Nickname story

As soon as I mentioned the nickname, I got angry in my heart. I didn’t know who I had hired to provoke anyone in my last life. From the day I went to kindergarten until now, this unorganized, undisciplined but unprecedentedly consistent movement was in full swing on myself and never stopped for a moment, the labels of various names are so strange that you can’t breathe. How miserable and miserable the situation is. When I was six years old, under the coercion and temptation of my parents, I went to the kindergarten in the east of the village with a small schoolbag. Since I was used to the free and unfettered life before, I couldn’t adapt to the prison life like thinking behind closed doors for a moment. In the initial days, I couldn’t wait for the bell of release to ring, so he crept away when the teacher was unprepared. As the saying goes, a wise man will lose even if he worries about it. Once I looked at all kinds of factors and got ready to go, I knocked down the stool carelessly. With the sound of snapping, the once smug little secret was revealed immediately, the female teacher who wrote blackboard writing stepped down from the platform to block the way. She fondled my head with a smile on her face and said, “kid, you are so big. At that time, I was simply ignorant and immediately bewitched by the beautiful illusion of the enemy. I was intoxicated in her intimate behavior and couldn’t help myself, A meaningful sarcasm was also recognized by myself as praise. Therefore, although I was later dubbed as a big head and spread in the class at the speed that Thunder couldn’t hide my ears, I didn’t feel fooled at all, even once thought Big Head was such a awesome name, revealing the domineering of some leaders. I was so dizzy and deeply immersed in the false glory that I didn’t know myself. I completely ignored the overwhelming laughter around me and lived a happy life. The Big Head followed me together for six years. After graduating from primary school, I went to the town to study in junior high school, and we broke up. Up to now, I still clearly remember my indescribable mood on the day when I broke up. The tragic scene was clearly branded in the deepest part of my heart and could not be wiped off even if I wanted to wipe it off. At the beginning of junior high school, the school organized all the freshmen to have a large-scale physical examination. When measuring my weight, the problem appeared. The indicator needle just shook twice symbolically and almost returned to its original place, the staff walked forward to take a shot with the mentality of maintenance. It still straightened its small body as if it was frozen stiff. He looked at me up and down reluctantly, then I suddenly realized that I announced to the crowd with trembling lips, “This is the youngest classmate I have ever seen! All of a sudden, people around looked here curiously like visiting other people. I was born to be shy and didn’t know what it was. At this moment, I lowered my head, and my face was like a hot fire burning brightly. It was from that moment on that I was heartbroken to say goodbye to the great head, and reluctantly welcomed a miserable monkey! From then on, whenever I met someone I knew on campus, they would always snicker at me, let alone in the class, even a math teacher asked me to answer a question, which was matched by this. In order to change such a bleak situation, I once gritted my teeth and made up my mind to gain weight. The meal increased from three times a day to five times. I took boxes of stomach-strengthening drugs one after another, I tasted all kinds of unknown secret recipes in the corners. Except that I felt sick when I saw the food later, it had no effect and was helpless, I had no choice but to let the tragedy continue until I graduated from junior high school. In the first year of senior high school, I didn’t know which one of my strengths was wrong. I fell in love with the loneliest professional writing in the world inexplicably and indulged in the inner writing of talking to myself without any help, the article failed to publish an ambitious dream of publishing a book, and the whole person was a madman. At a class meeting, the squad leader asked everyone to talk about their own life ideals. I volunteered to stand up and promised to be Han Han’s second (Han Han just appeared in the triple gate at that time, it was just when the limelight was in good shape), the voice just fell, and there suddenly came a burst of laughter around. The squad leader on the platform tried hard to suppress the excitement and helped the glasses that almost slipped off, smiled slightly and said to me: Oh, then aren’t you cold er? As soon as these words came out, the laughter that had just calmed down around me surged again like the rising tide. I struggled a few times in the key area where the current was the most rapid, finally, due to lack of physical strength, he lowered his head and nearly drowned in it. As you expected, then I became a new talk handed down by everyone after dinner as Han er. They were happy, but what about me? Under the pressure of strong public opinion, he was in deep sorrow all day long, nearly suffering from depression. He had no mind to write