The vast smoke and water, who makes me warm

Stepping on the shallow shadow of early spring, I lingered on the deserted river bank, silently picked up the memory of the past scattered on the beach, embraced the happy flowing light that year, and sang solo near the river …… today, I stand there, there is still the melody you hummed before, but it’s a pity that everything can’t go back to the past. A beautiful encounter ended in silence. Standing in the setting sun, lovesickness and losing weight, now, falling into the river is just a sad and beautiful legend. Don’t come here, jingxun is like a shuttle, I don’t think it is already a beauty. For the whole five years, the bitterness of the river was dyed with the parting song of the breakpoint. Looking at the end of the world, I felt pity that what I waited for was always moon falling and wild geese flying south, the beach which was once full of footprints of you and me has become a lonely happy scene for me. I was unable to embrace the gentle light and charming shadow in front of me into my dream. When the tears I endured fell down, I realized that this love had already been rooted in the beach and became the happiness and sadness that I could never forget in my life. Love, not far away, only a river’s distance. Love is too far, I can’t reach this life. Who broke through the floating scenery of a river and broke my half-life obsession? Is it true that the cold current has frozen my dream in winter, and I can no longer feel the warmth of spring or hear the sound of happiness blooming? You are far away, and there is no book gradually. After leaving, I walked through the departure dock day and night, but finally I waited for you not to come or find the sound. In my memory, the picture of happiness became a mirage in a glimpse. The wind shook down a river of yearning …… from then on, I had to dance alone, walk alone on the beach and talk alone in my dreams. For you, I painted the land as a prison, and imprisoned the lovesickness of fleeting years; For you, I sang lonely and shallow, guarding an empty city alone. Flowers fly all over the sky, and who is pitiful of the Red fragrance? How good it would be if life was just like first sight. Do you remember that year when the clouds were all over the river, you fell in love with my eyebrows and I fell in love with your shoulders? Do you remember that day when Catkins were all over the sky, you and I made peach blossom music together, and we made an appointment for the next life? Once, your true love monologue turned into waves, making me warm. Now, I am here, where is you? Once upon a time, you waved your sleeves to accept the wind, and the flute flew to the song, making me blossom for a lifetime. Now, I am here, where is you? The river is very wide, but I only miss one harbor in this life. Do you know that I am looking through the autumn water, staring at the thousands of sails, just waiting for you to come? Year after year, year after year, I lingered here, thinking that one day you would come unexpectedly, but the flowers blossomed and faded, the tide went and the tide came again, except for memories left on this beach, only me and my sad singing. Those verses written on the back of the paper turned yellow gradually in the rising and falling of the moon. The misty rain that passed away from the rest of the World wet my face. Who could see this heart which was obsessed with love and painful by the River day and night? Dear, no matter where you are, I will definitely be here! Whether you come or not, I will wait for you on this beach! The ripples of the river are my breath of love throughout my life. Let me take a wisp of blue and misty rain in the sky and play for you with blue silk as the string. At this moment, let your heart listen to the whispers from the sky again, and build a boat with crazy words. Then, take the wind in a wisp of memory and drive to the distant shore…… Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Silently walked 2011

I went through 2011 silently. Looking back at the trace behind my feet, I sometimes admire myself a little. Although I didn’t get anything, a healthy and upward heart still supported my steps gradually moving away, being with myself and love, get guidance from the wisdom of wise men, constantly adjust the old and vigorous state of mind, hold the smoke of life in the plain persistence, and harvest the blue which belongs to oneself. Ordinary Days always come and go in a hurry. A thought of persistence comes into being from the heart, a lovesickness is bound to the book, and there are so many heroic and so many idle worries between the lines. The morning dew and the night rain, the sunrise and sunset, the hobby of climbing latticework is hard to change the mood of bringing old books back to the old, wild flowers singing birds like spring, expressing the most touching language of human soul with Heart language, let your thoughts feel something between the lines. Finally, I can have a book of my own. This happiness is really like the feeling of drunkenness. Eight