I said to my daughter was actually for her own good. Although my daughter has lived in the city for one or two years, she has been studying accompanied by me. She had always been timid, and her mother and I didn’t trust her to cross the road alone. Today, the platform we took was supposed to pass a zebra crossing, but I almost forgot. I was in a hurry and didn’t say it clearly, that she was still waiting for me under the traffic light. I was almost angry when thinking like this. Why was the child so inflexible? I said there was no need to cross the road, so she couldn’t do it! I was so anxious that I worried about her. But after thinking about it, my daughter was young after all, and I didn’t make it clear as a father, so that she did. Now, what should I do? Once again, I placed my hope on this middle-aged driver. Master! It’s convenient for you. It’s my daughter who stands under the red light. She can’t cross the road when she is young, I almost plead. The green light turned on, and the car slowly moved forward, just beside my daughter. The car stopped again. I woke up like a dream and hurriedly called my daughter to get on the bus. Thousands of words can’t express my gratitude to that middle-aged driver. I said to my daughter with joy and excitement: thank this driver Uncle quickly, otherwise, I’m going to run all over the street to find you. My daughter said thanks to Uncle very obediently! It was this short thought of almost half a minute that what this dear middle-aged driver thought most might be the safety of a young life and the anxiety and worry of a father! This is the most beautiful thing in human nature. Good thoughts! It was this fleeting flash of thought that avoided many unimaginable consequences. Perhaps, this matter is just a small episode in the complicated life. However, without these ordinary notes made up of small kindness, how can we play the wonderful and harmonious music in the world? Friends, please don’t stop the passing kindness in our hearts, let it burst into the wonderful and gorgeous spark of birth! Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…