Will ever end

The eraser of time wiped away all my happiness. The scenes once faded, and the memory left in my mind was still there. It was just pain to keep it, my body has been hurt by the whips of memories. No, what I want is not the ending like this. Once I am was so fond of laughing, it was because of ignorance; Once I was happy, it was because of happiness; Once I loved fighting, it was because of ideals; I used to be full of confidence because I had an inner letter; I won’t get hurt because someone cared about me; I used to be optimistic because someone understood me; I used to I am the pride of my parents, that’s because I have made achievements as a daughter; Once I was loved by others, that’s because I have love; Once I was, once, once, I knew what I was now, but there is no ideal, no goal, no love, cold-blooded, ruthless, rebellious, strange match, pessimism and so on. I have lost consciousness, and I don’t know whether I am happy with the pain or not, still now, but my heart is still there. I don’t want to smile hypocritically to see others laugh, but what brings me is injury! I have to go out of the past, out of the present, and be the next second of me, no longer crazy, no longer crazy, no longer stupid to draw a satisfactory ending! The life I want is actually very simple, just be happy! However, I think such a simple life should be very difficult to achieve, right? However, Come on! Be open to life! If. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Warm sun in winter (4) wish you success

That year, I burned all the awards on the wall, which was the first time I denied myself. From kindergarten to junior high school, the certificates of merit are coaxing people, which have no real meaning, or they have not found its real meaning. In my opinion, they didn’t reflect me at that time, or the real me and rewards were not worthy of the name. These praises brought me false cognition, which hindered me from knowing myself and the world. That’s for the first time ever, think about who I am? Where am I in my life? Where will my life go? These questions have led me to work hard and inspire myself by forgetting my heart and dying. How can I achieve my dream with the action of not knowing my heart? As a result, hard work pays off. After one year’s real efforts, I have gained a different life. It is true that you died of hardship and happiness. After working for ten years, the similar feeling of happiness came again. I can’t really know myself from others’ mouth. Who am I? Where am I in my life? Where will my life go? It is necessary to burn again, this time to burn comfort, vanity, arrogance and delusion to discover the true self and realize the self. In the face of praise, we should see the essence clearly. In the face of criticism, don’t be angry, and strive for success. Praise makes people feel paralysed, blame makes people clearly see the shortcomings, march towards harsh requirements based on the principle of success, and shape themselves perfectly. I am not a perfect child, who am I deliberately perfect? I put a stick of incense devoutly to pray for success in the Year of Dragon. Spread the paper money cross with both hands, and the gold paper in the square turns into Sunflower. One piece is square with sharp edges and corners, but many pieces can be transformed into circles. Life is a wonderful magic, correct thinking, hard work and sincere desire make you achieve what you want. I can’t dream in front of the desk. I want to cultivate my mind and improve my executive power. When I was writing these, I was once proud of seeing the books on the desk. They proved my journey of seeking. But now I think they should also be in the list of burning, because they become mouthpieces casually. Knowledge has too many limitations, and only the knowledge storage device is a bookworm. What we need is not speculative knowledge, but wisdom, and knowledge itself is by no means the guarantee of success, in addition, we also need to implement the management plan of knowledge and strictly abide by the psychological norms of the plan. I want to be myself. To be yourself, you need to reduce your burden, remove your delusion, and make your target perspective simple, specific, and concentrate on it. To be yourself, you need to reduce your dependence on others, and you need to do what you can get from others independently. You should make your own comprehensive judgment, not just follow your orders, be self-sufficient, and be self-reliant. To achieve oneself, one must stick to the truth. One must personally pioneer, sow, water, fertilize and harvest, absorb the spirit of the universe with optimism and diligence, persevere and take back the lost time. To achieve oneself, one must remember the mission, plan rationally, execute rationally, be down-to-earth, do not evade, cheat or disgrace the mission. To achieve oneself, we need to reflect constantly, work diligently, save ourselves three times a day, be strict with ourselves, and hone ourselves with the will of cultivation. I firmly believe that everything will be done, and I will prove it to you with my actions. Like (prose editor: yuiran) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Balcony on star flower

