Life

The first one was the two aunts who did cleaning, and then the nurse lady who came to measure her father’s temperature. When the nurse who took the temperature just left, the nurse who measured the blood pressure followed in. The nurse who measured the blood pressure hadn’t left yet, and the nurse who sent oral medicine with a white tray at hand came. Before his father took the oral medicine, the two nurses who made the bed entered the room twitteringly. Two nurses with loud voices were working while talking about something interesting in the movie “33 days of brokenhearted love”. After they finished their work, they just went out of the door, the chief doctor of inpatient department, together with the attending doctor, ward doctor and two interns, opened the ward door to check the patients with a gust of cold air. The air conditioner in the room accumulated the heating all night, which was taken away by the staff back and forth, and the temperature in the room dropped sharply. Aside, my son, who loved grandpa, murmured angrily. I hurried to persuade my son that they were also for work. To be more pleasant, they served the patients. In fact, they were also for life, and they would be fine after they finished their work. When my father finished the breakfast, the nurse hung the potion on her arm for my father. It was almost nine o’clock, and the ward was really quiet, looking at the old father lying on the bed with a needle, my heart is very sour. My father was old, and he had paid too much for the life of his family. The heavy life bent my father’s waist. A few years ago, my family was poor. It was my father’s tireless Mountain. He worked hard in the fields to support his family. At that time, he was ill. Now life is better and I have money. My father’s body is also like a machine that has been used for a long time. He wears too much, and the parts are damaged, so he can’t start up. My whole body is sick, my legs hurt and my arms have no strength. A few days ago, it was my mother who called me and said that my father couldn’t stand the leg pain when he was walking. In this way, I came back from other places and took my father to the city hospital for examination and treatment. It is a very slow thing to put a hanging needle. The prepared potion is injected into the blood vessel drop by drop from the plastic medicine bottle through the infusion tube, so time passes slowly. My father was half lying on the bed and narrowed his eyes to rest. I turned on the computer on the simple escort bed and wanted to write something about my father, but my thoughts could not sink. The ward was very quiet, only the air conditioner was blowing warm wind very loudly. Suddenly, the door of the ward was pushed open again. I looked up and found that it was my mother who came from home. Two people came in one after another behind my mother. I know a couple of neighbors in our hometown. They hurried to the House and hugged each other. At first, I thought they also came to visit my father, because these days, my relatives and friends all came to see my father after knowing that he was hospitalized. However, I didn’t know until my mother said that they came to see a doctor. It was my mother who met them in the outpatient hall. The couple were neighbors of our hometown in the countryside. The man’s surname was Liu, wearing a gray uniform with the words of Changzhou security embroidered on his chest and shoulder. He is 49 years old this year, and he has to call me grandpa because he is a very old relative. He is more than ten years older than me. He is honest and honest with a little stuttering. His wife, my name is second sister, she is the second daughter of my father Ren brother, and their marriage is a big matchmaker for my father. I vaguely remembered that the good news of their two families at that time was still my legs running. They were very happy after marriage. During the three years, the second sister gave birth to two sons, named Dagang and Ergang. 98 years later, the couple and his cousin Tiefu sold vegetables together in a vegetable market in Huangpu, Shanghai. They worked for several years. Later they heard that they went to Changzhou to sell vegetables. When they were in Shanghai, we often get together and drink. Since they went to Changzhou, we had fewer chances to meet each other. We hadn’t seen each other for several years. We met each other in the hospital today. We looked at each other’s aging, and we all sighed with emotion in our hearts, there are more words. During the conversation, I picked up my father’s cigarette and handed it to him, (I don’t have a cigarette, I don’t smoke) he put it aside his mouth and said that smoking was not allowed in the ward. I said that I was afraid of nothing, we are a single ward, no one else. At this time, the second sister asked: How much is a single ward per day?. 180, one day, my mother answered beside me. My God, 180, how many steamed buns do you have to steam to earn. The second sister spoke to herself weakly beside her. I listened to the second sister’s words in a daze. I quickly asked about the topic, who was uncomfortable and what kind of disease did you see. My mother told me that they came to see the second sister. Seven or eight days ago, the second sister had low back pain and could not stand her waist. She thought that she was tired from work and shed a lot of blood, it is not like menstruation, which is more frequent than menstruation, but also accompanied by a stomachache. These days, I have