Cloudy style

The rain fell, and there was no sign in the Sunny Sun. Light and Light, unconsciously slowed down the rhythm of the heart. I like cloudy days, simple style, graceful sadness, looking at the sky, thinking of a quiet place left behind. Whenever I look at the sky, I no longer like to talk. Just like that, I always perched in the curtain of rain. It becomes a habit to listen to music and read books alone at the corner of the window of the room. Casually ~ I like the paragraph of Guo Jingming very much: I am a child who would look up at the sky when feeling lonely, looking at the big sun, the big moon and the sore neck, eyes filled with tears. This is true. Good children don’t tell lies, but those things in my works, those things that look like illusions open in the water, they really don’t recall any more, and memory is not an excuse for sadness, it is not a way of comfort either, because no matter how many memories there are, they will eventually be wet by the rain and become a breeze. No longer sad, gloomy is not unique, let alone the seeds must be planted in sorrow. Just so down, down to no feeling, no hate, no injury, no feeling. Change, don’t do this anymore, start again, start again, start again ~ honestly, you can’t let go at the beginning, you can’t let go at the beginning, you really want to know you at the beginning, you really want…… I really want…… Maybe it has become empty ~ I forgot, I am very happy now, especially happy, so I can explain to myself over and over again. Sneer ~ it’s really not like this, damn it, still, still, still there. Let go, in the rain, understand, in the rain, put it down, when the rain falls, put you, this old good friend and me this second ago together in this summer, this rainy season, it is a cloudy day when gardenia blossoms. The weather is fine. I still like rainy season and cloudy days. I like listening to music and reading books at the corner of my room alone. The rain fell, the habit of burying memories fell, the clothes were wet, the heart was frozen, the rain fell, I changed my mind and left it, but the rain fell, with a brand-new me, it should not be the beginning, the beginning, neither the beginning nor the future. Seriously tell me what I only know ——— Xi I don’t believe, I can, it is not others but myself, this is the first and last time, all of which have not been done in the last second, finish, wait, firmly draw a full stop. One chance, one effort, and one try. You should understand that this is not a joke. Come on, smile again, and you won’t go back to the original point. The first start after the loss of memory, the rain fell, the same scene, the same place, the same environment, the same day, become me, change people, a brand new under the rain curtain after upgrading ~ pull up the corners of the mouth, gorgeous performance after farce! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Perception of life

The interview was over, but the results were not satisfactory. My heart was more or less depressed. My daughter comforted me that she should adjust her mind and stop thinking about the past. She didn’t think about the result every time after the test. She ate well when she should eat and slept well when she should sleep, if you want to face failure calmly, you can’t know whether you are lucky or not. You told me many inspirational stories of celebrities, and I finally felt much better. Looking back, I am not as strong as a 12-year-old child, which is pitiful and ridiculous. Later, when I heard that the interview was just an appearance, I felt more and more ridiculous at that time, with poor appetite and lack of sleep, and the annoying appearance was really pitiful. Now, everything is back to the past. I feel that I really have a sleepless sleep. I remembered a classic saying that my daughter said to the little white rabbit lying on the birthday cake at her birthday party a few days ago: this lazy rabbit symbolizes my future life, sleep and wake up naturally, count the money and feel numb, hehe. I think my daughter is very young and has a good mentality. I should learn from her. In fact, I used to feel inexplicable sad and sad. Looking back, maybe it is too demanding for life, always wandering between ideal and reality painfully. In the end, life has to continue without edges and corners, it’s just a lack of innocence and fantasy, and a little more truth and peace. I feel really good in such a day. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…