Fame and fortune

Fame and wealth are like beauties in the world of men. Men with fame and wealth can always get a lot of envy, jealousy and hatred. Men like to be jealous by others, even if they hate you, they will do whatever they want, the word “fame and wealth” always makes us trapped in it and we can’t get out of it. How many people do whatever they want to do for fame and wealth, and finally end in a gloomy end. Nowadays, the overall mentality of the society is distorted, and the evaluation of personal achievements values fame and wealth. No matter what means you get benefits, when you finally reach the peak of power, it is really a list of small mountains, the feeling that all living creatures were under their feet stimulated numerous people to rush up with the rush of adrenalin. Even if I wrote down the words, that feeling still made me tremble excitedly, because I was also a man, and I also liked fame and wealth. The feeling of being worshiped, guiding the country and even waving hands to others in life and death is undoubtedly like aphrodisiac, which makes every man crazy. Therefore, in order to gain fame and benefit, more people choose to abandon everything around them, even completely forget themselves and seek perfection, just for the arrival of that moment, that kind of desperate for the goal, struggling to live like sleeping on salary and Gall, if the purpose is not impure, it is admirable. I am six out of twenty this year. Looking back on 26 years, I found that I really achieved nothing. Following the tide of society, I went to college, skipped classes, graduated, found a job, and was depressed. I have experienced the process experienced by most people, which is plain and dull. I have been working for nearly three years, and I am experiencing a period of job tiredness. I have no interest in my work at all, and naturally my achievements are limited. In fact, it is not that I advocate indifference, clarity, tranquility and far-reaching, but that I really understand what, but it is still unable to form a theory to demonstrate. In many people’s eyes, I do things quickly and carelessly. I seldom care about other people’s feelings more often. I speak more words than thoughts. I think something is wrong but say something, for this reason, I also tried to ban speech, but the effect was very little, because work still needed communication, and I gradually found that my impression in the heart of my colleagues and leaders gradually became a little poor, it is more reflected in some appraisals and always gets unsatisfactory results. Of course, I have considered my own factors. All sorts of things made my mind distorted, and I began to blame others and blame others (not like a female comrade scolding the Street). My work enthusiasm was not high, I spoke rudely and made enemies everywhere. In this way, the impression can be imagined in the leaders and colleagues. In recent days, I don’t know whether it is the weather problem or epiphany. I feel that I am so stupid. I am too greedy for fame and wealth. Every man has a competitive heart, but if there is no restriction, it will become the original sin that makes you deteriorate. It will think that the gurgling around the Hobbit people will constantly delude you, make you eager for quick success and instant benefits, let you abandon yourself, and at the same time hurt people around you for fame and wealth, in order to get by hook or by crook, you will give up your reason at all, and finally you will definitely fail, because everything belongs to your ability. Knowing this, I calmed down. I was really quiet. I was not impatient or jealous. Although I still wanted to be recognized, recognition was my fame and wealth at this stage, not only me, it should be the fame and wealth of people of my age. Every time my colleagues around me get rewards, I will also inspire myself, look up with them, see their advantages and see the gap between us. In this way, I will constantly stimulate my nerves, not let them relax, and not let me indulge in a leisurely life. I believe that I will get more recognition gradually. Fame and wealth are like bait on a fish hook, but sweet will cut your mouth. Fame and wealth are like Buddha’s smile. Different people see different smiling fruit. Fame and wealth are certainly good, but we need to be down-to-earth and conscientious to create and strive for. Once we have evil thoughts in our hearts and want to reach the sky one step by step, we will finally fall very painful. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Hello, my inner child

After having dinner with the guests, I couldn’t get rid of my unspeakable sadness for quite a while. I know that my inner child was stimulated. On the dining table, the restaurant was very slow to serve at the wedding banquet, and it was almost interrupted twice in the middle, which gave people the impression that the grade was very low, while the boss just attached great importance to this banquet. The boss’s face was very ugly. Although I didn’t say anything, I seemed to hear a voice of criticism. Yes, my inner child was hurt. I saw him who was nervous and scared. Therefore, I immersed myself in that sad atmosphere and wanted to approach my inner child. I wanted to say hello to him. I want to treat myself by accompanying my inner child. I felt my shoulders tight and my back was sore. Various complex feelings are sometimes vague and sometimes clear. Grievance, self-accusation, helplessness, nervousness, worry, fear, anger and so on. I felt the deep feeling enveloped me, but it was hard to really see what it was. Yes, I noticed that my inner child appeared, but he didn’t let me see his face clearly or get close to him. I know that the only way is to wait patiently without disturbing him. Yes, I seem to see his disappointment and dissatisfaction with me from the boss’s face. I don’t know if I want to explain anything. I have arranged it carefully. The accidents in the hotel are really uncontrollable factors. This makes me very sad. Why are you nervous and scared of the disappointment of the boss? I want to get closer to my inner child. Tears of grievance wanted to fall down. I vaguely saw him who