Winter pregnant with injury

Sitting by the window on the fifth floor, I was stunned. There were flying snowflakes outside the window, but my thoughts didn’t fly. My subconscious mind seemed to be blank, while my eyes were full of confusion. Just like the cloudy sky outside the window, like the messy snowflakes, like the pitiful poplar in the snow, like the branches on the tree. The terrible world is a mess in my eyes, boring and boring. The bad days forced me to spend my life empty. I really wanted to open the window in front of me, jump up to the windowsill and have a beautiful free fall, open your eyes wide to see yourself falling freely like snowflakes, and turn yourself into powder happily, and turn yourself into eternity in this hopeless winter in this boring world. The snow outside the window was still floating. There was already a vast expanse of white on the ground. The snow was endless. In the sight, the far-out is a low wall, which seems to be a different world. The temptation outside the wall harassed my unwillingly nerve from time to time, and sometimes made me itch like countless worms with desires. Can such a broken wall stop my heart? It’s too easy; I can fly out with only one help, it’s too boring; Outside the wall is still an astringent world, A vast expanse of snow, the world as chaos. Is the snow still going on? There is no sign of stopping! Just let it float, floating all over the world, floating all over the world. I also hided in my lair, and hibernated like a cold-blooded animal, saving many sober troubles. How do you feel your belly is crying again? For breakfast, the digestion of a small animal stuck on the steamed bread didn’t greatly affect my appetite, and I had already cultivated a little as if I was silent, numb and sluggish thinking has long been accustomed to the stimulation that is not strange, the life like Deadwood, dare to have too many extravagant hopes, the world like ditch and shit, it is good to get used to it. The snow stopped?! His milk stopped unexpectedly! Why not continue and float forever? Besides, I have already prepared for hibernating. I was too lazy to step out of the nest, but the snow really stopped. Hey, it’s okay to go out and have a look. Outside, mountains, wilderness, bald trees, all of which exist are immersed in the sea of snow. The whole world seems to be pure, what is messy, what is the camp, what is the dog, what evil activities are covered with a beautiful coat, under the Clean is more violent flooding. The world around me is numbing me and driving me crazy. I am floating like a corpse in a life of drunkenness, a indifferent part, a grain of dust neglected between the heaven and the Earth. Poor and boring days also drive me crazy. I am really crazy. Go to hell in the dead world! I really want to open the window without hesitation, and jump again and again, without hesitation or worry, a beautiful free fall, a beautiful Buddhist nirvana. The strong blood was boiling and splashed in the snow. The red color was bright as plum, bright and dazzling, just like a thick painting in this boring world.

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