Youth does not say defeat, saying defeat is not youth.

I can’t give up old wounds and new worries. I really dare not touch the embrace of life. Am I afraid of pain? Still don’t have the courage to face it? Maybe it was once so beautiful that I felt sad now. I always thought that I would be happy for a lifetime, but the reality was ruined so messy by me. I never thought that it would be my own ending if the disastrous defeat couldn’t end. Knowing that crying is the performance of the weak, but every time I still secretly shed tears. He kept saying that he would be a strong woman, but all kinds of measures in reality had compressed himself into the symbol and representative of a coward. Sometimes I feel so sad that I can’t imagine how to live in the future. I once said to a girl that friendship lasts forever, and in the end, it is inevitable to be strangers to each other; I once said to a boy that I will never leave and never leave, and in the end, I will inevitably part. The kind of pain that I once couldn’t come back, but now I still put the pain of the past as if I were hanged by myself, until my bones could no longer bear the pain, and my bloody body would die slowly. In fact, at our age, we know it is impossible, but we have to imagine forever. We can’t wait to end our promise until the end. Change a dream woven with beautiful lies with sincerity. Uncover the veil of the hypocritical world, which is cynical and vulgar. QQ space is a virtual world for me to escape from reality and the sustenance of my spirit. I like words, but I won’t polish them. I just write about my little feelings, because I believe the most beautiful words are the calls from my heart. There I will open my heart undisguisedly, write down all my grievances and discontent about the world, and pour out all my sorrows. Maybe it is because of the closed inner heart, strange personality, and hard to conflict with the reality that it depends on the network space so much. There are many people who care about me, love me, love me, create a happy paradise for me, and give me a little comfort in my broken experience. There is fantastic beauty, which is impossible in reality. A girl told me that you were using your miserable and bitter words to capture others’ sympathy and pity. At that time, I refuted her. If I didn’t understand me, don’t judge me casually. I am not a beggar. What I want is not sympathy and pity, but understanding and understanding. After speaking, tears of grievance fell quietly. However, when I wiped my tears with my skirt, I suddenly realized that I was wrong. It was me who fell into the endless abyss of pain and got into the mire, but I never thought about how to save myself. Instead, I was desperately waiting for help. Ignore others’ care, and pretend to be lofty and self-righteous. Really disgraceful. Looking for nothingness in reality will only make reality more empty. I betrayed the self that should belong to me, and my dream broke between my fingers. Happy strike, emotional shock, insanity, and fragmented dreams. Upset, confused, confused, retreat, failure. All end. Cynicism makes me play with fire * *. At the moment of burning eyebrows, I lost my heart and was unwilling to end like this, full of regret. Compared with the past glory, it will make me feel that it is more failed now, and it is a disastrous defeat. Only in this way can we lift our heads and fight against the unfairness of the world to ourselves with all kinds of rebellious behaviors. No one can hear my inner cry, but they can understand my arrogant and arrogant body language. The whole world wakes up, and I am drunk alone. Seclusion makes me an extremely abnormal demon in everyone’s eyes. It turns out that I am already so horrible. Wake up, it’s time to end. End those promises that can’t be given, those fantasies that shouldn’t have, those dirty and strange words, and those self-justified liberation. I know that I have missed too much. If I want to succeed again, unless a miracle will happen. However, if you don’t give yourself a chance to find miracles, how can you know that the lucky God will not care for yourself? No one knows what the result will be until the end. Don’t find reasons for success, don’t find excuses for failure. Xiongguan is full of truth like iron, but now it is starting from the beginning. Start from the new, start from the heart. Grandma Bing Xin once said: life is meaningless, but if we want to make meaningless life meaningful, we must work hard to live and define it. Yes, so does society. Society is unfair. If you want to find your personal fairness in an unfair world, fighting is the only way, or you will only have pain. Friends, please remember: youth does not say defeat, saying defeat is not youth. —- {Talking nonsense, kids talking big.} // If children. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Tea curl dream

