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Once in the countryside, I think I have only a handful of books. Although it is not a book collection car, in this remote village, I am afraid there is no second person who can own a separate bookstore and several cabinets of various books. After 30 years of accumulation, although many of them were lost and sold in several moving moves, those books which were reluctant to discard and sell were put in bookcases and piled at the corner of the wall, some have become yellow and moldy, and have no time to read carefully, but still cherish it. When I go out sometimes, I must go to the bookstore and buy some of them. Although the book price is amazingly expensive now and I am short of money, for the book I love, I still buy the book I like at no cost. It seems that books are a part of my life, and buying books is an indispensable link in my life. In fact, I didn’t read most of these books carefully. I put them in the bookcase and piled them at the corner of the wall. I felt mouldy and moth-eaten. I really felt ashamed of their preciousness, I really feel ashamed of my previous painstaking efforts in books. Second, I don’t know how many times I have made up my mind that I will never enter the bookstore and ignore those books from now on. I have read books for a lifetime, read the principles in books for a lifetime, but I still have too many doubts and difficulties about life, life and society. It is difficult for me to be fully enlightened, nor to fully control life. The trivial matters in life, the loss in the workplace and the contradictions caused by the economic crisis in the family often make me doubt about the use and benefits of books. Diverse and complex society, not several books can be interpreted clearly, not several articles can be clearly explained. The delicacy and indifference of interpersonal relationship, the pressure and confusion of survival, and the complex and intricate social relationship network seem to mean that if you immerse yourself in books, you may be out of touch with the society. In addition, the social values of materialistic desire, profit-seeking, money-only worship, and many hidden rules in the social field make reading less and less popular and indifferent, increasingly losing its due effect. Because of this kind of confusion and doubt, I often want to refuse the temptation of books, put them in the high cabinet, hide them in the bottom of the box, and ignore them. But less than a few days after this idea came into being, I slipped into the study and threw myself into the piles of books, enjoying the fun of books and letting my thoughts travel in the sea of books. Third, shopping in stalls to buy cheap books is one of my hobbies. Books sold in authentic bookstores are not discounted. For me, a scholar with few financial resources, buying expensive books is almost a luxury. It is a good way to shop at a stall and buy books at a discount. Buying books at stalls can also cut down the price. A book worth 30 or 40 yuan can be bought at more than 10 yuan. Some of them are damaged, and some of them have poor printing quality. If you just take a look, you can also get some profits, and you can also get the book that you have admired for a long time, which is really relaxing! Fourth, it seems a little inappropriate for people nowadays to enter bookstores and libraries. This is an abnormal social phenomenon. Once, I went to the county library to check the information. It was very hot. The library staff saw me and explained the purpose of coming. They were very enthusiastic. They Also specially turned on the electric fan for me and made a cup of hot tea, and she also expressed her extreme trust in me, and she went to another cabin to chat with her colleagues. Throughout the whole morning, I looked through the library of ruoda alone, but there was no second reader. The second day was like this, so was the third day. I guess: I’m afraid that my arrival has made the Librarian realize the value of his work. There must be readers and people who like reading. Unfortunately, there are fewer and fewer scholars like me. It is also an indisputable fact that scholars lack their due bosom friends. One of my colleagues once made an angry bet: I dare say that there are less than 2.5 people who like reading novels in our whole county! Although the words are bantering, it can be seen. Another time, I went somewhere on a business trip, looking for the bookstore I once knew and had not seen for a long time, but I couldn’t find it at all. After being instructed by a kind person, I finally found it in the depth of an alley. After entering, I also felt the desolation of the door and the silence was very quiet. It was like a shy little daughter-in-law, who was really raised in a boudoir without knowing, wow! Fifth, when it comes to reading, it always reminds people of some worrying things. One is that I have a collection of books, which are often borrowed by some so-called book lovers, but after borrowing, most of them are meat buns beating dogs —- there is no return. In fact, they do not love books at all, nor do they know that it is not easy for scholars to buy books or collect books. Whether you borrow or not is the greatest disrespect for scholars. Secondly, a unit at the county level donated thousands of books to a village, preparing to build a village-level reading room. The dazzling new book makes people want to borrow it after seeing it, and they are embarrassed to speak. A few years later, I went there again and found that there were no books there. After asking, I knew that some of those books were taken back to cut shoe patterns, some were torn into toilet paper, and the rest were sold as waste. I have been teaching for decades. It is common for some students to use the newly-issued books to fold planes and paper baskets. Before the end of the semester, the books have been torn to pieces. I asked: Isn’t it a pity that you even tore your own book? The student showed a careless look. I was speechless, just shook my head and sighed.

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