articles written by me in the book “History of Geology and minerals in Gansu province” were written on paper, and the collection of prose poems “pastoral song of emotion” and the collection of prose “native land deep in thought” were published. Especially my daughter Liu Dan spent a lot of time on planning and designing these two books after work, which made me feel the deep affection after harvest. During that period of time, she studied my exercises one by one, wrote preface for me, read a good book, and talked with many noble people. Reading father’s prose is a meeting with a pure and beautiful soul. In one’s life, reading several essays with beautiful words and profound thoughts can not only broaden one’s horizon and knowledge, but also purify one’s thoughts and soul, so as to observe the society, examine life, examine your own words and behaviors, and make your life perfect. Yes, in life, what is family affection? It is the most sincere feelings and selflessness that move the soul and make the soul naturally appreciate everything given by nature in the spring breeze and autumn rain. Time flies like an arrow, time flies like a shuttle, through the historical smoke of blood and fire, through the wind and rain baptism of construction and reform, in, we ushered in the glorious moment of 90 years of founding the party and the 100th anniversary of the revolution. As a person who likes dancing, writing and writing and graffiti, I naturally regard these themes as a task to complete in my writing. As a result, three to five exercises won several essay awards. In my opinion, this writing style has some benefits, that is, in the process of enjoying writing, on the one hand, there will be no new China without the Communist Party and Mr. Sun Yat-sen, China has not yet been unified, comrades still need to work hard and other contents have a deeper understanding and perception, which also makes many great and shocking events in China’s modern history much clearer in their hearts. It is not suitable for me to be arrogant with the spirit of a grand man of lofty ideals. The lessons of Zhuge Liang’s performance as a teacher are loud and clear in my ears, but I am never too old to learn the old saying, which makes me understand more about the rapid development of economy, learning in school is only a stage of life, and life-long learning is still important. The sage is classic, which makes people feel a lot and dare not slack off. Due to the need of work, on the eve of the first anniversary of Zhouqu debris flow, I went to Zhouqu for an interview with several colleagues from China land and resources newspaper office. In a few days of travel, let me fully feel the changes of Zhouqu over the past year. The interview was tough, but when I saw Zhouqu on the first anniversary of 8.8, the hot construction site, the busy farmer’s market and the endless stream of people, I felt the poetic and picturesque feeling of a brand new home, the excitement in my heart is hard to say. Three valley, this made Zhouqu people most sad place, in 2010 nian of 8 yue 8 ri, from here rushes out of 1.82 million cubic metres of debris flow, and leveled three-eyed village, destroyed full moon village, instantly took away the lives of 1501 boat quer women. And this year’s sanyanyu debris flow comprehensive treatment project has achieved overall success. This project is one of the disaster management projects with the largest investment and the largest quantities in China at present. At the same time, the control project of debris flow in luojiayu ditch, the control project of Longjiang new village and Nanqiao landslide, the control project of zhaizi ditch debris flow and the control project of Bailongjiang River built in Zhouqu have been basically completed. Till today, in the embrace of green mountains and rivers, in the great love of the whole nation, the selfless sunshine fully reflects the sweat and true love. Therefore, the reportage “San Yan Yu, history will never forget” written by me was published in several newspapers, which added a beautiful stroke to the new life of Zhouqu. This year, I also realized a dream that I led my wife to travel to the south by plane, fulfilling her yearning to travel thousands of miles in the blue sky; I opened a microblog on the Internet, fashion brings a passion in our heart; More importantly, our parents are no longer young, and the old people who are nearly Old need the care of their children. As a result, the way of thinking has gradually changed from unrestrained and enthusiastic to peaceful meditation, like the mature crops on the Hill swaying freely in the arms of autumn, no longer racking their brains for the spring, no longer sweat like a pig for glory, no longer for the unreal halo on the top of the head, all the things you can do are determined by your life, why Lao sighed. But if you know good things, don’t ask about the future. Stay with parents peacefully and aimlessly, nagging the past of childhood and enjoying the family affection given by nature quietly. For me, I made a cup of