was severely reprimanded by his father when he played and went home in his childhood. Father said: if he saw me playing by the river again, he would press me in the water with big stones. I wanted to say that I didn’t play in the water at all (that was what I wanted very much), but my father didn’t allow me to tell. Yes, it seems that I did something wrong, which made me feel nervous, scared and wronged. Maybe I have made my fist tight, but how dare I attack my father?! Yes, I look forward to my father’s understanding and recognition. I am so eager to be appreciated. And my heart was full of anger for my father’s despotism! This is my inner child. I saw him clearly at once. Hello, inner child. I know you are serious and responsible for yourself. You didn’t do anything wrong, but the environment was full of variables, so when faced with some autocratic fathers, you couldn’t tell yourself clearly, and your heart was full of anger. I understand your grievance. Maybe your father’s support and maintenance are the only guarantee of your life, but you can completely protect yourself after things change. You have your own power, and you don’t need to rely on others. I use meditation to say this to myself and to the inner child. I shivered and felt a lot excited. Just like being sunk into the abyss just now, now it is found that there is still supporting force in the low valley. Yes, do I still need to rely on others as I did in my childhood? Thank you, inner child. Your timidity and responsibility made me a prudent person, avoiding many mistakes and pains. Sincerely thank you. Your self-accusation has become the self-disciplined me nowadays, which makes me grow to Today step by step. You don’t have to be nervous and afraid, because now I have great power to dominate myself. You don’t have to feel wronged any more. It doesn’t matter if you don’t cheer for others. What matters is that you cheer for yourself. In fact, under Jiuquan, father should also feel gratified for his son today. No matter how tears flow down, I know that my tears are moved by the acceptance of the inner child. He no longer had so many tangles and constraints, and he became free and relaxed. I held him tightly, and I integrated with him. I shook my shoulder, which became relaxed from the tightness of hair. An inner force surged up all over my body, which gave me a boost. I took a deep breath and knew that the inner child had grown up. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Happy new year recalling hardship [Folk Art]]

Is a year happy spring festival is coming, Street hurriedly buy New Year, Day multi-like day. Heart view years ago shopping landscape, pick a day, and then casually walked into any a large supermarket, see damn sure is a sea of people and clotted streets. Deep in the crowd, the shopping cart that everyone pushes is filled with all kinds of alcoholic beverages and food. Days of solid or not, through when this year section Chinese shopping consumption result the situation at a glance. Money multi-of people, New Year preparation was a great variety, but large foot, each buy a jins eight Jin of Cinch; Less money of people, preparing new year is wobbly, wine meat Ah although can want, but everything can only be tight homely buy more, non-homely high-end goods buy less or simply don’t buy, Gu the first of the seat, cannot manage fifteen of the table, heart is total for that bi shang bu zu bi xia you yu adage to masturbate. After all, Chinese Spring Festival, traditional sense of interest, still eating, makes you for mixed life busy wronged years and years of stomach, in year lunar January in that brief fifteen days received Master lianxiangxiyu-like adequate food large reward. Speaking of years section of eat vulgar, naturally spoke years section of all kinds of seed-extraordinary consumption. New Year period, three-parent six Qi, friends together, after the meal, side melon seeds side rambling shen chui luankan, at this time of melon seeds, is kindred spirits promote exchanges to strengthen feeling of fusion agent, is cross-purposes the half sentence also more between staring at each when best time kill machine. According to reliable historical data, Chinese melon seeds for thousands of years, year Changsha Mawangdui unearthed that fat lady stomach found a few grains not digestion of watermelon seeds should be excellent evidence one. As a result, melon seeds technology first-rate to call person never is logical of. That each full of melon seeds, by frying the patience stir-frying processing after, immediately becomes taste melon seeds people nibbling in mouth delicious aftertaste infinite supremacy delicious. Some small like cracking sunflower seeds, front teeth can nibbling out a small triangular gap. One of my primary school students and sister-in-law are known as melon seeds speed than rats hundreds of times faster savory, they front teeth median long-term melon seeds, true have a triangle gap. By this, in China such a has thousands melon seeds civilization country, to find out a group of a hour nibbling off two three kilograms melon seeds of geek to not Arabian nights. -Then again, delicious cherry tree to plant, melon seeds too: melon seeds easy to, kind of melon seeds is not easy. Now, although people’s living conditions are good, on the market a variety frying melon seeds category also more and more rich,-for Origin farm of I, never think it, whether sunflower seeds, watermelon seed or what melon seeds, everything is a drop of sweat slip-grain. This complex for years has been around me, especially every time I see someone bow concentrate on melon seeds, heart can’t help bears back with mom and dad together kind sunflower, watermelon of hardships. I grew up in an age when, planting sunflower of technology already in Xinjiang popularity, plus sunflower salinity and drought easy to caste, planting and harvesting, relative beginning in Xinjiang promotion of watermelon to easier. I remember that since 1985, the parents who took the lead in contracting saline-alkali beach in the regiment began to sow and cultivate their hopes every year in the 100 mu land they contracted: wheat, rice, oil sunflower, melon, soybeans and other types of crops are parents grow objects. 