Dusk

These days after Qingming festival are rainy days. We are transplanting rice seedlings in the rain, ploughing fields in the rain, and doing everything farmers need to do in this season. Today, it was saved. Because the rain last night was too heavy, my father thought that the water in the field was too deep, and it would spread to the top after 24 days of throwing seedlings. So I have a rest today and watch TV at home. I went to bed at more than 1 pm, and it was already over 4 pm when I woke up. The rain outside the window stopped, but it was still gloomy. Lean against the door and see the world covered by green. My heart is overwhelmed by a kind of sad thoughts. Why is it like this? When everything in the world appears vibrant in this spring, when many people feel the beauty of life, I am surrounded by sad emotions, not to blame me for reading too many poems and essays of Xu Zhimo, after all, I didn’t get into the world of poets in this night. Wasn’t the book Collected works of Xu Zhimo left in that pile of dust? It is not my fault that I have read too much news on the technology channel on Tencent. I may not have read all kinds of articles about (the Earth and the future of human beings) there for a long time. I really don’t know how many kinds of conjectures about the future of human beings have emerged from current online experts and scholars. The pig farm on the opposite side was quite lively. It was said that people living at the foot of another mountain could hear the crying of pigs. Now is the time to feed, and the cry is more intense than usual. In this bustle, a sentence suddenly came out in my mind: the fate of people who use words is miserable. Then I suddenly realized that the sadness just now was caused by several articles about Chinese literati on the Internet. How many people do Chinese eat with words? Look at those literary websites to get a rough idea. Compared with the past, the competition is unprecedentedly fierce, which is said to be white-hot. In such a big environment, the fate of literati is worrying. Except for famous experts, what to worry about is those novices. How to get a more calm life under the fierce competition is something they are thinking about in their dreams. Literature websites have writers with annual salaries of over yuan, and magazines and newspapers have manuscripts with thousands of words over yuan, however, if you want to get these, you need to add a name in front of them: Famous masters and Masters. After all, famous masters are a very small part. More people are below the food and clothing line, and even a few hundred yuan a month are also quite a few people. It is for these that I feel sad. A one-way road (a one-way road that can only move forward but not retreat), as a person who has just started, it is inevitable to feel sad when hearing that the future is such a situation. All I can do is to try to make myself happy and dilute the sadness. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…