Notes of summer work (III)

In the hot sun, the hot stream of people, the gentle smile flowing on the corners of the mouth, mixed with salty and astringent skin. Dragging my tired body all day long, I ran in the arrogant and arrogant world. The face which was soaked in the secular world, like the stinky decay in the gutter, permeated in the wind, and remained the bloodthirsty ghost without revealing all kinds of colors. Distortion, the remains of self-appreciation in reality, cheap, like the tiny dust of the vast world, the wind blows, running around. My value was placed on the ugly and unequal balance, crumbling. My work was stopped beside the pool baked by Du Yang, and was laid by people. For the first time, I felt that it was cheap, and that kind of bizarre deviation from the value ratio of pay and harvest. Bitterness destroys the body, sadness bites the soul. Yu Xiang is shallow, just for the amazing joy of the Dragon Gate. We forget the hanging beam of head and fade the piercing stock. With the lowering of the threshold of university, we are gradually demoted and gradually become ordinary without any halo. Looking at the stream of people pouring out from the campus, my classmates joked that they were like a group of migrant workers. Although the words are not true, it is a very realistic problem from another perspective. There are too many college students and things are rare. This kind of depreciation is just a logical thing. I was crazily basked in the sun, as if I had found a very supportive reason. Friends often say that the money now is almost not money. The soaring speed of prices caught up with the running of planes, and they didn’t mean to stop. With the expansion, all values are shrinking, including US, becoming high-level farmers who know a few words. After enduring hardships, I only hope to graduate. After graduation, I live on the streets. Sometimes we feel bitter. We don’t know whether such investment is cruel to parents with white hair. But the reality is that we really need a diploma. This kind of embarrassment is just like that hepatitis B patients are admitted to have the right to get a job, but no one is willing to give him a fair chance. Cheap College students are just like the deformity born in this incomplete society. To end this kind of pain, only at the moment of the end of life. In fact, this kind of embarrassment is more or less related to ourselves. We lost our way in decadent places such as Internet cafes, ktv, night clubs and so on, singing together every night and wasting our spring flowers. How many college students have done something that makes the society headache and sad, which makes employers angry. Countries in Great rejuvenation journey real difficult to the number 1.3 billion of the United States and typesetting, assigned to university this piece, only average of management way, and this seemingly existing equal relationship, like a bottleneck, it restricts everyone and restrains ourselves. I was carrying a cement bag on the beach, sweating like a pig, suffering. I didn’t stop thinking, just like a habit, urging myself not to be a person who only relies on strength to eat. I had faith in my heart, that kind of longing for the future. The reality of skinny feeling is just like the gorgeous price of butterfly breaking out of its cocoon and the pain of binding itself. It is also like the prelude of light that the sunrise breaks through the sky and the sadness of dawn blockade. The reality of cheap price may be just a course that schools can’t learn. This kind of self-comfort can make me forget as soon as possible, and make me stick to the end with my own faith. I don’t want to complain about anything, which only shows my weakness and superficiality. No matter how cheap things are, consumers will be picky, and their weak wings will directly become the reason for being eliminated. The self-indulgence of many college students doomed their cheap backgrounds. Some people prefer to be chicken heads instead of phoenix tails, which also clearly illustrates that there are valuable boutique products in the surging crowd. There is no doubt that it is ourselves who ruined the reputation and the wind of college students themselves. The layer-by-layer screening in the workplace is like a big wave washing the sand, eliminating those who hide dirt and dirt as a poor person, and discovering those who have withstood the test in the long river of time. In this way, we can explain that college students are actually not cheap. I persisted for a day, but I was tired for a day, but I didn’t mean to give up at all. I believe that only the rich feather which was honed by suffering can make today’s cheap become tomorrow’s uncheap. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. 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With good thoughts, there are angels on the way

