Thousands of words and thousands of words, nothing more than having tea

During this period of time, there was no desire to write. The abnormal heart-like silence almost makes all the feelings have no exit. Even a dull mood is a luxury. When the sunshine on weekends spread through the curtains beside the bed, I couldn’t help asking myself: what’s wrong with me? Is it because of the cold in late spring that cannot be hurt? Obviously, this is an extremely absurd reason to comfort yourself. Sit up and start to turn over the phone book. I think I should find someone to talk. After half a day, I don’t know who to call. After all, it is extremely immoral to disturb others’ dreams on weekend mornings. Finally, it was allocated to Xia Ran, the girl who always liked to position herself as seeing or missing. I didn’t say anything, but she asked first, was she in a bad mood? I told her that I was not in a bad mood, but had no mood at all. She smiled: then get up and drink tea, taste the past and present of tea, maybe, you will be in a mood. In the end, she still didn’t forget to hand in a sentence, and she must use the four schools to make tea. Although Xia Ran was just a little girl who was not deeply experienced in the world, I have always looked at her with new eyes since I met her, because the suggestions she gave me sounded naive, but most of them were very constructive. OK, then get up and drink tea. Tea to me has always been just smelly water. As for its taste, there is little meditation and careful tasting, and even tea ceremony. Although there is a complete set of tea set at home, however, due to the fact that the program is complicated, it is seldom handled seriously. It is rare to have free time today, so drink tea seriously. I concentrate on the tea table, warm the pot, scald the Cup, hold the tea, Rush High, cover the foam, pour the top, wash the tea, wash the Cup, divide the Cup, pour the whole process respectfully, just like holding the holy object. After careful meditation, the taste of the tea is really different from that of peace. Perhaps, tea is ruthless, because of the heart of life. In this way, I suddenly tasted tea quietly by myself. In the dense atmosphere of tea, the heart which had been blocked for many days was also flowing slowly. It seems that I have a wonderful feeling in my heart. In the noisy world, once I step on the dust, I can see the meridian of every moment. Remember that the Buddhist scriptures say that everything in the world has Karma. So what is the reason for a cup of tea today? In the spring day, the tea garden will be touched, and the new Green will be dyed. Who planted this tea seedling, who picked this cluster of green leaves, who dried it and shook it, who saved it into the sound of the teapot cuckoo, a lotus tea leaning over, a cup of new tea to drink. Who brought me to this world of mortals, who invited me here, who gambled books and poured tea with me, who took my cup and exchanged a cup for a while, I couldn’t help feeling full of emotions. It turned out that before drinking this tea, this tea and I fell into silence; When drinking this tea, this tea was burning with me. Today, I found that tea was a very strange thing. When I drank it in a hurry, I could not find its taste; If I could calm down and taste it slowly, I would find that it was actually very fragrant. Life is also like this. If you don’t taste it calmly, you can’t find his good or his beauty. Human soul is always bound by too many things. Make a cup of tea quietly to release the soul for a short time. When you get rid of your busy life, even for a moment, this cup of tea is worth it. I remembered a story I had heard before: a frustrated young man came to the ancient temple, looking for an eminent monk to ask about Zen to relieve troubles and worries. The old monk who was seated quietly listened to the talk of the frustrated, saying nothing. A little bit, the old monk ordered the little monk to bring a pot of warm water and a pot of boiled water. The old monk first made a pot of tea with warm water for the frustrated man. The young man didn’t understand the meaning, took a sip, shook his head, complaining that the tea was tasteless. The old monk smiled and made another pot of tea with boiling water. For a moment, the mellow fragrance of tea was filled in the meditation room, which was lasting. The frustrated person tasted the tea again, and suddenly a slightly bitter sweet spread through the tip of his tongue. The frustrated person couldn’t help drinking a large cup of tea. The old monk smiled and said: When tea is made with warm water, the tea leaves will only float on the water surface; While when boiling water is used to make tea, the tea leaves will rise and fall repeatedly, and the original flavor and fragrance of the tea will naturally disperse. Frustrated people have an epiphany: it turns out that all living beings in this world are the same as tea. Only those who are full of wind and rain, weather and Frost and can stand the ups and downs of the years can give off the fragrance of life! Bliss if tea. Just as the song sings: no one can succeed casually without experiencing wind and rain. Perhaps, only by encountering frustration again and again and being able to withstand hot boiling water like tea can the connotation and power deeply contained in life itself be released. I suddenly realized that in my heart, people were not as indifferent as tea affairs. Therefore, there were disputes in personnel affairs everywhere and detachment in tea affairs. If we can regard people as tea, and life as tea, we can do things with nature, my heart is controlled by me, and I don’t live in the middle and around, and both the gains and losses are indifferent. Then all the grudge and hatred in the world will be like a dream bubble: wind comb bamboo forest, the wind passes and the bamboo does not leave a sound; Wild goose crosses the cold pool, Wild Goose passes and the pool does not take a picture. During meditation, Xia Ran called me and asked me: are you in a mood now? I laughed but didn’t answer.

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