When I write this topic, in my mind will emerge out of such a picture: a thin small, exquisitely carved, white jade Cup, Cup just made tea, tea is of the fresh green, water is xin fei, tea in water not fully stretch, so that wisp of tea also not spread out. However, the more it is like this, the more people expect it. Just like facing a flower bud, we have thousands of beautiful imaginations and thousands of feelings. Nowadays, there are many drinks, but I only love tea, indulge in tea share of the fragrance, that elegant, that simple. In fact, more or appreciate her of that peace, that indifferent. In my opinion, all those drinks less than fragrance of the tea and long, peanut milk too greasy, Nutrition Express is too thick, sour yogurt too acid. Tea is the most original of beverage, is also my favorite. Other beverage production process too complex, have too many additives, such as flavor, Ansai like, while also know is edible, but still feel that no natural good. Tea Cup most simple, a tea cup, can be glass, also can is plastic, can be of purple sand, also can is stainless steel, put a handful of tea, can is Longjing, also can is tea, can is Maojian, also can is Tieguanyin, again cup of steaming hot water, A cup of green tea declared success. Imagine, in a snow on frosty of dusk, or a sparse raindrops Wutong night, you served such a cup of green tea, see Tea in water rolled, ups and downs, look at that small, the originally dried tea leaves gradually become plump and tender green under the moisture of water. A closer look at, can still see tea above thin small melt hair, that leaves soon like pieces smile blooming in small cup, Madadayo Nana, ping ping ting ting and shy, jing jing qiao qiao. So, a room filled with tea, that kind of light fragrant AH, float into your nose. When you bite a small mouth, she on the tip of your tongue, then wandering in your mouth, even until stomach, that smell continues, suggested in er yue early spring of the taste of the sun. Looked at curl steaming tea, maybe your thoughts also ran down that tea drift to far away: Can think thousands of miles away relatives, think of my mother’s hair, want to father of wrinkles, want to home in the setting sun Red Dragonfly; Also can think about all flash in earth another little warm, friendly, And kind of smiling face, you can happy, whether health? Cloud light-style also light, Miss growths, and vaguely wind, not to swing shaking it does not fall. Can also think about cross the bridge, through the road, mounted of the boat, drink over the spring. Think of the what, has lost nothing, are pursuing? World from Scratch minus, sentiment gradually leaching. A cup of green tea, a afternoon, dash thoughts. Gradually, tea only half a cup, half a cup has filter on a crystal-like feelings, such as child-like purity. This world is too complex, why don’t we where possible to simple? Just a cup of tea easy and. si yue are Shaanxi south of the best of the year day, wind little, even if there is fresh wail of the kind. Rain, is stained clothing for wet apricot flowers, spring rain. Hordes of Ziyan mouth spring blessing came and, far and near mountain green up, of the cliff azaleas also drive bustling, people want into falling thick. Not only that, can also appreciate beautiful country girl picking diagram. The altitude here is moderate, the climate is warm and moist, the sunshine and soil are both suitable for the growth of tea, and it is rich in a kind of tea called Shaanxi Green, which is said to be comparable to Longjing in West Lake. When a Qingming rain, picking tea prime time came; And. People also ready to proceed tea, they wait for a whole winter. The Tea Mountain in the morning was surrounded by clouds and fog. The tea leaves looked so fresh, tender and green under the moisture of last spring rain. Told you that green, with or dense or light, or deep or shallow, or quiet or free. Look at that new leaves, thin small, just out two flap ye y.buder, some above also rolling drops, is new rain wet, or morning dew mortars, people can not help but look, is this a tree tea, or a new words, or a tie down old fu. Because tea is a need careful Technology Live, picking tea mostly some deft young woman. Just like tea water Lingling country girl in their new blue printed shirt, with long twist braid, carries tea bamboo basket with, evil charming, ten thousand kinds of amorous feelings. Country Girl the use that dexterous fingers gently a pinch, those tender tea will lay their basket in, after some processing after, will traveled north and south. As a result, thousands of teacup are floating with the same kind of tea fragrance, which is light fragrance and wisps of