Missed, silent ending

If it hadn’t been my hesitation and shyness, would today be another ending? You are saying, every word, every word, every tone, every word is right and round, even the emotion is abundant. However, the beauty we missed is like dust flying all over the sky, mixed with hazy atmosphere. It is not what we want to see thoroughly, nor what we want to stay. The distance between you and me, bosom friend. How far is the distance of bosom friend? That is, near or far, you can be close at hand or at the end of the world. This is the time when you got married last year, under the condition of being completely uncontrolled, you could do whatever you want, talk as you like, and write memories. The old marks in pieces are like reappearing, so close, so close, so familiar, but so far. In fact, I should be content. At an innocent age, we have become inseparable good partners, sharing delicious food and enjoying fun together. The flowing years are so fast that you are going to get married on the premise that I am not prepared in my heart. In my heart, I wish you the happiest person in the world with a blessing of 10,000 cents, but facing you and her, I am so stingy that I can’t speak clearly or even lose my voice. Nod and smile slightly at you, turn around and disappear in the twilight dyed by the sunset, without turning back, let alone ending. Unconsciously, you have become the quicksand at my fingertips, falling on the White years, like old paintings, sad and lingering, but so precious. I thought that if I turned around, I would lose my love in my heart, but I didn’t know that it took root of Yu Jia. That feeling was less false of love and more true of friendship, blooming in the rush of time, Miss and care. I thought that if I left, I could discard what I thought, but I didn’t know that it existed everywhere. I sailed in the empty and quiet dark night, but it cried in the breeze that brushed away. Then, at night, A piece of desolation and sadness. Snow flies all over the sky, you are married. Snowflake is crystal clear, very beautiful, but I dare not look at it. I am afraid that its light is too dazzling to burn my eyes. Therefore, I hid in the corner of nobody, counting soft memories carefully, writing, deleting and writing, calming my restless heart, even breathing was so uneven. Lunar December 13 is a good day. I wish you and her happiness forever! Click send, and the message is replied successfully. Although I want to say more than that, it won’t be these, but what can I do? My perfunctory, waiting, your hesitation and shyness always fail to step that step and hit that point. I miss it again and again, and feel sorry for missing it. Now, you are her husband, and I don’t have redundant fantasies any more. Even if there is, it is just a hang-up based on friendship. That is to say, if you have missed it, why say it again? If there are more if, the ending is still the same. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Want to say a thousand words, but no words

Desire and thousands of words, but no words, want to cry with sorrow, but silently, the eyes that look at each other are flashing empty. In the cold winter, the mood that should have been hibernating was dripping with exhaustion and decline. Looking back on the way of coming, it was drenched, coming and going, mixed with happiness and sorrow, and finally it was the frost that could not shake. A glittering liquid slips down the cheek, gently wipes away, moist, cooler than your body temperature. Inside, there is a kind of unrestrained blood flowing, which is the foundation of freedom. In the soul, there is a persistent feeling growing. Her name is tenderness. When I first met each other, I felt like a lifetime. The dust fell down gently, and the clean feelings were like the floating clouds in the sky. Meeting you is my lifelong attachment, and I can never find my way back. The smoke and rain are quiet, and in the waves of the lake, the brilliance of colored glaze is reflected, shining and never leaving. Going south left my eternal concern and engraved my lifelong attachment without regrets. Go north, remember your unregretful love, and carve the true annual rings of your life. Deep-rooted tenderness, swaying for N years, suddenly wake up, not dream, heart is still there, but you are there, I am here, not sad or happy. Far away, a beautiful love story is interpreted in the distant gaze, which is by no means a windy and snowy night. In the lonely time, the empty soul opened its wings and wanted to fly and be free. I didn’t know whether it was depraved or not, and the empty heart fell straightly. Under the implicit appearance, there is a flamboyant individual hiding. He is expanding and wants to get rid of it. It is always impossible to coordinate between persistence and betrayal, but the distance is so close …… gently and quietly, it is not that there is no romance and future any more, but that there is no incomparable contribution any more. Understand that what we stick to is not that love, but that we stick to our own contribution. All the coming and going are not love, but can not stand the hurt. There is no emotion from Lun to illusion any more. Every encounter in the decline is the wind, flowers, snow and moon. The lofty and stubborn woman began to feel humble and insignificant. Facing those sincerity that she never wanted to win with sincerity, she was speechless. There is a person who says that every time is true, but in fact it is not. There is only one time in life that is true. In a man’s heart, there is always only one, and the only one is his favorite treasure. He may experience several emotional twists and turns, he may never be with her, he may never talk to her, even that woman didn’t know that she would always keep a certain position in his heart. But because he is a man, she is the dream in his heart, the fantasy of romance and love, so he always has only one favorite, which can’t be replaced by others. I really finally realized that I was also lucky that I was always kept in that person’s heart and never left …… was his only thing. Close the window gently, put the dream on the wind chimes in front of the window, and let butterfly fly outside the window. Looking at the blue sky through the glass, the white clouds, listening to the birds singing softly, listening to the cicadas crying sadly. No everlasting, no everlasting, no sea, no stone, no oath of love. Be fresh, indifferent, free and easy, and happy. Face right and wrong, face lovey-dovey, face enenyuanyuan, face life and death, have been silent, also silent. Like (prose editor: yuiran) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…