Standing train top

Although the overall evolution of communities, organizations, cultures and people is carried out in a gradual and gentle way, it is still easy for some people to feel uncomfortable. Like drinking herbal tea, although it is known that there is inevitable bitterness, when the liquid medicine flows through the throat, the larynx will still tighten. Cultural heritage history is sometimes beyond recognition due to construction, and social indifference frostbite vulnerable groups. Faced with these, like most people, I am uncomfortable and sensitive to many things that are inappropriate and have to be done in the society, but I will not take more actions. And sometimes I doubt this inappropriate thing in my heart. After all, if it is put in the emotional environment, it will be mixed with ambiguity and humble surrender to the power. This is also the same as Anne Baby’s correct explanation. It can only be the existence that will eventually force you to accept. The hard truth of the society is that the mandatory regulations of the city will gradually penetrate into the meridians with time and education. One day, the lines on your palm will be clear and dazzling. This kind of pressure from the society is like the sound of the morning bell beating a nap. Under this kind of alertness, what we can think of is only holding blocks internally, not stabbing externally, not resisting or being cynical externally. To obey, accept some mandatory rules in the fog of the society and the inevitable helplessness in it, so as to hypnotize yourself again and again like crazy. I am just doing something necessary and necessary. But unfortunately, the moonlight can always pass through the dense fog, clearly revealing the truth buried in the night. Is all this because of the external force, or the cowardice and disintegrity hidden in the body? The occurrence of behaviors and actions all start from the heart, that is, if there is no desire in the heart, the forced things will never happen, and the inner surrender and silent resentment generated by it are also within the scope of willingness. Therefore, as the Reed of thought and the relatively favorable position in the society, human beings have no choice but to be forced by themselves than any other creatures. Nowadays, I can gradually see the authenticity of my own self-structure by tearing apart the clothes of the victims forced by the environment and the skin and body frames reflected from the mirror. I saw a child walking all the way from the withered forest. When I am no longer look up at the delicate flowers like fire, pick up the birds falling on the grass, and no longer respond to strangers, I just wrapped my body with my arms and paced with my head down. At night, children always cover the luster of pupils with bangs on their forehead. How many withered forests will they pass through, how many thorns have they been dyed by blood, and how many times have they struggled and thought in their hearts, only children can vanish the precious luster in her eyes and evolve into an irritable but unable to escape from numbness. The right, the wrong, the right, the wrong, are all struggling in rounds of meditation and inner struggle, and finally in most people’s opinion, the rest is a broken frame after flesh and blood are cracked and dried. I chose to give it up at the beginning because I lost too much in it. Relaxation and ease are people’s natural desires. I still don’t think this is a shameful and wrong thing. This is just the choice of people. But now, I want to change and escape, which is just my choice. Life is light and heavy. It is impossible for us to be others or to live twice. Therefore, we cannot give directions to others arbitrarily, and we cannot compare values with two kinds of lives in the end. Cowardice is my inferiority, and what I want to do is to accept it slowly and let it survive as a part of my soul. Without this cowardice, there is no treasure for life, no attention to the environment, no pen holding me now and this article in my pen. I like to see the outside world through the anti-theft bar, in which there is a kind of aesthetic feeling that desire and prohibition which are interlinked with this world are intertwined, swallowed, changed and struggled endlessly. I am not adapted to the high speed of science and technology and civilization. I am used to standing by the window for one or two hours, looking out of the window quietly and visiting the terrible pulse of the city. It is like a huge man-eating flower with the foundation of eating people hidden under its bright petals. As individuals, we finally realize alive that only being swallowed by it can become a part of its body, only in this way can we get safety and security. 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