hot tea for my parents, cooked a delicious meal, washed my feet with hot water, and then asked whether it was cold or not, whether I was tired or not, some warm details in life are quietly spent in plain, making yourself feel all the implications of happiness. In, the days and memories were full. All the beautiful, happy, sad and expected things are like the rising sun illuminating every ordinary and ordinary day. Advise all the sages to practice as soon as possible. Time flies like an arrow and it is hard to stay. The cold and summer urge people to grow old, and the youth will lose their heads unconsciously. Cherish the time and work hard to make progress. As long as you pay, you will get something. As for whether you believe it or not, I believe it anyway. Because, in 2012, he waved to us again Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Moon in unknown

On the afternoon of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Lingjun called me and said that brother Mei Shi had an appointment with his friends in the city tonight to enjoy the moon in Yunmeng Pavilion in Nanhu Lake. How could such a good opportunity be spared? After dinner, I went there happily. Having lived in Yueyang for a long time, I am really familiar with Nanhu Lake. Now this square has become a perfect place for city dwellers to relax, and I am no exception. Every time I have dinner with my friends, I always go to Nanhu Square for a few rounds after dinner, so as to adjust my mood and pass the time. Walking on the delightful corridor, the breeze crumpled a lake blue, and the colorful lights on the corridor reflected in the water, rippling out pieces of colorful silk ripples. At this moment, what melancholy and melancholy would be swept away. I haven’t been walking in the square for several days. I got off the bus in front of Nanhu Square. The season is already Mid-Autumn Festival, but the weather is as hot as summer. The pedestrians in the square were like weaving. Walking in the crowd, I only felt that my whole body was hot and sweating. After more than ten minutes’ journey, the short-sleeved T-shirt had been soaked by sweat when I arrived at deyunmengge. Nanhu has held several international dragon boat races. In recent years, the city has invested hundreds of millions to build the first-class Nanhu Square and Nanhu corridor in the country. The rostrum once issued orders has now been changed into drinking tea and chatting, the Yunmeng Pavilion of literati Association. This is the best place to watch the lake and enjoy the moon. The Mid-Autumn Festival is even more like guests coming and going. There are all kinds of guests. It is too late to find a seat. Fortunately, brother Mei Shi was once the municipal director of culture, and Yunmeng pavilion was also under the management of the Bureau of Culture. Brother Mei had already let his former subordinates choose the best position here. When we arrived one by one, brother Mei had been waiting for a long time. Beer and moon cakes were put on a large table, and tea was served later. On the mid-autumn festival last year, brother Mei also invited us to enjoy the moon in Nanhu Lake. That night, the moon was very big and white, which dyed the clear water of a lake into a piece of silvery white. The stars all over the sky shone and shone with the moon. We took a small cruise ship, rippling in the lake. Several people were drinking beer, chatting all over the country, singing melodious songs. Songs and laughter fell into the lake, which seemed to sound. The boat shattered a lake of moonlight, and everyone’s mood was so pure and comfortable. Even the fireflies flying in the air seemed to be influenced by our joy and laughter, following our bow and flying around. Although a year has passed, the scene that night was exactly like yesterday. I once thought that this year’s Mid-Autumn Festival must also have the addiction of visiting the lake and enjoying the moon. But this year’s Mid-Autumn Festival night, the sky was gray and could not see a star, and the moon hid in the clouds for a long time without showing its face. The water Entertainment City, which used to have a carnival all night long, has stopped. Many swimming boats are moored by the lake, and none of them is traveling. It is said that the water entertainment city was set up by a hotel in the city, but the hotel which used to be very popular now is heavily in debt and has declared bankruptcy, so the water entertainment city will die with it. I drank a box of beer and talked a lot. At eight or nine o’clock, the Moon showed a yellow face from the clouds. It seemed that this year’s moon was not as bright as usual, but the moon is still so round, like a silver plate with some rust. Sitting on the platform on the second floor, looking at the moon in the sky, I felt a little disappointed in my heart, so I hated the moon tonight. In such a sunny day with a full moon, why is the moon so stingy and live up to our wishes? After a while, the colorful lights in the South Lake corridor also went out. The water in the South Lake without moonlight and stars shining became darker and darker. Through the wine festival, I asked the waiter to turn up the TV, and the Evening News was played on the screen: Nanjing military and civilian Memorial 9, 18, do not forget the national humiliation I beat the back of the head, damn it, damn it! Today is September 18th, which is the national shame day of Japan’s invasion of China on the Gregorian calendar. The moon is 16 circles on the 15th. No wonder the Mid-Autumn Festival gala held by CCTV on both sides of the Taiwan Strait and three places was broadcast live at on August 16. I think: The Moon of China tonight may be influenced by the emotions of Chinese people! Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Diet

