Banishment banishment Japanese

Late at night, a little bit of thoughts came into my mind. I thought a lot of things or things, and it seemed that I didn’t think deeply about anything. I hadn’t written a diary for a long time, and I felt a little numb when facing the keyboard and screen, I want to say a lot, but I don’t know where to start. I find that I can’t find a suitable word to describe my mood, and I can’t find a song to sing through my heart. I used to think how free and easy I was, but when I faced it, I understood the entanglement in my heart. Time passed quietly at my fingertips, and I gradually understood why I always liked the distance, but no matter what I thought in my heart, my steps are always moving towards the opposite direction of my heart step by step. I once said: walking in the opposite direction…….! A friend said: Even if you are opposite, you can still go to the origin, because the Earth is round! That really gave me a belief, but now I find that I can’t reach the Origin even how round the Earth is. Open 08 year diary, I realize my ideological decadence, and courage sharpens, simple lost, complex diversification. I felt a little bit numb in my heart. I was ready to compromise on the spur of the moment to make a choice without credibility, but in the end I tossed the coin many times, because at that time, I felt that the thought in my heart was not the first choice of coin, so I asked whether there was God’s will and destiny in this world. If there were these so-called things, so no matter how many times I toss the coin, the choice will not change, but as a result, the more times I toss the coin, the more changes it will be, my choice in my heart finally defeated the so-called Heavenly choice that I gave to coins. Someone once told me to start from the beginning, but the subway I took had already started in advance, leaving the starting station and heading for the terminal station. How could I turn back and take it again? Even if one day I took the same subway on the same route, the time was not the one that could tick every minute. Sometimes when a person is quiet, he really wants to change a little, but I don’t know why I always find so many lies when I shake and prepare to re-examine myself, after a semi-formal love, I am completely afraid of feelings. Even if someone who is suitable or good in my opinion enters my world, I will try my best to run, the pain of losing after owning always gives me a cruel warning when I am happy. I don’t know whether I really love it or not. I often ask myself what kind of life I want, what kind of life will make me happy? However, intuition tells me that happiness is not to find a rich man who can support his belly, nor to compromise and pursue casually. In this power world where actual inequality calls for equality between men and women, I seem to see happiness is living a simple but warm life with the people I love. I don’t know whether I think childish or not, but I feel that happiness equals a family and mutual trust, holding each other, striving for the same goal together, being able to share happiness and suffering, no right and wrong, no doubt, no malicious disputes… or happiness equals to realizing one’s dream, even if dreams are so small and insignificant in others’ eyes. But the reality was so lucky for me that I lost the person who thought I would share the joys and sorrows with myself for a lifetime. Unexpectedly, after cheating me, I even hugged another woman in my arms and said that I loved me, asking for forgiveness! I couldn’t believe the drama of pure love that I thought ………. people often told me that it was time to marry a man. Marriage is an indescribable entanglement and fear for me. I have to ask myself whether I have the conditions to be a wife and a mother. I am afraid, I am afraid that if I don’t have my own job and career, I will become a slave under men’s knees and become a parasites of men. I am afraid that the money that is so small to buy vegetables should be spoken and approved to men, I am afraid that I have a wedding cigarette without love, and I am afraid that I cannot afford the superior living and learning conditions for future children. Sometimes I think these thoughts are extreme and naive, and there are some legendary money worship, but my childhood and young life have been so miserable, how can I tolerate the next generation to continue to be miserable? I have gone through a dramatic love. How can I tolerate the wedding cigarette that can last for a lifetime? Some people say that I am very strong and overbearing …… life is long for decades, and also short for decades. If I am not strong, who will be far-fetched for me? 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Looking at the stars

