My gentle elder sister

Sister Shu was acquainted with me when I first entered the society. At that time, I admired her very much. It can be said that in my eyes, the perfect girl has all the advantages. She was smart and shrewd, capable and willing to do it. She was talented and loved her cousin for six years. One is in Hunan, and the other is in Jiangxi. The beautiful elder sister fell in love with the handsome younger brother at first sight, and he was enthusiastic, attentive and praised constantly. Sister Shu, who was just in her early twenties, resisted his passionate and lingering confession. Many admirers were rejected by her only because of her belonging and mistrusted him to make her promise. He waited for him year after year. After three years of college, he had a hard time looking forward to it, but he was busy looking for a job, and he waited for another two years. During this period, he also came to Liuyang to visit her. When he made an appointment to have dinner together, sister Shu naturally took me with him. During the dinner, they were not like lovers in love, but like old friends whom they hadn’t seen for many years. They were excited but polite to each other. Sister Shu, who was usually talkative, was stiff, but the man who called himself my brother-in-law, gushed endlessly, eloquent. I liked his conversation very much. I chatted with him vigorously. Sister Shu smiled beside me and became an audience. Because of something, I left after dinner. They walked around the street again and bought two porcelain dolls, one of which was a pair of kissing dolls, saying that they were sent to sister Shu, just like their love, sweet. One is that the Black Cat police chief sent me for free, saying that I am too simple, and sending a police chief to protect me. At that time, I was thinking, sister, What kind of ending will you have with him. Because I saw the big gap between them. I want to tell sister Shu in happiness that your sweetheart’s heart does not belong to you. Maybe in his heart, she was his sister, which was just so simple. But I was really afraid of breaking my sister’s almost perfect dream. After enduring it, I didn’t tell the truth, which always made me bitter. After that, sister Shu waited for another year accompanied by the kissing dolls. That year when I got married, it was a banquet held in the countryside. Sister Shu and some friends came specially to congratulate me. I couldn’t be separated and gave them to my sister. In a hurry, I went to my husband’s house with my husband’s wedding car. Who knows that it is such a separation. We haven’t heard from each other for 19 years, and we haven’t seen each other until now. I just heard that her cousin failed to him after all. However, due to the true love he once paid, he unexpectedly married Jiangxi. There will be no other news! For many times, I have called her in my dreams, recalling the old and new moments when we met. Many times, I picked up a pen and told the helplessness and lovesickness. It was written intermittently in the diary: because a friend of God reminded me of infinite missing and thousands of calls in my heart: where are you? Will I see you again in this life? My sister shu! Time is long, time is long. In the past twenty years, I silently read your name. I imagined to meet you again. I prayed for your happiness and safety! Every time the word “Jiangxi” comes into my eyes or ears, it will make me speechless and stay for a while. Because that’s the only clue I know about you. You are in Jiangxi. I will never forget to be with you. The suit you wore for the first time was cut and sewn by yourself, the first cooking was made under your guidance, and the first business was negotiated with you because I was pure, you and your boyfriend sent me a black cat police officer who gave me ceramics, saying that they wanted to protect me, because on my birthday, it was the first time that you picked up a glass and got drunk. I hurt my leg because of playing basketball. You seek medical advice and take good care of it because of you. I know what is strong, because of you, I know what is self-reliance, because of you, I know what is friendship when, I can see you again, my sister Shu. How are you living in a foreign land? When will we meet again, my sister Shu, you can hear my voice calling. I have been inquiring about sister Shu’s whereabouts among my friends. She finally received a call from her in lunar January this year. She told me that she married to Xiushui in Jiangxi province and now runs a small restaurant. The business is not bad either. She gave birth to a daughter, and her husband and ex-wife had a son, a family of four, which was harmonious. Although she didn’t give birth to her son, she had a good relationship with him. Her daughter was naughty and cute, beautiful and filial. I felt very relieved after hearing this. Thankfully, she not only got the news from sister Shu, but also knew that her life was happy. During the conversation, sister Shu kept giggling. I said why she liked to laugh. You didn’t seem to laugh much in the past. She said: I was actually a smiling person, but at that time I was not like a human being or a ghost because of the affair of the sword girl (her cousin). I said how are you now? She said: very good. You don’t know. My husband used to be a Prodigal. Since he met me, he has completely changed. Local people all say that my greatest merit is to make him a good man. 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I lost consciousness