fragrance. In tea-picking process, occasionally country girl who will sing a few folk songs. Spring to Dasan a new, Trinidad Bashan flying colour cloud, Song laughter drenched garden, Shannan North mining Ah tea people ———- that sound distinctly say yu yin rao liang, three days without a break, is fresh, natural, simple, generous. It is these hard-working, kind-hearted people’s hard work, we can taste that such as Song general tea shaandan, realize that such as wench general of quiet, indifferent. Some say World partial drinking, who solution help tea, Also some people say that life eight ya, poetry and painting, poetry and wine tea, as if people love to tea and wine linked. I am no exception, see or hold a steaming cup of tea, in our imagination of unstrained wine a Cup. In my opinion, wine is a publicity, a passion, and tea is a introverted quiet, a. If we compare them to women, I think wine is a passionate and modern lady, while tea is a gentle, virtuous, simple and kind lady. Modern girl although tantalizing, but that’s just in the neon of when, in schmoozing over occasions at the ultra-moment, she just right to play her part, although sometimes very tired. Of course that is less. Most of the time, we are eager to take off our Chinese clothes, and we all wear home clothes, which can be a robe or a nightdress. Now I no bun high Wan, heavy make-up, but no makeup, black hair Miscellaneous Chen. We adjusted the desk lamp to the softest light, washed a cup of green tea, and put a zither on it, which could be “high mountains and flowing waters” to experience the joy when Boya met the child period, It can also be the plum blossom three lanes, imagining the thousand-year love of those crazy men and women. Otherwise, you can also spread out a prose book, appreciating the elegance and elegance of Bingxin, Ye Shaojun’s tranquility and indifference, Xu Dishan’s wisdom and nature, and Zhong Jingwen’s purity and vulgarity……, Of course, sometimes straight sitting in front, with keyboard hammering, for those wen wen wan wan words, write down the true feelings. Miaoyu had on drinking tea, insightfully comments: A cup Yue goods, two Cup Yue thirst, three cups Yue donkey drink. Although I don’t understand the tea ceremony, I am not used to drinking tea with a big mouthful of tea. I just like to peck a mouthful of the thick or light tea when I am tired of reading and writing, fragrant lips. Therefore, the words were also permeated with fragrance, and the night was also permeated with fragrance. Light in our head, body, book JP next a orange aperture, with a kind of unspeakable warm and elegant. At the moment we away from the bustling, away from the hustle and bustle, only with tea, to books, gradually, Feel myself tea xiang yi Ray of the are filled in this world. Actually, I think most people most of the time, like do a Cup Ningning quietly tea, rather than a cup thick lie bathed in wine. Every time Peck finished tea, as if cycle a life. Buddha said a world, one a Bodhi tree, I think, tea? Is. What kind of world should it be in that thick and light cup of tea? Simple? Tortuous? Perfect? Defects? Holding a cup of tea, that originally Cold never ice never fingers touched the that suffused with silver stainless steel tea cup. As a result, it gradually warms up, with a heart recovering slowly. After drinking a mouthful of tea, you can smell the faint fragrance first, then infiltrate your lips and even your heart. First it was bitter, then it was a little astringent, and finally it was sweet. Drink that cup of green tea, also drink that beautiful loneliness, and a continuous sorrow. Drink round glimmering of New Moon, round also mid-autumn, Lack also mid-autumn. Looked at Madadayo up of water mist, to smell faint light fragrant, thoughts floating. Life is like tea. Only after experiencing the sufferings in youth and the astringency in middle age can one have a sweet taste in old age, and when the sunset goes down the mountain, when looking back and looking back, not just just near evening of sentimental, and rosy clouds still sky full of poetry. Oh, as Green wei lv, stay incense not fragrant, desire language not language of a cup of tea. The dense fragrance, the bitter sweet taste, will be in my life journey, when I am tired, helpless moments, confused moments, the moment I want to give up, encourage me to move on, comfort by I overcome difficulties, overcome self. If life is a feast, need to choose the right drinks, I will abnegate attack wine and settle for a cup of tea. Let him feasting, let him bustling, jealously guarding own peace, indifferent, but there will be aromas. Oh, I hope there is a cup of green tea, which is fragrant and fragrant. When I am confused, in my dream————– Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…