Mind one-man show

In the noisy world, you often need to have your own space to stay alone. Here, you can release your soul, think about everything, and think about anything. The beauty of being alone comes with it, and the warmth comes with it. When one is alone, poverty is also rich, loneliness is also happy. When lighting up all the loneliness piled behind him, there is only one person’s hospitality, loneliness, one person’s monologue, no gorgeous stage and less sensational audience. Choose loneliness, choose loneliness, choose sinking, choose waiting. Put on a monologue that has nothing to do with love in one’s world, fold dreams and hopes to tomorrow, and bury sadness and pain in memory. Whenever I am lonely, I really want to find a place to rest and enjoy the scenery of my own quietly. Under the love of the blue sky, I enjoy happiness and moisten my dry heart, do something you want to do, and don’t want anyone to disturb this silence. Even if there is no romantic feeling, it is also a beautiful vision. When you are alone, you can stroll to the Riverside, stand in the silent empty, and feel a clear spirit. Keep your heart away from the noisy world, experience the fragrance of flowers silently and listen to the singing of birds. Enjoy the fun brought by nature, look up at the clouds in the sky, immerse yourself in your imagination quietly, and let your heart fly with your boundless thoughts. At this time, the world belongs to you, and you also have the whole world. When you are alone, hold a taste of tea and read a good book lazily in the dense wind. Let yourself read the words about life and emotion in the book in this rare tranquility. You can be moved by the characters in the book and cry quietly. At this moment, loneliness has become an ethereal bamboo Xiao, with soft melody flowing quietly. At this time, the mask of life was removed and returned to nature. When you are alone, play gentle music, stay on the bed quietly, don’t want anything, just immerse yourself in the atmosphere that is rarely created. Let the body and mind return to their true nature at this moment, and enjoy the rest of the soul brought by music silently. When you are alone, carry a simple bag and go to the place you have been longing for for for a long time. Don’t be with anyone, just go on your own journey. You can be unrestrained and free. Perhaps, it will roll over a piece of green grass like a child. Looking for innocence and naughty in childhood. Maybe, I will shout loudly to break this quiet moment and let the lonely heart get the happiness released. Who says that the night is as cold as water? Who says that the moonlight night is cold? In the quiet night, when one is alone, fill a cup of green tea, put it in the palm and stare quietly. The slender leaves stretch in the warmth, and the clear tea is flowing in the quiet; some gentle and soft to the extreme move from the fingertip to the tip of the heart, wriggling, curling and stretching. In the quiet night, when one is alone, spread out a picture scroll to stretch a piece of heart song. Through the screen window like cicada feathers, we can see the deep sky from afar. The stars make us yearn for, and the breeze makes us feel relaxed and happy. In the quiet night, when a person is alone, through a paper distance, the mellow fragrance of his heart will light the silent mood. Through the tunnel of time and space, into the colorful, into the quiet, into the dream. No matter how heavy life is, we should find this rare silence in the hustle and bustle of the world, give ourselves a little rest in exhaustion, and let ourselves belong to ourselves, let yourself dissect yourself, let yourself encourage yourself, let yourself go back to the time when you are alone, let the sunshine completely illuminate those days when you want to shout without shouting, which is a wonderful moment! Let’s be ourselves when we are alone! Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Hello, I will leave

I was once extremely afraid of touching the word love. I always feel that my heart is cold. It’s good to talk about love. What qualifications do I have to say love. However, if you only like it, it seems that it is more than enough. I don’t know how deep it is. I think about it every day, countless times. Do I like it deeply? Hello, I will leave. I know that it means giving up. However, I never had fantasies any more, from the moment you told me how I feel about you now: ordinary friends. I’m just sad. I heard that after your operation. Always, so sad. But I don’t know in what capacity I can care about you and whether I am qualified to care about you. I am worried that my concern will become your trouble. In fact, I have been impulsive for several times to go to the distant city alone to see you. After thinking for a while, I couldn’t. It’s not that I was not brave enough. At that time, I threw myself to the risk. I just thought that if you just had an operation, could you bear the sudden stimulation? I always think you vulnerable sensitively and dare not take such risks. So suffering. Later, I really couldn’t help sending you a message, the content was very short, and the wind and cloud were so light that there was not much temperature. Because our break-up has been very thorough, the wind is light and the clouds are light, which will not bring you trouble, I think. Therefore, the following text messages that must be sent every day are short, and there are even few words that I