Large reporter Long time no see, all hail? All of a sudden, the gloomy and silent QQ which almost made me no longer remember lit up in my daze in the afternoon. Suddenly, I felt very surprised. Of course, I was also very happy. At least, I finally knew that Xia Ran, the girl, was still wandering on the Earth. I just asked her where she is now and how she is doing. However, she knocked at me first: Don’t interview me, I will send you a photo and you will know all about me. Hee hee, this girl is just like this. She is always smart to catch people off guard. On the top floor of an inn in Lijiang ancient town, she looked calm, sitting on a bamboo chair, tasting tea and reading, surrounded by various blooming flowers and abundant bonsai, large tracts of sunshine poured on her, and in the distance was the delicate mountains and blue sky. All this looks heartbreaking. Looking at the photos she sent, I felt warm in my heart and moved from my heart for her finally starting a bright and warm life again. Next, what she told me made me somewhat surprised, surprised, and even envious. In my opinion, she only traveled to Lijiang, most of which was a special trip to Lijiang for relaxation. But she told me that the inn in the photo was her own new Xiaoran Inn. She would live in the South of Colorful Clouds for a long time! In the end, he joked and invited me: otherwise, would you give up your great and noble journalism and come to Lijiang? I promise I can accompany you to die! I smiled and said to her, “Forget it, I haven’t seen anything in the world of mortals, and I don’t have the courage like you. You ‘d better wait for your Prince Charming while eating and chanting Buddhism in the place where you can have sex in one minute! It’s the same as before. I always talk to her with ease and pleasure. Because, we are all people who can play jokes casually. She sent a happy expression, and I could feel that she was laughing over there. In this world, there are always many things, many people, many circumstances and many moods, which will eventually become what we can’t imagine. Just like Xia ran, I would never believe that she would stay in the scenery of Li Jiang if she hadn’t told me her current life personally with pictures and truth today. To get to know Xia ran, I have to start from another untouchable past deeply buried in my heart. I remember once I made Keke angry. After work in the afternoon, I went to the Academy of Fine Arts to plead guilty to her for forgiveness. However, when we just met in the back playground of the Academy of Fine Arts, a girl beside Keke who couldn’t see how tough she couldn’t help saying that, she gave me a crazy criticism: You are the one! You bully our Coco in this way, you see you make her sad! Don’t you want to hang out! I was thinking helplessly: Who is this! This is too fierce! What are you looking at? Don’t apologize to our Coco! When you see that she is going to continue to approve, I quickly said regardless of the gentleman: What? Who! Who are you? What’s your Coco! She is clearly our Coco! You saw that she was so angry that she almost threw away the ponytail behind her head, and Keke beside her was also amused by tears. In this way, whether it was deliberate criticism or friendly adjustment, in a word, she easily turned decay into magic. Therefore, we became friends who talked about everything. Later, due to some reasons of love, Keke and I ended up with sadness and pain. However, Xia ran across her so-called true life at that time when we went to the end of the world. There were totally two different scenes at that time: when Keke and I were going to part ways, they were exactly the sweet and beautiful moment. Seeing her walking on the playground of the Academy of Fine Arts with her arms pulled by her true life, with a happy and beautiful look, I will bless them silently in my heart and hope their love will be happy to the end, and don’t be like Keke and me. The song has not ended and people have dispersed. However, blessings are blessings after all. They are neither curse nor divine language. The tragedy that should come will still come, whether the relationship should be dispersed or the relationship will be dispersed. When Xia Ran, a girl who had always been famous for her bright smile, cried in front of me, I finally knew that her self-righteous life was not really true. After crying that time, we never met her again. Besides, Keke had left Xi’an, so we just sent a message and made a phone call occasionally. One night, she suddenly called me and said: if one day I suddenly disappeared, how many people would think of me? I thought she was nervous at that time, so I joked: no one will think of you, you should disappear quickly! She then asked: what about you? Will you spare time to think of me a little? I won’t think of you! The first time you saw me criticizing me so fiercely! It is strange that I will think of you! I joked with her as usual. So she said: Well, it’s good that no one thinks of it! I’m sorry for being cruel to you that time! So far, she hasn’t heard from her for several days. A few days later, I suddenly remembered that what she said on the phone that night was a little inconsistent with her normal style, and thought in my heart, “Is there something wrong. All of a sudden, I was terrified and regretted my carelessness and incomprehension at that time. Therefore, she began to leave messages to her QQ, blog and various spaces in a hurry. But a few days later, there was still no news, as if this person suddenly evaporated. Finally, I couldn’t help feeling guilty and uneasy in my heart, so I went to the place where the Academy of Fine Arts swore that I would never go again. After finding another