Empty swing

It has always been there, carrying wind, rain and sunshine. It has carried the sweet feelings of two people, and also carried the lonely silence of one person. I said, let’s go to Chaoyang Park tomorrow. You escaped from my eyes and hesitated to answer, OK. Then there is no word. I sneered in my heart, if you want to play games, then I will play with you. Not long ago, I read a sentence, don’t take ambiguity as emotion. At that time, I felt this sentence was a little special, but I thought it had nothing to do with me. It seems that God arranged me to see it. It uses this sentence to remind me of my future experience. For a long time, I think ambiguity is not serious about feelings. I am used to making everything clear. If both sides are interested, they will develop feelings slowly. If there is only wishful thinking, that won’t let the intentional side sink deeper and deeper, and finally hurt a kind and helpless heart. Maybe what I wanted was too pure to understand the hazy beauty. But this time, I delayed the time. I don’t know why. How could I hesitate to you. Is it afraid of hurting you, or is it my intention. I think if I continue to play dumb like this, I will be immoral. You always treat me like this. I don’t know how to face you naturally. Maybe I am too selfish to take the feeling in your heart into consideration. Your feeling of transcending friendship has not yet reached love. So when I broke it, you shrank back. The rest of me hid in the corner and laughed at my own affections. The sunshine was so strong that it relentlessly baked the tired heart in my body that I couldn’t figure it out. Walking on the grass in the park, listening to the tiny sound under my feet, I couldn’t see the man walking on my right, his footsteps, no dialogue, no eye contact from my corner of my eyes. I picked a dandelion which was still quite independent in the blazing sunshine and blew it lightly, watching the lonely seeds falling down in the air without wind. There is a flower drifting far away, and then I see you, a completely different you from the past. At this moment, I can’t tell which one is the real you. I am very afraid of embarrassment, even the hot air will condense. However, now I just want to be silent. I think you too. I have been enjoying the feeling of walking with you all the time, as if there is a wonderful soul connection. I remember you asked me not long ago whether I had a feeling. I said no, because I didn’t know how to answer at that time. But now I know, but you don’t ask. Now that feeling is gone, you don’t have to look for it, you can’t find it back. Yes, the relationship at the beginning really can’t stand such cooling and injury. Walking in a corner, I saw a small swing, which was waiting quietly under the sparse shade of trees, waiting for a support reflecting its value. It has always been there, carrying wind, rain and sunshine. It has carried the sweet feelings of two people, and also carried the lonely silence of one person. You said, let’s go and have a rest. I shook and sat on the swing, feeling the lonely silence of a person, although you were sitting beside me. The swing slowly swung around. It carried two people, but there was no sweet feeling. When we leave, it will still be there, waiting for and sending away the next stop. I think, in fact, it is the loneliest, but it is also happy, because it has been giving. Just like the relationship between two people, the one who takes the initiative to give is happy, the real happiness. But at this moment, neither I nor you are willing to take a step towards each other first. I am because of self-esteem. What are you? Walking to the station, I was speechless all the way. After getting on the bus, you didn’t look back on purpose, not giving up, but being afraid of seeing my affectionate eyes. Are you sure that is deep feeling? Maybe I can’t tell its depth. Therefore, your figure hasn’t disappeared yet. I have turned around and walked into the vast sea of people to look for me before I lost. This virtual so-called feeling made it die. poppy remember Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. 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Retirement dual-track system is another plunder of the privileged class against ordinary people.

I had two classmates, both of whom went to the countryside in 1969. Later, according to the arrangement of the state, one entered the civil service team and the other entered the enterprise to work. Last year, they all reached the age of 60 and retired. The retirement pension for employees working in enterprises was 2600 yuan per month, while that for employees retired from civil servants was 4700 yuan per month. The monthly pension gap between the two is 2100 yuan. Don’t count other benefits any more. Working for the country as well, the income gap after retirement is so large, which is obviously extremely unreasonable. If it is said that there is a gap in salary level due to the difference in contribution, then it is hard to understand if there is still a gap in contribution after retirement without working. Thus it can be seen that the unfair and conscious inclination of this system design is the direct driving force that causes the unfair distribution in the current society and enlarges the income gap of all classes. Therefore, many people pointed out sharply that the policy-making class should first consider their own interests rather than the interests of the common people. The government does not represent the common people, but represents the privileged class. To put it bluntly, officials are exploiting ordinary people. Looking at their treatment, it is not difficult to understand why civil servants are flocking to exams. The words are a bit extreme, but who can say that this is not the truth? The basic principle of socialism is to let all the people take the road of common prosperity, which is not only the theoretical purpose of the Communist Party, but also the practical purpose of the Communist Party. Under the call of this theory guiding the practical purpose, the Communist Party can lead the whole nation to the Communist road of common prosperity. However, just as we are full of hope that the rule of law will replace the rule of man, and the society will be more fair, just and open, the plunder of the privileged class against the ordinary people again appears in front of us with shock, let the common people lose the basic trust and respect for the party and the government. Reform is bound to touch the interests of some people and some departments, and break the jobs of some people and some departments. In the past, the working class was the first to deeply understand this point. Nowadays, the trend of reform has flocked to the privileged class. Is it to build dams to intercept the trend, not to let the trend spread, or to rush forward bravely and completely break down the old irrationality? People are waiting to see! Any behavior of avoiding diseases and avoiding medical treatment will definitely bring about an incurable illness. People will not be fools forever, let alone in today’s information explosion! Written in 2012.3.4. Afternoon Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…