I don’t want you to be alone

You said? I will still ask if I know you are not here. Maybe things don’t need to be like this, but because of my stubbornness, you have to choose to leave. Ten years, I forget how long I have been with you like this. I just think that when I just met you, you giggled and looked so pure and lovely that you were not confident in front of me at all. The fate setting like the deskmate always extends many stories, and the heroine in the movie always helps the naughty hero review his lessons silently. However, this kind of story didn’t happen to us. The reality is that my grades are many times better than yours. You are often a little self-abased girl. You will also study hard like all the students in school, but still unable to change the status quo, you will gossip with those girls and envy people like me who often get good grades without much effort. Reality is always like that, no one can escape. I want to help you. After all, you have been sitting next to me for three years. However, maybe you are really not suitable for learning such boring things. Every time you help you with exercises, you always force yourself to listen carefully, but finally you are confused and know nothing about it. I don’t care about such embarrassment either, but you often feel guilty, so you always find various excuses to escape from my tutoring, and you are willing to rank at the end of the grade. I am not such a passionate young man. Since you don’t like me, I will not help you coach me knowingly. I think this will be better, although sometimes I often feel that I have the responsibility to make your grades better. Your only talent lies in your learning of language, so every time you take a foreign language class, you are most concentrated. And this course is also the only course you are willing to ask me for advice. In the six years of middle school, you have been sitting on my right seat for three years, and you have been sitting behind me for three years. Those inspirational students who only learned to take exams in those years certainly didn’t think about what kind of love story would happen between us like in TV plays, because at that time they might not have time to watch TV plays. Of course, such a love story did happen. The girl easily fell in love with the boy, although she didn’t dare to express herself formally. I am not such a stupid dull boy with acne on his face like wood. I think a girl like you is nice, so I am very happy. However, the love stories in those years were not as vigorous as those at present. Many things like roses and chocolate kissing and hugging could only exist in the big screen of the cinema in the form of images. What we can do is just taking a walk together occasionally or leaving delicious and interesting things to each other. However, such naive behavior is sometimes very beautiful when I think of it. Sometimes the things mentioned in the book are fake. Our love relationship is neither discovered by teachers nor affected by this. I was still admitted to the school that I want to go to, and of course, you have to go to the vocational school that has no test score limit. I am not that kind of boring boy who is too infatuated to be conscious, so I won’t say anything to go to a school with you. I am crazy to think that love can surpass time and space. As long as each other has each other in their hearts, everything will be OK. Facts have proved that my idea is right. We have always been very good. In college, you finally listened to my persuasion and chose the English major that went against the wishes of your parents as an accountant. It was very cold, but you liked it very much, you can finally give full play to your field of expertise. You have matured a lot and learned a lot in college. You started to study hard and even missed our date time. You also began to grow long hair, and other boys began to like you. Of course, you were as sincere to me as you were in middle school. You rejected all pursuers, just like I rejected those boring girls. The arrangement of fate is that your efforts have gained the opportunity to study abroad, and I will continue to stay at home to study as a graduate student. For the first time, you were a little shaky and unwilling to go so far. You said you didn’t have the confidence to treat me like this in a foreign country. Yes, I haven’t seen each other for three years, and I have no confidence to say what will happen in the future. But such an opportunity is so important to you. I don’t think I should keep you selfishly. Therefore, your crying and fighting have no effect in front of me. For the first time, I am determined to send you out of the country as I want to abandon you. In the waiting hall, the hot kiss that you ignored the eyes of my family and passers-by around my neck made me feel suffocated. However, a girl like you, I didn’t know how deep your affection was until today. My stubbornness only stayed in the scene of sending you away. I decided to take you back in the 33rd second after leaving you. Because I really don’t want to let you alone, alone in the crowd. Therefore, I am willing to be an infatuated fool this time, willing to give up my studies and set up a Chinese-style stall opposite your school. I think only in this way can I look at you more and have confidence in each other like you. You said? I will still ask if I know you haven’t finished class. 2012.02.0208:00

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