I formed the habit of not being picky about diet, and paid more attention to the improvement and enjoyment of self-cultivation in spiritual life. As long as I can satisfy my hunger, have a sense of appetite, get along with nutrition, and have no excessive extravagance, this is the low requirement of my secular life. Since my husband responded to the invitation of my daughter and son-in-law in an international metropolis, and went to Shanghai to enjoy the happiness of family life and family life, helping my daughter and son-in-law’s family deal with household chores and living apart from me, I am in my husband’s, do your own thing, be natural and unrestrained, come alone and enjoy yourself. Such as unrestrained and unconstrained style, free to come and go, living in the unrestrained and unrestrained grass people enjoying the free space of all things. However, I don’t have any research and high requirements on diet. I don’t have paranoid or attention to diet. I don’t want to spend a lot of time on diet, I pay attention to the research on the richness and enjoyment of spiritual life. In my consciousness, as long as I can eat enough, nutritious food can be eaten as food and full. Pasta: including steamed buns, noodles, wonton, soup balls, pies, corn, dried rice, porridge, mung bean soup, red bean soup, Baibao porridge, biscuits, fruits, wine and vegetable rice, all kinds of dishes can be used as my diet structure, and I can accept all kinds of food without being picky and cope with the challenges of all kinds of food to me. Except that I don’t want to eat garlic; Besides cold, hard, sour and spicy food that patients with antral gastritis should pay attention to, I am accept all of them. In normal times, I can eat meals casually without certain rigid rules. I can use other foods as substitutes, and even I can use fruits instead of grains to fulfill his mission. I often went to the horse road outside Shanghai and Hangzhou to buy breakfast. After eating, I bought some food to take home as lunch. I didn’t want to cook by myself any more. I am get used to buying ready-made breakfast every day, and then pack lunch to go home for dinner. In the evening, you can buy some vegetables and cook some dishes in the afternoon as the extravagant demand to improve the food. The coarse tea of life talks about rice, green vegetables and lobs, generally do not touch meat smell in summer, in addition to the other three seasons in summer, sometimes make some meat flavor dishes to adjust the simple life accompanied by green lamps and lonely shadows, vegetarian dishes, I live a Unique and comfortable life like a man with wild cranes in the idle room who has no struggle with the world, cynicism and flow. The breakfast snack shop on Huhang Road is not the farthest from my home. It takes about 10 minutes to walk there. On the opposite side of the snack shop is a large clothing factory with thousands of people. There are local workers and other workers. Equal pay for equal work is achieved, and the migrant workers can still work in the factory stably. Every morning, there is a tricycle coming from the gate of the factory, which is full of all kinds of breakfast, such as pancakes, pies, drinks and so on. However, the tricycle is small after all, with a single variety of fancy food, it can’t be compared with the snack shop that rents a house, but the factory has a large number of people, and the snacks and food on the car can always be sold a little; In the East direction of the snack shop, ranked community garden green space at open a mobile diet car, above same filled with various bread, cake, beverage, but price facade pastry shop expensive 2 into, double-head over heels. Because once all the food in the snack shop had been purchased, I strolled to the speed train booth to inquire about the food price. The same food made me bear double the price. This kind of mobile car booth makes people buy one that they don’t know and have no choice. Anyone who knows will not be fooled. But when the crowds at work are crowded, there are always some people who are ignorant and will come back to such stalls to receive the taste of being killed. I am regular customer of snack shop, For me, the existence of a snack shop is really a real convenience store which gives me convenience and is a necessary consumer goods