Recollections 2011

I read a lot of articles about inventory 2011, with sadness and happiness, gains and losses. I admire the author’s respect for life and sigh with emotion that time passes quietly again in the unit of years. On a day like water, since you can’t catch it, just stir up a few ripples or hit a spray. No matter what else, it is good to leave a few traces of memory for yourself. Although this memory will eventually be simplified or beautified, losing its original reality. I will be on duty tomorrow until the morning of New Year’s Eve, and then I will fly north directly from the unit to celebrate the Spring Festival with my mother-in-law in the northeast. Counting up, the time spent in the attic in the year is tonight. Tonight, I don’t want to do anything, but there is another thing urging me like a mission, which makes me restless and uneasy. I made a cup of Pu’er tea and drank it slowly. It seemed that there was no smell of the past. As for the past 2011, I know that I must give myself an explanation tonight. Yes, tonight. However, it is not appropriate to explain this way, whether it is a simple list or a detailed description. Think it over and over again, let’s talk about the deepest feelings in the heart. Tuding went to Yunnan to pursue his dream. I remember that the night I saw Tu Ding off was at the sixth gate of the foreigner pedestrian street on Hongmei Road. Several friends who have traveled three times and four times have talked about life, and they agree with the view that more experience is needed. For this, tuding left the bustling city alone and went far away to Dali country described in the novel “The Dragon and the eight parts” thousands of miles away. For tudin, this is the necessity of his life and conforms to the logic of his spiritual world. Sometimes I thought his action as performance art, and later I felt that my opinion was too floating, which was a kind of blasphemy to Tuddin. Our common friend MSG also wrote an article “on the meaning of Tuddin’s journey to the West” which aroused strong resonance in the circle. The Autumn Song of Scorpio, which was joked and disdained by Tu Ding (he always takes pride in himself as a Scorpio), also revealed infinite sadness from the bottom of his heart for Tu Ding’s westward journey. We all lack such courage compared with Tuddin’s taking the lead in life, or planning and controlling our own life independently. We can judge him from our own point of view whether he has a weak sense of responsibility or escape from city life. However, once the talk of words meets the reality of actions, can the words still speak loudly? Mr. Zhou, a non-staff member of Meichuan eight friends, often interprets our living status with the word “living. The times have been like this, and everyone is unbearable. There are a lot of people who want to make themselves not unbearable, but in terms of my limited life experience, tudin is the first person to put such an idea into the maverick behavior! Tu Ding provides us with a possibility to choose our own life, but if we can really make such a choice, we should see our own karma and luck to reflect this possibility in our own life. He is a flag and a direction. We live in unbearable life, look out in confusion, look inside in sober swing, and think that there is such a friend in life, which is a comfort to our own spirit, it is like seeing a small light in the distance in the dark night. Although the light is weak, it keeps flashing tenaciously. Under such a tone of life, in 2011, there were only two things worth recording. The first is to collect the words that I have written for ten years and publish them in a small range within the circle. I would like to thank Qiu GE, Tu Ding and Lao Ma, who had never met after graduating from university, who was far away from Gansu, for preface to the collection of Mu Xinzhai which was over 400 pages. One of the original purposes of this collection was to commemorate tudin’s journey to the West. I still remember that night when people ate hot pot in Chongqing, which was the day when Ji Zi was released in the circle. Qiu GE came from Beijing and monosodium glutamate came from Jiangsu. We sent him Tuddy again and again. He came again from his home in Shanghai. The steaming atmosphere is full of the atmosphere of friendship. Later, I took it to my attic. It was a time when I went back to Shanghai to visit relatives more than three months after I traveled west in Tuding. I asked eight friends to get together in the attic and bought Chongqing seasoning to make a hot pot on the desk. Everyone gathered around the hot pot, drinking while chatting. Besides the so-called smiling white clouds, there are three or five bosom friends. This is just the case. Many things about eight friends are recorded in the collection. I am worried that as time goes by, they will be washed without trace. Of course, for tudin, he didn’t care much about it, but I still wrote them into words. Although the text can not restore the scene truthfully, at least it can make me feel the warmth of friendship. The second thing is to travel to Tibet in July. From the conception more than ten years ago, to the plan at the beginning of the year, to the trip in the middle of the year, I have been filled with pure wishes like a child. Realize my dream, challenge my unknown life limit, and as Qiu GE said, everyone has been to Tibet. If I don’t go, I will be ashamed to stay in the circle again, My trip to Tibet was meaningful and simple. After experiencing the longest railway, the highest plateau and the most beautiful scenery, my restless mind for many years gradually became calm. I can’t know my destiny for sure, but when I think that my life is about to be more than half of the time, it is time for me to be extremely gorgeous and plain. I am my own mountain, and I no longer pursue those floating clouds. Use the trivial world as soil, take good care of your soul like caring for flowers, and jump out of the iron law of asking for others from the bottom of your heart. Work earnestly to live up to the salary, live attentively to take good care of family members, simply desire to treat yourself well, do what you like, read books, go out, meet friends, return to the most authentic state of life. Fame and wealth, wealth and wealth, let them come naturally, let them go naturally, I will no longer regard them as dirt with high standards, and I will not work hard to pursue them. No matter from what perspective, the trip to Tibet during the year changed me a lot, made me firm and calm a lot. In 2011, I was able to walk freely in my ideal and reality. I could make a trip without scruple when my friend called me late at night and said that I would go to a certain home or a certain place to drink, or invite eight friends to the attic for party, drinking, drinking tea, chatting, and you can stay in the attic for a long time without housework, surf the Internet, and write your favorite trivial mood words, without being disturbed by ordinary life, one of them I am to be deeply grateful. She is my wife who has accompanied me for more than ten years. Because you love me and know me, let me, forgive me. I am not only a relative, but also a friend. I really don’t know how long I have been blessed. I seldom write about my wife in my words. It’s not because I don’t want to write about it. I really find it difficult to write, because in spirit, they have already followed each other. MSG in the preface of collected works of Mu Xinzhai, there is a paragraph of his comments on my wife at the end, which is very pertinent. By the way, Mrs. Yunyun is also a free and easy person. Without the accompanying support and encouragement of Mrs. Yunyun, it is estimated that it is difficult to have the heart in muxinzhai in the cloud, it is also rare for this anthology to appear. Therefore, I think that every word of these poems written in the year has the figure of a wife. Maybe it can be said that I wrote these poems and texts, and my wife wrote them secretly. No matter the quality of words is high or low, they are all small feelings and expressions, but each other’s spirit and soul have blossomed from them. Finally, the summary of this article, I want to borrow Mr. Zhou’s survival theory. 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