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She has been just a bystander for two years around him. Looking at his efforts, his love and the world she could touch little by little. The 102th day she knew him. 3 in the morning, she woke up from a dream, forehead sweat over, then mind began to appear in his appearance: no expression of the face, thin some scary. In front of her, he was indifferent. But even so, she still missed him abnormally. She remembered the first time she saw him, she called him carefully, but she couldn’t hear how he called her. Could it be her name? But she had to admit that she was not a person with a nice name, just like her appearance, which was so ordinary that she could be replaced by anyone. When walking on the road, she often had illusions in her mind. When I saw the back of the plaid shirt, I always thought it was him. Then I walked by him carefully. Then you will find that you are wrong. She tried hard to forget disappointment, forced herself to plug in headphones, moved forward in confusion, swinging like a ghost. When he invited her to dinner for the first time, she was still that silly girl who had just arrived, and followed him to cross the road. When he was walking, his steps were very big, and his arms almost fell on her. At that moment, she thought shamelessly, what a wonderful thing it would be if she could grasp his hand like this! It was the first time that she observed a strange man’s hand so closely. His hands are really beautiful, slender and fair. It is just the temperature that is easy to peel off, just like her. She has strange blood temperature. In winter, the fingers are as cold as freezing, but the palm is still full of sweat. She has not seen him for a long time. For the whole summer vacation, she tried to keep herself busy, so she couldn’t miss him. She wrote a long and long text message. At the moment she finally found his name, she suddenly became afraid and deleted it word by word. She would rather believe that even if she said nothing, he would know that she missed him and suddenly lost any language when she thought of it. He was still indifferent to her, and his occasional concern was covered tightly by the overwhelming ignorance. She began to feel aggrieved and jealous inexplicably, and suddenly envied those boys who hung up with him. Therefore, she drank at every party with wine. If you are drunk, you will have thousands of reasons to see him. Such a meeting, not for others, just for her. When she passed a shop that day, she saw a dark blue scarf hanging on the model’s neck in the window. She walked in and kept rubbing. It is the price she can afford, it should be very suitable for him? The shopping guide sold to her with a smile on her face. Seeing her heart moving, she couldn’t help saying: such a scarf is the most suitable for her boyfriend! Her heart sank suddenly, then she threw down her scarf and ran out of the door as if running away. She was so humble that she dared not to give a normal gift. When she reached a crossroads, the red light was on and she stopped. Finally, uncontrollably, she squatted down and cried with her face covered. It turns out that loving someone is such a difficult thing that it is so difficult that he gives up himself for him and is so humble that he is worthless. Sometimes she would think that maybe many years later, he would have her, and she could find someone who loved her with the same hardship. But I never imagined the fate between her and him. A woman who believes in fate is a pessimistic hopeless. Everything in the world must be empty in her eyes. We are not people belonging to each other, she said. She would rather watch all of his things from such a distance, even if he would never know her mind. She was willing to guard, although one day, he would eventually be far away from the world she could touch, and everything in the world would eventually be empty. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…