bled too much, and the whole person is dizzy. Then I think of going to a small clinic to see it, the doctors in the small clinic did not dare to see them. They rushed to the city hospital overnight. I have checked the blood just now, but it turned out to be severe anemia. I also checked gynecology, The result is that uterine inflammation is accompanied by uterine bleeding, which requires uterine scraping operation in the afternoon and hospitalization. The second elder sister didn’t agree to be hospitalized, saying that she would go home to recuperate immediately after the operation. The Second Elder sister also said that doing uterine scraping was like abortion, and there was no need for treatment. When she went back to drink a few more old hen soup, she would, hospitals are cheating money. When they had a rest in the cold outpatient hall, they met mum, who took them to father’s ward to have a rest. After listening to my mother’s introduction, my father and I strongly opposed the second sister. The couple insisted that they had nothing to do. They went back after the operation in the afternoon, and there was no one to wear the children at home. While talking, the second sister pinched the head with white hair with her right hand and said she felt dizzy, lying on the simple accompanying bed to rest. After more than twelve o’clock, father’s potion had already been hung up, so we went downstairs to have dinner. Because the second sister was going to have an operation in the afternoon, the doctor refused to eat anything, so she stayed in the ward. Not far from the hospital, we found a nice restaurant and ordered several home-cooked dishes, a pot of miscellaneous fish and a bottle of Yanghe white wine. We drank them. After drinking for three times, the old neighbor looked at me, sighed a lot, took up the glass and gulped down and said sorrow! I was almost crushed to death by this heavy life. Do you know how much debt I have borrowed now? He asked. I shook my head, nearly 100,000 yuan, and there were 30,000 yuan usury. Didn’t you make a lot of money selling vegetables a few years ago? I asked, those tens of thousands have already been spent. It turned out that he had accumulated tens of thousands of years ago, but when his two sons grew up, they began to spend money. After his eldest son graduated from junior high school, he went to Shanghai to work, I have learned how to eat and drink. I work outside every year and save less than a penny every year. When the second son was in the second year of high school in picheng middle school, he fell in love with the female classmates in the class. Soon both of them were pregnant and dropped out of school. The second son with a childish face was still a child, I upgraded to be a father. It was a happy thing that he had a grandson at such a young age in the countryside. But when his grandson was three years old, his second daughter-in-law who worked in Changzhou ran away with others, I don’t even want children. Then the eldest son also talked about a girlfriend in the same village. The other’s parents asked to build a house with a square yard in front and back. Thinking about his son’s situation, he gritted his teeth and agreed. He just borrowed 50,000, plus forward years of savings, in the village built before bungalow, large daughter-in-law is given birth and after, this year after new year, nine got married. Apart from those used for laying the foundation, there were still a lot of money for the bride gifts they received for the wedding banquet, but who knew that their family posted the gift instead, and they lost a lot of money at once. In March this year, my second son met a girl from Anhui on the Internet, and they didn’t dislike him as the head of the second marriage. (in our hometown, as long as he had children, If you get married again, you will be called the head of the second marriage.) don’t dislike him having children and want to marry him. The woman’s parents also come and read, associated themselves with, only requirement is to 60,000 block money dowry money, they also promised, East borrow money, West with usury, when the woman’s parents happily took the money and left her daughter back, they said that they would give them a happy event around August 15. May first three months, that girl back, also ran, ran without a trace, he and two sons to Anhui several times, as long as back more than 20,000 block money back, the remaining nearly 40,000 Yuan was hit by Shui Piao. Since so many things happened, and his parents were too old to do farm work, he had not gone out to work and do business, so he steamed steamed buns at home, at 12 o’clock every night, I got up to Cook steamed buns in a pot. Before dawn, I walked around the village to sell steamed buns. I could earn 30 to 50 yuan a day for four yuan. During the chat, the bottle of white wine was drunk without paying attention to it. Seeing that it was still early, everyone left the hotel to the hospital after drinking two more bottles of beer. Because my father only had a hanging needle in the morning, and it was fine in the afternoon, so I accompanied my second sister to the gynecology department on the third floor. After a long queue, I came to my second sister. Before the operation, a doctor asked the second sister whether to do ordinary surgery or painless surgery. Painless surgery costs 200 yuan more than ordinary surgery. The second sister added: 200 yuan, how many steamed buns do I have to steam to earn, children have to buy cotton