personally want to say. The purpose of my action is just to make you face all the pains bravely, optimistically and calmly, and I hope you neglect to consider that I don’t care about you or our irrepairable relationship. Because of this, my concern can minimize the troubles brought to you. Therefore, sometimes information is just inspirational quotes I found from the Internet. So I insisted on sending you a message for 9 days. I won’t send it to you any more when I catch up with the women’s confession day of the century. In fact, it is also because of my poor skills. I don’t know what else I can send you. I think your mentality has always been very good, and I don’t need to do anything more. Perhaps, what I do is just adding troubles to you about us. Two days later, I will visit you. Because I was afraid that you would scare you if you were not mentally prepared, I sent you a message in advance: we are on the way to see you. You are indeed a little unexpected. I looked haggard that day. In fact, the night before I went to see you, I lost sleep again. Then, on the way to the hospital, I was a little scared. I don’t know why, but I’m afraid. I am a little scared that I want to cry. If FEI called me at that time, I didn’t know if I could visit you calmly all the way. Arrived in your ward. You look energetic. But when we are relative, it seems not natural. The thing we wanted to keep secret almost leaked in front of our classmates. Later, I don’t mind either. Do whatever you want. We didn’t say much. Later, in order to cover up, I also talked nonsense. More is laughing. A very happy smile, or a shallow smile. I don’t know whether I am used to pretending sadness with smiles. In short, I just want to laugh and exhaust all my happiness and unhappiness. In fact, I have been unhappy for a long time. From the moment we met love, happiness became an extravagant hope. I don’t know when it will start. Laughter has nothing to do with mood, but just a mask. I feel your eyes sweeping past me. If it is not an illusion, it is a different look. I don’t know if that means you are the same as me, and at least there is still a place for me in my heart. And then I thought about it, I really shouldn’t have this greed any more. I read your illness report. HZ pointed to the words of taking medicine for life and said to me, “life-long Oh, emphasized it again. I looked at you, and your face didn’t look good. I know, you mind. We say goodbye to you. I don’t have any nostalgia, just like leaving after a routine. My heart is filled with lead. I knew you were ill before, but I am not sure how serious it is. Now, everything is clear. Sitting in the car on the way back, the MP3 beside my ears was singing enchanting love songs. I thought for a long time, a lot. At that time, I had an impulse to visit you again. I suddenly regret that I didn’t find an excuse as expected to leave it to see you the next day. I always realized that I wanted to stay so much later. But I can’t find the reason to stay. When I was in the car, I really wanted to send a message to tell you that no matter how your body is, it doesn’t matter whether you like me or not, I want to love you like Lin Xia fearlessly loves a madman in northern love, and face all the difficulties with you without hesitation. Maybe all the courage comes from your eyes. That look told me that you didn’t care about me at all. I even edited the text message in the car and prepared to send it to you. Later, I think this determination is a bit abrupt, which will scare you. It is better to make a phone call first to talk about other buffer. So I called you the next day. And everything ended with that phone. I don’t know why, but it feels so wrong. Our love is doomed not to survive in reality, and all our previous love is just platonic love. Calm down and think of a sentence in your message. After this operation, you can look down upon something more!, I think, these things include love, do you imply that love is no longer important to you? I think yes. If a person has the experience of fighting against life, what else can’t be put down? My courage was wasted in such speculation. I think I should look at everything calmly. I am idealist, I don’t care about the cruelty of reality, whether you are poor or rich; But in spirit, I can’t find a motivation to keep going. Please be assured to open our distance with a word please. I think you really don’t need me. If you don’t need it any more, then my persistence is entanglement and creating troubles. Therefore, I decided to give up. Let you go, let me go. I have thought for many times that it would be a good thing if you could have sex with a rich girl, at least she could help you. At least you can live a better life, so that I feel at ease. I am blessing. When I sent you a condolence message at the beginning, I thought: I will leave when you are ready. Now, you are good. At least, you will be fine. Then my best choice is to leave. It doesn’t matter whether it was because of my pride and deception or your ininitiative that caused our impossibility. Those are the past, but what matters is the present. But now all kinds of analysis show that I should give up. And I should have given up long ago. I shouldn’t have said this now. Because we have already gone further and further. Of course, you won’t know all these contradictions I have had. We should all be good. Then, I tried to be friends lightly. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…