I got up in the morning and touched the bandage on my head, feeling my head still slightly painful, thinking of the shock last night. At 12 o’clock in the middle of the night, I suddenly felt that my stomach hurt badly, which was like a storm. I also felt that I wanted to vomit. If I turned on the light, I felt that my face must be very pale at that time. I didn’t eat anything! I muttered, and there was a feeling that I couldn’t stick to it. I am busy calling my husband, I have to go to the bathroom, I am going to vomit! My husband was busy getting out of the way, but I lost consciousness after saying this! Because it was too late to turn on the light, my husband didn’t know my specific situation either. I don’t know how I got off the bed or how I got to the door. My husband said, I heard that I was twisting the door, and then there was a splash, so I didn’t make any noise. My husband jumped off the bed hurriedly, turned on the light, and saw me lying on the ground with my head against the wall, shocked! My husband wanted to carry me to bed, but my pajamas were wet. It turned out that even my urine was incontinent! At this time, my husband was really frightened and called me. I just hummed faintly, so I didn’t know anything. I only vaguely felt that my body was heavy and heavy, my husband is holding me on the bed hard. I don’t know how long after that, I finally got a little conscious. I heard my husband calling me: Han Shuang, Han Shuang, where is your clothes? Let’s go to hospital! Where is my clothes? What did you say? I don’t understand. I said to my husband weakly. Where is the clothes you used to wear? Your clothes are wet. I’ll change them for you so that we can go to the hospital. My husband repeated it again. Where is my clothes? Where is my clothes? I said to myself. Why don’t I understand the meaning of this sentence? I thought hard and didn’t come up with anything to say. Then he said, let me think about it! After thinking for a long time, I still didn’t understand the meaning of this sentence. At this time, my husband had woken up a pair of sleeping daughters while I was thinking. They all rubbed their eyes and didn’t know what happened. The boss responded quickly. When he heard that his mother was going to the hospital, he put on clothes hurriedly and then helped to put on clothes for the second child. However, at this time my husband had turned on the light, but I couldn’t see their faces completely. I just felt a Blur shaking in front of my eyes. At this time, although I couldn’t understand what others meant, I was already a little clear in my heart. I said: Destroyed, finished, my eyes can’t see! My husband shook in front of my eyes with five fingers, but I tried to open my eyes wide and still couldn’t see it. At that time, I suddenly had a very sad feeling, so scared! I don’t know what kind of strange disease I have! I still have two children, how will I live in the future! Thinking in my heart, I just want to cry. My husband advised me to go to the hospital to have a look. We are young, what disease can we get? Both of my daughters were well dressed, and my husband also found my clothes and helped me put them on. In this way, there were four people in the family. My husband was holding my little daughter, and my eldest daughter was holding my hand, following her husband. My legs were soft, and I stumbled all the way to find a car. We walked on the street in late autumn. It was already over 12 o’clock in the middle of the night. Fortunately, there are drivers in the city. I was taken into the hospital by my husband like a nerd. The doctor first asked about the condition, then asked us to do CT. Did you say that you hurt your brain? The result of the inspection came out quickly, everything is normal! My husband breathed a sigh of relief and said, as long as the brain does not fall, it is good! Maybe it was because of the cold wind blowing, maybe it was because my illness was not severe. I slowly woke up and thought normally. After nearly three hours, the doctor bandaged the wound and finally returned home. My husband found that the door suction in the corner of the wall was knocked off by me. No wonder my head was broken! The doctor didn’t find any substantial illness either. He said, maybe it was because of my weak body, low blood sugar and fierce rise, so I fainted. However, this false alarm indeed sounded the alarm for myself. My body is so important! It seems to be strong, but it is also very fragile! It is not easy for people to reach middle age! In the few minutes when my life lost consciousness, it really made me realize the value of life and how good it is to live healthily! I just want to say to everyone: Please cherish our health, and please cherish our life! 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Loneliness is the pain you give

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