1988 nian, I because college left home, its two decades after they will remain in a foreign land, hard to real contact fathers hard business the life of military reclamation and farming, as a result, on before having participated in farm work, memory is especially profound. 1987 nian, parents through adventures, salt marshes on planting rice washing alkali success, when two more than yuan of income, let them front two years money down the drain loss inputs into thorough large profits. Next, because watermelon yield and price are much higher than rice, they chose for two consecutive years planting watermelon. Watermelon, because punch and eats at the seeds inside Renhe with seed quantity multi-and named. Watermelon were round,-shaped with watermelon, smooth skin, light green, with dark green striped, rang color white or yellowish, is sweet. Melon Seed subject black center for white, full particles, S 1980s late, because of high economic benefit, seed and popular consumer favorite, soon in northern Xinjiang regional spread and widely grown. As usual, is still high school I, every holiday, natural is along with parents and sisters join Labor: Spring thinning, weeding; Summer, sometimes carrying every time-five kilograms potion watering can to watermelon spraying pesticide, sometimes carrying a shovel piece to piece by piece Watermelon watering; Autumn, watermelon mature after harvest is very tiring. Such as watermelon vine most dry brown withered after, be charge a watermelon. Received watermelon, first of all to watermelon from vine pull on down, one by one tease piles. In order to facilitate mining seed, every ten m tease a heap. Watermelon sizes, small less than half kilograms, large can achieve six or seven kilograms, such stamps for every gua dui on throw up special effort, too far afraid of the melon broke lost melon seeds, so, each pick a have taken the trouble to put melon to heap up. This running around, one day down, legs can tired trembling. -Most tired is behind acquisition of seed-process. Before the melon machine came out, we should dig a big hole around each melon pile, then lay a thick waterproof plastic cloth, and pour one or two barrels of clean water to clean melon seeds into it according to the size of the hole. Next, is to manual plate next to pit edge set, devote a arm large of people responsible for operation for plate loading, plate with the melon one by one crushed crushed, crushed of melon directly fell into paved waterproof plastic cloth giant crater. And then, another person keep flying under the press one by one feed melon, others sit around the pit edge, have responsible for melon seeds one by one from crushed flesh picked, responsible for big iron strainer back and forth washing melon seeds, have responsible for picking up to traits of big iron strainer to wicker basket fishing melon seeds, and responsible for drain and after seeds baskets into twenty-five kilograms a bag plastic bags filled with fastened real, waiting for small four wheel coming again loading shipped to company of sunning ground. Xinjiang has always been early wear cotton-padded jacket afternoon wear yarn said. Received watermelon, general has reached jiu yue bottom and october of late autumn. Every morning, even called Beyond Jiangnan of Yili, temperature sometimes only two or three degrees. Then, whether zhai gua delivery melon, or wash melon seed fishing seeds, everyone’s hand shake red with cold numb, but cold again also have to stick, because everyone understand, hold on for three to five days can achieve close watermelon final victory. So by pure artificial received watermelon live, I stayed at home parents siblings, family six or seven ren qi battle, real thing to dry for two years. Of course, because cultivate economic value high watermelon, parents of the bag year suggested themselves, that makes them never for several children outside finish school during No silver flower and sent sorrow. Two years later, watermelon machine advent and popularity, eliminating for artificial pressure melon and pull melon seeds of bitter cold, but still inevitably a handbag with a bucket of watermelon, feet do not pull keep up with hanging watermelon machine sudden chug ran forward the small four-wheel, trying desperately to high machine mouth fill inverted watermelon disheveled appearance when and hardships, parents for children have left home nursing, study of school, married married, year in and year out replant just put their own a small administration human, usually hire short-emergency of crops. Because black seeds play rich in protein, fat, VITAMINS B and D and other nutrients, S 1980s began planting since, has been more and more appreciated and. Today, affected by the market, production and sell, and is no longer in those days plagued many farmers planting confidence stumbling block, in this case, not only watermelon planting technology rapidly maturing, processing industry more on this basis reached a moment of prosperity, various packaging various flavors of seeding-watermelon seeds appear in various supermarket, more and more people as daily consumption of a delicious zero non-staple food. Delicious melon seeds, in highlighting their nutritional and delicious at the same time, also show a country towards peace and interest wang shi beautiful posture. After all, no people in a country deeply involved in wars and hunger can enjoy such leisure and leisure sitting in front of their own small tea table while eating melon seeds while watching TV happily. Only in Taiping-fed people, can carefree enjoy zero non-staple food bring happiness and peaceful. However, people often is hardship but die in piece. Today, people who have been used to living a warm life under the sunshine of peace are eating the wonderful melon seeds fried by merchants with relish, I do not know how many people can appreciate them behind the concealed agricultural hardships and great? How many people can see long peace after inevitable hidden those belonging to evil The War poverty and hunger and other multiple threats? Like (Prose edit: prose online) spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…