store for the life of the grass-roots with good quality and reasonable price. Although the snack shop has a facade, it is deep inside. You can sit outside and enjoy your food. The place is also spacious. The shopkeeper is a young couple. The delivery is fast, and the sanitary condition is also good. Although the cooked food is not as good as the raw fried steamed bread in Shanghai, it sucks a pack of marinade. Because the price determines the quality, if the food here is expensive, there will be no consumer market. Therefore, it is impossible to have a pack of fresh soup and marinade for 4 raw fried steamed buns at 1 yuan, but it is still edible. Sometimes I buy 2.5 two raw fried steamed buns for 2.5 yuan, a cup of Baobao porridge for 0.5 yuan and spend 3 yuan in the morning. Sometimes I buy 3 steamed buns with meat, pickled cabbage, red bean seed skin, and other depression buns, also and 1 cup treasure porridge or of soy milk. Steamed stuffed bun each 0.5,3 A bun 1.5 plus 1 cup treasure porridge 0.5 yuan, total 2 yuan, such two meals diet together on 4-to 5 yuan, it is the most economical breakfast and lunch, and I, a scumbag, can still cope with this shabby life. The peasants here and my peers are not so optimistic. They can’t afford such a low cost of living. Because of their living expenses of 100 yuan per month, it is not enough to eat these two breakfasts and lunches alone. Can they tie their bellies up with belts for dinner? Sometimes the young couple will make some other fancy varieties, such as fried dough sticks, glutinous rice balls, eggs, zongzi and so on, which are all kinds of fancy kinds of food, to adjust the taste of migrant workers. The business of their snack shop is still good, with dozens of steamed buns sold smoothly every day; The fist product of their shop, spicy sauce and big flour cake, is full of customers in front of the shop every day, migrant workers like this kind of food best. This young woman cuts the special big flour cake with a knife every day. The big flour cake is red, a little spicy and a little fresh. When people see it visually, it will turn into a strong appetite, so that I have the mood to buy and have a try. Women’s skill of cutting flour was so skillful that they were as quick as wielding a knife. It can be seen how many Red flour cakes were sold under her knife. Such Dao gong movement is no less than an athlete’s daily exercise. The couple acted quickly. Sometimes it was too late for women to sell on the table. On one hand, the man made a big pastry, and on the other hand, he brought steamed buns to the customers, collecting money and being busy. The couple’s daily work is too busy to dance, but they can’t use their feet as hands, and there is no hand to do the endless work. So busy, you can’t hire people. If you hire people, their profits will obviously shrink. They every morning Rose at 2 and start working, this live hard, no hard-working spirit simply aren’t up to go down. Having a good lunch and sleeping for 4 to 5 hours every day, you have to get up and start the preparation for the next day. The hard work is unbearable. What should their income be? With such hard work, the income of the couple is almost the same as that of the young couple in the clothing factory, or a little bit more. Garment workers the couple’s income per year in 50,000 yuan, every day to work overtime to late at night. This pastry shop of hard income should also in 5 to 60,000 yuan, sell epigenetic work not everyone can adhere to, competent. Every day I become a regular customer of snack shops. I know very well that in today’s society, the life of Chinese people is not as boasted by Goethe in some TV plays. All the money they earned contained blood and sweat. The so-called hard work and wealth sometimes was really a big fool. What kind of people are rich now? How do the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich earn money? Officials and businessmen cooperate to make huge profits. All departments that can make a lot of money are monopolized by government officials and businessmen, and more and more facts make people see the essence clearly. If the common people want to get a piece of cake, it is wishful thinking, daydreaming. A snack shop like this requires technology, labor, and perseverance. It can only earn a few little hard money. In today’s society, the second redistribution of national income has been monopolized by such a small number of people. Today, from the analysis of snack shops, I let people see clearly the substantial things hidden behind the current society, and see the essence through phenomena, so that people can awaken something deep…… Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

The bitterness of Leaving Home (Part One)