Standing under the starry sky at night, I overlook the dark night with stars and moon. The wind is so light and the moon is so soft. A casual turn, a casual look back, staring into your eyes. The grass along the road, the leaves beaten by Frost, and the scorched heart were also exhausted, and the sorrow came from the end of spring and winter. I. Exclaim that it was a small dance, and it was a big scene. The performance on the stage was ahead of time, but it showed a kind mother love and dim eyes, there is a pair of reading glasses on the locked eyebrows, what is in TA’s hand? Dragging her son for thousands of miles in TA’s hands, the mother worried about the red dancing shoes, a shiny little five star shining in the middle of the brim, under the shining neon, it reflects the long journey of the slim footprint. It was such a simple action, just such a subtle expression, but it won the applause all over the hall. At this time, there were warm applause, slandering words, bitter and bitter comments, some indignant sarcasm and strange expressions. At this time, he was laughing, you were laughing, and so was I. However, there was no kind of smile, but it was not the skin laughing, the flesh laughing, the heart laughing bitterly, ah, life, life, what a big joke you made for us! No one does not cry, and no one does not laugh. At this moment, everyone will still laugh heartily in a hearty voice and singing style. What kind of smile is a kind of smile blooming and blooming? I think maybe, the only thing I can do is to experience the laughter after the war. At this time, a sad, miserable and indifferent smile will appear. Only after growing up, the smile after suffering setbacks is a kind of blooming and blooming after growing up, sad and mature wry smile! Although it is, such a smile has been slightly indifferent to numbness, dullness and sadness. But who can say that the smile at this time is not an alternative narration. In real life, when everything has been destroyed in plain, people’s expressions will naturally become numb. But in order to fill the belly with hunger and thirst, the human spirit also has natural struggle, struggle and plunder, and there is no need to pay attention to it, the existence of spirit in life and the value of oxygen absorption. The stage of the drama was still shouting, and the sound broke. The physical and mental regret of the audience of drama is just from the moment when the drama comes to the curtain, who else will care about it and the little touch in life. Drama is always deviating from reality, while drama curtain and stage reflect each other, while people are the people who play the appearance of drama and also the people who play the drama curtain in the drama. How many things can be laughed and happy? How many things can be worried and happy. What are you laughing at? What am I laughing at? When we are watching the drama of the same drama. How many languages can be the same accomplice. Second, I am still nagging about the drama. Wake up. This is watching a movie in the cinema. You are really involved in the drama. You have published these feelings. Haha, it seems that you are really easy to be fooled. Oh, yeah, I also casually said a few words, talk about, talk about feelings. In fact, this play is originally wonderful. How can it be said that what means being put into the drama. It seems that I have to put on a ingot of gold ingot. If you continue to perform this play, you will be fooled into a mental illness. You still don’t know if you feel heartbroken. Hehe, right? You vote for sports lottery, or I vote for rich lottery. If you choose to vote, the rest is what I want to choose. Hey, in fact, you still don’t have to say that you really can’t think about it. Look at the advanced development of human science, what kind of ship, boat, all of them have been flying into the space. It is said that wow, in the future, will villas be built in this space? Really, don’t underestimate the wisdom of human beings, think of the first star at that time. What’s her name? It seems to be the East Red, isn’t it? Nowadays, the six gods and seven gods have already flew to the heaven? Isn’t it, is the verification of the progress of scientific practice developed successfully? Haha, I am too lazy to tell you, then let’s wait and see, and then see the future development. Well, wait and see, let time and practice prove everything. Third, the mother on the Heart Stage is meditating, the mother under the stage is worried, and the birds are Twittering. In my mother’s heart, this is a continuation of maternal love, and it is also the breeding of warmth inherited in the silence of maternal love. There was a warm applause from the audience. There was a contemptuous tone on the stage, and everyone had different questions in their hearts? What are you? What am I? In fact, nothing is nothing, but we all have a common domain name. We are constantly rushing to the stage, go forward, crawl and wander in the countryside with the same direction and goal. Just like running in the vast space, you are a star in the space, and I am also a star in the space, but we are exploring along different tracks, you go forward, I go backward, TA is leaning towards its left, and you follow its right. This is a constant reincarnation in time and space, because we have a common domain name, TA’s name is star. Therefore, from today’s You, self-evident me, to future you, stop asking Xiang Xiangshu, because we all have a common domain name called star. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. 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