Unfortunately I am Pisces

When you have time, you will no longer have enthusiasm for those things you once wanted to do. The funny thing was that the desire at that time was so strong that it seemed that what would happen if we didn’t do it. Now. How to explain your changes and how to comfort yourself will make you guilty. Spirit collapse. World is gray. If there is one day, death will become a necessity. No one knows how to face it. Sometimes, you really feel that the world is against you. There are so many people, why are you living such a mess and down? Why are you in such a mess and so miserable spirit. Maybe this is the foreshadowing of the cold and warm self-knowledge. No one can truly experience the happiness and sorrow of another person. Behind the seemingly monotonous fortune, it is still complicated and difficult to sort out. Please embrace your tears and welcome the next storm. All of a sudden, life is perfect without complaint. But happiness did not come as scheduled. I have been thinking about why I can’t live a relaxed and happy life even though everything I want is already in my hands. In this middle zone, if you can’t go back to the past you miss and fear the unpredictable future, you can’t put your heart somewhere. You should not fear. But you are still scared. You look at strangers in fear. You expect to get some rescue, but you won’t. No one can live for you. Even if you tremble with fear, some things will still sweep your world. Overturn your imagination. In this way, I fought with myself and chased the time step by step. [Tears are my favorite] I know my nature is hard to change. Sorrow lives in my body. No preparation, no wake-up. Tears are just a decoration. They are already cheap. But I still insist that no one can see through my sadness. No one could see my tears except the empty room, the tired light and the quiet night. Maintain a sense of pride among the crowd. No matter how many changes there are, the cloud and the wind should be light. You can’t see my mood, think I am rude, hate my cold heart. Good. I know my passion and don’t want it to burn anyone. So I don’t want anyone to approach me. The defects in my heart are destined to be hurt by those who are close to me. Although I am very sad, I will not give up, but the nature is hard to change. Always forget to grasp yourself at some time. Do you think I will live a unreal life like this. Every second I want to control my posture and keep pride. Don’t be so tired, OK. But only in this way can I protect myself. Sensitive and fragile heart. No matter how many times it has been injured, it will still be easily believed, and I can only protect it extremely. Who knows just counterproductive. I am very casual and alive. But it will also deliberately alienate. For those who want to get close, they will definitely explain frankly. However, everyone has rebellious mentality and has to do things that others have warned. So I was stupid and broken. What else can I do. The tears of my life are all flowing. [Nostalgia] a lot of thick feelings are hidden in such a narrow heart. So I often feel full of emotions. Need to vent. Some very subtle things can make you fall into the plot of feelings. Unable to extricate themselves. Hunt him down no matter where. Feelings always make you weak. See a book. A film. Listen to a song. Through Street. Those vibrant plants. A heavy rain that made people embarrassed. A strange game. Some nouns once mentioned. When did I whisper too much with you. The content penetrates into the memory. But the whole scene cannot be found. One piece by one, you can’t piece together a complete you, and you can’t restore a happy self. Once heavy sigh. Now it is just silence. Thank you for accompanying me to imagine and be crazy together. This paragraph can be written. Replace each other with memories and accompany you to the end of the world. Escape After. Return to each other’s belonging and track. I also have my own position. I can feel the existence. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

My mother

I still remember when I was in primary school, the teacher asked us to write about a person around me, so I picked up the pen and wrote about my mother, who had a pair of big eyes. A big nose. The teacher next to a big mouth came over and looked at it. Asked me with a smile: Is this your mother? I also smiled slightly. In order to finish the homework, write something! Since then, I have never observed a person carefully and intently, but today is different, because I have been in this world for 18 years. After 18 years, I have stood in the classroom of high school, maybe it is too common for high school students to write about my mother, but I feel that this topic is so dazzling. Today, I want to write that I want to express my feelings to my mother from the bottom of my heart! My mother is very ordinary and great. Yes, he is neither a municipal cadre nor a lady. She is just an ordinary farmer, just a mother who is willing to give everything for her children without complaint or regret. I have no regrets to be her daughter. Being her daughter should be my pride. It is my blessing! Facing the loess and facing the sky. She never complained. I just hope that my brother and I will not be wronged! I still remember that one day during the summer vacation, I went to work in the field with my mother. After working in the field for a while, I didn’t want to do it anymore, so I quarreled with my mother. She said, “I’m tired of working, right? Then go to school! Yes, this is just an ordinary sentence. Just because of this ordinary sentence, I would argue with her if I failed, and I would not get along well. I don’t know anything. I don’t want to do anything with thorns. I want my mother to say it. But she was silent, but I was good, and I was always so naive. I felt happy and thought. Keep talking about me! She didn’t say anything about me for the whole afternoon. I didn’t say anything more, and my heart sank with it. I felt more and more empty and more uncomfortable. I had a strange feeling that I really wanted her to scold me. I really wanted. Yes, this kind of thing happened more than once. I don’t know why. I just hate myself for being too stupid and unenlightened. I know clearly that her heart is crying, but I still hurt her. In my opinion, her contribution is always due, always. However, she was still giving, never stopping. She had done all kinds of hard work, selling vegetables and seeds at the fair. Sell corn seeds and build roads! What on earth is the purpose of running on the track of time without stopping in this way? Is it just for my prickly words? Is it just for the sake of the ignorance of my daughter? Mom! Exactly why. Why do you endure my anger but not scold me. Hit me! Mom! You forgive your daughter for her selfishness. Forgive my daughter for her ignorance! Today, I want to bring my mother to the stage, whether shiny or not, I will bring her to the stage. Because from now on, I will try my best to be a sensible girl, because of my mother, because my mother’s daughter has plucked up courage to use her own language which is not gorgeous, let’s take my mother as the first contribution in my life. It may be very ordinary, but it contains the true feelings in my daughter’s heart and the courage you gave me, because you are so willing to pay for us, let alone me? I am willing to pay. No matter success or failure, I will try my best to pay this time. I believe that there will be rewards after giving. I believe in myself, and I believe more that I will succeed in writing! Because of you. With your support! Today’s mother is not there either. She has a pair of big eyes and a big nose. She has changed. Time has left a deep mark on her face, but her heart has not changed. Still paying silently! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…