shoes, cotton caps, all have to use money, or take ordinary surgery, I endured it and passed away. Hearing this, I feel very distressed. The operation lasted for a long time. Neighbors sat on the chair in front of the operating room, smoking one by one, which made them very worried. The operation was finally completed. The second sister was moving out of the operating room slowly with her hands touching the wall. When we saw her, we hurried to pull her to the chair. Second sister’s face was very pale, her lips trembled slightly, her hands covered her belly, her brows frowned, sweat and tears flowed down from second sister’s thin cheek. After a long rest, the second sister opened her mouth and whispered to the old neighbor, “Go and have a look. Can the hospital reimburse us for the money we spent just now? We have rural medical insurance. The neighbor went there for a while, and came back with a face of frustration, telling us that this was the outpatient fee, and the hospital didn’t report it, so the hospital only reported half of the hospitalization fee. After hearing this, the second sister scolded the hospital angrily for several times. Because the second sister was anxious to go back, no one could stop her, so I had to go downstairs, went to the gate of the hospital, found a taxi, negotiated the price, and I paid off. The driver’s little brother drove the car directly to the hospital. We helped the second sister get on the car and told her to have a good rest after getting home. Watching the taxi go away, I felt a sense of sorrow in my heart. When the car left the hospital, it began to get dark. On the way to the gate of the hospital, people came and went home hurriedly, working, going to school, doing business, after all the hard work of the day, we will welcome tomorrow’s life after a short rest. Not far away, the city hospital had met him. At the gate of Hualian happy buy supermarket, a disabled person singing for money was naked with his only arm, not afraid of the cold, pushing a trolley, I was singing the song “How is life so difficult”, which was a little out of tune and a little desolate. With the cold wind, it drifted far away. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. 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Flowing

Start to reply text messages and phone calls selectively. For those who don’t want to pay attention to it for the time being, let each other hold each other quietly. Can leave. Not retaining. I have have nothing. What else will I fear. It just rained heavily. The whole world is blacklisted. Is the weather there good. I know nothing about you. Even the weather forecast gave up to understand. Are both satisfied with this result. Do you think it’s enough. Both of them are willful and hopeless pride. I often have fierce arguments with myself. If you can’t get entangled, what should be done is appropriate. In the end, they all compromised. Let’s all be quiet, have a good sleep and live simply. Maybe I will still think wildly, but I will not invade anyone and reserve a little self-humble right. [Night and night] I am belongs to the night. You once said you were the same. There are so many similarities with each other, and after leaving, there is so much time to think of them. As long as my habits and preferences do not change what I am good at, then you will stay in my life all the time. I don’t mind if it hurts for a long time. Tears can drop at any time. I don’t know what kind of desolation is in my heart. Weather so brave. But I am no longer laughing. Did you really take away my happy income. But not many people are saying that happiness belongs to themselves. How can you take them away. Sometimes I really admire your magic. You are so wonderful. I said calmly, please endure for a while, and I will be almost over and getting better. Sorry for causing you trouble these days. God knows how big a lie this is. I said I am man without reservation. The things decided to give will never be collected again. Even if you don’t want you, I can no longer take it back. Let them rot somewhere. Maybe you won’t understand. In fact, you don’t have to understand it. After all, it is nothing meaningful to you. [True] I am not true. I have been floating on the sea of this world. Ready to be salvaged at any time. Have a Heart home. A stable home. I once thought it was OK. That’s it. There are too many wishes. Finally, it cannot be pardoned. Not no. Rebuild your own fortress. No one is allowed to enter or leave freely. Both of them said too absolute words. Neither did they. The meaning of traveling is that you leave me. And I didn’t want to destroy you in extreme after I left you. I don’t want to lose both sides. No matter when, I hope you live a good life. I know you too well, dear child, it always makes people feel uneasy and distressed. I. Nothing. I will be fine. You do what you want to do without worrying about my feelings. Although the rebound in my heart is so strong, they are actually awkward for a while. Really, nothing can hurt me. I really love you and wait for an unreal future. [Qingxuan] this is my gesture. Unalterable paranoia and deep love. Time does not cure anything. Just let everything deposit. It makes me feel pain alone at a certain moment. I have got used to my unhappiness, and depression comes so easily. You all need to be happy. You can all have a bright future. Let me be alone in the depth of this dry well, slowly silent. Go to a blank future. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…