In the spring of 1999, after one and a half years in junior high school, I left quietly and left the junior middle school of M school that I dreamed. Ah! Ah! I said goodbye to the old middle school that I deeply remembered, away from its footprints, and went back to the top of the mountain with a muddled depression; At this time, I started to be passive again until I was disappointedly in the sleepless dark night sky, and I became a vegetative person who could not speak or walk. Spring, the gentle spring has not gone away, nor has the hot summer like lava recently. My heart begins to collapse, and my heart begins to be depressed. At that time, my mother asked me my plan after the new year. I didn’t know how to answer it. My uncle also asked my mother the same question. I seemed to think they were angry with me and looked down upon me, so I don’t want to talk to them, but they are my parents and brothers and sisters. Sometimes, before I have to answer them, I have to make a lot of mental preparations. I must bear their scolding or their criticism of me. Whenever I go to my uncle’s or relatives’ home, I feel a little worried or afraid of something. But half a year is almost over soon, and the May is also very hot, so I feel very lonely and boring after staying at home for a long time, my parents also felt confused because I didn’t have a job. After thinking about it, I didn’t have any friends to introduce it to me. Later, I found my parents and thought of my cousin D, so at that time, they thought of entrusting sister-in-law R to ask D to take me to work in F’s city. F City is the most difficult and beautiful County located near Fuchun River, and it is also the administrative center of my hometown. Although such a city is my best dream and one of the cities I most expect to come to, due to the poor economy in life, or because I have no familiar relatives in the city, so I had to stay in the countryside for more than half of my life. Until I lost the financial subsidy for studying in junior high school, I was forced to quit school and had to stay in the countryside for half a year, fortunately, under the leadership of D, I came to live and work in the city for the first time. Since Mrs D heard that I was bored at home, he rushed to his hometown to urge me to work part-time in the city the next morning. Because I didn’t have my own opinion, it was not a promise or no. Maybe at that time, I had been dreaming about life in the city, so there was nothing to refuse. On the evening of that day, my mother prepared luggage for me. Under the kerosene lamp, she mended my shabby clothes while sewing the holes in the clothes, at the same time, he nagged to me: a CHENG! You have never been to the city. If you have anything to do, you must listen to your cousin’s arrangement. Don’t go out without a home at night. This will make your eldest brother worried and also make us anxious; besides, your life problems must be in order, and your dressing and hygiene must be kept clean and fresh, otherwise your eldest brother and friends will look down upon you or hate you. I said: Oh! Know. But Dad said: You know now, but when you really arrived in the city, did you take what we said as a deaf ear to the wind and forget to do it all at once? I hope you are not. If you are like this, dad will not care about you. It was the first time that my father let me drink at night, and it was also the first time that I got drunk. I went to sleep unconsciously that night. When I got up early in the morning, the sunshine was very bright, so I breathed fresh air outside, waiting for my mother to make breakfast and have a good meal so as to say goodbye to my parents, along with D’s eldest brother, they went down the mountain to work in the city. On the way my mother sent me, she still repeated what she told me last night. Dad didn’t say anything, but he still took out 500 yuan of cash from his pocket to my hand. When I really took over, D returned the money to dad and said: I’ll come up with a Cheng’s money. You can spend such a little money yourself. It’s OK to buy fertilizer. Dad said: how can I be so embarrassed? Or accept it! D said: Don’t worry! I’m here! I will not treat him badly. I will save his money for him and put it at home. Dad put the money back into his pocket and watched us go down the mountain. I looked back at dad and forgot my mother. Sometimes, I really felt my tears streaming down my face and my mood gradually hurt, looking back, I walked towards the downhill road, go! Go! The downhill road seemed to be particularly rough, especially rugged, and I didn’t calm down well; It was really a painful situation that was hard to leave, which made me feel uneasy. I carried my bag, took off my luggage and went on the road one after another. When I arrived at the foot of the mountain, I comforted myself and said: Since I am going to work in the city, I should go because I should relax myself, why do you have to be so reluctant. There was a stream at the foot of that mountain. I looked around beside that stream. It seemed that I was the last nostalgia here. My heart was full of expectations and ideals, what’s more, my nostalgia reminds me of the beauty of my hometown. The gurgling tears were like Yongquan, and my surging mood, as if I was in the sky swearing here, firmly obeyed D’s order, I got on the bus of Ma Jian flight from