Life is Toss

In the silent environment, people’s thinking tends to be pure, numb and sluggish, and the effect of inertia is so irresistible. When I realized this problem, I felt inexplicable sadness and rising fear in my heart. I never want to live such a muddled life. I am young and have capital. The sinking life is like death giving me a sense of oppression. I desperately want to be sober and sober again; I am eager for the young blood to boil; I am eager for the burning of passion in my heart; I am eager for competition and challenging life; I am eager for the perfect embodiment of value. I washed my confused face with cold water. What I saw was impatience and my own insignificance, and my own dispensable, as if I was a member of the non-existence, and I wanted to hold high and grow high, my voice is so weak. The thought of drifting along with the current and muddling along devours my sensitive and fragile thinking, and the instinctive resistance makes me fall into the abyss of pain. Every day I had to get detached with the help of a large amount of nicotine, and the temporary relief in the smoke even pushed me to the cliff when I was sober. Late at night. The whole world has fallen asleep for the time being. The redundant part of the world is thinking in the dark, groping to light a nicotine. The painful and active thinking is flashing in the fire. The poplar on the Gobi is in the dry desert, keeping the freshness and tenacity of life, he was moved to the swamp with only rotten roots. Wild beasts were majestic in the mountains and wild, and once they were put into cages, they would only degenerate helplessly. The environment creates human beings, and the environment also kills people. In an environment where people are not created, you will gradually get used to losing yourself and rotting or living in silence. Of course, you can transform the environment as much as possible, but the result is unknown, maybe better or worse. Fear, inexplicable fear. Being unaware of the crisis is fear, while being aware of the crisis will deepen fear. Surrounded by fear, it is like a copper wall and Iron Wall, which cannot be overstepped or broken through. With a cry of desperately, only the noise of shaking the eardrum from the bounce makes me more annoyed and more fearful, perhaps forgetting existence is the best relief. But I am not willing to do this …… I also want to try my best to beat my wings and make the long river of life more wonderful spray ~ ~ ~ Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…