When my eyes touched it, I was immediately attracted by its graceful dance in the wind. Its casual soft branches were like a young girl’s flourishing waist, reserved without affectation. When the willow branches stretch out and the winter jasmine flowers bloom into the eyes, the Pentas flowers can only be called five-star grass. It just huddled in one corner of the balcony with a hint of green, and walked into people’s sight. Compared with various flowers, it was so casual and inconspicuous that it lived quietly in its own state of mind. Five-star flower, I tried hard to find your voice. I wanted to see through you with my eyes, but I found that the silence around me seemed that even the air stopped breathing, and the world around me was empty. On an occasional morning, I suddenly found that I didn’t know when I didn’t like the flamboyant five-star flowers. I had climbed up to a corner of the balcony quietly and enjoyed the hot songs and dances in summer alone. Every time in this season, my balcony will be covered with blooming five-star flowers. When you are happy, it will give you the beauty of nature without reservation. Although it is a little shy, it is so sweet and concentrated. When it is sad, it will gather together in the bottom of my heart. Is it looking forward to the sunshine of tomorrow or the dew in the morning? Near the Mid-Autumn Festival, many famous flowers no longer have the elegant demeanour of the past. At this time, the Pentas flowers are still scattered, scattered on the side and in the porcelain basin with large lotus leaves, the emerald green vine is decorated with dark red flowers, big and small. It is not arrogant and rich, but it is always tempting you! Five-star flower, although you are small, each flower is so proud to face the smiling face, and you don’t refuse to open it because you are not rich enough. Facing the blue sky and white clouds, you open with your own faint petals full of expectation. Every encounter between you and butterflies and bees…… Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Pain

Pain, pain, pain! This kind of feeling is not the first time. It is just like acupuncture, and sometimes it is like knife, axe and saw. I know that this is the mark left by life and another form of experiencing life. I don’t know I am should appreciate life or hate life? As long as I feel painful, I will have a strange feeling: am I going to die? Although I don’t know exactly where the value of living is and what people live for, I still don’t want to die and want to live. Because, I know that life is not my own. People live with care and responsibility. I am not living for me alone. I still clearly remember the helpless and painful moments one by one, the suffering years, day by day, minute by minute, second by second. At that time, my body and mind were attacked by ruthless storms. At that time, I often felt cold, even in the hot summer. At that time, I often heard my heartbreaking voice, heartbreaking to despair and helplessness. Family affection and morality are like two swords hanging on my head all the time. I can’t surpass myself or the bottom line of being a human being to shout loudly. I am like a struggling fish, and I can’t walk out of the heart net that I weave for myself. Relatives, do you know what kind of blow I was suffering at that time? Relatives, do you know that my heart has been scarred? Relatives, do you know my desperate mood of losing confidence in life? Relatives, how do you know the sad feeling that my life is worse than death? However, the storm did not stop! Even as for growing! Do you laugh at others with sarcasm? Are you proud of hitting others and making her feel painful? However, how can I see that you smile at others? I asked very little, just a little bit, a little bit of warmth and love in the world, that’s enough. I remembered a fable story: the woodcutter saved a little bear, and the mother bear was very grateful to him. One day, the mother bear arranged a sumptuous dinner to entertain him. The next morning, the Woodman said to the mother bear, “You treat me well, but the only thing I am not satisfied with is the bad smell on you. Although the mother bear was unhappy, she said: As compensation, you can cut me with an axe! The woodcutter did what he did. Several years later, the woodcutter met the female bear again and asked if the wound on his head had recovered. The mother bear said: It hurt for a while, and I forgot after the wound healed. However, I will never forget what you said that time! Fable is naturally just a fable, but isn’t the truth it shows obvious? Language damage sometimes exceeds physical damage, because it hurts the heart and soul. When you act willingly and lose your temper to others, do you know that your language is like a nail hole on the wall, which has left scars in others’ hearts? Do you know that verbal injury is more serious than hurting human body, just like a female bear can forget the pain on her head, but can’t forget the verbal injury? Pain, for me, exists objectively. Including the body and soul, I am a kind person by nature. I don’t want to blame anyone, nor do I want to hate anyone. Staying away from harm is the best way for me. In a book, we can see the three evils of Zen, that is, to have a zen heart. First, we must be carefree, regretful and complaint-free. Remember the three noes of Zen heart. Do you have worries in your heart when you often look back at the internal photos? Is there any regret? Is there any complaint? I hope that I will always reflect on myself, clean up my meaning, and constantly purify, transform and put down my worries, regrets and complaints. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…