something to say, and he also wasted his serious study. How did I say that sentence? I lived on my own. Three years later, I finally paid a bloody price for writing blindly. After failing the college entrance examination, I reluctantly chose to restudy, I don’t want to read like this for three fucking years, which is as endless as the senior fan Jinzhong. I thought it would be safe to be assigned to a new class, but there was no airtight wall in the world. Just as I enjoyed the peace of one side happily, it was widely spread in the class that I was the famous modern Fan Jin. Later, I was honored as Mr. fan and became popular in the whole senior three grade group. What was slightly different from other celebrities was that what my fans presented were not flowers and applause, but disdainful supercilious eyes and sneer. Luckily, in the third year, I finally fought out a bloody way and was admitted by a university in the provincial capital. The degree of joy was no less than that of Fan Jin who was in the middle of the year, but my qualifications were too shallow, the mind is still clear, and it has not been able to develop to the realm of madness. I thought everything would come to an end after escaping from that sad place. Since then, I could live a peaceful life without worry, but things were far from what I expected. When I just entered the university, it was the general trend. In order not to be too outdated, I also fell in love hurriedly with the footsteps of the big army, for the first time in his life, he who was always unslim picked up the mirror that had been left out for a long time. He often looked inside with a pose on his face. This matter was seen by the buddy who slept in my lower berth. I don’t know from which day, he suddenly sniffed a face and called my handsome brother, this title, which seemed to be ordinary but had a strong comedy effect, spread rapidly throughout the dormitory. I could only accept this cruel reality eagerly as I did every time before, A series of raging tears rushed into the stomach desperately, and the feeling was extremely painful. Among these various nicknames, I have been living for more than ten years, exhausted both physically and mentally, and becoming numb day by day. 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Accompany me to the last

In the sad autumn, I danced with the wind in the air with my reluctant leaves. I couldn’t tell the wonderful dance posture, and I felt a little depressed for several days. The wind can’t understand Ye’s sadness, just like the darkness of night and day. Hopelessly obsessed with this affectionate season, which belongs to me. Still the woman who was so beautiful and sad in those years, she only occasionally watched the flying track of the plane in the sky, imagining whether she could reach the other side of her dream by walking along it all the time. One second, two seconds, after three seconds, the white track will be fragmented, just like my dream. I can’t stand the polishing of time. The Sky is a child who likes nostalgia. She always keeps the persistence of rain, but the rainbow after the rain never knows who gave the whole sky. I can’t remember the last time when I smiled from the bottom of my heart. I felt that after a long time, I couldn’t even see myself like this. Recently, I was so busy that at midnight, I even doubted what I was doing to ruin myself. Maybe I am just looking for all kinds of excuses to prevaricate the mire in my mind, thinking that in this way, I can be myself, forget the wounds that can not be wiped out, when the night is still, when the ink color spreads out in loneliness, my mind grows crazily. After two or ten years, how many people who stay around you, listen to your joys and sorrows, and I am used to being alone, shuttling through the crowd every day, pouring in, and then burying. Everyone is working hard to live. I dare not step into your world. I don’t want to be an intruder. Seeing her passing by me holding her hand, the third party of friendship, when did I become me. The injured in love are used to licking the wound by themselves, with seawater on one side and flames on the other side, resisting the weakness lurking in their hearts feebly. Perhaps, leaving is another choice, which will only bring you harm. It is not worth doing anything. Run away from afar and do what you want. Passers-by are still showing off their happiness to me recklessly. Why should I hide in the bed and cry alone, remembering those so-called exclusive memories that you have abandoned in the dust? Perhaps, just like someone said, if you want to erase all unhappy things, the deepest thing in your memory is only the most real beauty. The leaving of leaves is the pursuit of the wind or the unreserved stay of trees. Passerby armour is still showing off their happiness unscrupulously under the sunshine, while I am still waiting for you to accompany me to see through all the scenery, see the long. The wind determines the direction of Dandelion. I will never let anyone decide my sadness. Dandelion’s purple sadness is looking for desperate love. One day, I will turn you into a butterfly, the fallen leaves are not good even for you Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…