Sadness hesitated in the cold rain of early winter

The wind blows on the skin in the morning, and there is no feeling of warm wind touching the face, which gives people a slight chill, but this feeling of coolness penetrates the bottom of the heart, which makes people unconsciously associate: winter is approaching, it has arrived unconsciously, quietly, autumn and winter come. Time is the most fair. No matter you are rich and enemies, you are talented and talented, or you have achieved nothing and you are in prison, it will not stop its steps because of you, even if it is slower. Time witnesses everything and destroys everything. Nothing can defeat it. Walking on the streets in the morning, people who are busy at work can be seen everywhere. Some drive cars, some ride electric cars, some bicycles, and some pedestrians. They are happy, or indifference …… however, all these seem to have nothing to do with me. I seem to be separated from this world and left behind. Recently, my heart is not quiet, nor is it Recent. I don’t know when it will be like this: I will do some messy dreams every night. I don’t know why, I can’t fall asleep very early every morning, I really miss sleeping soundly until eight or nine o’clock even when I had classes in school. Now I feel very tired, at a loss, hesitating, even a little dirty! I still remember that in November of the internship year, the snow fell very early and heavy. At that time, many branches were broken. At that time, I was still high-spirited, full of ambition, and gave great directions, inspire the words, who is willing to leave me. After graduation, I walked out of the ivory tower of the university, and finally I could create a new talent. Time has passed by inadvertently, and nothing has been accomplished, even a decent job. I can’t bear looking back, but I am only dejected! I don’t know when it will start, the habitual stealth of hanging Q on the Internet. I am afraid that others will know that they are online and ask themselves some common questions but don’t know how to answer them. For example, how is your job recently, how is your salary, and do you have a girlfriend? I don’t know when to start. I’m afraid of meeting acquaintances and talking with them about topics such as work and marriage. I don’t know when to start, I don’t expect so much for the new year, and even have some fear. The first is that the career is not established, and the money is in the pocket; The second is that the life is uncertain, and the fear of being forced to marry; The third is to see that others are in the right position and have a successful career, but they have nothing to bear and are. Now what we lack most is money. Although money can’t solve all the problems, most of the problems can still be solved easily. Without money, no matter what you do, you always seem to lack confidence, and the whole person looks very dirty and obscene. On the way, there was a drizzle with no rain gear. It was not necessarily a good thing to wander in the drizzle, which woke up my muddling and numb brain. I still remember that on the evening of summer, the weather was so hot and dry that I didn’t want to have a light rain. I was very happy and happy. I strolled on the street, strolling and bathing in the wind and rain, not to mention how refreshing it was, but now I don’t have the state of mind at that time any more, that kind of indifference of watching the flowers blooming and falling in front of the court and watching the clouds rolling in the sky., Those who have achieved great things in ancient times not only have talents beyond the world, but also have perseverance and perseverance. Ask yourself, do I have great ambitions? Are I a self-indulgent person? Mencius said, “when the sky is going to surrender to a great position, people must first suffer their minds, work their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skin, empty their bodies and do whatever they want, so they are patient, zeng Yi can’t. How can a person who has not been tempered achieve great things? The dilemma he is in now may be just a sharpening and stepping stone for himself. Once he sinks, the stepping stone will become a mountain pressing on him, not of turn over. Therefore, I must cheer up, regroup, gather strength and make great efforts. Once the opportunity comes, I will be brave, prepared and powerful. What else can I do. Isn’t there still several years of obscurity for Su Qin, who is attached to the six kingdoms? Didn’t Zhang Yi, the political master Wu Xinjun, lobby several countries after starting his career and not be reused? Although I am not a great talent, I am not afraid of it!! 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See also that Street

Familiar, once, again and again, passing. Sad, recalling that road brought me happiness, sadness and an unexpected ending. Today, come back here again. It becomes specious here, not as calm as before. Both sides of the street have been replaced by tall buildings without the detailed visual sense. I can’t find the kindness at that time. With complicated thoughts, I felt deeply touched for a moment when I set foot on this road that I hadn’t set foot on for a long time. Walking alone in the noisy street, my loneliness is told by messy steps. Yes, loneliness. Once, someone asked me, do you feel lonely? Lonely? Will? I think, at that time, I wouldn’t feel it? However, I hurt the person I least want to hurt. Such a deep damage. But you know, I regret now. I shouldn’t be stubborn and unwilling to admit it. Don’t care? Care, damn care. It is always quiet. Only when there is no one can you tell yourself the regret that has been deeply suppressed. Look, this is the person who once cherished you, but you turn a blind eye to it. The road that once made me feel so warm, but now it becomes depressed and a little cold. But still walking slowly. Recalling your worries, sadness, and confusion at that time. It suddenly occurred to you that if you were still on that road, we would be together. I didn’t care, just wore it with a smile. But now I know how many truths have been told in the form of jokes in my life. Silently quit the world with you, go to the mountains and water alone to see the world, my world has nothing. Therefore, I chose to get drunk, because I wanted to know whose name I would call hysterically after getting drunk. Your injury, my regret, tell me that I can’t be unreasonable any more. I am no longer the little girl spoiled by you. I dialed your phone, but suddenly I didn’t know what I wanted to say. I didn’t know until you shouted my name crazily at the other end of the phone, I just want to hear your voice, but it worries you. I can imagine your anxious appearance. Say nothing, hang up the phone. Shutdown. I am just used to your care and your lawless favor, but I have never thought about why you care for me and why you spoil me without any reason. And now I know. You once asked me, don’t you like it? Don’t like? I think I like it. But, I just want to use my way to keep you around for a lifetime. Oh, it is my wishful thinking. There are so many people who just like to play tricks with you, get angry with you, and make you coax. Only in front of you can you be like a child. Therefore, silence, can’t give you a future, can’t occupy you like this. Just, who will I be in front of in the future, can I be unscrupulous like a child? I want to say sorry to you face to face, but I know, maybe what you want is not sorry. Moreover, now that you have your happiness, I can’t disturb you. But I still want to say, thank you for spending such a wonderful time with me. When you see through everything, you know that losing is more real than owning. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…