Youth does not say defeat, saying defeat is not youth.

I can’t give up old wounds and new worries. I really dare not touch the embrace of life. Am I afraid of pain? Still don’t have the courage to face it? Maybe it was once so beautiful that I felt sad now. I always thought that I would be happy for a lifetime, but the reality was ruined so messy by me. I never thought that it would be my own ending if the disastrous defeat couldn’t end. Knowing that crying is the performance of the weak, but every time I still secretly shed tears. He kept saying that he would be a strong woman, but all kinds of measures in reality had compressed himself into the symbol and representative of a coward. Sometimes I feel so sad that I can’t imagine how to live in the future. I once said to a girl that friendship lasts forever, and in the end, it is inevitable to be strangers to each other; I once said to a boy that I will never leave and never leave, and in the end, I will inevitably part. The kind of pain that I once couldn’t come back, but now I still put the pain of the past as if I were hanged by myself, until my bones could no longer bear the pain, and my bloody body would die slowly. In fact, at our age, we know it is impossible, but we have to imagine forever. We can’t wait to end our promise until the end. Change a dream woven with beautiful lies with sincerity. Uncover the veil of the hypocritical world, which is cynical and vulgar. QQ space is a virtual world for me to escape from reality and the sustenance of my spirit. I like words, but I won’t polish them. I just write about my little feelings, because I believe the most beautiful words are the calls from my heart. There I will open my heart undisguisedly, write down all my grievances and discontent about the world, and pour out all my sorrows. Maybe it is because of the closed inner heart, strange personality, and hard to conflict with the reality that it depends on the network space so much. There are many people who care about me, love me, love me, create a happy paradise for me, and give me a little comfort in my broken experience. There is fantastic beauty, which is impossible in reality. A girl told me that you were using your miserable and bitter words to capture others’ sympathy and pity. At that time, I refuted her. If I didn’t understand me, don’t judge me casually. I am not a beggar. What I want is not sympathy and pity, but understanding and understanding. After speaking, tears of grievance fell quietly. However, when I wiped my tears with my skirt, I suddenly realized that I was wrong. It was me who fell into the endless abyss of pain and got into the mire, but I never thought about how to save myself. Instead, I was desperately waiting for help. Ignore others’ care, and pretend to be lofty and self-righteous. Really disgraceful. Looking for nothingness in reality will only make reality more empty. I betrayed the self that should belong to me, and my dream broke between my fingers. Happy strike, emotional shock, insanity, and fragmented dreams. Upset, confused, confused, retreat, failure. All end. Cynicism makes me play with fire * *. At the moment of burning eyebrows, I lost my heart and was unwilling to end like this, full of regret. Compared with the past glory, it will make me feel that it is more failed now, and it is a disastrous defeat. Only in this way can we lift our heads and fight against the unfairness of the world to ourselves with all kinds of rebellious behaviors. No one can hear my inner cry, but they can understand my arrogant and arrogant body language. The whole world wakes up, and I am drunk alone. Seclusion makes me an extremely abnormal demon in everyone’s eyes. It turns out that I am already so horrible. Wake up, it’s time to end. End those promises that can’t be given, those fantasies that shouldn’t have, those dirty and strange words, and those self-justified liberation. I know that I have missed too much. If I want to succeed again, unless a miracle will happen. However, if you don’t give yourself a chance to find miracles, how can you know that the lucky God will not care for yourself? No one knows what the result will be until the end. Don’t find reasons for success, don’t find excuses for failure. Xiongguan is full of truth like iron, but now it is starting from the beginning. Start from the new, start from the heart. Grandma Bing Xin once said: life is meaningless, but if we want to make meaningless life meaningful, we must work hard to live and define it. Yes, so does society. Society is unfair. If you want to find your personal fairness in an unfair world, fighting is the only way, or you will only have pain. 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