Learn to turn around

I don’t know when I fell in love with loneliness. I don’t know when I fell in love with loneliness. I always like to sit quietly in front of the computer listening to sad songs and reading sad words, it seems that I am the real self at this time. It’s not that I am unhappy, not that I am unhappy, but that I like this feeling. A little sad in the light. Life cannot be smooth sailing, and there will always be something like this or that. Prose index.html When encountering pain, frustration, grievance, misunderstanding, misfortune and despair, I will also feel sad and cry bitterly. After crying, tell yourself to be strong, to face, to overcome, to learn to turn around. When you turn around, all this is behind you, forever behind you. What you face is just hope and happiness. Learn to turn around, and you will feel that the world is really beautiful. All the disappointments and unhappiness are behind you. Don’t embarrass yourself by yourself, don’t turn back inadvertently, look for the past years, and look at yourself slowly getting old, just adding sadness. Learn to turn around, and you will find that your life is really colorful. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Miss you dare not say

On the way to work this morning, I saw several drivers pulling coal waiting for loading. When I saw their spirit and dressing, I somehow felt a sense of self-accusation. They must have slept with clothes in the car last night. They must have not had breakfast yet. What are they? Is life necessary? Do I have to do this? Do you think there are other difficulties except that the road from home to factory is not smooth? The sentimental heart is not for no reason. When sympathizing with them, I also think that they don’t have their own confusion. What they are concerned about now is loading the car early and selling it early. They will be satisfied when they earn money and go home. When I heard the phone ringing inexplicably last night, I hung up when I picked up and was ready to answer, leaving only an empty number. Because there is an extra 0, I know it is from other provinces. Who is it? Guess. In addition to my friends, my phone number is my family and colleagues. Their phone number does not show 0. I wondered secretly and didn’t want to know. Then I put it aside and thought that I wouldn’t be a good friend. Don’t worry about it. I still have to call back if I have something to do. Wait, these years are traps everywhere. I slept early last night and woke up at 04:15 this morning to see the darkness. I opened the light and leaned against the bed head for a while. I ‘d better sleep again. Mess of dream 5.2 Ten end, made a few sit-ups and push-ups get up, heart empty. When I turned on the computer and entered your space, I even didn’t know what my eyes were reading. I still kept staring at those words as if I wanted them to talk with me, even if you just say one or two words of heart …… after taking a shower after work, you know that you can still talk to you if you hurry home, but you can see that two missed calls show when you pick up PHS habitually after taking a shower. Is that you? A little disappointed is that my leader wants to talk about work, which is really helpless! It was so gloomy when I came out of the office that it seemed to be raining heavily. Hurry Home, luckily it is not drenched. I feel funny thinking about what I said in front of the leaders. What happened to me today. I have arrived home before the rain. I was bored because I didn’t see your update when I entered the space, so I didn’t even bother to read the comments. I smelt the smell of dust in the rain in the roaring thunder. I just want to ask: do you want to rain there? Are you still going out tonight? I asked without answering. When the rain is urgent and slow, I look at PHS in a daze and don’t want to do anything. Cooking mechanically, swallowing like a wax, what’s wrong with me? I have told you that I am still busy with myself, so I put out my desire and still look at the city where you are. A colleague sent a picture saying: Please have a chat with me? It is the painful expression of Uncle Benshan. It’s so funny, when I look at it again, tears streaming down my face, dripping on the keyboard. Today, I miss you. I really miss you. Pick up the phone and drop it drop it and pick up. I said to myself: to learn to be strong, even if you miss it, you must make it a kind of never hurt. If you see what I wrote, please believe that I am laughing at this rainy night …… I am used to eating more when I go home, and I am used to rushing to wash the bowl after dinner, I am used to watching TV. Someone says to go to bed early when it is very late. I am used to it in the habit and think about another strange life. When this day really comes, I begin to miss everything I have been used. The moment I opened the door, I entered the silent world. I cooked, slept and watched TV by myself. I began to ask myself: the world I yearned for turned out to be so scared. My heart still misses the past and desperately forgets the past, so in order not to calm down, I began to learn to forget myself and anesthetize my sentimental heart in an ethereal space. I learned to indulge myself and enjoy myself desperately in sensual desire, as if only in this way can I sleep peacefully, and can I tell today that I am happy and never wasted. Why is the color of the sky no longer blue? The glittering eyes in my eyes have fled away. I saw my changes and heard my songs, I thought of my own bad. I dreamed of my own dream. Hope is no longer that hope has turned into disappointment. When disappointment gathers, the stars all over the sky are dim. When no one said something I got used to, I waited for the arrival of mengpo tea at the gate of hell. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…