I am no longer young (Qintai art)

Don’t smear some thick powder on your face, and don’t want to go out. I feel there are always some strange eyes looking at you: Look, this yellow-faced woman, who is not slim and has no luster, is ugly! I suddenly felt that I was really old. Not only the old face, but also his own mentality. I remember a good saying: beautiful women are eye-catching, smart women are brain-nourishing, kind women are heart-nourishing, gentle women are mind-nourishing, talented women are nurturing, and healthy women are nurturing. I slowly climbed to the age of 40, and I had no charm and brilliance in my youth. I was not beautiful when I was young, let alone beautiful now; I would not act according to the circumstances, and would not be slick, I don’t know where to go, neither does the experience of wind and rain make me smart; The trifles and helplessness of life make me who has always been a good temper become a lion roar, and I will frown and lose my temper easily, gentleness had been far away from me; I, who had been recommended as a talented woman in my class since I was in school, became an ordinary housewife and sometimes became nagging when facing dissatisfaction; I always treat life sincerely, but life doesn’t give me much favor. What it gives me is a fragile nerve and a weak body; Only a kind heart, it has not changed, although it has been polished by life without edges and corners, although it has been scarred. Beautiful, smart, gentle, healthy, talented and healthy seem to be far away from me, and I also seem to be really old. Especially in front of my daughter who is as crazy as a small tree, I feel more ruthless time and no longer time. I know that I am no longer young. However, my kind heart is still there. What can a kind heart do? A kind heart can make the grass feel the warmth brought by the spring breeze; A kind heart can make the withered wood Fengchun, make the frozen melt, and make the thirsty heart feel love. In fact, having a kind heart is enough for me. A kind heart can also make me feel the beauty of this world; A kind heart can also make me have the longing for love in the long world of mortals; A kind heart, only with a kind heart can I understand tolerance and gratitude; Only with a kind heart can I feel self-esteem and self-love. I know that life will not be smooth. When the dark clouds cover the light, when the wind and sand enchant my eyes, when the dark night can’t fade away, when the haze blocks my heart, I can’t be willing to fall down, and I can’t choose to be irresponsible to myself. I know I am no longer young. However, there is one thing that can determine your future, that is, mentality. People can grow old, but their hearts can be young. I think of Zheng Yuanjie who has been able to write fairy tales for more than 20 years. He is already over 50 years old, but if it weren’t for him having a childlike heart to write so many works that children love to read, how can he win children’s respect and love for him? No matter how old a person is, it is good as long as he is young. No matter how ugly a person is, it is good to have a kind heart. No matter how ruthless life is to you, as long as you have a strong and optimistic attitude. People are old, even if they are no longer young, as long as their mentality is not old, they can live in the present and live well in the present. Grasping the present in prosperity is a kind of kung fu, and living in adversity is a kind of realm. Stubborn, easy to enter the dead corner, generate psychological pressure, leave shadow, add physical and mental burden. Changing an idea is easy to make people dim and bright. Changing an angle will leave a space for thinking. Changing thinking can make people live in a desperate situation. I know that I am no longer young. However, if I change a mentality, my life will be totally different. Therefore, I will go shopping when I am in a good mood and buy something I like to satisfy the vanity of a little woman; I will have a haircut and beauty treatment at a fixed time to relax my body and mind; I will also chat with friends when I feel depressed and pour out my unhappiness. I know that I am no longer young, but my fate is in my own hands. 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