Gone Lady

Since I met my grandmother again during the summer vacation in January, I always had to take time to visit her during the summer vacation or Mid-Autumn Festival, so did the Spring Festival. On the sixth day of the new year, I missed my mother-in-law again and wanted to visit her. However, my mother-in-law was not at home, neither was Dongzhu’s home nor xianqiyuan’s home. Uncle told me on the phone that my grandmother had brain stem atrophy and went to the nursing home. How? Obviously, she was fine last time, holding my hand, still sitting and talking together? When I asked where the nursing home was, my uncle politely refused me, saying that even if I went there, my mother-in-law might not recognize me. In the evening, I still passed. There were only uncles and aunts at home. Uncle said, it was also my mother-in-law who was stubborn and obviously didn’t have hypertension, so I had to say I did. She was taken to the hospital for a general examination. Everything was fine, but she didn’t listen to the advice. She insisted on taking blood pressure pills alone in the countryside. Blood pressure drops too low, leading to insufficient oxygen supply in the brain and brain stem atrophy. The aunt said that her mother-in-law was very old, and her family had always been careful of her, but she was always in good health. I also blame my relatives for sending a live goose to the countryside. My mother-in-law wouldn’t let it be killed. She served it every day and said it was very interesting to raise it. Once my grandma went out to mow the grass for the goose to eat. She accidentally went into the grass where she had just been weeded. When she came home, she became thirsty, dizzy and uncomfortable. In fact, she was poisoned. Aunt rushed down to take her to the hospital, but the money was spent a lot, but the root of the disease fell from now on. Poisoning, taking blood pressure-lowering drugs, the two gathered together, the mother-in-law did not get well from then on, in the end, she couldn’t take care of herself, and her brain was confused, and her relatives were extremely convinced. After summer, I can only send it to the nursing home for someone to accompany me. Hearing what they said, I still couldn’t believe it was true. Although the mother-in-law in my impression is over 80 years old, she has always been in a tough health. In the countryside, in addition to taking care of herself, she also takes time to do embroidery on all kinds of vegetables in the field! The last time I saw her in xianqiyuan, she was also fluent in speech and clear in thinking. How could she say that she was crossed? Aunt said that she had also taken her to Suzhou hospitals for the sake of her mother-in-law’s illness. The familiar doctor advised her that the old lady was old and the parts on her body were not broken like this, that is going to be broken. As the saying goes, it is normal to be old. On the way home, I told the little soldier about my mother-in-law, and couldn’t help crying. He laughed at me again, saying that I always shed tears. But he didn’t know that in my heart, in fact, he had taken my mother-in-law as my own. I really regretted that I suddenly realized that I would visit her after so many years of separation, so regretful that since I had contacted her, I went to see her so sparse. Up to now, my mother-in-law has disappeared, and it is too late for me to regret. There are many things and a long way to go. All these reasons are pale and feeble. 2012 years January 28

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