classmate of her, she learned that she was going to travel for fun. Knowing that she is still alive on this earth, I feel more at ease. She thought that she just wanted to exile for love for a period of time, and when she finished her trip, there would be nothing. Besides, she stopped all the communication methods and couldn’t do it if she wanted to contact. Later, due to the busy work, I didn’t remember this matter or this person very much (in this way, it seemed to be somewhat heartless). Until today, when her QQ was on, I suddenly remembered that there was still a Xia ran in this world. The most surprising thing is that she is still on the Earth. It seems that I really didn’t lie to her at that time, and I really didn’t take time to think about this girl. However, now I am also very happy to see her calm and quiet. She asked me: how are you doing now? Will you recall your past? I said: read it, thousands of rivers and mountains; Read it out, the sea changes. In this way, I went through day after day between Reading and dying. After hearing this, she joked again: it seems that you are still so infatuated! However, it is more mature and stable. Finally, she asked: Are you sorry now? If she came back suddenly, would you still be as affectionate as before? I smiled and said: If you get it, bring her to old age; If you lose it, read her well. She didn’t ask more, but just knocked over strangely: in fact, the first time I saw you, I really shouldn’t think you so bad. I suddenly felt that this woman, after all, it is warm and bright. A woman, crazily for love at the best moment, exiled for love, experienced all the pains and wounds, and finally calmed down after the half pure white and half dark journey, starting to live a peaceful life in the bright sunshine is also an amazing bloom. At this point, life should be regarded as a warm and beautiful ending and beginning. Compared with Xia Ran’s release for love, I really don’t want to see those who die for love all the time. Because I think, love this kind of thing can not tolerate any fetters and fetters. It may be the greatest belief and respect for love to be born with fate, read with fate, and die with fate. Xia ran chose to stay for a long time because of the beauty and accommodation of Lijiang. I think lijiang will also give Xia ran a lifetime of happiness and safety because of her beauty and deep feeling. I believe that if you have good thoughts, there will be angels on the way. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. 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Happy thought.

When you met me, you knew that actually I was not a person who occupied sadness. I love to laugh, and it makes me more silly than anyone else. Look, this is me, the original me. A heartless smile never mind any image, innocence and no annoyance. But later, there was a little accident. He accidentally pushed himself into the abyss of sadness and felt sorry for himself. Those happiness ran counter to me. I just hid in a dark corner and cried, looking at all the happiness that had nothing to do with me. Only say to yourself, hurt yourself, pain yourself forget. Words are less, others don’t know, I can bear it silently, and I can cry in the way of laughing… In that journey, silence, silence. I can’t find myself. When taking photos, I always freeze my smile. What I want to remember is the happiness of my whole life, not the melancholy face. Therefore, when others looked at my photos, they all said that I had a happy life, but when they looked at the mood I wrote down, they said that I am a sad child. I was a contradiction from beginning to end. Others could not understand my happiness and sorrow, even myself. How ridiculous it is. I used to say that I should look for a sea, throw all my troubles into the sea, and make myself happy. Now it is my fifth intimate contact with Hai. The sea breeze messed up the hair tip, and the sea patted my feet, telling me the story of the sea over and over again. The sea is silent, but the communication of soul can be felt. It teaches me to be strong. That night when I was drunk at the seaside, my uncle talked a lot to me, but I couldn’t remember clearly. I just vaguely remembered that. He said: silly child, we can’t compare with Hai, how can a person’s heart be as broad as the sea? Everything will pass. I know that everything will pass. I know that I won’t live in unhappiness all my life. I know, there are still people who care about me. I know that people who don’t love themselves will not love them either. I know… I know all. There are so many people who care about themselves, can’t they warm their little heart? In fact, it’s just stupid. How can there be so many obstacles? In the end, the only thing I can’t pass is myself. It was myself who trapped myself in sorrow and couldn’t walk out. Pushkin said: If life deceived you, don’t be sad, don’t be impatient, and calm down in gloomy days. Believe it, happy days will come… In my world, life didn’t deceive me. It was me who cheated myself and swore to be happy, but I didn’t do it without any intention. But now I quit, quit depression, and believe that happy days will come. I miss my happiness. I want to be myself. I am happy, always happy… Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…