Huyuan direction and went directly to the city of F. We arrived in F city with great strength. We got off the bus at F city’s long-distance passenger station and saw a huge city at the first sight. I think it is huge, that’s because I saw the most perfect city for the first time. Maybe for the people in the city, the urban area here is not big, because it is much bigger than it, such as Shanghai, Hangzhou and Nanjing. But the first time I saw flowers, it was because I had never touched the city, and the first time I met a lot of fresh things, I felt that this was my dream paradise. D got off the bus first, so I got off the bus with him and walked along the streets with him. I didn’t know what road and Lane it was. I always felt that I was wearing Bagua hutong, let me touch the north but not the East, while touch the east but not the north, I feel very confused. When I came to a river, high buildings were erected on both sides of the river. I always thought it was near the Fuchun River. I really thought I saw the Fuchun River. I sighed at that time: isn’t this the only river in Fuchun River? I didn’t see how big it was? D said: this is not Fuchun River, but a amaranth River. I said: Oh! That is my illusion. After saying that, I followed him, but when we turned right in the middle of the crossroad, it was a long mountain road with lots of vehicles, the numerous mansions also made me feel the perfection of the city, the prosperity of the economy, and the hardship of starting a business with each other may make me hard to imagine, as if I came to a colorful world, when I came to a paradise in my childhood, I saw the dream of heaven dancing under my eyes. Passing along Longshan Mountain, there was a shopping mall crowded in and out, I looked up and saw the words of Fuchunjiang commercial city written on the upstairs of the commercial city. I seemed to know that this was the most prosperous shopping mall and the busiest pavement in F city. I wanted to say at that time: F City, what an amazing F city. I came to this strange city. I really feel that in this strange city, I can absorb your sunshine temperament and be a giant of a city, I want to show myself well. When I didn’t see enough bustling outside, I was led to the commercial city by D’s, which was full of vegetable stalls with vegetables, eggplant, garlic, scallion, tofu and so on on on the vegetable table, sister Tang set up a stall here. Mrs D led me here and talked with her for a while. At that time, sister and brother-in-law were having lunch. When they saw us coming, the elder brother-in-law put down the bowl and chopsticks in his hand and told us to sit down. Then, the elder brother-in-law said: a CHENG! Have you eaten? I haven’t answered yet, and D answered for me: we haven’t? The elder brother-in-law said: eat a little here, so as not to go home to burn? Sister also said: Yeah! Why not eat a little here? How troublesome it is to go home to cook? D said: Don’t be so polite, go home and burn it, it doesn’t take long, fast! While he said these words, I was still looking around, because I saw such a large food stall here, and it was also the first time I saw so many people who bought vegetables and put food stalls. So I’m curious to enjoy it here. When I focused on the food stall, he was about to leave after saying that. I was still in a daze and a little at a loss. He said to me: A Cheng, we go! I didn’t hear it. He was a little absent-minded. He coaxed and said, “Hey! What are you thinking about? I told you so loudly, haven’t you heard it yet? Go! I said: Oh! Elder sister and elder brother-in-law picked some fresh vegetables together and asked you to bring them back to cook for us; He and I left the stall of elder sister and their couple, I went to another meat stall and bought a few Jin of meat, then left the commercial city, and unconsciously crossed a main road to a lane called Zhou Jialong, walking through the alley of that alley, we reached D’s residence. The house where D lived was an underground garage, which was very untidy and smelly. I really wanted to move out, but firstly I didn’t have the economy, secondly I was not familiar with the environment here, sanlai was my parents’ thousands of orders, which made me firmly remember their words. I had to live in the room reluctantly if I was asked to listen to D’s words. When I walked directly into the air from the outside, I felt really uncomfortable. I was afraid of going into that stove-like room, which really made me die with anger and shame. When I was dried by the sun in the hot sun, D said: why don’t you come in? Come on! Wash the vegetables! When I entered, I told him that it was too hot inside, and I couldn’t stand it. D continued: it’s hot! Have electric fans! Don’t be afraid of heat, get used to it after a long time. It was the same when I came here, but we could stand it if we persisted. Men are not afraid of hardship or tiredness. We all practice it in this way. I said: Oh! So he came in to help him cook. After lunch, he went out alone and asked me to have a good rest at