Qingming prelude bis

There is a saying spread on April Fool’s Day: Whoever dares to let me celebrate April Fool’s Day, I will let whoever celebrate Tomb Sweeping Day! Suddenly I wonder who can let me celebrate Tomb Sweeping Day? Looking at the hot discussion about Tomb Sweeping Day on the website, I chose to turn a blind eye to it and silently told myself that there were still several days left, and the time was still very long ………. but these days, people kept asking me similar questions, this is a question that I really don’t want to answer. It was not until the day before yesterday that GM said that her son would come back to celebrate tomb sweeping day that I was startled to wake up that time had passed so fast, so I remembered what I said on Tomb Sweeping Day last year. Let me spend the next year with you! The two desolate lands in my memory came to my mind. I once said that one day I would make their home not so miserable. I wish I could go back to see them, even if what they saw was only the mound of soil rising and full of weeds, how much they wanted to go back and hang Qingming paper on the top of their graves, even if they could not see how beautiful I prepared for them, how I wish I could put several boxes of fireworks and firecrackers in front of their tombs, even if they can’t hear the lively firecrackers and gorgeous fireworks because of them, how much I want to burn piles of paper money in front of their tombs, even if I can’t see them buying what they want and need with my filial piety money …… but now I don’t even have the courage to go back to that city, I thought that when I arrived in that city, I was about to face a smiling face. The air was full of sadness, and I forgot when I was afraid of stepping into that city and that village, fear of seeing those familiar and unfamiliar faces makes me want to become forgetful. I want to be an idiot who knows nothing, because I don’t have to care about seeing the so-called smile and hearing the gorgeous language wherever I go, but I find that I can’t do it. The more I grow up, the deeper my memory is, the more fear I have, until I want Leave forever, never step into that city. Picking up the withered autumn leaves on the ground in spring, I asked myself if I was too extreme? But I can’t hear the voice of the answer. There is still a bitter smell flowing in the air. Today DYM asked me whether I want to go home to sweep my mother’s tomb? I stood in the kitchen in astonishment. Home? Is that still my home? Is that his home or our common home? Is there my position there? Can I still call it my home? Oh! Maybe not. I am just a daughter. I just have such a nominal sibling relationship with him. I have already been expelled from home, haven’t I? I remember that Qun once said that I was too determined to go my own way. Yes, I was determined to go my own way. Who will take me to fly on both wings? Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I am really lonely without you

At midnight, I was still as sober as before, sitting in front of the computer listening to a song “I am really lonely without you” sung by Han Jing. The sad song lingered in the auricles. Dear people, do you know that I will never see your smiling face without you; I will never see your chat without you; I will never see your life without you, I can’t see the blue sky; I am really lonely without you; I really miss you! I use busyness to make myself forget time and life. During the long night, I traveled to the Internet, listened to music, wrote words, and strolled around the space to enrich myself. I need such peace, living in the unknown room of the high-rise buildings of Akiman in a foreign country, living quietly and working quietly. I thought that working hard can make me strong, and working hard to enrich can not miss; But I don’t know, after busy, tired myself still can’t sleep; the figure you are familiar with always appears in front of me, which makes me feel painful or love. My heart is drifting with the wind, but I clearly know that my heart is always stubborn and infatuated. In real life, we are all looking for real feelings and eager to have them! Many people have asked me what love is, and my answer is to give without complaint or regret; Because love is beautiful, but giving is so unspeakable bitter. What can you do and what to do when you love someone? I have done what I want to do, and I have done what I should do; What I expect is just your happy smile, I am really lonely without you! Thinking About You seems to be my only spiritual support. I can only expect endlessly with the most real dream alone. Maybe I am destined to bump in the sea of love and stay lonely alone for a long night. You and my love are so helpless now, but every time I think of you, my heart is always warm and I love you very much. Now I understand that love is not necessarily from day to day. There is also a kind of love that can only be felt with heart and deeply treasured in the bottom of my heart. Will you also think about me tonight? As long as you know that I love you silently and care about you, that’s enough. My missing for you is like a kite breaking the thread. I can’t control myself to miss you endlessly more and more. The cold screen is separated by two hot hearts, which are far away. Miss you, I really feel very lonely, also very helpless! When I am alone, I always think of you casually. I want to know what you are doing, whether you miss me or not, whether you see me in front of you when you stare at the distance, and I can’t forget the happiness you gave me. It was you who imprisoned my heart, and you who made me suffer from missing and pain every night. I am reliving the feeling of being loved and the feeling of being needed. When I am listening to music quietly, I will always think of you, every bit of you and me, and your smile when you and I get together on the screen, every move. Think of your distant and beautiful smile. Memory edited the past into a pair of exquisite pictures and showed them in my mind. My concern for you and my love for you were frozen and close-up into smart words and composed into songs by time, sing in the romantic moonlight. I am really lonely without you! You are in the distant Motherland Day and night, you make me lonely heartbroken, you make me lonely heartbroken. The quiet night lengthened my missing carefully, and the missing played on my mind, like sobbing and complaining, and deeply worried. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Hope, at the next intersection

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…