And blue into dark

I am not a person who likes to be busy for a long time, because I can’t stand the noise. Most of my characters are quiet, especially when I am alone. If divided by color, this character should belong to Blue Series. It’s so big, I really like three colors. I liked green when I was young, because everyone said it was the color of life, and I also thought it was; I once liked red when I was in my twenties, because the red was warm, and I hoped I could be more active; in most of the rest of the time, I still like blue. I can’t tell the specific reason, but I just like it. When I went to school in Dalian, the school was near the city, surrounded by sea, mountains, few residents and extremely quiet. When I was bored, I often ran to the seaside alone in the evening, sitting on the reef and watching the sunset quietly. The sound of the waves beating the reef and the sound of the gulls chirping were just around the ears, but it seemed that nothing was heard. Looking at the blue sky, sea and Sunset quietly, my heart will be much quieter. In the days of wandering around the sea, when the wind is calm, I like to sit quietly on the deck or lean on the handrail beside the ship side, watching the sun in the sky fall into the sea calmly. At the beginning of the day, it was blue, as bright as Washing. Occasionally, there were silky white clouds dyed into light and gorgeous red by the setting sun, which were scattered in the sky; The sea water shook gently, just like huge blue silks and satins. Slowly, the sea water connecting the West with the sky has been dyed into shiny red, sparkling, reflecting the red sky; The sun sank into the sea little by little, and the light turned from bright to dim, the sky, clouds and sea water which were dyed red by the setting sun also gradually turned gray and dark until the twilight converged and everything around completely melted into darkness. I also completely integrated myself into the darkness. I am lonely and quiet in the dark, but my mind changes suddenly like a strong wild horse. The dim sky and sea became mysterious and melancholy; There were black with the same color and different shades around; The stars lit up from a distance, flashing, but there was no sound. There is a little coolness on my arms, and I feel a little disappointed in my heart. Turn back to the room and find yourself in reality. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Snow flies all over the sky, you are married

Lunar December 10. If the heart is cold, no fear of winter, only fear of glittering snow burning eyes. It snowed again at home. You said, so beautiful! Crystal clear snowflakes are flying all over the sky, but unfortunately I can’t see them. Listening to your words and sentences, I described the beautiful hometown against the snow scenery. I cried and laughed with my face covered and choked for several times. Once, in the past many years, such scenes were vivid in my mind. Besides you, there is another me. Chase, play, you are lying. It’s OK. You step on the snow on the left and I step on the right. Why do you cross the border. Whatever you want, I like to step on both sides. Humph! At that time, I was overbearing and unreasonable. Because I know that you will tolerate me unconditionally. At that time, you were shy. Because you know, I have been used to you like this. Yes, habit, even nostalgia. I stretched out my hand to grasp it. It was just an illusion. It was also a real and fake illusion. It was broken at a touch, but I murmured into tears. I am happy, but I am happy with tears. I can still find the dusty Bridge in my memory through the cellphone passing thousands of miles before you get married, and then open it, it is still so innocent, still so beautiful. Enough, enough. At the age of two kids, you have been accompanying me all the time. I am happy like a bird. Only this winter, I will not go home if I miss my appointment. I am afraid of burning my eyes because of the cold and the dazzling snowflakes flying all over the sky. Wish you happiness forever. The call ended, and the unfinished words disappeared in the beep. Lunar December 11. Movie-style memory, loop play, every clip always has you. So clear, just like yesterday. Fragment 1: on the left side of the desk, there is a shy little boy sitting. If he can’t answer the teacher’s question, he will immediately blush and turn red. Therefore, his classmate gives you the nickname of red apple. Fragment 2: during the dance rehearsed on June 1, I was always laughed at by my classmates because of my stiff hands and feet. Only You, rush over and argue with them, never laugh at me. Therefore, my classmate also gave you the nickname of a sycophane. Fragment 3: I always like to stay in your back seat in junior high school when riding a bicycle to pass to school. I am overbearing and unreasonable to deny that you drive anyone, including your sister. From then on, your sister said to everyone: you are not her brother. Fragment 4: The results of the senior high school entrance examination failed, my parents were cold, my relatives and friends were cold-minded, my classmates talked about it, and rumors of puppy love were raging. I had nowhere to hide. Therefore, you clarify to everyone that we are just good friends. But no one wants to believe it. Fragment 5: At the same time, I went to a strange place to study, and I was not familiar with the place of life. Only you are the closest to the campus of nuoda. In this way, in the eyes of others, they are inseparable. If they are in pairs, they must be lovers. But I understand that no one will take that step beyond friends with too similar personalities. Just like for sensitive topics, you and I will blush until the ears. Fragment 6: When you get married, I will send you the unique happiness in the world. What you say always makes me excited. When you get married, I will send you a unique villa in the world. What I said is always so irrelevant. They smiled at each other and played impossible jokes with each other. Such time always slips away quickly, and slips away inadvertently. It is too late to persuade them to stay, let alone display them. Fragment Seven: you are in your early twenties, and your family members are always happy to arrange blind dates for you. All kinds of blind dates gather together. You always say that you really want to escape from your parents’ control and go anywhere. I will say, try to accept it, maybe the right person will appear. Fragment 8: Listen to your words, blind date is successful, and we will get married at the end of the year. You said. What I said was understatement, and what I said was light. For a long time, I seem to have gone through several centuries, right? Is false? There is a mess in my mind. All I know is that at that moment, my heart was blocked by inexplicable panic. What I wanted to say suddenly became speechless. Fragment nine fragment ten walk, count. On the desk calendar book, click round and draw circles, all of which are lunar December 13. Lunar December 12. Quiet. Listen to the music, write off the chapters, and retrieve the calmness of the past. With headphones inserted, the beautiful melody is also harsh. Fingers jump, and every word you knock is you. It turns out that you are so important in my heart that I dare not admit it all the time. I have a lot to say, a lot. Edit the text message, delete it decisively, and re-enter it. Tomorrow is a good day. I wish you and her happiness forever! Click send, and the message is replied successfully. One second, two seconds, three and a half minutes later, you wrote back. I know that I will certainly receive your blessing, but it is incomplete. This time, I really want to make a mistake. I can’t wait for you to get married or give you the unique happiness in the world. Not to mention the next life, only in this life, watch your happiness in another identity, that is bosom friend. Very good, this ending is very good, isn’t it? At least, we are not passers-by passing by, but bosom friends who miss each other. This time, I smiled knowingly and burst into tears that nobody knew. Lunar December 13. Last night, I paid special attention to today’s weather trend. Today’s hometown, heavy snow, minus eight degrees Celsius, small cold arrived as scheduled. In the silver-covered village, the sky was slightly bright, and the jubilant suona sound cut through the sky, which made the yard where the married people were busy. When it comes to busyness, in fact, it started to be busy a month ago. However, today, newcomers are busier in visiting and saluting. This is a custom passed down from generation to generation in the village. Even if they are busy with frostbite of hands and feet, it is worthwhile. You look handsome and straight in a suit. The bride’s wedding car arrived, and you bent down to pick up the bride, with a full face of happiness, shuttling between relatives and friends, receiving the most sincere blessing. The bride must be beautiful and happy. There is a corner, a corner that no one can see, and a figure, returning to the distance beyond your bosom friend, blessing you. I wish you a lifetime of love and a happy life for all your children and grandchildren. After the words: Finish the pen, let yourself go. It has been three days, and the accumulated typing is more than that. The writing is deleted, deleted, fragmentary and messy. Just like this moment, the heart that cannot be calm is the same. It is blocked and panicked, and the breath is uneven. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…