home for a day and start work tomorrow. I agreed to D’s. When I was bored, I would watch TV in the room and occasionally read the story books brought by my family, let’s take a look at the residual reading energy in primary and secondary schools. One day passed unconsciously, and soon it was dusk, and D came back to cook. I don’t cook much, so there are a lot of housework done by Mrs D alone. I can only clean the bowl and chopsticks by myself, or clean the room or so on, but I don’t know much about others. After dinner at night, Mrs D and I had been watching TV in bed very early, and we couldn’t choose any good programs on TV. After watching for a while, I fell asleep unconsciously. All of a sudden, I woke up in the middle of the night. I wanted to be convenient, but I couldn’t find the toilet here, so I was in a hurry. I searched for it and finally found a convenient corner, when I came back after pulling, a patrol car happened to pass by. I was found by the policeman and caught as a thief. Two policemen came out of the car to check my ID card. I went indoors obediently, took out my ID card from my bag and handed it to them. They took out the registration book, I wrote down my name and ID card number on it, and then asked my family situation and address again and again. Then they asked D’s again and asked his ID card, he was asked about his work address, and all the inquiries were very detailed. Later, they even mortgaged D’s ID card and imported a TV set, asking him to verify the invoice and instructions of the TV set, to return his things to him. He had to accept it and let them take it at will. After D’s patrol left, he said: why were you so careless that the patrol team found out? I said: I don’t know either! How did I know that the night police in the city were so severe? If I had known that, I would not come out earlier. D continued: Be smart next time, don’t be so dull? Know? Said: Oh! Knowing that the light was off, we went to sleep. In fact, it is difficult to sleep at night, because the suffocation of this room is also difficult to get rid of at night, unless the temperature outside drops to about 278 degrees, it is possible to be more comfortable after midnight. When I woke up, the first thing I did was washing my face and brushing my teeth. Then I carried a few gray buckets and a big spade, follow D’s and lead me to take the first job. In fact, I didn’t know what hard work and helpless life were. I had never tried it. My parents also gave me up as a saint at home. At that time, I really felt lucky, but now I can only obey D’s leadership and become his apprentice. I came to the gate of the city, and then turned to the old road of South Gate Street. The entrance of South Gate Street was against Fuchun River, and this spacious river was the beautiful Fuchun River, and the position we stand is the ferry dock on the bank of Fuchun River, because its direction is against the South of the city, so the road it refers to is also called Nanmen Street, which is frequently near the Bank of Fuchun River. I am not here to enjoy flowers and Moon, nor to travel on vacation. I am just a wage earner who works in the tall buildings near the Fuchun River, I have no fate with the most beautiful Fuchun River. I climbed to the sixth floor of this building and opened the door. Several carpenters had already started work here, and their decoration had also gone halfway, there is only one bathroom and one wing room floor tile left when I come here. This is what D and I will start working together. The first day I went to work, I just carried cement bags or sandbags, or I also carried spare wood. In fact, this kind of work was very tired, which made me a little overwhelmed. I really wanted to escape home, I wanted to leave and went back, but I was penniless and didn’t know how to go home. In order to prevent me from escaping home, D tried every means to make my parents not give me money before coming, but now I understand that I have already regretted it. I sighed deeply and said: Hi! Helpless! Helpless! Really helpless! I really feel that I have been cheated, and there is a mute who is impatient to eat yellow Lotus. On the first day, I was very tired, and my legs were drawn, which made my spirit very tired. On the morning of the next day, I didn’t want to get up any more. It was D who woke me up from my dream and urged me to go to work. I got up in a daze and went to work in a daze, on the way to work, the two feet were rising and rising at the same time, which seemed a little insensitive. I can’t lift my spirits at all. It seemed that I was going to collapse, and I disappeared in this world immediately. I was very afraid that such boring days would repeat the increasing number of times. (To be continued!) (Readers: Hello! Because of the reason why I am not proficient in typing, or the disjointed words and some typos caused by my poor cultural level and knowledge, if there are still typos or unclear words, I hope to put forward more valuable opinions. 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